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"The Glory Hole Sagas" Chapter Six

Bisexuality?

After my exciting night with my English instructor, Mr. Hamilton (considering our intimacy, I now called him `Jeff' when we're alone), I was eager for my date with the other stud who had accidentally helped me accept my sexuality, Sam. He was my buddy from my fencing class, and had been the first guy I had had sex with through the glory hole in the T-room I had stumbled upon a few days earlier in the basement of the Administration Building at my small college. A Vietnam veteran in his late 20's, Sam was muscular, very hairy, around three inches taller than my 6'1", and married. He lived off campus with his wife and baby. There was no missing the fact that Sam was from Texas, since he usually dressed in cowboy boots and western style shirts, and had an easy, sexy drawl. Sometimes he even wore a cowboy hat! In the locker room, I could not miss that on Sam's big uncut dick there was a brown birthmark shaped like an arrowhead pointing towards his pubes. He had approached me first through the first glory hole I had ever seen, and when I agreed to reciprocate, that birthmark was very obvious, as were the cowboy boots under the toilet stall wall. Sam was supposed to come to my room after work that Saturday afternoon, supposedly to "study", and had promised to bring beer and pot.

After an early round of sex and a nice breakfast, I left Jeff's large house on that Saturday morning and took the bus back to campus. I stopped at a store to buy a lot of junk food and the biggest jar of Vaseline in the store before I went back to my room. I lay down to rest for my 5 PM date with Sam, since it was only just past noon. I set my alarm for 4, and woke refreshed. Dressing in fresh clothes, I ran downstairs to get a sandwich and a cup of coffee, and then sat in my room waiting for Sam, smoking cigarettes. There was a knock on my door at exactly 5

, and there was Sam, grinning. He had a bag with three cold six packs, and some books to make his wife believe we had been studying.

"I got a few hours before my wife expects me home, kid, so let's take our time and relax, and have ourselves a good ol' time. I've been thinking about you all day at work, and I'm so fucking horny that if we started right now, I'd pop my fuckin' nut in about a minute. My little ol' pecker's been hard as a rock all fuckin' day. It wasn't all bad - some of the customers kept staring at my crotch and gave me bigger than usual tips! So, hand me one of those beers and roll us a few joints so we can party, son!"

I popped most of the beer into the little bar refrigerator I "inherited" from my old roommate when he dropped out last April to join a commune in Arizona. I then rolled three fat joints from a bag he tossed at me, and lit one up. As I passed the joint to him, I said: "I know you have a tendency towards noisy sex and loud orgasms, but don't worry, Sam. They built this dorm building to house the musicians every summer from the art's festival, so it is soundproof. That's also why the rooms are so big, and we have full sized twin beds instead of the narrow beds in the regular dorms. I know from experience that you can't any noise from the next room, so we have a lot of privacy to have as noisy sex as we want."

Sam grinned at me as he popped open a can of beer. "I bet you turn out to be a howler, too, kid. You have that wild animal look about you. You sure made a lot of fuckin' noise when I was eating that hot little ass of yours the other day in that there toilet stall we shared. Of course, no one could hear it because you had a big ol' black pecker rammed down your throat at the time!" I picked up a pillow and threw it at him as we laughed, remembering the hot time we had shared with an anonymous black working man through the glory hole the day before in our basement T-room.

"I've got to thank you, Sam, for eating my ass just then. It made me yell just as that stud rammed his cock into my mouth, and I was able to deep throat that big fuckin' dong! I sure have learned a lot in just a few days, big fella."

We sat on the two chairs in the room, drinking beer and smoking joints, while Sam asked my about my sexual experiences. I stuck to the events of that week. He had the same disappointed look that Jeff had had when I told him about my more recent sexual activities. I laughed, "Jeff reacted the same way when I told him last night about my session with you and the black guy in the toilet. I'll tell you the same thing I told Jeff: I'm 19 fucking years old, and it's been hours since I shot my last load. Don't worry, man, I've already got plenty of jizz built up for you. And I`m horny as hell!"

Sam grinned. "Yeah, I remember what it was like to be 19 - always so fucking horny, you`re ready to fuck a goat!"

"Jeff thinks your a hot stud, and told me I was a lucky man to be spending the afternoon with you."

"How does he know me?"

"Do you remember when we left the toilet yesterday afternoon, we passed a really tall redhead with a mustache and beard in the hall?"

"Oh, yeah, him. Yeah, I've seen him around, and he's really hot. I always hoped to connect... Wait - THAT'S your English teacher??" I nodded. "Fuck. I'm gonna make sure I get a class with him next semester!" We both laughed. "So let ask you, Ike - a stud that tall - is his pecker tall also?"

I laughed and said "You'll have to find out yourself, Sam. I don't fuck and tell!" We laughed some more, and then I got serious. "Sam, would you be offended if I ask you a personal question?"

He laughed at that. "Kid, you've had your big ol' pecker in my man-hole, and we've swallowed each other`s man-seed. How more intimate can two guys get? Do you really think I have anything to hide from you? Ask anything you want, kid."

"I couldn't help but notice how very enthusiastic you are about sex with guys, particularly about uh... having the other guy's dick in your mouth and ass. So I sort of assumed you're... um... you know... gay? How..., how did you happened to get married?"

"That's easy to explain, kid. I'm bisexual."

"What's that?"

"I swing both ways - I dig guys and chicks. As far as getting married, I knocked up this girl I was screwing back in Texas when I first came home from Nam, and her dad and 6 VERY big brothers convinced me to do the right thing. Three days after she realized she was pregnant, I was standing in front of a preacher with 2 black eyes, a broken nose, a pain in my gut, and the knowledge that her daddy and all her brothers had loaded shotguns in their pick-up trucks. Of course, no one mentioned that a few nights earlier I had spent several hours fucking and sucking and getting it from her two youngest brothers. Or that I had had a uh... thing' going with her eldest brother. Ray, when we were in high school."

"Actually, I like being married and being a dad. I really love my son, and I am so excited about my wife having another brat that I can barely keep still. I tell, ya', Ike, I hope it's a girl. I want a little princess to spoil rotten. If I'm totally honest, I have to admit that even if we were forced to get married in the first place, I've come to really love and respect my wife. But I'm a very sexual person and my wife is not. While I love sex with women, I deeply crave that hot, hard sex I can have with good looking strong studs like you. I always feel that I have to be more gentle with a woman than I have to be with a real MAN! With a masculine man like you I can let go and get what I truly need out of sex."

"Hmm, maybe I'm bisexual too. Much as I love sucking cock and fucking man-ass, I think I want to keep dating girls. Although I also prefer men, I still like sex with chicks. I do want to have kids, so I have some thinking to do before I start telling people I may be gay."

"Well, I bet that a well hung, handsome, masculine young stud guy like you has to beat broads off with a fuckin' baseball bat."

"Uh.. I do alright. I have two girlfriends right now, and they are both aware that I am having sex with the other one. But until know, I have never been particularly aggressive about sex." I was slightly embarrassed., since I never thought of myself as particularly good looking or sexy. I just accepted Sam's compliments as a part of our sex-play. Although I began to wonder - he wasn't the first person in the last few days to call me good looking.... or masculine..... or sexy.... To change the topic, I stated: "I really want to be a father, so I can be as good a dad as my father was to me."

"Was? Does that mean...?"

"Yeah, he's gone. You see, my mom and dad were pretty old when they had me. Dad died when I was 17, but when I was growing up, he was my fuckin' best friend. I mean, we were close enough that I could tell him about the first time I had sex with a girl like I was telling a buddy. I still have Mom, but she`s always been in delicate health." I sat there looking sad as I missed my dead father, so Sam walked over and leaned down to give me a gentle kiss.

It rapidly turned into a passionate kiss, and I reached up and unbuttoned Sam's dress shirt. As I stood up, we both quickly stripped, throwing our clothes on my roommate's bed. Sam grabbed me in one of his bone crunching bear hugs. I lifted my head and we kissed until I couldn`t breath anymore. I felt his big dick getting hard between my thighs, while my erection, up against my belly, was trapped between our bodies. I dropped to my knees and parted Sam's legs, so I could get to his balls. Like his ass, his balls are also not very hairy. I licked them until he begged me to chew them. When I bit too hard, Sam pulled me to my feet and dragged me to my bed. He threw me down and climbed on top of me. He began to suck my cock, and his cock was near my mouth, so I sucked it, although the difference in out heights mean I could only get a little bit of his cock in my mouth. It became too much for me - I love having my cock sucked, and I was coming to realize I love a hard dick in my mouth. It was too stimulating. I was at risk of cumming too fast if I kept doing both.

