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"The Glory Hole Sagas" Chapter Five

In Bed With Mr. Hamilton

Even after all these years, I can remember the eagerness with which I looked forward to my first actual date with a man. It was early in the fall of 1970, and I was almost 20 years old, and a college sophomore. Until earlier that week, my sexual experiences with guys had basically been limited to some "circle jerks" that had lead to mutual blow jobs in my early adolescence, although I had a satisfying sex life with women. In fact, I was sleeping with two girls at college, who knew about each other. I had discovered the joys of glory holes that week, and in the few days since then, I had been experimenting a lot with those holes in the walls of the toilet stalls. Even the least pleasant experience had been more exciting and fulfilling than the night last spring when I had shared a girl for hours with my then roommate. I felt like I was making up for lost time!

The fact that this date was with a teacher who I had a massive crush on was immensely... stimulating. And a little intimidating. The fact that I knew the date would result not only in my first experience of sex with a man in a bed, but that it would also be the first time I would sleep the entire night in another person's arms following the act of love was even more exciting. The fact that he and I had already had amazing sex through a glory hole was the guarantee that I was going to have a better night than I had ever had in my whole life. I was proud that the date was the result of my suddenly becoming very aggressive sexually. My discovery of glory holes in a strangely isolated T-room across the hall from my English instructor's basement office was an awakening for me. I had had sex with two men that afternoon, and then realized that one was my teacher and one was my friend, an older married guy. I had sat in the toilet when it was over and accepted what I had been struggling with for a few years - that I was probably homosexual. Or, as it was beginning to be called around then, "gay".

My date at the handsome redhead instructor's house was for 8 PM. Freshly showered and shaved, I was outside Mr. Hamilton's house at a little after 7

. I had been so excited by my date, that I couldn't sit still in my room, and had walked the three miles from the campus, just to calm down. I was surprised to find that it was a very big house in a extremely nice neighborhood. In fact, it was an actual fucking mansion! My family was very well off and I had grown up in a big old house in very nice neighborhood, but this was another class altogether! In fact, except for roofs, I couldn't see any other houses, since the lots were so big, and most of them had tall hedges or walls around them. I paced back and forth at the foot of the circular driveway, chain smoking cigarettes until I felt like a fucking fool. Unable to wait anymore, I rang his doorbell at 7. I half expected a unformed butler to open the door and stare down his nose at me. Instead, Mr. Hamilton opened the door himself, wearing his jeans and a green sweater that I loved seeing him in, barefoot, with a big grin. After I came into his house, he gave me a bear hug as he kissed me long and hard and deep. It was the absolute best kiss I had ever experienced. "I was wondering when you'd come in, Ike. I've been watching you pace and smoke since you got here. I was worried you were going to change your mind."

"No way, Mr. Hamilton. I'm really looking forward to this night with you. I was just brought up not to show up too early, but I was so eager that I couldn't wait in my dorm room."

The tall, muscular man laughed, stroking my cheek tenderly. "Considering why you're here, I think you can call me Jeff when we're alone, Ike."

I blushed and tried it; "OK... Jeff." It felt great when he grinned back at me. "Jeff, I've always wanted to ask - just how tall ARE you?"

"Six foot, nine inches, Ike."

"Must be hard to buy clothes." I joked.

"It is. Fortunately I come from a very rich family and can afford to have my stuff custom made." That explained how a junior instructor at a small college lived in this big... palace.

"I have to thank whoever made that sweater you're wearing. I've always loved it."

"That would be my sister. A rich girl who likes to make things with her hands. I guess I do wear it a lot." He grinned at me and I almost shot a load in my jeans. "It`s my favorite, too." He took my hand and lead me into the dining room. The table was set for a formal dinner, with flowers, good china and crystal wine glasses, and lots of silverware. Candles burned in a silver candelabra in the center of the table, which was covered with a snowy white table cloth. Before having me sit, Jeff slowly unbuttoned and took off my shirt, and then playfully pinched my nipples. He stood back and admired my young body. I decided that turn about was fair play and pulled his baggy sweater over his head. I gasped in delight. He had a truly magnificent physique, covered with that reddish body hair. I looked at Jeff's chest and arms. Dressed in his usual baggy tops, I never guessed at just how massively muscular the tall man was. I ran my hands over the bulging muscles of his arms and chest. Awed, I whispered: "How did you get so beautifully muscular?"

"I was on the weightlifting team in college. Got some medals at competitions. I keep up at it in the college gym, but Im glad I dont have to shave my body for competitions any more.." I decided to ask him to teach me how to lift weights, so I could look just as hot. I leaned forward and kissed his chest, then I licked his nipple until it was hard.

"Whoa, Ike. Not yet. First we eat dinner before it gets overcooked." He went into the kitchen to get the food. When he came back in with the salad, I was sitting there with a hard on and a grin, and nothing else. He almost dropped the food. "Damn, you are so fucking hot, Ike. But let`s take our time. We have all night." After pouring us some wine, he sat down and we ate our salad. We chatted as we ate. Jeff asked me about my sexual experiences, and I found myself telling him every detail, including my encounter with Sam that afternoon. He looked a little disappointed at that. I laughed. "Jeff, I'm 19 years old, and it's been five hours since then. Don't worry, man, I've got plenty of new jism built up for you, too."

He laughed with me. Then he stopped to think. "Was that Sam with you in the hallway?" I nodded. "I've seen him in that toilet before, but we've never hooked up. He's a hot looking stud! I didn't realize he was a student, let alone an undergraduate. You are a lucky young man."

"And I have a date with him tomorrow afternoon in my dorm room. It's great that my roommate goes away almost every weekend!"

"Like I said, you're a lucky man! I wouldn`t mind spending some time with this Sam of yours."

I ran my hand down his chest and teased him, "If you're very nice to me, maybe I'll arrange it, Jeff."

Laughing, Jeff got up to get the main course, and he had an obvious hard on in his tight jeans. A very BIG hard on! He came back with broiled chicken, baked potatoes and asparagus. He poured some more wine for us. We ate in silence, and as we stared at each other, we ate faster. At the beginning of the semester, the college had shown the movie "Tom Jones" as part of a film festival of movies made from classic novels. The hottest scene in the movie was when Tom Jones and this older woman he was about to fuck ate a meal. They ravaged the food as if they were ravaging each other. I picked up a piece of the chicken and ripped at it with my teeth like they did in the movie. Jeff muttered "Tom Jones," and did the same. I took an asparagus spear in my hand and pretended to give it a blow job. Jeff fucking MOANED at that. I licked my fingers and he looked like he was going to explode. "Ike, behave yourself! Or I'll have to spank your pretty ass. Or is that what you`re looking for, you randy pup?" Laughing, we finished the main course, with a lot of wine. Soon, I was very relaxed. Not drunk, not even tipsy - just relaxed and comfortable and glowing with happiness.

Jeff stood up. "What would you like for dessert, Ike?"

I licked my lips and groaned "You!"

