The GloryHole
This is a true account of my initiation to the delights of sucking cock. I hope you enjoy it. 这是我初次体验口交之欢的真实记录，希望你喜欢。
It was 1979, and I was a horny 21 year old living in the rural midwest. I had dated some, off and on throughout high school and after, but had never been a real "operator", like so many of my friends, and had lost my virginity in the summer after graduating. And in the 3 years since, my sex life had only been mediocre; never enough to even begin to satisfy my cravings. I have been a fairly open-minded guy all my life, but gay sex quite simply had never really interested me, which is to say that I just never really thought about it. 那是 1979 年，我 21 岁，性欲旺盛，生活在中西部乡村。高中时断时续约会过几次，毕业后那个夏天才失去童贞。此后三年，我的性生活一直平淡无奇，远不能满足内心渴望。我这辈子思想还算开明，但对同性性事确实提不起兴趣——准确说是从未真正考虑过。
At the time, I had never had the need to travel much outside the county I'd been born and raised in. I wasn't exactly a "hick", by any means, but I certainly wasn't well-travelled. My brother's wife had been raised in Milwaukee, about 3 hours away by car, and one day it became neccessary for me to make the trip to pick up an old table which her grandmother was giving her. 那时我几乎没离开过出生成长的县城。虽算不上乡巴佬，但也确实没见过世面。我嫂子在密尔沃基长大，那里开车要三小时。有天我得去取她祖母送的老桌子，这才有了人生第一次远行。
About a half-hour outside the city, I passed an adult bookstore on the highway, the first I had ever seen, and as I continued on my way, I started thinking that I should stop and "check it out" on my return trip, and so about 2 hours later I found myself pulling into the parking lot with a rapidly growing anticipation and the beginnings of an erection. 在离市区约半小时车程的高速公路上，我路过了一家成人书店——那是我生平第一次见到。继续行驶途中，我开始琢磨回程时应该停车"探个究竟"。约两小时后，当我把车驶入停车场时，内心的期待感急速膨胀，下身也开始有了反应。
Inside the store, my excitement mounted quickly as I browsed the magazine racks, paying particular attention to those featuring a woman giving head on the cover. After a while, sporting a full-blown hardon I ventured to the back of the store where I discovered the entrance to the peep-show booths. In short order, I had secured a pocket full of quarters and made my way into the darkened corridor, where dim red lights indicated that about half of the booths were in use. I selected an empty booth on the end and entered, locking the door behind me. 走进店内，浏览杂志架时我的兴奋感迅速攀升，尤其关注那些封面是女性口交画面的刊物。不一会儿，我已是勃起状态，壮着胆子走向店铺后方，发现了通往窥视秀隔间的入口。很快，我揣满一口袋硬币，走进灯光幽暗的走廊，暗红色指示灯显示约半数隔间正被使用。我选了尽头处一个空隔间进去，反手锁上了门。
At that time, video booths were still several years in the future. Instead, these booths each contained 2 coin mechanisms which operated individual 8mm movie projectors which ran silent movies on a continual loop. The movies each ran about 12-15 minutes long, requiring 3 or 4 quarters to get all the way through. The empty boxes from the movie reels were posted above the door of the booth, but I had not noticed this in the dark, so I had no idea what I would see when I deposited my change in the slot. Another feature which I failed to see at first was a hole in the wall of the booth, about 4 inches wide and right at cock level. 那时，视频放映亭还要好几年才会出现。取而代之的是，每个亭子里装有两台投币装置，分别操控着循环播放无声电影的 8 毫米胶片放映机。每部电影时长约 12 至 15 分钟，需投入三四枚 25 美分硬币才能完整观看。放映完毕的空胶片盒被贴在亭门上方，但在昏暗光线中我未曾留意，因此投币前完全不知会看到什么内容。另一个起初被我忽略的细节是亭壁上的一个洞，约四英寸宽，正好位于阴茎高度。