I parted his hairy ass cheeks, and began to lick the crack. It tasted clean, so I dived in with my tongue. Sam yelled "Oh, fuck, that feels great, kid! Tongue fuck my man-hole!", and went back to sucking my cock. I ate his ass until my tongue and jaw couldn't take it any more. I dropped back to rest.

Sam saw the jar of Vaseline on my nightstand, and grabbed it. He greased up my fat 9" dick, then sat on my cock. He rode me like a cowboy riding a rodeo bull, complete with Sam waving one arm in the air! He held himself up a little, so I could fuck up as he rode down. We pulled on each other's tits as we grinned at each other. Sam obviously wanted us to cum quickly this first time together in a bed. When I tried to slow down, he just bounced faster and harder on my dick. He hissed: "Yesss.. oh, fuck, kid, youre big, fat pecker is hitting my ass nut just right, Im gonna.... I`m.. AW, FUCK!!" He sprayed my body with his cum.

The spasms in his ass set me off, and I grunted "Oh, FUCK! Yeah, I'm... gonna... Take my fucking load, cowboy!" as I filled his ass. He kept riding my cock as long as it stayed hard, dribbling more cum on my belly. When I slipped out of his ass, Sam collapsed on top of me, glued together by his cum. We kissed as we tried to breath.

We took a break for some more beer and dope and munchies, and were soon both hard and ready to go again. Sam threw me on my belly and began to eat my ass with passion. He had my guts burning soon. "Sam, I need a finger in there, stud." He greased a finger and slowly put it in. I moaned "Oh, yeah, that feels fucking great!" He finger fucked me for a while, and then added a second finger. I bucked my ass back against his hand to get his fingers in deeper. Sam slowly removed his finger as he kissed his way up my back. He was licking my ears which I discovered drives me wild, and his hard dick was along my ass crack. He whispered in my ear in that sexy drawl of his: "I'm gotta plug that sweet butt of yours right now, kid."

I stood still. Much as Sam's sexy voice and hot tongue had inflamed my ass, I really did think Jeff's suggestion was a good one. So I crawled out from under him, sadly shaking my head as I said, "Sam, I'm sorry. I know some day I'm going to want to get fucked. But I've decided to wait for someone special for my first time. I want my first time to be special, too. It may be you, I don't know. But I've only been having real sex with men since I had sex with you in the glory hole on Wednesday. I need time. I promise you - even if you're not the guy who pops my cherry, you'll get your chance at my tail soon after that happens. OK, stud?"

"No problem, kiddo. I keep forgetting how new you are to this, because you are so fucking good at it! Whoever gets first crack at that hot man-hole of yours will be one lucky motherfucker. I hope he appreciates it."

"He will, Sam. He'll be the sort of man who will, or he won't be the one." I played with the hair on Sam's big chest. "Was your first time special for you, Sam?"

Sam gave a deep laugh. "Fuck, no! I guess you can say I was fuckin' raped and gangbanged, but I ended up not minding it at all. In fact, it turned into one of the best sexual experiences of my life. It was the summer before my senior year in high school. Five of us buddies who regularly fooled around together, usually just in pairs, were having a bit of a party down by the swimming hole one hot afternoon. We'd been skinny-dipping, drinking some booze I had stole from my daddy, and smoking some of the local grown happy-weed. Some ass grabbing turned into some cocksucking which turned into an orgy! I was having a great time! My future brother-in-law, Ray was eating my man-hole, which he had done to me only once before, and I had discovered I loved. I was busy sucking the biggest prong in the group, and didn't notice that Ray had stopped eating my butt and had moved up against my back."

"Without warning, Ray's long, skinny pecker was ramming all the way into my ass-hole. I screamed like a motherfucking banshee, and tried to buck him off, but it just made him want to keep in the saddle even more. He wrapped his arms around me and held on, humping his hips. We went at it like a bucking bronco at the rodeo for at least 15 minutes, but after the first few minutes, it had stopped hurting and began to feel good. Finally, I shot a load just from the pressure of his pecker on my ass nut, and the spasm in my man-hole set him off, making him shoot a big ol' load of seed in my tight man-cunt, which my cousin Pat then licked out of my ass. By time Pat had cleaned Ray's load out, I was hard again, and Pat climbed on and fucked me with his fat prong. By the end of the party, I'd been butt-fucked by all four of those boys, and I had fucked Pat and Ray in their man-cunts. By the end of the week, I'd also butt-fucked the other two studs. After that, Ray and I started being a sort of... a... couple. Lasted our whole senior year. We'd double date, and when our girlfriends got us all horned up but wouldn't put out, we'd go drive out to a field somewhere and fuck each other raw."

I laughed; "I had a buddy in high school who I did that with, too, but we never thought to do anything but take turns sucking each other off." Sam had sat up as we talked. I scooted around and swallowed his cock to the root. I got into the 69 position again, and grabbed his hand, leading back to my ass. Soon, I had two of Sam's big fingers digging deep into my guts. Each thrust got what he had called the "ass nut", and I was flying high. I was using my throat to massage his dick and was manhandling his balls the way knew he liked, and Sam was babbling curse words that let me know I was doing a good job. I felt his cock get harder and fatter, and I slipped back so just the head was in my mouth. I used my tongue on the head for a few seconds, and was rewarded with a salty load of cowboy cum. Two more jabs at my sensitive ass nut and I screamed "Aw, shit! Mother fucker!" and dumped a load on his chest.

We lay back and shared a cigarette. I looked at the wall clock and said. "Believe it or not, I have a date with a girl tonight. And I really do have a little studying to do. So let's wash up and then I have to kick your hot butt out and send it home to your poor wife."

"Poor? Why is my wife poor?"

"Well, that's two loads of Texas jizz I've deprived her pussy of!"

Sam gave a rich laugh. "She hates sex when she's pregnant. In fact, she doesn't particularly like getting fucked most of the time, preferring my tongue and fingers. She knows I fuck with men, and really doesn't mind, as long as I have some for her when she's in the mood. Her only comment about my having "outside sex" was that she didn't give a fuck what I did with guys, but I was HER man, and if she caught me messing around with another woman, she would borrow a shotgun from one of her brothers and shoot off my pecker. And I believe her! I've seen the woman shoot - she could do it at 50 paces, kid. I haven't touched another woman since I've been married, although I have been tempted. She even knew about Ray and me back in the old days, and I think she suspected that I fooled around with her other 2 brothers while we were dating. I can always tell about a day in advance when she's getting in the mood by little hints she makes, and save it up for her then. So don't worry about my wife. I keep her cunt happy."

We went into the bathroom and showered together. Sam got out of the shower first, and discovered I hadn't put out any towels. I told him: "There are a whole bunch in the bottom drawer of the dresser. Grab me a couple, too, will ya?"

He was quiet for a minute and then appeared at the door with some towels and a magazine. "For a beginner, you have a great collection of gay porn."

"What the fuck are you talking about, Sam? The only porn I own is some old straight porn I inherited from Dad and some copies of Playboy."

"Then what's this?"

I got out of the shower and looked at the magazine. Three guys were having sex together in a variety of positions I had never imagined. I looked into the main room. "That's not my dresser. That's my roommate's dresser."

"Then I would guess you have a gay roommate, Ike."

"But Matt is so fuckin' straight - he`s engaged and..." I realized I was talking to a bisexual man about the impossibility of my roommate wanting both men and women.

We sat and looked at a few of the magazines. Sam said: "It's interesting. Most of the magazines feature guys who look a lot like you." He showed me what he meant. In one of the magazines, the guy could have been my twin, except I have a fatter cock. We looked some more, getting turned on.

Suddenly, I had a realization. "Wanna hear something freaky? In most of them the guy who looks like me is fucking a guy who kinda looks like my roommate!"

"Sounds like you are in for an interesting time with your roommate, kid."

I looked at Sam's reawakened hard on, which was already oozing pre-cum. Wrapping my fist around it, I grinned. In an imitation of Sam`s drawl, I teased: "My, you are a horny little cowboy, ain't you, Tex?" I slid to the floor as I swallowed his cock.

"Oh, yeah, kid, eat my fuckin' pecker. Gabble it down deep, and get me even fuckin' hotter." Sam's legs spread as he handed me the jar of Vaseline. I greased up a finger and began to finger fuck him. "Another one, Ike!" Soon, I had three fingers in his ass. Sam pulled my mouth off of his cock, and gave me a deep kiss. Then he stood up against my desk and spread his legs. "Ram the pecker of yours in my man-cunt, kid! Make me take it all! Make me squeal like a fuckin' stuck pig. Make my man-hole take that hot load of your fucking man-seed, kid. OH FUCK..., FUCK ME!"