Jeff reached down and pulled me to my feet. He gave me a slow kiss, then surprised me by lifting me off the floor. I almost came, it was so hot to be held like that by this big man. After all, as a husky young man 6'1" tall, I was not a lightweight. He carried me in his arms up the stairs to his bedroom as I ran my hands over his bulging muscles. I licked his lips with my tongue. I blurted out: "I think you have the sexiest lips in the whole fucking world. I love looking at them, but I love kissing them even more!" He grinned at that, kissing me back. Jeff had carefully prepared the bedroom. The bedcover had been taken off, and there were candles burning all over the place. Incense scented the air with sandalwood. Jeff had obviously paying as close attention to me this quarter as I had been paying to him - I had mentioned in passing in my first writing assignment that sandalwood was my favorite scent, and that I found it sexually stimulating. He gently placed me on the biggest bed I had ever seen, and stood back admiring my naked young body.

He slowly removed his pants. I stared at Jeff in wonder. He was so fucking beautiful! And Jeff was hung better than the black guy from the Men's Room, although his dick was not as fat. He was hard, and his giant cock was leaking pre-cum. I whispered in wonder: "How big is that beautiful thing?"

He laughed and said "A little under 13 inches. Does it make you nervous? Is it too big for you?"

I shook my head. "No, I think it's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. I just hope you don't expect..."

"Ike, we'll take this at your speed. Anything you do for me will thrill me, stud. As long as you fuck my ass sometime tonight like you did through the glory hole."

"I think it will be a lot better in a bed, Jeff. A hell of a lot better than through a fucking hole in the wall!"

He walked over and turned on the stereo to some classical music that sounded really romantic, giving me a chance to check out his beautiful, muscular, hairy ass. The hair was a slightly darker shade of red than his head but just as curly. He came back to me, and climbed on the bed, covering my body with his. I sighed, contented to finally be in a bed with a man, and thrilled to be in that bed with such a hot fucking stud! We kissed, then licked each other's faces. I managed to get him to roll off me, and I began to bite his nipples like Sam had bitten mine. Jeff groaned in pleasure. He stroked my back, working his way down to my ass cheeks. I loved the feeling, and was really turned on. I wondered if it was OK to ask him to lick the inside of my ass hole like Sam had.

Finally, I couldn't wait any longer. I moved around to get a closer look at that giant dick. First I jerked it for a few seconds, and realized that Jeff was uncut. I licked the tip of his cock and he groaned, then I licked up and down the shaft. "Oh, Ike, that feels so good." I dug my tongue under the `skin, and found it very clean. I climbed between his legs and took the head of his cock in my mouth, working as much of it in my throat as I could. Remembering how I had managed to swallow all of that black cock earlier that day, I opened wide and sort of hollered. Jeff's massive dong slipped deeper into my throat, and my nose was in his heavy, curly red pubic hair. Jeff gasped in amazement. I could only keep it there for a short time before I felt myself about to gag. so I backed off, using my tongue on his cock head.

"Are you SURE you're new to this, Ike?"

I nodded while still sucking his cock like a baby sucking his mother's tit.

"You are so fucking talented at this, stud. Do that again! Very few men can swallow that thing whole!" I did my new trick with my throat, and this time was able to use my throat muscles on the cock head for a time before I had to stop to breathe. I looked up. Jeff had his eyes closed and was clutching the sheet with both fists. He was breathing hard and sweating. His voice was hoarse with passion as he whispered. "I think you better stop, Ike, before I dump my load too early. I am NOT 19 anymore." I moved down to lick his big, hairy balls. I loved the taste, and Jeff began to writhe on the bed! I remembered what Sam had did to me through the glory hole, and I began to lightly chew the ball sack. "Oh, YEAH! Do it, Ike. Chew those fucking balls! Yeah, harder!" I was having a great time, and I noticed that although his passion didn't flag, Jeff's cock was not quite as hard.

Jeff pulled me up to him, so we could kiss again. His hand stroked the hair on my ass. He had me straddle his chest and push my cock in his mouth. He used his hand on my ass to let me know I should fuck his face again. While I was happily doing that, I felt his finger work it's way between my ass cheeks. At first it felt good, and exciting. He pushed harder, and his dry finger forced it`s way into my ass ring. It hurt and I gasped. "Jeff, I've never had anything in there before except for Sam's tongue." He pushed me off his face and apologized. "I don't mind, Jeff. I want to learn to give you pleasure."

"No, I should have prepared you for that. I'm really sorry, Ike. It`s just that you're so damned hot, I lost control." He rearranged my body so I was sitting on his face. His tongue worked it's way deep into my guts and I felt like my balls were on fire. My groans told him I was enjoying it. I was whacking my meat, but Jeff stopped me.

Finally, I gasped: "Jeff, I think I need something bigger in there now!" He had me get on all fours, and opened a jar of Vaseline. Slowly, he pressed a greased finger into my hot ass, and I moaned at the pleasure. He climbed under between my legs so that he could suck my fat 9" dick at the same time as his finger moved around in my ass. I pushed my ass back against his hand and he began to fuck in and out. "Oh, gawddamn, Jeff. I like that! More!" A second finger worked it's way into my ass. It hurt a little at first, but soon I was loving the experience. "Fuck my ass with your fingers, stud, while you keep doing that great job of sucking my cock!" His finger hit a spot deep in my ass and I bellowed "OH, FUCK! Yeah!" He kept working his fingers against that spot, and I realized I was going to shoot my load. "Oh, mother fucker, you're going to make me cum from your fingers in my ass. Keep doing that, Jeff." He sucked harder and pushed his hand in deeper, and I bellowed wordlessly as I shot jet after jet of my cum into his throat! He sucked every drop out of my balls, and kept sucking. I realized that I was staying hard, but my ass became very sensitive, so I reluctantly had to ask him to take his fingers out. After a few minutes, he stopped sucking.

I collapsed on the bed. Jeff climbed behind me and held me to his chest. I felt his hard cock against my leg, and worried a little that he might want to follow his fingers with that monster. As if he was reading my mind, Jeff whispered in my ear: "I know you're not ready for a cock in your ass, yet. Especially one the size of mine. I know you haven't asked my advice, but if I were you, I would wait for your first time until you're sure you are with someone special. And maybe even for the time and place to be special. I hope you decide it's me, but..." I leaned back into his caress, and he licked my ears and pulled on my nipples. "Oh, you like having your tits played with, huh?"

"Oh, yessss!" He rolled me over and start to chew on them. He chewed harder and harder, and I clutched his head to my chest to keep him from stopping. The he chewed a little too hard, and I yelped. He stopped and kissed me. He climbed on my body and began to rub his ass against my hard cock.

"Ike, I need you in my ass! I've been climbing the walls all afternoon waiting for this. Are you ready, little buddy?"

"Damn straight I'm ready! Fucking your hot ass is all I thought about all evening." Jeff got on his back and spread his legs, throwing his legs up so his ankles were next to his head. I looked at the pink star of his obviously clean ass hole surrounded by the red hair. I thought to myself, "I'm gonna try it sometime. Might as well be now with a stud I really like! And it looks so fucking PRETTY! It shouldn't be too much different than eating a girls cunt." I took a deep breath, and lowered my head. I kissed the little rosette of red hair and flesh. I began to lick his ass crack. He hissed in surprised, then moaned and bucked his hips against my face. I spread his cheeks and tried to put my tongue in his ass. I liked the taste, and I pushed in harder. It was definitely better than a twat. Jeff began to babble curse words as I fucked his ass with my tongue. When my jaw and tongue got tired, I stopped. Jeff handed me the jar of Vaseline, and I greased my dick.