I sat down and dropped my first coin into the box marked "A". The projector started whirring, and I was pleasantly shocked to see the moving image of a busty blonde inhaling a large erect cock, projected onto the closed door. I was entranced, and as the film clattered on, my hand stole to my zipper and fished my engorged organ out of my jeans. As the movie rolled, I slowly and steadily stroked my throbbing cock, rivulets of precum flowing down the shaft. 我坐下将第一枚硬币投入标有"A"的投币口。放映机开始嗡嗡作响，当闭着的门上投射出金发丰腴女郎吞吐粗壮勃起阳具的动态画面时，我既惊又喜。随着胶片哒哒转动，我着迷地看着，手不自觉滑向拉链，从牛仔裤里掏出胀硬的器官。电影持续播放时，我缓缓而坚定地套弄着悸动的阴茎，先走液如溪流般顺着柱身滑落。
When the first film had run through to the point I had started viewing and stopped, I quickly stuffed another coin into the box marked "B". Before the images appeared, my hot erection was once more gripped in my sweaty hand. But when the movie started, I was shocked to see another blowjob in progress, this one skillfully administered my a muscular, and thoroughly naked young man. I was startled at first, and unsure what to do, but as the film rolled on, I realized that I was still stroking a cock which was, if anything, harder than ever. 当第一部影片播放到我刚开始观看又中断的地方时，我迅速将另一枚硬币塞进标有"B"的投币口。画面尚未出现，我滚烫的勃起已再次被汗湿的手掌握住。但电影开始时，我震惊地看到又一个口交场景，这次是由一位肌肉发达、全身赤裸的年轻男子娴熟地执行。起初我吓了一跳，不知所措，但随着影片继续播放，我意识到自己仍在抚摸着那根阴茎——它甚至比之前更加坚挺。
Apparently, I had begun very near to the end of the movie, but as the screen flickered and the film started over, I was definitely too intrigued to leave. The first few minutes of those 8mm "shorts" were all predictably uneventful, as the director attempted to set up a plot of sorts, so as the story began I took a moment to examine further my surroundings, and that's when I first noticed the hole. Like almost every other event of the past 20 minutes, this discovery took me quite by surprise. It was immediately obvious that the hole allowed viewing into the next booth, but it really didn't occur to me that it might serve any other purpose. 显然我刚开始观看时已接近影片结尾，但当屏幕闪烁、影片重新开始时，强烈的好奇心让我无法离开。那些 8 毫米"短片"的前几分钟如预期般平淡，导演试图构建某种剧情框架。趁故事刚开始，我仔细打量四周环境，这才第一次注意到那个孔洞。就像过去二十分钟里发生的几乎所有事情一样，这个发现让我猝不及防。这个孔明显能窥见隔壁放映间，但我完全没想到它可能还有其他用途。
Summoning my courage, I finally leaned over and took a quick peek through the portal. In the next booth, a slender man of indeterminable age was stroking an organ of average size as he watched the screen. A minute later, I gave in to the pressing desire to look again, and was once again shocked to see the man kneeling with his back to me, his head bobbing frantically at what was obviously a similar hole into the booth opposite mine. I watched in rapt wonder as the tempo continued, totally oblivious to the fact that I was easily spotted should the cocksucker next door turn his head. I have no idea how long it went on, but finally the man drew back from the hole, and I could plainy see the cock he'd been working on as it erupted torrents of cum, milked by the man's hand. 我鼓起勇气，终于俯身快速瞥了一眼那个洞口。隔壁隔间里，一个年龄不明的瘦削男子正盯着屏幕，抚弄着尺寸普通的器官。一分钟后，我屈服于强烈的窥视欲再次望去，震惊地发现那男人正背对着我跪在地上，脑袋疯狂起伏——显然对面隔间也有个类似的洞口。我入迷地看着这持续不断的律动，完全没意识到若隔壁那个口交者转头就能轻易发现我。不知过了多久，那男人终于从洞口退开，我能清楚看见他刚才服务的阴茎在他手中喷射出阵阵精液。
As the occupant next door squeezed the final drops of cum from the softening organ and moved to take his seat, I quickly pulled away from the hole and fumbled to stuff my throbbing hardon back into my pans. My film had ended several minutes earlier, and I now became anxious that he would realize I'd been watching. I made a hasty retreat from the booth, and then the store. A minute later I was back on the highway, replaying the scene I'd witnessed over and over in my mind. 当隔壁隔间的男人从那逐渐疲软的器官中挤出最后几滴精液，起身离开时，我慌忙从那洞口抽身，手忙脚乱地将自己仍硬挺的阳具塞回裤中。我的影片早在几分钟前就已结束，此刻我开始担心他会发现我一直在偷看。我仓促逃离小隔间，继而冲出店铺。一分钟后我已飞驰在高速公路上，脑海中不断重播方才目睹的香艳场景。