I was brought up to make a guest feel at home, so before his last wail faded, my balls were banging against his, all 9 inches buried in his burning hot shitter. I grabbed his hips and began to fuck him hard and fast. I had noticed a pattern to what Sam had been saying. When Sam took his hand off the desk to jerk on his cock, I grabbed it and pushed it back to the desk. "Uh, uh, cowboy. No cheating! I got plans for that load!" He grunted, and his ass spasmed. So, my big, muscular buddy DID like being ordered around, huh? Well, I knew from my date with Jeff that I liked ordering guys around.

I fucked him faster. We were like possessed animals, grunting and cursing as our still wet bodies slammed into each other. I felt my balls tightening up, and I knew I was going to shoot. "You're gonna take my fucking load, cowboy? You love a hot stud's load in your man-cunt, don`t you? You want that hot fucking load, Tex?"

"Uh, huh... yea...hhh."

"Beg for it, Tex. Beg for your fucking stud-man to fill your guts with his hot jizz."

"Puh.. puh.. please cum in my man-cunt, Ike. Pl... please fill my fuckin' hole! OH, FUCK! Shooo... shoot that load in me, PLEASE!!!"

I was already past the point of no return. I managed to grunt "Good boy!" before flooding his guts. I pulled partway out, so the cum dripped out of his ass-hole and down his leg a little. I pulled out, dropped to my knees and twirled him around, leaning him back against the desk as I swallowed his cock to the balls. My three fingers rammed back into his ass, and with a howl, Sam fed me another load of Texas cum.

"That sure was some hot porn." Sam joked when we got our breaths back. "You really picked up on my fantasy there, Ike. I fucking loved it. I don't remember the last time I was so thoroughly fucked!"

"It wasn't hard to pick up on your cues, Sam. It became obvious to me what you needed. And that porn not going to stay hidden anymore. I can't wait to see Matt's fuckin' face when he sees it out of the drawer."

Sam gave me a light kiss. "Believe it or not, kid, nine men out of ten would have been so focused on getting their own fuckin' nut off, they wouldn't have heard a word I said. I can tell you that from long experience. You may be a beginner, but you are a great sex partner."

After a second, shorter shower, Sam got dressed and went home for dinner, leaving me some pot and most of the beer as a gift. I went to work on the changes on my short story that Jeff had suggested, and then did my math and biology homework.

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At this point, I should explain about my beloved car, and to do that, I have to explain something about my family. My mother was 45 when I was born, and Dad was 60. They had had a number of miscarriages over the years, and when Mom was pregnant with me, she thought she had started menopause. Never a very strong woman, she had a difficult time giving birth to me, and was always in delicate health after that. I grew up knowing my parents were older than any of my friend's parents, and as soon as I was old enough to understand about death, I knew that my parents could die while I was still pretty young. My father had only one living relative, his cousin Irving, who was 15 years younger than him. My mother had only a very elderly aunt who died when I was 10, her one brother having died during World War II. (I was named for him.) "Uncle" Irving, his wife Helen and their kids lived in Florida. I spent frequent vacations down there with them, because if my parents died while I was a minor, they were going to be my guardians. "Aunt" Helen and "Uncle" Irving had two daughters, one a year older than me, and the other a year younger, and a son five years younger than me. I got along well with them all.

Most people assume that older parents would be distant, but my Dad and I were really close. He basically retired while I was in elementary school, so he was always available. (He maintained a majority of shares in the company he had founded, so he had to make rare business trips.) Dad's hobby was restoring old cars, and he taught me all he knew. We would spend hours in the garage working on the cars, and I loved it. Dad was really like a buddy, or a big brother. And it wasn't like he was putting on a show - he really enjoyed spending time with me, and usually treated me like an adult.

When I turned 16 and started dating girls, he surprised me one day in the garage with a detailed lecture on sexual technique, which he illustrated with some very graphic pornography I didn't know he owned. He followed with a stern lecture on responsible birth control, then handed me a large box of condoms! He said "I may be old enough to be a grandfather, but I don't want you fucking up your life because you couldn't keep your prick in your pants. I want your to be careful. You're an adult now, and adult have to be responsible." He showed me the hiding place for the porn in the garage, and said: "You can borrow any of them you want. Just keep them hidden from your Mom, and for goodness sakes, don't get the fucking things sticky!" Then he grinned as he mimed beating his meat. I was obviously shocked. "Hey, older guys jerk off, son. Especially when their wives are often too sickly for.. um.. marital relations." We both blushed, and dropped the subject, but I used the magazines often. And treasured them after he died.

Shortly after that, Dad caught me smoking a cigarette in the street. Since he and Mom both smoked, he told me he wasn't going to lecture me on the evils of smoking, but asked that I be careful and not burn down the house. I was the only 16 year old I knew who was allowed to smoke in front of my parents. When I was a junior in high school, he started to let me have a can of beer with him while we worked on the cars, but only one can. After that, whenever my parents had wine for dinner, I had one or two glasses, also.

Just after I turned 17, Dad died suddenly at the age of 77, while on one of those business trips. He was very well to do and left me a trust fund to support me though college. Dad was conservative financially, so the trust was to last until I was 25, or married, whichever came first. He didn't want me to become a lazy "trust fund brat", so until I fully inherited, my allowance would be fairly modest, although more than that of any of my friends. All my college cost were also paid for. Dad had always hoped I would go to the small liberal arts college that he had attended, which I gladly did. Since college was over a two hour drive from home, I would live in the dorms, to my mother's vague disappointment. "Uncle" Irv was designated the trustee after my mother`s death.

Dad had also left me the big 1943 Oldsmobile which we had had been restoring when he died. We had rebuilt the car from the insides, and it ran better than the day it left the factory. The only thing we had left to do was restore the body, and I didn`t have the heart to do it alone. So in the fall of 1970, I was almost 20 and I drove a 27 year old car that looked like a beat up tank, but purred like a kitten. I kept it in good repair. It was very roomy, especially in the back seat, which was great for fucking! I lost my virginity back there when I was 16.

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As I had told Sam, I was dating two girls who knew I was dating other girls, Mary and Nancy, and I knew that they were both seeing other guys. Neither had asked for a commitment from me, and to be honest, neither inspired me to ask her to be my steady girlfriend. After the events of this week, I was even more reluctant to make a permanent decision about one woman. I had a date that night with Nancy to go to a drive-in movie to see a movie we both looked forward to seeing. To be honest, after the last few days, I wasn't thinking about sex when I picked up Nancy at her dorm. For the first time since I had had my first dry orgasm as a kid, I was sexually sated. Usually, I was very polite and gentlemanly when I picked up my dates. That night, without thinking, I grabbed her in a deep kiss, my hand on her ass and my tongue in her throat. The embrace ended before she could protest, and I lead her to the car, where I failed to open the door for her. I was somewhat... distracted as I drove to the movie, barely talking to Nancy.

The movie was a romantic drama with a complicated plot, and as a budding writer I was engrossed with the character development. There were a couple of well done love scenes, although being 1970, they were not terribly explicit. I commented on the skillful way the writer had built sexual tension between the two main characters, but made no attempt to smooch with Nancy. About a half hour into the movie, Nancy reached over and held my hand. I turned and gave her a quick smile and a squeeze, and went back to following the movie. For a few minutes, we were just sitting there holding hands, and I was surprised when she pulled my hand to her lap, and pushed my hand under her skirt, because she wasn't wearing panties. Usually Nancy made my seduction of her on a date a sort of game. We both knew she was waiting for me to eat her pussy and fuck her, but she pretended to be coy. She had never been the aggressor before.

My hand sat on her moist cunt as she put her hand on my rapidly growing erection. She whispered in my ear: "Put your finger my pussy, Ike." I soon had two fingers in her as we kissed more passionately than ever before, the movie forgotten. I opened her bra under her sweater and I fingered her nipples. Thankful for my Dad's lecture on sexual techniques, I leaned down and started to lick her cunt, quickly finding her clit and I working on it with my lips and tongue as my fingers ran in and out of her pussy. She shuddered and let out a little shout as she had an orgasm almost immediately. Dad's lectures on pleasuring women had always made me a popular sex partner once a girl got over my not being very aggressive,

I sat up and lit a cigarette, my arm around her shoulder, giving her small kisses. Nancy licked my ear, and whispered. "That was nice, but I want more. Can we get in the back seat?" This was another surprise - usually Nancy only liked to get fucked when we were parked in a very dark side street or "lover's lane". The cigarette was tossed out the car door as I opened it.