He moaned "Fuck my ass, little buddy. Fuck me long and hard and deep!" I slid my cock into his spread ass as I looked at his handsome face. Jeff grinned as the now familiar tight, hot ring snapped around my enflamed cock. I stopped to calm down, but Jeff thought I was teasing him. "Ram it into me, stud. Fuck the shit out of me! Don't tease me, Ike!"

Suddenly, I felt like I was in control of this massive muscle man, and I loved it. I wiggled my hips, but went no deeper. "Please, stud. Don't tease me! I need to feel you in my guts!"

I grinned and barked "Beg for it, big man. Beg for your `little buddy' to ram his hard cock deep in your ass and fuck you silly!" We stared at each other, and Jeff grinned as he realized I was playing a game with him.

"Please, little buddy, fuck me silly. Ram that big stud dick deep in my ass!" I shook my head and he kept begging. When I couldn't take it anymore, I shook my head no, then rammed my hips so that I slid all the way into his ass, my pubic hair tickling his ass. He screamed in mock pain, but I saw in those green eyes how much he loved it. I started to fuck him slowly as he begged me to fuck faster and harder. Again without warning, I did. "Oh, fuck, yeah, Ike. HARDER! YES! Fill my guts, stud! FUCK ME!!"

I fucked as fast and hard as I could, and I felt the jism boiling in my balls. "Oh, Jeff. Your ass is so fucking hot! I'm getting there, stud!" I reached my head down and bit his nipple hard. His ass spasmed in reaction, and with a bellow, I filled his guts with my hot cum. I kissed Jeff deeply as I continued to fuck his ass until every drop was gone from my balls, and my soft cock slid out of his tight ass.

I looked down, and saw that he had dripped so much pre-cum on his belly that it looked like he had shot a load of clear cum. I lowered my head and licked his belly clean. Then, I took his pulsing cock into my mouth and used my tongue on the head. He began to curse again, grabbed my head and forced more of his cock into my mouth. I did my little yell, and he popped deep into my throat. I felt his cock get even fatter and stiffer, and knew he was going to cum. I pulled back my head so that just the cock head was in my mouth, and rammed three fingers deep into his stretched, wet ass. With a wordless bellow that made the windows rattle, Jeff came in my mouth. I was thrilled to finally taste his load. It was the sweetest load of cum I had ever tasted - sort of like nuts. I swallowed almost all of it. I kept the last jet of cum in my mouth as I pulled my fingers from his butt. I climbed up his body so that I could kiss him, and when he opened his mouth for my tongue, I dribbled the last bit of his cum into his mouth. We pushed that load back and forth between our mouths until it was gone. I lay down on the bed, and Jeff moved behind me again, hugging me to his body. For the first time in my life, I fell asleep in the arms of a person I had made love to.

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It was dawn when I woke up with a need to piss. I rolled over and discovered that I was alone in the big bed. Jeff was sitting at the bedroom window, smoking a cigarette, staring out into the night. It had started to rain heavily, and he looked so serious. I quietly padded up behind him, and wrapped my arms around his upper body. He sighed and leaned back against my chest. I took the cigarette and took a drag, then put it back between those beautiful lips. I murmured, "I do love those lips." He looked sad. I let go of his body, and sat on his lap. "What's the matter, Jeff?"

"I woke up, and I was watching you sleep, so peaceful and handsome. Then the realization hit me that what we had done tonight could ruin my teaching career when it was just starting. I don't need the money, but all I've ever wanted to do was teach."

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said anything, and just kept having sex with you through the glory hole."

Jeff looked in my eyes and grinned. He kissed me deeply and then whispered in my ear. "I'm not sorry. I'm not sorry at all. I loved the sex with you, and I don't want it to stop. Even losing my job would be worth it."

I took one of his cigarettes and lit it, suddenly nervous. "What are you saying, Jeff?"

"Just what I said. I want to continue seeing you and having sex. I admit, part of me hopes this turns out to be something long term. I'm really surprised for a few reasons. I`ve never wanted a long term relationship before; usually I go for men older than me. And usually I'm the one who likes to make my partner beg. Would it scare you if I told you I could see myself falling in love with you?"

"A little. I mean, I've just discovered the world of sex with men, and I'm still not sure I'm ready to give up sex with women. At this point, I plan to continue to date girls. I mean, I told you I'd like to be a father someday... But..." I stopped, and nervously smoked the cigarette.

He was silent for a while, and finally whispered; "'But' what, Ike?"

I leaned forward to whisper in his ear. "But I think I could see myself falling in love with you, too, Jeff." I sat up, speaking louder. "I mean I had a big crush on you before I ever had sex with you, and maybe someday it will turn to love. I wouldn't mind it a bit, to be honest. But at 19, were you ready for a long term relationship?" With a sad smile, Jeff shook his head. "Listen, Jeff, let's not fuck up what we have with all this philosophical bullshit. Can we just enjoy a discrete sexual relationship for now, and not worry about the future until... I don't know, ...until I'm ready?"

Jeff kissed me. "You are a smart man, little buddy. You're absolutely right."

I stood up. "Now, I woke up to piss and if I don't, it will be all over your lap in a minute." I ran into the bathroom. When I returned to the bedroom, Jeff was waiting for me on his back, his ankles next to his ears, the Vaseline between his legs. The sight gave me an instant erection, and I needed no further invitation. But this time, I slowly fucked his ass while gazing into his beautiful green eyes. He seemed to like it that way, and Jeff wrapped his long, muscular legs around my body to pull me deeper into him. I felt like I had been making love to him for an hour, when he stopped me, saying his legs were hurting. He had me lay in the bed and he sat on my dick, riding up and down on it, using his ass muscles to massage my hard prick. With me laying like this, we could play with each other's bodies with our hands while we could still look at each other. Whenever I began to feel like I was going to cum, Jeff saw it in my face and stopped until I was calmer. After what seemed like forever, or three seconds, Jeff began to bounce up and down faster. I watched the look of ecstasy on his face as his ass muscles spasmed and he shot a load all over my chest without ever touching his cock. The spasms set me off, and I shouted: "I'm going to shoot my fucking load, Jeff!" He climbed off, and stroked my cock twice, and my load mingled with his on my chest, some of it hitting me in my face. He kept kneeling there, rubbing the cum into my skin, a big grin on both our faces. He took a towel from the night stand drawer, and wiped the rest of the cum off me. He lay down, and I snuggled my back against his chest again, content to have my first real lover hold me. Before we drifted back to sleep, I heard him whisper more to himself than to me. "I could lay like this forever." In my mind, I agreed.