For the next two weeks, I could hardly think of anything other than the lewd act I'd watched in the bookstore. I found myself thinking about it, picturing it in my mind as I worked. And soon I was stealing away to the bathroom to jerk off as I daydreamed about it, sometimes 2 or 3 times a day, and finally I was editing the scene, fantasizing that it was me kneeling before the cock in the next booth. Afterwards, I always felt ashamed and dirty for my thoughts, but the shame never lasted, as my lust escalated once again. 接下来的两周里，书店里窥见的那场淫靡交欢几乎占据了我全部思绪。工作时那些画面总是不请自来，最终演变成我频频溜进卫生间，一边幻想那场景一边自渎——有时一天竟要两三次。后来我甚至开始篡改记忆，幻想着跪在隔壁隔间含住那根阳具的人是我。每次发泄后，羞耻与肮脏感都会席卷而来，但这愧疚从未持久，因为更汹涌的情欲很快又会卷土重来。
Eventually, I realized that I had no choice but to return to the bookstore. So on a Saturday morning more than 2 weeks after my initial visit, I departed once more for the city. 最终我意识到，除了重返那家书店，自己已别无选择。于是在初次造访两周后的某个周六清晨，我再次踏上了通往城区的道路。
PART II
I scheduled my day to allow as much time as possible in the bookstore. I even stopped at a bank for a roll of quarters, just in case. 我特意安排好日程，尽可能多留些时间在书店里。甚至还去银行换了一卷硬币，以防万一。
Entering the store again, I was absolutely giddy with nervous anticipation. I headed straight for the back, and was disappointed to find that only one booth was occupied. I immediately selected the second booth from the end, which by now had become to me the "cocksucking booth." Bolting the door, I started the film, unzipped my jeans, and waited. Again, one movie was "straight" and the other was gay. I had almost finished watching the second film, my anxious cock swelling in my hand, and was beginning to think that the visit would be otherwise uneventful, when I heard the door to the end booth open and close, and the movie projector clatter to life. 再次走进店里时，我因紧张期待而兴奋不已。径直走向后方，却失望地发现只有一个隔间有人。我立刻选了倒数第二个隔间——如今在我心中这已是"口交专用隔间"。锁上门，启动放映机，拉开牛仔裤拉链，开始等待。和上次一样，一部是异性恋影片，另一部是同性题材。当第二部影片即将放完，我焦躁的阴茎在手中胀大，正以为这次又要徒劳而返时，突然听见尽头隔间的门开了又关，放映机咔嗒作响。
I waited a minute, maybe two, in nervous anticipation. It occurred to me that I might lose my nerve and leave, but finally I threw caution to the wind and went for it. It was now or never. Quietly, I left my seat and knelt on the floor, a good foot or so back from the hole, and cautiously peered into the adjoining booth. And there, seated where I had been two weeks before, was a husky, "truck driver" looking man, slowly stroking a hard, thick cock that appeared to be over 8 inches in length. 我紧张地等了一两分钟，心里七上八下。我一度担心自己会临阵退缩，但最终还是豁出去了——机不可失。我悄悄离开座位，跪在距离洞口约一英尺的地板上，小心翼翼地望向隔壁隔间。只见两周前我坐过的位置上，此刻正坐着个魁梧的"卡车司机"型男人，他手里缓缓撸动着一根粗硬勃起的阴茎，目测长度超过八英寸。
Slowly, I moved closer to the hole, not at all sure what to do next. And then it began. The figure rose from his seat and casually stood before the hole, his erect organ pointed straight at it, perhaps 6 inches away. It was obvious that he was aware of my presence, and was waiting for a sign of my intentions. I moved closer, until my mouth was only an inch from the opening, and parted my lips. I waited. I was, by this point, literally shaking in anticipation, when suddenly I saw the dark, swollen tip of the cock-head ease through the hole. I swallowed quickly, licked my dry lips, then moved toward it, till finally the silky smooth skin of the engorged organ brushed my lips. 慢慢地，我向那个洞口靠近，完全不确定接下来该做什么。然后事情开始了。那个人从座位上站起来，随意地站在洞口前，他勃起的器官直指洞口，大约六英寸远。很明显，他意识到了我的存在，正在等待我意图的信号。我靠近，直到我的嘴离洞口只有一英寸，然后张开了嘴唇。我等待着。此时，我因期待而颤抖着，突然，我看到那深色、肿胀的龟头缓缓穿过洞口。我迅速咽了口唾沫，舔了舔干燥的嘴唇，然后向它靠近，直到那充血器官丝滑的皮肤轻触我的嘴唇。