I grabbed some condoms from the glove compartment, and by time I climbed into the back seat, Nancy was already back there, totally naked! She began to pull my clothes off as we kissed. She lay back, and I inserted my condom clad dick slowly into her dripping wet cunt. She squealed in delight when my pubic hair hit hers. As I slowly fucked her, I licked her tits, and soon she shuddered to a second orgasm. She begged me to fuck her harder, and as I filled my condom, she had a third orgasm. As we leaned back into each other's arms, I casually pulled a cigarette from my shirt pocket. She leaned against my chest, running her hands over my hairy body. I basked in the glow of our unusually passionate coupling.

After we got dressed, we moved back to the front seat. The guys in the cars behind us and on both sides of us had obviously seen most of our sex, and honked their car horns, cheered and hooted as they all gave me the thumbs up. I was embarrassed, but Nancy just waved at them all with a smile. The movie forgotten, we drove off to get something to eat. As we huddled together in a booth, my arm wrapped around her shoulder, I asked her: "What came over you tonight, Nancy? I mean, I`m not complaining, but usually you are shyer about where we have sex. Suddenly, we were putting on a sex show for those guys in the other cars! I should have charged them admission!"

Nancy blushed. "I don't know what came over me. You were so different, tonight! That hot kiss when you picked me up - you just took it, and grabbed my rear end, without your usual... politeness. You were in command, and sexier than usual. You seemed more confident, and not... not desperate like you always used to be. Tonight you were basically ignoring me, and that turned me on." She chuckled, "You didn't even notice when I slipped off my panties. I just HAD to have you!"

I grinned. "So, I`ll have to ignore you more often!"

She whispered. "I've never told you this, but of all the guys I've ever had sex with, you are the best! Really! No guy ever paid very much attention to making sure I had an orgasm. Let me tell you something, Ike. Most guys ram it in and pump until they're done, and don't give a hoot about the poor girl's needs. You don't need to do anything special, except be your handsome, manly self. " I drove her back to her dorm, and we kissed for awhile. I remembered that Halloween was the next Saturday. "Nancy, will you go out with me on Halloween? It's my favorite holiday because my birthday is the next day."

"Gee, Ike, I'm sorry. I'd love to, but I've already made a date. To be honest, I'd rather be with you, but I did promise, and we already ordered matching costumes."

I didn't let her know how disappointed I was, since Mary had already turned me down, too. I had been hoping for a date with a girl for my birthday. Well, there were always the hot men in the T-room. I wondered how a costume would go over down there. I decide to play it cool. I light a cigarette, stretched to put my arm on the back of the car set behind her, and smiled. "No problem, Doll Face. I should have asked earlier." It was the first time I called her by a pet name, and she lit up when I did it. She almost melted into the crook of my arm over her shoulder.

"Maybe I can make it up to you now, Ike. Want an early birthday gift?" There in the car, she began to kiss me passionately while massaging my crotch. She opened my pants and fished out my growing erection, and surprised me by sucking it, something she had never done before. To be honest, she wasn't very good at it, but I appreciated the gesture. My finger found her clit and I worked it hard. She had an orgasm, and I warned her I was about to cum. She stopped for a second, then sucked harder so that I spilled an admittedly smaller than average load into her mouth. She gagged and choked a little, but swallowed my cum.

She pulled her clothes together, and I walked her to the door of her dorm. As we stood there saying goodnight, Terry, the girl with the big boobs from my math class who used to intimate me, came along with her date, Tom the jealous jock. As we all greeted each other, I discovered that Terry was Nancy's roommate. Terry wished me good night very warmly, while Tom got a somewhat distant kiss and an almost nonexistent goodnight from her before she went into the dorm.

I turned to Nancy and looked down at her. "Well, good night, Doll Face. It was certainly an... interesting evening. You don't have to ask if I had a good time, and I KNOW you had a good time. But too bad we missed the movie." She blushed a little at that. I folded her in my arms and kissed her, my hand possessively on her ass. She responded by moaning and returning the kiss.

After a long kiss, Nancy whispered in my ear: "That's the first time I ever let a guy cum in my mouth. It wasn't so bad. Goodnight, stud man!" She kissed me on the lips again and was gone.

Tom was standing at the foot of the stairs looking angry. I remembered that he thought Terry was his girlfriend, but she saw him as a friend. As we walked towards my car, I lit a cigarette, and Tom asked for one. "Fuck, man, Terry sure doesn't treat me the way she should treat her boyfriend! But it looks like I was wrong and don't have to worry about competition with my girl from you, Ike. I saw that kiss. From the evidence, you seem to have a serious thing going with that Nancy." He pointed to my crotch, where some globs of cum stuck to my pants near the half opened zipper.

Embarrassed, I decided to tease the jock. I got into my car, started it up and said through the open window. "Don't be so sure, Tom. Just because I'm balling one coed doesn't mean I can't be aiming for another at the same time. After all, Nancy isn't my only girlfriend right now, and she knows it." I drove off while Tom stood with his mouth open. As it sunk into his head that I had basically said I was going to make a play for Terry, I could almost see steam coming out of his ears! I had never dared do anything like that before, and I was totally enjoying it! I still very much wanted to fuck Tom`s athletic little ass and arrogant face, but this was almost as much of a high. I realized that there was a danger that the short, handsome member of the varsity track team might feel provoked to start a fight with me, but I figured that since I was a good 5 inches taller than him, and a lot heavier, I had the advantage of reach. I was in pretty good shape myself, and had been a pretty good fighter when I was kid. Rich kids in public school get picked on a lot. Dad had sent me for boxing lessons when I was 11.

I drove back to my dorm and sat in my room, thinking. I had enjoyed my unusually passionate sex with Nancy, but to be honest, the sex I was having with men I couldn't even see was more satisfying. That didn't mean, though, that I was planning on dropping sex with women. Sam talking about his kid, and his excitement at his wife's pregnancy, had re-stimulated in me that long held desire to be a father some day.

I lit a cigarette and opened a can of beer. Yet another person had told me I was good looking, sexy, and masculine. And a hot jock like Tom was jealous of me. Why did I have such trouble believing it? Five beers later, I realized I was drunk, and I decided that I would have to figure this problem out some other time. I turned off the light. Just before I fell to sleep, I realized that I had not had to jerk off at bedtime since Tuesday night. This was the longest time I had ever gone without having to relieve myself at bedtime since I learned to jerk off when I was 12 years old. I felt completely... satisfied. Suddenly, I felt very adult, and looked forward to continuing to be a sexually active adult.

But when I woke up early in the morning, I was fucking horny all over again. And I knew that what I wanted was more cock. A lot more cock. And gallons of delicious cum. I was also very eager to sink my hard dick into a tight "man-cunt". Or more than one. As soon as possible...

But that is another story.

《寻欢洞传奇》第六章

双性恋？

与我的英语讲师汉密尔顿先生（考虑到我们的亲密关系，独处时我现在叫他"杰夫"）度过激动人心的一夜之后，我迫切期待着与另一个意外帮我接纳了自己性取向的猛男——山姆的约会。他是我击剑课上的哥们，也是几天前我在学院行政楼地下室偶然发现的 T 室里，通过寻欢洞第一个跟我做爱的男人。山姆是个快三十岁的越战老兵，肌肉发达，毛发浓密，比我六尺一的身高高出大约三英寸，已婚。他和妻儿住在校外。山姆来自德州这一点毋庸置疑，因为他通常穿着牛仔靴和西部风格衬衫，说话带着一种慵懒性感的拖腔。有时他甚至戴牛仔帽！在更衣室里，我绝不会错过山姆那根没割包皮的大鸡巴上有一块棕色胎记，形状像个箭头，指向他的阴毛。他是我见过的第一个寻欢洞里最先靠近我的人，当我同意回应时，那块胎记显而易见，隔间墙下那双牛仔靴也同样显眼。山姆应该在那个周六下午下班后到我宿舍来，名义上是来"学习"，还答应带啤酒和大麻来。

经过一早的性爱和一顿美味的早餐后，我在那个周六早上离开了杰夫的大房子，坐公交车回学校。我在一家商店停下来买了大量垃圾食品和店里最大的一罐凡士林，然后才回到房间。我躺下为下午五点跟山姆的约会养精蓄锐，因为当时才刚过中午。我把闹钟定到四点，醒来时精神焕发。换上干净衣服，我跑下楼买了个三明治和一杯咖啡，然后坐在房间里抽着烟等山姆。五点整，有人敲门，正是山姆，咧着嘴笑。他带着一个袋子，里面有三提冰镇六罐装啤酒，还有一些书，好让他老婆相信我们一直在学习。

"小子，在我老婆等我回家之前，我有好几个小时，所以咱们慢慢来，放松，好好享受一段快活时光。我他妈一整天上班都在想你，我现在欲火焚身，要是现在就开始，大概一分钟就得他妈射了。我那根小鸡巴他妈硬了一整天。不过也不全是坏事——有些顾客一直盯着我裤裆看，给的小费比平时多！所以，递给我一罐啤酒，再给咱们卷几根大麻，好让我们开派对，小子！"