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I woke up again at about 10 AM, with Jeff rimming my ass (I had learned another new word the night before). I moaned and lay there, luxuriating in the feeling of his long tongue in my asshole. The feel of his rougher morning beard on my asscheeks was really turning me on! I got up on all fours so he could get in deeper. I had a throbbing hard on already, which Jeff began to milk with his fist. I grabbed his head, pushing it towards my pulsing, dripping dick. "Suck my fucking dick, stud." He moved round to take my cock in his mouth, and I began to fuck his face. Jeff reached up and put my hands on the sides of his face and then pushed on my ass to demonstrate that he wanted me to really fuck his face hard. We both enjoyed this - a lot. Jeff moaned around my cock as it plunged deeper into his talented throat. I found myself ordering him around: "Suck harder, you horny bastard. Suck that fucking cock down your fucking throat. Make me shoot down your throat - suck my hot dick, you.. you... cocksucker!" I had never talked to anyone like that before, and I was shocked at myself, but Jeff obviously liked it. He kept making noises deep in his throat to encourage my dirty talk, and that buzzing sound made a vibrating feeling in my cock head that was unlike anything I had ever experienced. I remembered how even when I was afraid of being beaten up by the man I sucked through the glory hole in the bar, I was totally turned on by his dirty talk. Jeff obviously like being called names, and I was willing to make him happy.

"Oh, fuck, yeah, you hot cocksucking motherfucker, suck a real man's fucking cock. You have such a hot fucking mouth, man. Suck my balls dry, big buddy. Make me shoot my fuckin' cum-load in your belly. SUCK MY GAWDDAMNED FUCKING BIG HOT COCK, you gawddamned cocksucker!" Suddenly, Jeff worked two fingers into my ass. He hit that spot in my guts a few times, and I bellowed as I grabbed his head, rammed my prick down his throat and shot my load. I felt his hot load shower my ass and legs just after I came, and I knew that both his hands had been occupied on my body, so he couldn`t have beaten that load out of his massive dick. He moved around and shared my load with me in a deep kiss.

As we calmed down, Jeff lit a cigarette and we shared it, playing with each other's chest hairs. "I've never talked like that to anyone before, but I found out that it turns me on when guys do it to me. I didn't go too far, did I, Jeff? I... I wasn't sure if it was OK to call you names."

Jeff kissed me deeply, then said "It really turned me on, little buddy. I have to admit, usually I don't like it when my men curse and call me names, but for some reason, I liked what you were doing. In fact, it wouldn't have bothered me if you were a little more abusive."

"Like calling you queer' or faggot'? A working glass guy I sucked off in a bar T-room called me things like that, and I found it hot. Until he called me a "a filthy gawddamned fucking cocksucking faggot" in an angry voice after he came, and punched the wall. Then I was afraid he was going to get some other men to beat me up."

Jeff hugged me "That is a risk you take with public sex, Ike. But usually that kind of man just has to establish that he's not queer so he can stop feeling guilty about enjoying his sex with you. I bet if you could read his mind, you'd be surprised to find that what got him angry was that he really wanted to suck you off, or for you to fuck his ass, but he's too afraid to admit it."

"You know something else, Ike? Usually I don't like being ordered around, either, but when you made me beg last night, it was... man, it was fuckin' hot! We have to do that more often."

We had gotten up and walked together to the bathroom, where we both pissed into the toilet at the same time. I had never done that with another guy, and it was a surprisingly intimate gesture. We took a quick shower together, and Jeff took me back downstairs to the big, gourmet kitchen, where I watched as he cooked breakfast for me in the nude. I treasured the sight, and knew that I wanted to watch this gorgeous man doing ANYTHING naked as much as possible. We ate in the kitchen, and I helped him wash up before I got dressed to go back to the dorm.

We agreed that we had to be careful about our meetings. Our meetings in school would be strictly professional, with a minimum of sexual or romantic contact. We would basically restrict our dating to the house for the time being.

Worried what the neighbors would think, I suggested, "Maybe you should start tutoring some exceptional students for free here at your home, so my coming and going would be less obvious, to the neighbors."

He gave a chuckle. "One of the advantages of this neighborhood was that everyone minds their own business. You saw how it's set up so no one can see any one else's front door. It was designed like that on purpose. People with our kind of money value our privacy. I lived here all through college and grad school and I still don't know the names of any of my neighbors. They must know my name is Hamilton, since I inherited this house from my father's mother when she died, and it's carved on the columns at the foot of the driveway, but all the space means we have a lot of privacy. To be honest, Ike, if we don`t make TOO much noise, we could fuck in the backyard and no one would know about it."

To make me more comfortable, he showed me the service alley behind the house that lead to his massive two-story garage, and walked me to the end of it. The bus stop back to school was right there, and I could stay screened in the bushes until the bus turned the corner that I could see from the alley. The bus stop from the college was right across the street, next to a high hedge that gave the people there privacy.

"Can I drive my car into this alley, Jeff?"

"Sure, Ike. Then you can come in through the kitchen door." We stood there together silently, smoking, waiting for the bus back to the dorm.

I got on the bus when it came, waving at Jeff. I sat and went over the things I had to do when I got off the bus near the college. I had things to get to prepare for my date with my hot married Texan buddy, Sam. I was looking forward to fucking him in my very own bed, and impressing him with my rapidly improving deep throat skills!

But that is another story.

《寻欢洞传奇》第五章

与汉密尔顿先生上床

即便过了这么多年，我依然记得自己期盼第一次真正与男人约会时的那份急切心情。那是 1970 年初秋，我快二十岁了，是个大二学生。在那周之前，我跟男人的性经验基本只限于青春期早期一些演变成互相口交的"围圈打飞机"，不过我跟女人的性生活倒是挺满足的。事实上，我在学校里同时跟两个女孩上床，她们彼此也知道对方的存在。那周我发现了寻欢洞的乐趣，此后短短几天里，我跟那些马桶隔间墙上的洞做了很多尝试。哪怕最不愉快的经历，也比去年春天我跟当时的室友一起分享一个女孩好几个小时的那一晚更刺激、更充实。我觉得自己像是在弥补失去的时光！

而这次约会的对象，是我迷恋已久的一位老师，这就更加……刺激了。还有点让人忐忑。我知道这次约会不仅会让我第一次跟男人在床上做爱，还将是我第一次在做爱之后整夜睡在另一个人怀里，这更让我兴奋不已。而我和他早已通过寻欢洞有过美妙的性爱，这就像一份保证书，注定我将度过此生最棒的一个夜晚。更让我自豪的是，这次约会是我突然变得性方面非常主动的结果。在英语讲师地下室办公室对面那间偏僻得出奇的 T 室里发现寻欢洞，对我来说是一次觉醒。那天下午我跟两个男人做了爱，然后意识到一个是我的老师，一个是我朋友，一个年纪较大的已婚男人。完事后我坐在马桶上，接受了自己挣扎了好几年的事实——我大概是同性恋。或者，按当时刚开始流行的说法，"同志"。