If only I could describe the feeling, the sensation of that first touch. I had thought about and fantasized about this moment for two weeks, and now it was mine! 要是我能描述那种感觉，那第一次触碰的悸动就好了。我幻想这一刻已经两周了，而现在它终于属于我了！
Summoning all the restraint I could find, I proceeded deliberately to fulfill my desire. Pursing my lips, I slowly sucked the hot head of the cock into my mouth. Gently, lovingly I flicked my tongue at the hole, and tasted the salty precum which had begun to ooze out. My tongue began to move, seemingly of its own will, caressing the engorged head with wet, swirling strokes. Apparently this pleased the owner of my prize, as he slowly but firmly began pushing his cock towards me. And in the dim light of the booth, I watched with ever-mounting lust as the full length of the organ appeared before me. As I worked over the cock-head with my hungry mouth, I could now plainly see the swollen veins beneath the satin skin of the thick, pulsating shaft, and my desire continued to find new heights. 我竭力克制着自己，有条不紊地满足着内心渴望。双唇轻抿，将那滚烫的龟头缓缓含入口中。舌尖温柔而眷恋地挑逗着铃口，品尝着渗出的咸涩先走液。我的舌头仿佛有了自主意识，开始用湿润的螺旋状动作抚慰那充血的顶端。这番侍奉显然取悦了这位恩客，他开始缓慢而坚定地将阳具向我推送。在隔间昏黄的灯光下，我凝视着逐渐完全展露眼前的雄伟器官，情欲不断攀升。当我用饥渴的唇舌服侍龟头时，能清晰看见缎面般肌肤下那根粗壮脉动物事上暴起的青筋，欲望随之不断攀向新高。
It was readily apparent that my anonymous partner wished me to take more of his throbbing cock into my mouth, and I was more than willing to oblige. Using care not to scrape the sensitive flesh with my teeth, I pulled away, letting my lips slip back over the head till I was merely kissing the very tip. I sucked once, harder this time, at the dripping hole and was rewarded with a pleasing stream of warm precum. Then, with the care and deliberation I had practiced repeatedly in my dreams, I spread my lips wide over my teeth and pushed forward, playing my tongue along the sensitive underside of the smoldering organ as I took first the head, then one inch, two and more into my ravenous mouth, and beyond. With my eyes wide open, I watched, transfixed, as the thick cock slowly disappeared into my mouth. And when I felt the swollen head begin to push against the back of my throat, I conciously willed my muscles to relax, to accept this wonderful offerring. For a moment, maybe two, it seemed as if I would fail, that the organ simply wouldn't fit within the deep confines of my throat, but then it pushed on, and I watched in wonder as the dark tangle of pubic hair grew closer and closer until, finally, my nose came to rest pushed snugly against it. 很明显，我那位匿名的伴侣希望我将更多他跳动的阴茎含入口中，而我也非常乐意效劳。我小心翼翼地避免牙齿刮擦那敏感的肌肤，先是退开，让双唇滑回龟头处，仿佛只是在轻吻顶端。这次我用力吮吸了一下那滴着液体的孔眼，一股温暖的前列腺液便愉悦地涌出作为回报。接着，我像在梦中反复练习过的那样，谨慎而从容地张大嘴唇包住牙齿向前推进，一边让舌尖游走在这灼热器官敏感的底部，一边将龟头、然后是一英寸、两英寸甚至更多吞入我贪婪的口中，直至更深。我睁大眼睛，入迷地看着那粗壮的阴茎缓缓消失在口中。当感到肿胀的顶端开始抵住喉咙深处时，我有意识地放松肌肉，接纳这份美妙的馈赠。 有那么一瞬间，也许两秒，我似乎要失败了，那器官根本无法深入我的喉咙，但它继续推进，我惊奇地看着那团浓密的阴毛越来越近，直到最后，我的鼻子紧紧贴了上去。