我把大部分啤酒塞进那个我从老室友那儿"继承"来的小冰箱里——他去年四月退学去亚利桑那加入了一个公社。然后我从他扔过来的袋子里卷了三根粗大的大麻烟，点燃了一根。我把烟递给他的时候说："我知道你喜欢大声做爱、高潮很吵，不过别担心，山姆。这栋宿舍楼是为了每年夏天接待艺术节音乐家们而建的，所以是隔音的。这也是为什么房间这么大，而且我们有的是全尺寸的双人床，而不是普通宿舍那种窄床。根据经验，隔壁房间什么声音都听不见，所以我们有足够的隐私，想多吵就多吵。"

山姆一边打开一罐啤酒，一边对我咧嘴笑。"我敢打赌，你小子也是个爱嚎叫的主。你身上有种野兽般的气质。那天咱俩共用那个马桶隔间，我吃你那火辣小屁股的时候，你他妈可是叫得震天响。当然啦，没人听见，因为你当时喉咙里正塞着一根大黑屌！"我们大笑起来，我抄起一个枕头朝他扔过去，一边回忆起前一天在地下室 T 室里，我们跟一个匿名的黑人工人透过寻欢洞共度的火热时光。

"我得谢谢你，山姆，就为那次你舔我屁眼。让我在那猛男把鸡巴捅进我嘴里的同时大叫起来，我这才得以把那个大操蛋玩意儿深喉进去！短短几天，我可真学了不少东西，大家伙。"

我们坐在房间的两张椅子上，喝着啤酒，抽着大麻，山姆问起我的性经历。我只讲了那周发生的事。当我告诉他我最近的性活动时，他露出了和杰夫先前一样的失望表情。我笑了，"杰夫昨晚听我讲在厕所里跟你和那个黑人的那次，也是这个反应。我跟你讲我跟杰夫说过的话：我他妈才十九岁，而且距离我上次射精已经过了好几个小时了。别担心，哥们，我已经给你攒了满满一泡新精液了。而且我也欲火中烧！"

山姆咧嘴一笑。"是啊，我记得十九岁是什么滋味——永远那么他妈饥渴，连母山羊都敢操！"

"杰夫觉得你是个火辣猛男，还说我跟你共度这个下午真是艳福不浅。"

"他怎么认识我的？"

"你还记得昨天下午咱们离开厕所时，在走廊里碰到一个特别高、留着八字胡和络腮胡的红发男人吗？"

"哦，是他啊。对，我见过他，他确实很辣。我一直希望能勾搭上……等等——那是你的英语老师？？"我点点头。"操。下学期我一定得选他的课！"我俩都笑了。"那我问你，艾克——那么高的猛男——他那玩意儿也高吗？"

我笑着说："那得靠你自己去发现了，山姆。我可不操完就到处说！"我们又笑了一阵，然后我严肃起来。"山姆，如果我问你一个私人问题，你会介意吗？"

他乐了。"小子，你那根大玩意儿都进过我男人洞了，咱们还互相吞过对方的男人种子。两个男人之间还能更亲密到什么程度？你真觉得我对你还有什么可隐瞒的吗？想问什么就问吧，小子。"

"我忍不住注意到你对跟男人做爱有多么热情，尤其是对……呃……把别的男人的鸡巴含在嘴里、插进屁眼里。所以我就有点以为你是……嗯……你知道……同性恋？那你怎么……怎么会结婚的？"

"这个好解释，小子。我是双性恋。"

"那是什么？"

"我两边都行——男人和女人我都喜欢。至于结婚嘛，我刚从越南回到德州那会儿，把一个正跟我上床的姑娘搞大了肚子，她爹和六个块头特别大的兄弟说服我'做正确的事'。她发现自己怀孕三天后，我就站在了牧师面前，顶着两只乌青眼、一个断掉的鼻子、一肚子疼，还清楚地知道她爹和她所有兄弟的皮卡里都装着上了膛的猎枪。当然，没人提起在那之前几个晚上，我花了好几个小时跟她最小的两个弟弟互相操来操去、吸来吸去的事。也没人提起我跟她大哥雷在高中时有过一段……呃……'关系'。"

"其实吧，我喜欢结婚，也喜欢当爹。我真的很爱我儿子，而且我老婆又要生一个了，我简直激动得坐不住。跟你说，艾克，我希望是个女孩。我想要个能宠坏了的小公主。要我说实话，我必须承认，即便当初是被迫结婚的，我现在已经真正爱上并尊重我老婆了。但我性欲极强，而我老婆不是。虽然我喜欢跟女人做爱，但我深深渴望那种我能跟像你这样英俊强壮猛男进行的火辣、硬朗的性爱。我总觉得跟女人在一起时，比跟一个真正男人在一起时得更温柔！跟你这样阳刚的男人在一起，我可以放手去干，得到我真正需要从性爱中获得的东西。"

"嗯，也许我也是双性恋。虽然我喜欢吸鸡巴、操男人的屁股，但我觉得我还是想继续跟女孩约会。尽管我更喜欢男人，我依然喜欢跟女人做爱。我确实想要孩子，所以在告诉别人我可能是同性恋之前，我还有些事情得考虑清楚。"

"哎，我敢打赌，像你这样鸡巴大、长得帅、又阳刚的年轻猛男，肯定得他妈用棒球棍才能把娘们赶走。"

"呃……我还行吧。我目前有两个女朋友，她俩都知道我在跟另一个上床。不过直到现在，我在性方面从来都不是特别主动。"我有点不好意思，因为我从不觉得自己特别好看或性感。我只是把山姆的夸奖当成我们性游戏的一部分。不过我也开始寻思了——这几天来，他可不是第一个说我好看……阳刚……性感的人了。为了转移话题，我说道："我真的很想当父亲，这样我就能像我爸对我那样，也做个好父亲。"

"'像'？那是不是说……？"

"对，他走了。你看，我爸妈生我的时候年纪都相当大了。我爸在我十七岁时去世了，但在我成长过程中，他是我他妈最好的朋友。我是说，我们关系近到我能像告诉哥们一样，告诉他我第一次和女孩做爱的事。我妈还在，但她身体一直很虚弱。"我坐在那里神情悲伤，想念着我死去的父亲。山姆走过来，俯下身给了我一个温柔的吻。

这个吻很快变成了激吻，我伸手解开了山姆的衬衫扣子。站起来的时候，我俩迅速脱光了衣服，把衣裳扔到我室友的床上。山姆用一个能碾碎骨头的熊抱把我搂住。我抬起头，我们一直吻到我再也喘不过气来。我感觉到他那根大鸡巴在我两腿之间变硬，而我贴着肚子的勃起则被夹在我们身体之间。我跪下，分开山姆的双腿，好能碰到他的睾丸。跟他的屁股一样，他的蛋蛋毛发也不多。我舔着它们，直到他哀求我咬它们。我咬得太重了，山姆把我拉起来，拽到我的床上。他把我扔下去，爬了上来。他开始吸我的鸡巴，而他的鸡巴靠近我嘴边，我就也吸他的，尽管我们身高的差距意味着我只能含进去一点点。这对我来说太过刺激了——我太爱别人吸我的鸡巴了，而且我也逐渐意识到我痴迷于嘴里含着一根硬鸡巴。同时进行太刺激了。如果继续这样下去，我可能会射得太快。

我扒开他毛茸茸的臀瓣，开始舔他的臀缝。尝起来很干净，于是我把舌头探了进去。山姆喊道："哦，操，这太爽了，小子！用舌头操我的男人洞！"然后又继续吸我的鸡巴。我吃他的屁股，直到舌头和下巴再也受不了了。我倒下去休息。

山姆看到我床头柜上那罐凡士林，一把抓了过来。他把我那根九英寸的肥鸡巴涂满油，然后坐了上来。他骑着我，像个牛仔骑竞技公牛一样，山姆甚至还把一条手臂挥向空中！他把身体稍微撑起来一点，这样他往下坐的时候，我就能往上顶。我们一边拉扯着彼此的乳头，一边互相对着咧嘴笑。山姆显然想让我们这第一次在床上做爱尽快射出来。当我想放慢速度时，他只是更快、更重地在我鸡巴上弹动。他嘶声道："没错……哦，操，小子，你那根又大又肥的鸡巴正好顶到我屁股里的那个点了，我快要……我……啊，操！！"他把精液喷洒了我一身。

他屁股里的痉挛引爆了我，我咕哝道："哦，操！对，我……要……接住我这泡他妈的精华，牛仔！"我灌满了他的屁股。只要我的鸡巴还硬着，他就继续骑着，又在我肚子上滴落更多的精液。当我的鸡巴从他屁股里滑出来时，山姆瘫倒在我身上，被他的精液黏在了一起。我们一边亲吻，一边努力喘气。