我跟那位英俊红发讲师的约会定在晚上八点。洗完澡刮完胡子，刚过七点半我就到了汉密尔顿先生家门外。约会让我激动得在房间里坐不住，便从校园步行了三英里，就为了让自己冷静下来。我惊讶地发现，那是一栋非常大的房子，坐落在一个极好的社区里。实际上，那简直是他妈的一栋豪宅！我家境很富裕，从小在一个好社区的大老房子里长大，但这完全是另一个级别！事实上，除了屋顶，我根本看不到别的房子，因为每块地都太大了，而且大多围着高高的树篱或围墙。我在环形车道的尽头来回踱步，一根接一根地抽烟，直到觉得自己像个他妈的傻瓜。再也等不下去了，七点四十五分我按响了他的门铃。我几乎以为会有一个穿制服的管家来开门，高高在上地俯视我。然而，开门的是汉密尔顿先生本人，穿着他那条牛仔裤和我最爱看的那件绿毛衣，光着脚，咧着嘴笑。我进屋后，他给了我一个熊抱，同时深深长长地吻了我。那绝对是我经历过的最棒的吻。"我在想你什么时候会进来，艾克。从你到这儿起，我就一直看着你踱步抽烟。我担心你会改变主意。"

"不可能，汉密尔顿先生。我真的很期待今晚跟你在一起。我只是从小被教育不要太早到，但我太急切了，在宿舍里实在待不住。"

这个高大健壮的男人笑了，温柔地抚摸着我的脸颊。"考虑到你来这儿的原因，我觉得只有我们俩的时候，你可以叫我杰夫，艾克。"

我红着脸试了试："好吧……杰夫。"他对我咧嘴一笑，那感觉好极了。"杰夫，我一直想问——你到底有多高？"

"六英尺九英寸，艾克。"

"买衣服一定很难吧。"我开玩笑道。

"确实。幸好我出身非常富裕的家庭，可以定制衣服。"这也就解释了为什么一个小型学院的初级讲师能住在这栋大……宫殿里。

"我得感谢给你做这件毛衣的人。我一直很喜欢它。"

"那是我妹妹做的。一个喜欢动手做东西的富家女。我猜我确实经常穿它。"他对我露齿一笑，我差点就在牛仔裤里射了。"这也是我最喜欢的一件。"他牵起我的手，带我走进餐厅。餐桌上已经摆好了一顿正式晚餐的排场，有鲜花、精美的瓷器和水晶酒杯，还有一大堆银餐具。桌子中央的银烛台上燃着蜡烛，桌上铺着雪白的桌布。让我坐下之前，杰夫慢慢解开我衬衫的扣子，帮我脱下，然后调皮地捏了捏我的乳头。他退后一步，欣赏着我年轻的身体。我觉得礼尚往来才公平，便把他那件宽松的毛衣从他头顶脱了下来。我高兴得倒抽一口气。他有着真正宏伟的体格，覆盖着那身微红的体毛。我看着杰夫的胸膛和手臂。平时穿着宽松上衣的他，我从未猜到这高大的男人竟然如此肌肉发达。我双手抚过他手臂和胸口隆起的肌肉。满怀敬畏，我低语道："你是怎么练得这么漂亮的肌肉的？"

"我大学时是举重队的。比赛中拿过几块奖牌。我现在还在学校健身房坚持练，不过我很高兴不用再为了比赛刮体毛了。"我决定要请他教我举重，这样我也能看起来那么性感。我倾身向前亲吻他的胸膛，然后舔他的乳头直到变硬。

"哇哦，艾克。还没到时候呢。我们先吃饭，免得菜煮过头了。"他进厨房去端菜。当他端着沙拉回来时，我正硬着鸡巴咧着嘴坐在那儿，别的什么都没穿。他差点把食物掉地上。"操，你真是太他妈性感了，艾克。不过咱们慢慢来。我们有一整晚的时间。"他给我们倒了些葡萄酒，坐下后我们吃着沙拉。我们边吃边聊。杰夫问起我的性经历，我发现自己把每一个细节都告诉了他，包括那天下午我跟山姆的那次相遇。他听后看起来有点失望。我笑了。"杰夫，我才十九岁，而且那已经是五个小时前的事了。别担心，哥们，我给你也攒了满满一泡新精液呢。"

他跟我一起笑了。然后他停下来想了想。"走廊里跟你在一起的那人是山姆吗？"我点点头。"我以前在那间厕所见过他，不过我们从没勾搭上。他看上去真是个火辣的猛男！我不知道他是学生，更别提是本科生了。你这个年轻人可真走运。"

"而且我明天下午还跟他约在我宿舍见面。我室友几乎每个周末都外出，真是太棒了！"

"我说了嘛，你这家伙真走运！我倒是不介意跟你的这位山姆也相处相处。"

我手从他胸口滑下，挑逗他道："如果你对我够好，也许我会安排一下的，杰夫。"

杰夫笑着站起来去拿主菜，他紧身牛仔裤里明显硬了。那玩意儿还特别大！他端着烤鸡、烤土豆和芦笋回来了。他又给我们倒了些酒。我们沉默地吃着，互相凝视着，越吃越快。学期初，学校在经典小说改编电影展上放了《汤姆·琼斯》。电影里最火辣的一幕，就是汤姆·琼斯和那个即将跟他上床的年长女人一起吃饭的场景。他们饕餮食物的样子，仿佛是在互相饕餮对方的身体。我拿起一块鸡肉，像电影里那样用牙齿撕咬。杰夫咕哝了一声"汤姆·琼斯"，也照做了。我拿起一根芦笋，假装给它口交。杰夫他妈直接就呻吟出声了。我舔了舔手指，他看起来简直要爆炸了。"艾克，规矩点！不然我可要打你这漂亮的屁股了。还是说，这正是你想要的，你这头小色狼？"我们笑着吃完了主菜，还喝了不少酒。很快，我就彻底放松了下来。没醉，甚至微醺都算不上——只是放松、自在，浑身洋溢着幸福感。

杰夫站起来。"甜点你想吃什么，艾克？"

我舔舔嘴唇，呻吟道："你！"

杰夫伸手把我拉起来。他给了我一个缓慢的吻，然后做出了一件让我意外的事——他把我从地板上抱了起来。我几乎就要射了，被这个大个子男人这样抱着实在太刺激了。毕竟，我身高六尺一，体格壮实，可不是什么轻量级选手。他把我抱在怀里上楼走向他的卧室，我则一路抚摸着他鼓起的肌肉。我用舌头舔着他的嘴唇。我脱口而出："我觉得你的嘴唇简直是全世界最性感的嘴唇。我喜欢看着它们，但我更喜欢亲它们！"他咧嘴笑了，回吻了我。杰夫精心布置了卧室。床罩已经撤掉，房间里到处点着蜡烛。空气中弥漫着檀香的味道。杰夫显然这学期对我的关注程度，不亚于我对他的关注——我在第一次写作作业里曾顺带提过，檀香是我最喜欢的香味，而且我觉得它能刺激性欲。他轻轻把我放在我有生以来见过最大的一张床上，退后一步欣赏着我赤裸的年轻身体。