我们休息了一会儿，喝了更多啤酒，抽了更多大麻，吃了些零食，很快就又都硬了，准备好了再来一轮。山姆把我翻过来趴着，开始充满激情地吃我的屁股。他很快就把我的肠子弄得火热。"山姆，我需要一根手指进去，猛男。"他给一根手指涂上油，缓缓塞了进去。我呻吟道："哦，对，这感觉他妈太棒了！"他用手指操了我一会儿，然后又加了一根手指。我把屁股朝后顶向他的手，好让他的手指捅得更深。山姆一边沿着我的背一路亲上来，一边缓缓拔出手指。他舔着我的耳朵——我发现这让我发狂——而他硬挺的鸡巴就贴在我的臀缝上。他操着那种性感的拖腔在我耳边低语："我现在就要把你那个甜美的屁股给捅了，小子。"

我静止不动。尽管山姆性感的声音和火热的舌头把我的屁眼撩拨得火热，我确实觉得杰夫的建议是个好主意。于是我从他身下爬出来，悲伤地摇摇头说："山姆，对不起。我知道有一天我会想被操的。但我决定把我的第一次留给某个特别的人。我也希望我的第一次是特别的。可能是你，我不知道。但自从周三在寻欢洞里跟你做爱以来，我才刚刚开始真正跟男人做爱。我需要时间。我向你保证——就算你不是那个给我开苞的人，在那发生之后不久，你也会有机会得到我的屁股。行吗，猛男？"

"没问题，小子。我总忘了你在这方面还是新手，因为你他妈太擅长了！不管是谁第一个尝到你那个火辣的男人洞，他都是个走了狗屎运的杂种。我希望他能懂得珍惜。"

"他会的，山姆。他会是那种懂得珍惜的男人，否则就不会是他了。"我玩弄着山姆厚实胸膛上的毛发。"你的第一次对你来说是特别的吗，山姆？"

山姆低沉地笑了一声。"操，才不呢！我觉得可以说我他妈简直是被强奸兼轮奸了，但我到头来一点也不介意。事实上，那成了我这辈子最棒的性经历之一。那是我高中毕业前那个夏天的事。一个炎热的下午，我们五个经常在一起胡搞的哥们——平时通常是一对一对的——在游泳潭那边开了个小派对。我们一直裸泳，喝着我从我爸那儿偷来的酒，还抽了些当地种的大麻。互相抓屁股变成了吸鸡巴，又演变成了一场群交！我正爽着呢！我未来的大舅子雷正在吃我的男人洞，他之前只给我做过一次，我发现我爱死那个了。我正忙着吸我们这伙人里最大的那根鸡巴，没注意到雷已经停止吃我屁股，贴到了我背上。"

"毫无预兆地，雷那根又长又瘦的鸡巴就整根冲进了我的屁眼里。我叫得像他妈一个报丧女妖，拼命想把他掀下去，但这反而让他更想骑住我不放。他双臂抱住我，死死搂住，腰部猛挺。我们像竞技会上那匹尥蹶子的野马一样，至少干了十五分钟，但头几分钟过后，就不怎么疼了，开始舒服起来。最后，光是他那根鸡巴对我屁股里那个点的压迫，就让我射了一泡，我男人洞里的痉挛也引爆了他，让他把他妈好大一泡种子射进我紧致的男人逼里，然后我表弟帕特又把它从我屁股里舔了出来。等帕特把雷的精液舔干净，我又硬了，帕特就爬上来，用他那个肥鸡巴操了我。到派对结束时，另外三个小子都把我屁眼操了一遍，而我也操了帕特和雷的男人逼。到了那个星期结束，我又把另外两个猛男的屁股也操了。之后，雷和我开始了一种……算是……一对的关系吧。持续了整个高三。我们会搞四人约会，等我们的女朋友把我们撩拨得欲火焚身却不肯献身时，我们就开到野外什么地方，把对方操得死去活来。"

我笑了："我高中也有个哥们跟我那样做，但我们除了轮流给对方吸鸡巴，从来没想过做别的。"我们说话时山姆坐了起来。我挪过去，把他的鸡巴整根吞下。我又摆回 69 的姿势，抓住他的手，引回到我的屁股上。很快，山姆就有两根粗大的手指深深捅进我的肠子里。每一次抽插都碰到了那个他称为"屁股点"的地方，我整个人飘飘欲仙。我用喉咙按摩着他的鸡巴，还用他知道他喜欢的方式粗暴地揉弄他的蛋蛋，山姆正胡言乱语地骂着脏话，这让我知道自己干得不错。我感觉到他的鸡巴变得更硬更粗，便往后撤了撤，只留龟头在我嘴里。我用舌头对付了龟头几秒钟，就收获了一口咸咸的牛仔精液。我敏感的屁股点又被捅了两下，我便尖叫道："啊，操！妈惹法克！"然后在他胸口上射了一泡。

我们躺回去，分享了一根烟。我看了眼墙上的钟说道："信不信由你，我今晚还跟一个女孩有约会。而且我确实有点功课要做。所以咱们洗洗，然后我就得把你那火辣屁股踢出门，送回你可怜的老婆那儿去了。"

"可怜？我老婆为什么可怜？"

"嗯，我已经耗掉她小穴两泡德州精液了！"

山姆大声笑了。"她怀孕的时候讨厌做爱。事实上，她大部分时候都不怎么喜欢被操，宁愿我用舌头和手指对付她。她知道我跟男人搞，也真不介意，只要她想要的时候我给她留点就行。她对我有'外面的性生活'唯一的意见就是，她才不管我跟男人搞什么，但我是她的男人，要是让她抓到我跟别的女人瞎搞，她就去问她哪个兄弟借一把猎枪，把我的鸡巴给崩下来。我相信她说到做到！我见过那女人开枪——她能在五十步外做到，小子。我结婚后就没碰过别的女人，虽然确实受过诱惑。她甚至知道我和雷在早年间的事，而且我觉得她也怀疑我们约会那会儿我跟她另外两个弟弟也胡搞过。她要兴起之前大概一天，总有些小暗示，我就那时给她攒着。所以别担心我老婆。我把她的小穴伺候得好好的。"

我们进浴室一起冲了个澡。山姆先从淋浴间出来，发现我没拿出任何毛巾。我告诉他："衣柜最下面那个抽屉里有一大堆。帮我也拿两条，行不？"

他沉默了一会儿，然后拿着几条毛巾和一本杂志出现在门口。"作为一个初学者，你的同性恋色情杂志收藏还真不赖。"

"你他妈在说什么呢，山姆？我所有的色情品就是我爸留给我的那些老旧直男色情杂志和几本《花花公子》。"

"那这是什么？"

我走出淋浴间，看了看那本杂志。三个男人正以各种我从未想象过的姿势一起做爱。我看向主屋。"那不是我的衣柜。那是我室友的衣柜。"

"那我猜你室友是个同性恋，艾克。"

"可是马特他那么他妈直啊——他都订婚了而且……"我意识到自己正在跟一个双性恋男人论证我室友不可能既喜欢女人又喜欢男人。

我们坐下来翻看了几本杂志。山姆说："有意思。大部分杂志里都是长得特像你的男人。"他让我看他什么意思。在其中一本里，那个家伙简直就是我的翻版，只不过我的鸡巴更肥。我们又翻了翻，越发兴奋起来。

突然，我有了一个发现。"想不想听点古怪的事？大部分里面那个长得像我的家伙，都在操一个长得有点像跟我室友的家伙！"

"看来你跟室友之间会有好戏看了，小子。"

我看着山姆重新苏醒的硬鸡巴，它已经开始淌前列腺液了。我握拳裹住它，咧嘴笑了。我模仿着山姆的拖腔，挑逗道："哎呀，你可真是个欲火焚身的小牛仔，对吧，德州佬？"我一边吞下他的鸡巴，一边滑到地上。

"哦，对，小子，吃我那根操蛋的鸡巴。把它深深地吞下去，让我他妈的更欲火中烧。"山姆两腿一分，把那罐凡士林递给我。我给一根手指涂上油，开始用手指操他。"再来一根，艾克！"很快，我就有三根手指插在他屁股里了。山姆把我的嘴从他鸡巴上拉开，给了我一个深吻。然后他靠在我书桌上站起来，叉开双腿。"把你那根操蛋的鸡巴捅进我的男人逼里，小子！让我全吞下去！让我像他妈一头被捅了的猪一样嗷嗷叫。让我的男人洞接住你那泡热乎乎的男人种子，小子。哦操……，操我！"

我从小受的教育是让客人宾至如归，所以在他最后那声哀嚎消失之前，我的睾丸已经拍打上了他的，整整九英寸全埋进了他那滚烫火热的屁眼里。我抓住他的胯部，开始又重又快地操他。我注意到了一个山姆说话的模式。当山姆把手从桌上拿开，要去撸自己的鸡巴时，我抓住他的手，推回到桌面上。"呃，呃，牛仔。不准作弊！你那泡精液我自有安排！"他咕哝了一声，屁股抽搐了一下。那么，我这位魁梧的肌肉哥们确实喜欢被人命令，是吧？反正，从我跟杰夫的约会我就知道，我喜欢命令别人。

我操他操得更快了。我们像两头着了魔的野兽，一边咕噜着、咒骂着，一边用我们仍未干透的身体猛烈撞击对方。我感到睾丸在收紧，知道我要射了。"你要接住我这泡他妈的精华了，牛仔？你喜欢被火辣猛男的精华灌满男人逼，是吧？你想要那泡火辣操蛋的精华吧，德州佬？"

"嗯……哼……对……。"

"求我呀，德州佬。求你的操蛋猛男用滚烫的精液灌满你的肠子。"

"求……求你射在我男人逼里，艾克。求……求求你了，灌满我的操蛋洞！哦，操！射……把那泡精华射进我里面，求你了！！！"

我早已过了无法回头的地步。我勉强咕哝了一句"好孩子！"，然后便淹没了他肠子的内部。我拔出一半鸡巴，让精液从他屁眼淌下来，沿着他的腿流了一点。我把鸡巴完全拔出来，双膝跪地，把他转身过来，让他靠在书桌上，我把他的鸡巴吞到根部。我三根手指重新猛地捅进他屁股里，随着一声嚎叫，山姆又喂了我一泡德州精液。

"那色情杂志可真他妈够劲。"等我们缓过气来，山姆开玩笑说。"你真把我的幻想给抓住了，艾克。我他妈爱死这个了。我不记得上次被人操得这么彻底是什么时候了！"

"抓到你的暗示不难，山姆。你需要什么在我就变得很明显了。还有，那些色情杂志不会再藏着了。我等不及想看到马特那张操蛋的脸，等他看到杂志被拿出来的样子。"

山姆轻轻吻了我一下。"不管你信不信，小子，十个男人里有九个都会一心只想自己那泡精华爽出来，根本听不进我说的一个字。这是我很多经验之谈。你也许是个新手，但你是个了不起的性伴侣。"

又冲了一个更快澡之后，山姆穿好衣服回家吃晚饭了，给我留了些大麻和大部分啤酒作为礼物。我接着按照杰夫的建议修改我的短篇小说，然后做完了数学和生物作业。

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说到这儿，我该解释一下我那辆心爱的车，而要做到这一点，我得先说说我的家庭背景。我出生时妈妈四十五岁，爸爸六十岁。这些年来他们有过好几次流产，妈妈怀上我的时候还以为是更年期开始了。她从来不是个非常强壮的女人，生我的时候吃尽了苦头，之后身体一直很虚弱。我从小就知道，我的父母比我所有朋友的父母都年长，而且等我长到能理解死亡的年纪，我就知道，我可能还相当年轻的时候，父母就会离世。我父亲只有一个在世的亲人，他的表弟欧文，比他小十五岁。我母亲只有一个非常年迈的姨妈，在我十岁时去世了，她那唯一的兄弟在二战中阵亡。（我就是以他命名的。）"欧文叔叔"、他妻子海伦和他们的孩子们住在佛罗里达。我经常去那儿跟他们一起度假，因为如果我父母在我未成年时去世，他们将是我的监护人。"海伦婶婶"和"欧文叔叔"有两个女儿和一个儿子，大女儿比我大一岁，小女儿比我小一岁，儿子比我小五岁。我跟他们都相处得很好。

大多数人都以为年长的父母会比较疏远，但我爸和我真的非常亲近。我上小学时他基本上就退休了，所以他总是有空。（他保留了他创立的公司的多数股份，所以偶尔有极少数的出差。）我爸的爱好是翻新老爷车，他把所会的都教给了我。我们会花好几小时在车库里鼓捣车，我热爱这个。爸爸真像个哥们，或者大哥。而且他并不是做做样子——他真的很享受跟我在一起的时光，通常都把我当作成年人看待。

我十六岁开始跟女孩约会时，有一天他在车库里给了我一个意外，详细地给我上了一堂性技巧课，还用一些我不知道他拥有的非常露骨的色情照片做图解。接着他又训诫了一通关于负责任的避孕措施，然后递给我一大盒避孕套！他说："我虽然老得可以做爷爷了，但我不想你因为管不住自己裤裆里的玩意儿而毁掉生活。我要你小心点。你现在是成年人了，成年必须负责。"他给我看了车库里藏色情杂志的地方，说："你想借哪本都行。藏好，别让你妈发现，而且看在老天的份上，别他妈把那玩意儿弄得黏乎乎的！"然后他咧嘴笑了，一边模仿着打飞机的动作。我显然惊呆了。"嘿，老家伙也打飞机，儿子。尤其当他们的老婆常常身体太弱……嗯……没法履行夫妻义务的时候。"我俩都脸红了，便不再提这个话题，但那之后我经常用那些杂志。他去世后，我更把它们视若珍宝。

在那之后不久，爸爸撞见我在街上抽烟。因为他和妈妈都抽烟，他告诉我他不打算关于吸烟的害处来训诫我，只要求我小心点，别把房子烧了。我是我认识的所有十六岁孩子里，唯一一个被允许在父母面前抽烟的人。我上高二的时候，他开始让我们在车库里干活的时候，也让我喝一罐啤酒，但只限一罐。之后，只要我父母晚餐喝葡萄酒，我也能喝上一两杯。

就在我刚满十七岁的时候，爸爸在一次出差途中突然去世，享年七十七岁。他相当富有，给我留下了一笔信托基金来供我上大学。爸爸在财务上很保守，所以信托一直持续到我二十五岁或结婚那天，以先到者为准。他不想我变成一个懒惰的"信托基金小子"，所以在我完全继承遗产之前，我的零花钱会适中，虽然还是比我所有朋友都多些。我大学的所有费用也都付了。爸爸一直希望我能上他读过的那所小型文理学院，我欣然照做了。因为大学离家开车要两个多小时，我就住学校宿舍，这让我妈妈隐约有些失望。"欧文叔叔"被指定为母亲去世后的信托人。

爸爸还把那辆我们在他去世时一直在翻新的 1943 年大型奥兹莫比尔留给了我。我们从头开始重建了这辆车，它跑起来比出厂那天还好。唯一剩下的就是翻新车身，而我不忍心一个人完成。所以到了 1970 年秋，我快二十岁了，开着一辆二十七年的老车，看起来像辆破旧的坦克，但开起来像只温柔的小猫。我把它保养得很好。车里非常宽敞，特别是后座，操起来太适合了！我十六岁时就是在那里失去的童贞。

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就像我告诉山姆的，我在跟两个女孩约会，玛丽和南希，她们都知道我还在约会别的女孩，而我也知道她俩都在见别的男生。两个女孩都没要求我承诺什么，而且说实话，哪个也没让我心动到想邀她做我的固定女友。经过这周的事情之后，我更不愿意对某个女人做出永久决定了。那晚我跟南希有约会，去汽车影院看一部我们都期待的电影。说实话，过去几天发生那么多事之后，我去南希宿舍接她时，脑子根本没在想性。自从我小时候第一次有了干高潮以来，这是头一回我的性欲完全满足了。平时，我去接约会对象的时候，总是彬彬有礼，很有绅士风度。但那晚，我毫无意识地就将她拉进一个深吻，一手抓着她屁股，舌头直捣她喉咙。相拥还没等她来得及抗议就结束了，我带她走向汽车，还忘了替她开车门。在开往电影院的路上，我有些……心不在焉，几乎没怎么跟南希说话。

那电影是部浪漫剧情片，情节复杂，作为一个初出茅庐的作家，我对角色发展十分着迷。有几段爱情戏拍得不错，尽管那是 1970 年，画面并不十分露骨。我评论着编剧如何在两位主角之间巧妙构建了性张力，却丝毫没有尝试与南希亲热。电影开始大约半小时后，南希伸手握住我的手。我转过头，朝她快速一笑，捏了捏她的手，便又专注于电影了。有那么几分钟，我们就只是拉着手坐在那里，让我惊讶的是，她把我的手拉到她的腿上，又把我的手推到她裙子底下，因为她没穿内裤。通常，南希在约会时，总要让我对她的勾引变成一种游戏。我们俩都知道她在等我给她舔逼然后操她，但她总会假装害羞。她以前从来没做过主动出击的一方。