他慢慢脱下裤子。我惊叹地盯着杰夫。他真是他妈的好看极了！而且杰夫的家伙比男厕里那个黑人的还要大，虽然没那人的粗。他硬着，那根巨屌正淌着前列腺液。我惊奇地低语："那根漂亮东西有多大？"

他笑着说："不到十三英寸。让你紧张了吗？是不是对你来说太大了？"

我摇摇头。"不，我觉得这是我见过最漂亮的东西了。我只希望你别指望……"

"艾克，我们按你的节奏来。你对我做的任何事情都会让我激动，猛男。只要你今晚某个时候像在寻欢洞里那样操我的屁股就行。"

"我想在床上做肯定会好得多，杰夫。比他妈在墙上一个洞里好太多了！"

他走过去打开音响，放的是一些听起来非常浪漫的古典音乐，也给了我一个机会好好打量他那漂亮、肌肉发达、毛茸茸的屁股。那里的毛发比他头上的红色稍深一些，但一样卷曲。他回到我身边，爬上床，用他的身体覆盖住我的。我叹了口气，终于跟一个男人躺在床上了，心中无比满足，而那个男人居然是如此火辣的一个他妈的猛男，更让我激动不已！我们亲吻着，然后舔着彼此的脸。我设法让他从我身上翻下来，然后开始像山姆咬我那样咬他的乳头。杰夫愉悦地呻吟着。他抚摸着我的背，一路向下摸到我的臀瓣。我爱死这感觉了，真的被撩得不行。我在想能不能请他像山姆那样舔我屁眼里面。

终于，我再也等不下去了。我挪动身体，凑近些去看那根巨屌。我先撸了它几秒，发现杰夫没割包皮。我舔了舔他的龟头，他呻吟起来，然后我顺着茎身上下舔。"哦，艾克，这感觉太好了。"我探进包皮下，发现非常干净。我爬到他两腿之间，把他龟头含进嘴里，尽可能多地把那东西吞进喉咙。想起那天早些时候我是怎么把那根黑鸡巴整根吞下的，我张大嘴，发出一种低喊。杰夫那根巨大的肉棒就滑进我喉咙更深的地方，我鼻子埋进了他那浓密卷曲的红色阴毛里。杰夫惊异地倒抽一口气。我只能保持一小会儿，就感觉快要干呕了，于是退了回来，用舌头对付他的龟头。

"艾克，你确定你是新手吗？"

我点点头，一边还像婴儿吸奶一样吸着他的鸡巴。

"你这方面也太他妈有天赋了，猛男。再来一次！很少有人能整根吞下这玩意儿！"我又施展起我新学的喉咙技巧，这次在不得不停下来呼吸之前，能用喉部肌肉在他龟头上作用一会儿。我抬头看去。杰夫闭着眼睛，双手紧抓着床单。他呼吸急促，浑身是汗。他的声音因激情而沙哑，低语道："我想你最好停下，艾克，免得我太早射了。我可不再十九岁了。"我往下移，去舔他那对毛茸茸的大蛋蛋。我爱极了这味道，杰夫开始在床上扭动起来！我想起山姆在寻欢洞里对我做过的事，便开始轻轻啃咬他的阴囊。"哦，太爽了！就这样，艾克。咬那对操蛋的蛋蛋！对，再用力点！"我玩得开心极了，而且我注意到，虽然他的激情丝毫未减，但杰夫的鸡巴却不那么硬了。

杰夫把我拉起来，好让我们再亲一次。他的手抚摸着我屁股上的毛发。他让我跨坐在他胸口上，把我鸡巴插进他嘴里。他用手拍着我的屁股，示意我该继续操他的脸。我正干得开心，忽然感觉到他的手指挤进我的臀缝之间。起初感觉很好，也很刺激。他更用力地推，而那根干涩的手指强行挤进了我的肛门口。有点疼，我倒抽了一口气。"杰夫，除了山姆的舌头，我那儿从来没进去过别的东西。"他把我从他脸上推开，向我道歉。"我不介意的，杰夫。我想学着给你快感。"

"不，我该事先给你准备一下的。真的很抱歉，艾克。就是你实在太他妈火辣了，我失控了。"他重新摆放我的身体，让我坐在了他脸上。他的舌头深深探进我的肠道，我感觉我的蛋蛋像着了火。我的呻吟声告诉他我很享受。我正要撸自己的肉棒，但杰夫制止了我。

终于，我喘着气说："杰夫，我想我现在需要更大一点的东西进去了！"他让我四肢着地趴好，打开了一罐凡士林。慢慢地，他把一根涂满油的手指压进我火热的屁眼里，我因快感而呻吟起来。他钻到我身下两腿之间，这样他就能一边吮吸我九英寸的大肥屌，一边用手指在我屁眼里四处游走。我向后顶着他的手，他便开始来回抽插。"哦，操他妈的，杰夫。我喜欢这样！再来！"第二根手指也挤进了我的屁眼。起初有点疼，但很快我就爱上了这体验。"用手指操我的屁眼，猛男，一边继续给我好好吸鸡巴！"他的手指戳到屁眼深处某个地方，我咆哮道："哦，操！爽！"他不断用手指戳着那个点，我意识到自己快要射精了。"哦，操你妈的，你的手指在我屁眼里要让我射了。继续，杰夫。"他更用力吸着，把手插得更深，而我无声地咆哮着，一股接一股地把我的精液射进他喉咙里！他把我蛋蛋里每一滴都吸了出来，还继续吸着。我意识到自己还硬着，但我的屁眼变得非常敏感，于是我不得不很不情愿地让他把手指拿出来。几分钟后，他停止了吮吸。

我瘫倒在床上。杰夫爬过来在我身后，把我搂进他胸膛。我感觉到他硬挺的鸡巴贴在我腿上，心里有点担心他会想用那根怪物接替他的手指。仿佛读懂了我的心思，杰夫在我耳边低语："我知道你还没准备好让鸡巴进你屁眼。尤其是像我这么大的。我知道你没征求我的意见，不过如果我是你，我会把第一次留到确定是跟某个特别的人一起的时候。也许甚至要让时间和地点都很特别。我希望那个人是我，但……"我往后靠进他的爱抚，他舔着我的耳朵，拉扯着我的乳头。"哦，你喜欢让人玩你的奶头，是吧？"

"哦，对——！"他把我翻过来，开始啃咬它们。他咬得越来越重，我则把他的头紧紧按在胸口，生怕他停下来。然后他咬得稍微重了点，我尖叫了一声。他停下来亲我。他爬到我身上，开始用他的屁股蹭我硬挺的鸡巴。

"艾克，我需要你进到我屁眼里！我整个下午都欲火难耐，就等着这一刻。准备好了吗，小兄弟？"