我的手停在她湿漉漉的阴户上，她则将手放在我迅速胀起的勃起上。她在我耳边低语："把手指放进我小穴里，艾克。"很快，我就有两根手指插在她里面了，我们比以往更激情地亲吻，把电影忘得一干二净。我在她毛衣下解开她的胸罩，用手指拨弄着她的乳头。感谢爸爸关于性技巧的教诲，我俯身下去开始舔她的阴户，迅速找到阴蒂，用嘴唇和舌头集中进攻，手指同时在她小穴里进出。她浑身一颤，轻叫了一声，几乎立刻就高潮了。爸爸关于取悦女人的训导，总能让我在某个女孩克服了我不是特别主动这一点后，成为非常受欢迎的性伴侣。

我坐起来点了根烟，手臂搂着她肩膀，不断地给她小吻。南希舔着我的耳朵，轻声说："那样挺好的，但我想要更多。我们能到后座去吗？"这又是一个意外——通常南希只喜欢我们把车停在非常暗的巷子或"恋人小道"时才被操。车门一开，我就把香烟弹出去了。

我从手套箱里抓了些避孕套，等我爬进后座时，南希已经在那儿了，全身赤裸！我们亲吻时，她开始扯我的衣服。她躺下来，我把套着避孕套的鸡巴缓缓插入她那滴着蜜汁的湿润小穴。当我的阴毛触到她的阴毛时，她愉悦地尖叫起来。我一边慢慢操着她，一边舔着她的乳头，很快她就颤抖着迎来了第二次高潮。她哀求我操得更用力些，等我的避孕套装满时，她已经有了第三次高潮。我们互相倚靠在对方怀里，我随手从衬衫口袋里拿出根烟。她靠在我胸口上，双手在我毛茸茸的身体上游走。我沉浸在我们这不同寻常的激情交合带来的余韵之中。

穿戴整齐后，我们挪回前座。我们后面和两边车里的家伙显然都看到了我们大部分的好戏，他们纷纷按喇叭、欢呼、起哄，全都在朝我竖大拇指。我很尴尬，但南希只是微笑着朝他们大家挥手。电影早就被抛到脑后，我们开车去吃点儿东西。当我们挤在一个卡座里，我手臂搂着她的肩膀时，我问她："南希，今晚你是怎么了？我是说，我不是在抱怨，但通常你对我们在哪里做爱更害羞的。今天我们突然就给别的车里那些家伙表演了一场性爱秀！我该收他们门票的！"

南希脸红了。"我也不知道我是怎么了。你今晚太不一样了！接我时那个火热的吻——你直接就吻上去了，还抓我屁股，完全不像平时那么……礼貌。你在掌控局面，比平常性感多了。你显得更自信，不像……不像以前总显得很急切。今晚你基本在无视我，这反而撩起了我的欲火。"她咯咯笑道："我滑下内裤的时候，你甚至都没注意到。我就是他妈非要你不可！"

我咧嘴一笑。"看来我得多忽略你才行啊！"

她低语道："我从没告诉过你，但在我睡过的所有男人里，你是最棒的！真的！从没有哪个男人特别费心确保我能高潮。我告诉你吧，艾克。大多数男人插进去，捅捅捅，自己完事儿就拉倒，压根不管可怜女孩的需要。你不需要做什么特别的事，做你自己就好，做你的英俊潇洒、阳刚之气就好。"我开车送她回宿舍，我们亲吻了一会儿。我想起下周六就是万圣节。"南希，万圣节你愿意跟我出去吗？这是我最喜欢的节日，因为第二天就是我生日。"

"哎呀，艾克，对不起。我很想去的，但我已经跟别人约好了。说实话，我更想和你去，但我毕竟答应了，而且我们已经订好了配套的服装。"

我没让她看出我有多失望，因为玛丽也已经拒绝了我。我本来希望生日那天能跟一个女孩约会的。唉，T 室里总不缺火辣男人。我琢磨着穿戏服下去会怎么样。我决定表现得淡定些。我点了根烟，伸了个懒腰，把手臂搭在她身后的椅背上，微微一笑。"没问题，甜心。我该早点问你的。"这是我第一次用昵称叫她，听到这个她整个人都亮了起来。她几乎融化在我搭在她肩上的臂弯里。

"也许我现在就能补偿你，艾克。想提前收一份生日礼物吗？"就在车里，她开始一边热情地吻我，一边揉搓我的裤裆。她解开我的裤子，掏出我渐渐勃起的鸡巴，然后出乎意料地吸了它，这是她以前从没做过的事。说实话，她吸得不怎么好，但我很感激这心意。我的手指找到她的阴蒂，用力地揉弄它。她来了一次高潮，我警告她我要射了。她停了一下，然后吸得更用力，我于是将肯定比以前平均量要少的一泡精液射进她嘴里。她有点恶心想吐，呛了一下，但还是咽下了我的精液。

她把衣服拉拢，我送她到宿舍门口。我们正站在那儿道晚安，我数学课上的那个波霸女生特丽，就是以前总让我紧张的那个，跟她约会的对象、爱吃醋的运动员汤姆一起过来了。大家彼此打招呼的时候，我发现特丽是南希的室友。特丽非常热情地祝我晚安，而汤姆只得到一个有点疏远的吻，和一声对她几乎等于没有的晚安，她就进宿舍了。

我转向南希，低头看着她。"好吧，晚安，甜心。这绝对是个……有趣的夜晚。你不用问我开不开心，而我肯定知道你很开心。不过可惜错过了电影。"她听了脸微微一红。我把她搂进怀里吻了她，一只手占有性地贴在她屁股上。她回之以一声呻吟，并回应了我的吻。

长长一吻过后，南希在我耳边低语："这是我第一次让男人射在我嘴里。也没那么糟。晚安，猛男！"她又亲了我嘴唇一下，就不见了。

汤姆站在楼梯脚，看起来怒气冲冲。我记得他一直以为特丽是他女朋友，但特丽只看他当个朋友。我们走向我的车子时，我点了根烟，汤姆也要了一根。"操，哥们，特丽对我根本不是她该对男朋友的样子！不过看来我搞错了，艾克，不用担心你跟我抢我的女人了。我看见了那个吻。从证据来看，你好像跟那个南希来真的了。"他指向我的裤裆，那里拉链半开处的裤子上粘着些精液块。

我很尴尬，但还是决定逗逗这个运动员。我上了车，发动起来，透过敞开的车窗户说："别那么肯定，汤姆。我跟一个女生上床，不代表我不能同时勾搭另一个。毕竟，南希现在可不是我唯一的女朋友，她也知道这点。"我开走了，留下汤姆张着嘴巴站在那儿。当他渐渐明白我基本是在说要追特丽的时候，我几乎能看到他耳朵眼里冒烟了！我以前从不敢做这种事，这回却玩得特别开心！我仍然非常想操汤姆那紧致的运动员小屁股和他那张傲慢的脸，但这么做带来的快感也差不多。我意识到有个危险是，这个矮个子、相貌英俊的田径校队成员可能会觉得自己被挑衅了而找我打架，但转念想，我比他高足足五英寸，块头也重得多，我有臂长优势。我自己的身材也相当不错，小时候也算是个打架好手。公立学校里的有钱孩子总是容易被欺负。爸爸在我十一岁时就送我去上拳击课了。

我开车回到宿舍，坐在房间里思索。我跟南希那不寻常的激情性爱很享受，但说实话，我跟那些甚至看不见脸的男人发生的性爱更让人满足。但这并不意味着我打算放弃跟女人做爱。山姆谈起他儿子的方式，以及他对妻子怀孕的兴奋，再次激发了我心中那个由来已久的想做父亲的渴望。

我点了一根烟，打开一罐啤酒。又有一个人告诉我，我长得好看、性感、阳刚。而且像汤姆这样一个火辣的运动员都嫉妒我。为什么我那么难以相信呢？五罐啤酒下肚，我意识到我醉了，于是决定这个问题只能改天再想了。我关上灯。就在我快要睡着之前，我意识到从周二晚上开始，我睡前没有再需要打飞机了。这是从我十二岁学会打飞机以来，持续最久的一次不用在临睡前自我发泄。我感到完完全全地……餍足。突然之间，我觉得自己非常成熟，并期待着继续做一个性活跃的成年人。

但到了清晨我醒来时，我又他妈完全欲火焚身了。而且我知道我想要的，是更多的鸡巴。海量的美味精液。我也非常急切地想把我硬挺的肉棒沉进一个紧致的"男人逼"里。或者不止一个。越快越好……

不过，这又是另一个故事了。