"他妈准备好了！操你这火热的屁眼是我整个晚上脑子里唯一的念头。"杰夫仰面躺下，张开双腿，把腿高高举起，脚踝搁到脑袋两侧。我看着那被红色毛发包围着的、显然很干净的粉嫩屁眼。我心想，"我早晚要试试的。不如现在就试试吧，跟一个我真心喜欢的猛男！而且它看起来真他妈漂亮！应该不会比舔女孩的逼差多少。"我深吸一口气，低下了头。我亲了亲那朵红色毛发与肉体组成的小花蕊。我开始舔他的臀缝。他惊喜地嘶了一声，然后呻吟着，把屁股朝我脸上顶。我掰开他的臀瓣，想把舌头伸进他屁眼里。我喜欢那味道，于是更用力地往里探。这绝对比舔女人的下面更爽。当我的舌头操着他的屁眼时，杰夫开始胡言乱语地骂脏话。等我的下巴和舌头都累了，我便停了下来。杰夫递给我那罐凡士林，我涂满自己的鸡巴。

他呻吟道："操我的屁眼，小兄弟。狠狠地、深深地、长长地操我！"我盯着他那张英俊的脸，把我的鸡巴滑进他张开的屁眼里。当那个如今已很熟悉的紧致火热的肉环箍住我怒胀的鸡巴时，杰夫咧嘴笑了。我停下来想冷静一下，但杰夫以为我在逗他。"捅进来，猛男。操死我！别逗我，艾克！"

突然，我觉得自己掌控了这个大块头肌肉男，而且我爱上了这种感觉。我摆动着屁股，但不肯更深地进入。"求你了，猛男，别逗我！我需要感觉你在我肠子里！"

我咧嘴一笑，命令道："求我呀，大个子。求你的'小兄弟'把他那根硬鸡巴狠狠捅进你屁眼里，把你操得七荤八素！"我们对视着，杰夫笑了起来，意识到我在跟他玩一个游戏。

"求你了，小兄弟，把我操得七荤八素。把那根大猛男屌狠狠捅进我屁眼里！"我摇着头，他继续哀求。等我再也忍不住了，我摇了摇头表示不，然后猛地一顶腰，整根鸡巴全滑进了他屁眼里，我的阴毛蹭在他屁股上痒痒的。他假装痛苦地尖叫了一声，但我从那双绿眼睛里看出他有多喜欢。我开始慢慢操他，他则哀求我操得再快点、再重点。又一次毫无预兆地，我照做了。"哦，操，对，艾克。再重点！对！填满我的肠子，猛男！操我！！"

我以最快最猛的频率操着，感觉到精液在我蛋蛋里沸腾。"哦，杰夫。你的屁眼真他妈火辣！我要到了，猛男！"我低下头，狠狠咬住他的乳头。他的屁眼因此猛地一抽搐，伴随着一声咆哮，我把滚烫的精液灌满了他的肠子。我深深地亲吻着杰夫，一边继续操他的屁眼，直到我蛋蛋里每一滴都流干，软掉的鸡巴从他紧致的屁眼里滑了出来。

我低头一看，发现他肚子上淌了那么多前列腺液，简直像是射了一泡透明的精液。我低下头，把他肚子舔干净。然后，我把他那仍在搏动的鸡巴含在嘴里，用舌头对付龟头。他又开始骂脏话，抓住我的头，逼我把他更多的鸡巴塞进嘴里。我使出我那小声喊的招数，他便一下弹进我喉咙深处。我感觉他的鸡巴变得更粗更硬，知道他要射了。我把头往后一撤，只留龟头在嘴里，同时把三根手指深深捅进他那被操得张开、湿漉漉的屁眼里。杰夫发出一声让窗户都嗡嗡响的无言的咆哮，在我嘴里射了。我终于尝到了他的精液，激动万分。那是我尝过最甜的精液——有点坚果的味道。我几乎全吞了下去。我把最后一股精液含在嘴里，同时把手指从他屁股里抽出来。我爬到他身上，这样我就能亲吻他，而当他张开嘴迎接我的舌头时，我把最后那点他的精液吐进他嘴里。我们把这口精液在两张嘴之间来回推送，直到它消失殆尽。我躺回床上，杰夫又挪到我身后，把我紧紧搂进他怀里。生平第一次，我在一个与我做爱的人的怀抱里睡着了。

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黎明时分我醒来，因为需要撒尿。我翻过身，发现大床上只有我一个人。杰夫正坐在卧室窗边，抽着烟，凝望着夜色。外面开始下起大雨，他看起来神情严肃。我悄悄走到他身后，双臂环住他上半身。他叹了口气，靠进我胸膛。我拿过香烟吸了一口，又放回那双漂亮的嘴唇间。我喃喃道："我真是太爱这嘴唇了。"他看起来有些悲伤。我松开他的身体，坐在了他大腿上。"怎么了，杰夫？"

"我醒了，看着你睡觉，那么安详又英俊。然后我突然意识到，我们今晚做的事，可能会毁掉我才刚刚起步的教学生涯。我不缺钱，但我这辈子唯一想做的就是教书。"

"对不起。我不该说出来的，就该继续通过寻欢洞跟你做爱就好。"

杰夫注视着我的眼睛，咧嘴笑了。他深深地亲了我，然后在我耳边低语："我不后悔。我一点也不后悔。我喜欢跟你的性爱，我不想让它停止。就算丢了工作也值得。"

我拿起他一根烟点燃，突然紧张起来。"你在说什么，杰夫？"

"就是我说的。我想继续见你，继续做爱。我承认，我内心有一部分希望这会发展成一段长期关系。我很惊讶，原因有几个。我以前从没渴望过长期关系；通常我喜欢比我年纪大的男人。而且通常我才是喜欢让自己伴侣哀求的那一方。如果我告诉你，我能预见到自己会爱上你，会吓到你吗？"

"有一点。我是说，我才刚发现跟男人做爱的世界，而且我还不确定自己是不是准备好放弃跟女人做爱。目前，我打算继续跟女孩约会。我是说，我告诉过你我希望有天能当父亲……不过……"我停下来，紧张地抽着烟。

他沉默了一会儿，终于低语道："'不过'什么，艾克？"

我倾身向前，在他耳边低语："不过我想我也能预见到自己会爱上你，杰夫。"我坐直身子，提高音量说道："我是说，在跟你做爱之前我就非常迷恋你了，也许有一天这会变成爱情。说实话，我一点也不介意。但十九岁的时候，你准备好谈一段长期关系了吗？"杰夫带着一丝悲伤的微笑，摇了摇头。"听着，杰夫，咱们别用这些哲学屁话来搞砸我们拥有的东西。咱们现在就享受一段谨慎的性关系，好吗？先别担心未来，直到……我也不知道，……直到我准备好为止？"

杰夫吻了我。"你是个聪明人，小兄弟。你说得完全对。"

我站起来。"好了，我是醒来要撒尿的，再不尿，马上就全洒你腿上了。"我跑进浴室。回到卧室时，杰夫正仰面等着我，脚踝搁在耳朵边，凡士林夹在他两腿之间。这景象让我立刻勃起，无需更多邀请。但这一次，我一边缓慢地操他屁眼，一边凝视着他那双美丽的绿眼睛。他似乎喜欢这样，杰夫用他修长健壮的双腿缠住我的身体，把我拉得更深入他体内。我感觉自己仿佛跟他做爱做了一小时，这时他叫停了我，说腿疼了。他让我躺在床上，然后坐到我鸡巴上，上下起伏，用他的屁股肌肉按摩着我坚硬的肉棒。我这样躺着，我们就能一边用手抚弄彼此的身体，一边还能看着对方。每当我感觉自己快要射了，杰夫都能从我脸上看出来，就会停下来直到我平静些。过了仿佛永恒、或仅仅三秒的时间，杰夫开始更快地上下弹动。我看着狂喜的表情浮现在他脸上，他的屁股肌肉痉挛着，一股精液射满我胸口，而他根本没碰自己的鸡巴。那痉挛也引爆了我，我喊道："我他妈要射了，杰夫！"他从我身上下来，撸了我鸡巴两下，我的精液便与他射在我胸口上的精液混在一起，有些还溅到了我脸上。他就跪在那儿，把精液揉进我皮肤里，我们俩脸上都挂着大大的笑容。他从床头柜抽屉里拿了一条毛巾，把我身上剩余的精液擦干净。他躺下来，我又把背贴进他胸膛，心满意足地让我第一个真正的爱人搂着。在我们再次沉入梦乡之前，我听见他低语，更像是自言自语："我可以就这样永远躺着。"我心里也赞同。

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大约上午十点，我再次醒来，杰夫正在给我舔屁眼（前一晚我又学了个新词）。我呻吟着躺在那里，沉浸在他长长的舌头伸在我屁眼里的感觉之中。他那早上冒出来的粗硬胡茬蹭在我臀瓣上的触感，真是让我兴奋极了！我四肢着地趴起来，好让他探得更深。我的鸡巴已经勃然硬挺，杰夫开始用拳头帮我撸。我抓住他的头，往我那搏动着、淌着前列腺液的鸡巴上按。"吸我的操蛋鸡巴，猛男。"他挪过来把我鸡巴含进嘴里，我便开始操他的脸。杰夫伸手把我的手放在他脸两侧，然后按着我的屁股，示意他想让我狠狠地操他的脸。我们都很享受这个——非常享受。杰夫含着我的鸡巴呻吟着，那鸡巴越插越深，进入他才华横溢的喉咙里。我发现自己开始命令他："吸用力点，你这淫荡的混蛋。把那根操蛋鸡巴吸进你那操蛋的喉咙里。让我射在你喉咙里——吸我这根火热的鸡巴，你这……你这……吸屌货！"我以前从没跟任何人这样说过话，我被自己吓到了，但杰夫显然很喜欢。他不断在喉咙深处发出声音来鼓励我说脏话，而那嗡嗡的感觉在我龟头处产生了一种我从未体验过的振动感。我想起那天在酒吧寻欢洞里给那个男人口交时，即便我害怕会被打，他说的那些脏话还是让我无比兴奋。杰夫显然喜欢被骂，而我也愿意让他开心。

"哦，操，对，你这火热的吸屌的妈惹法克，吸一个真男人的操蛋鸡巴。你这张操蛋的嘴可真他妈火辣，哥们。把我蛋蛋吸干，大兄弟。让我他妈的把精液射你肚子里。吸我那根操蛋的火热大鸡巴，你这操蛋的吸屌货！"突然，杰夫把两根手指插进我屁眼里。他戳到我肠子里那个地方几次，我咆哮着抓住他的头，把我鸡巴捅进他喉咙深处，射了出来。我感觉他滚烫的精液喷在我屁股和腿上，就在我射精之后，而我知道他的双手都占在我身上，所以他不可能从他那根巨屌里撸出那泡精液来。他挪动过来，在深吻中跟我分享了我射的精。

等我们平静下来，杰夫点了一根烟，我们分享着，一边玩弄彼此胸口的毛发。"我以前从没跟人那样说过话，但我发现当别人对我这样做的时候，我会很兴奋。我没太过分吧，杰夫？我……我不确定骂你是不是可以。"

杰夫深深地吻了我，然后说："这真的让我很兴奋，小兄弟。我得承认，通常我不喜欢我的男人骂脏话叫我外号，但不知为什么，我喜欢你刚才做的事。事实上，就算你再粗暴一点，我也不介意。"

"比如叫你'死基佬'或者'娘炮'？我在一个酒吧的 T 室里给一个工人阶级的家伙口交时，他那样骂我，我觉得很刺激。直到他射了之后用生气的语气叫我'肮脏的操蛋的吸屌死娘炮'，还一拳打在墙上。那时候我就害怕了，怕他找别的人来打我。"

杰夫抱住我："那是公共场合做爱的风险，艾克。但通常那种男人只是想确立自己不是同性恋，这样他就能停止为享受跟你的性爱而内疚。我打赌如果你能读懂他的心思，你会惊讶地发现，真正让他生气的是，他其实很想吸你的屌，或者想让你操他的屁眼，但他太害怕不敢承认。"

"艾克，你知道吗还有别的？通常我也不喜欢被人命令，但昨晚你让我哀求的时候……那真是太他妈的刺激了！我们以后得多多这样玩。"

我们起来一起走去浴室，同时尿进马桶里。我以前从没跟另一个男人这样一起做过，那是一种意外亲昵的举动。我们一起快速冲了个澡，杰夫带我回到楼下那间又大又高端的厨房，我看着他裸体为我做早餐。我珍藏着这一幕，知道我想尽可能多地看这位俊美的男人裸着身子做任何事。我们在厨房吃了饭，我帮他洗完餐具，然后才穿好衣服准备回宿舍。

我们一致同意必须小心行事。在学校的见面要严格保持专业关系，尽量减少性或浪漫的接触。我们暂时把约会基本限制在他家里。

担心邻居会怎么想，我提议道："或许你应该开始在家里免费辅导一些特别优秀的学生，这样我的出入对邻居来说就不那么明显了。"

他轻笑了一声。"这个社区的好处之一就是每个人都只管自己的事。你也看到布局了，没人能看到别人家的大门。这是有意设计成这样的。像我们这种有这么多钱的人看重隐私。我在这里住了整个大学和研究生阶段，至今还不知道任何邻居的名字。他们肯定知道我姓汉密尔顿，因为我是从祖母那里继承的这栋房子，而且我的姓就刻在车道尽头的柱子上，但这么大的空间意味着我们有很多隐私。说实话，艾克，只要我们不发出太大的声音，就算在后院里干，也不会有人知道。"

为了让我更自在，他给我看了房子后面的服务巷，那条巷子通向他那栋两层楼高的大型车库，并把我送到巷子尽头。回学校的公交车站就在那里，我可以躲在灌木丛里，直到我看见公交车从巷口可见的那个街角转弯过来。从学院过来的公交车站就在马路对面，紧挨着一道为等车人提供隐私的高树篱。

"我可以把车开进这条巷子吗，杰夫？"

"当然可以，艾克。然后你就能从厨房门进来了。"我们一起默默站在那儿，抽着烟，等着回宿舍的公交车。

车来的时候我上了车，朝杰夫挥手。我坐下来，盘算着下车后要做的事。我得买些东西，为跟那位火辣的已婚德州哥们山姆的约会做准备。我期盼着能在我自己的床上操他，并用我突飞猛进的深喉技巧让他刮目相看！

不过，这又是另一个故事了。