My mouth and throat were stuffed as I never would have believed possible, but I was smugly pleased to find that I could breath through my nose well enough, and I took a few moments to savor the warm, musky aroma wafting up from the nest of curls. There was precious little room for it, but somehow I managed to slide my tongue a bit along the base of the pulsating shaft, and I was rewarded with a twitch in response. It seemed as if I could spend all day with my prize lodged securely in my throat, but I had work to do, and I was looking forward to it immensely. 我的嘴和喉咙被塞得满满当当，简直难以置信，但我却暗自得意地发现，自己还能顺畅地用鼻子呼吸。我花了几秒钟时间，细细品味着从那一簇卷曲毛发间升腾而起的温暖麝香。尽管空间所剩无几，我还是设法让舌头在脉动的茎部基底轻轻滑动，随即感受到一阵愉悦的抽动作为回应。此刻我多想让这份战利品永远停留在喉咙深处，但还有正事要办——而我已经迫不及待了。
Gently, I began to back off of the hot organ. As I withdrew, I delighted in the feeling of the pulsing veins against my lips, and I began to work my tongue along the shaft faster and faster. The owner of the swollen tool began to squirm, which encouraged me to be more aggressive; where I had begun as a submissive servant to the needs of this wonderful hardon, I was now becoming its master. It needed, desperately to be satisfied, and that was now within my control. There was no doubt, however, that in the end there would be no loser. 我缓缓从那灼热的器官上退开。抽离时，我沉醉于唇瓣感受脉动血管的触感，舌尖开始沿着柱身越来越快地游走。肿胀肉棒的主人开始扭动，这激励我更加主动——最初我臣服于这根美妙勃起的需求，此刻却逐渐成为它的主宰。它迫切渴求满足，而这份掌控权已在我手中。但毫无疑问，最终不会有任何输家。
With just the hot, turgid head once again within my sucking mouth, it occurred to me that my hands were free to roam, and beneath the pulsing shaft two heavy balls hung within their sac. My left hand cupped the lusty orbs, massaging them gently. Peering around the edges of the cock in my mouth, I could see that they did not hang near as low as they did when first they appeared through the hole in the wall, and even as I noted this, I could feel them rise higher still, until they practically hugged the organ which now was throbbing steadily. 当那滚烫、勃发的龟头再次被我含入口中时，我突然意识到自己的双手可以自由游走，而在跳动的阴茎下方，两颗沉甸甸的睾丸悬垂在囊袋里。我的左手捧起那对情欲饱满的球体，轻轻揉捏着。透过口中阴茎的边缘窥视，我发现它们已不像最初从墙洞中出现时那样低垂，就在我注意到这一点的同时，能感觉到它们仍在向上收缩，直到几乎紧贴着此刻持续搏动的性器。
With my tongue I lapped hungrily at the steady stream of precum oozing from the tip of my rampant prize. Then, with a conscious effort, I bobbed my head forward, impaling myself on the swollen tool, all the way down till the head was buried deep within my throat, then just as quickly I retreated, my pursed lips sucking at the shaft and my teeth grazing, lightly and deliberately, over the ridge around the head. The body connected to the organ began bucking against the plywood partition, anxious now beyond control to loose his heavy load. Again I sucked at the tip, harder than before, whipping my tongue wildly about the head, which had grown darker and fuller still as though it were about to burst. And again I drove forward, fucking the inflamed cock with my mouth, kneeding the molten shaft with my lips, and stroking the swollen balls with my hand. The feel, the taste and smell of the lurid act had me in a frenzy, as my own hard cock hung between my trembling thighs, throbbing and dripping. 我饥渴地用舌头舔舐着从勃起阳物顶端不断渗出的先走液。接着，我有意识地向前俯首，将那肿胀的巨物深深吞入喉头，直至龟头完全没入我的咽喉，又迅速后撤，噘起的双唇吮吸着茎干，牙齿则刻意而轻柔地刮蹭冠状沟。连接着这器官的躯体开始猛烈撞击胶合板隔间，失控般迫切想要释放他沉重的负荷。我再次含住顶端，比先前更用力地吸吮，舌尖疯狂挑弄着已变得愈发暗沉饱满、仿佛即将爆裂的龟头。我再度向前挺进，用口腔抽插这根灼热的肉棒，双唇揉捏着熔岩般的茎身，同时用手抚弄那对鼓胀的睾丸。这淫靡触感、滋味与气息令我陷入狂乱，自己硬挺的阴茎悬在颤抖的大腿间脉动滴沥。
I had a tempo going now, bobbing my head, sucking this magnificent cock with long, feverish strokes, the friction of my lips coaxing the impending eruption nearer and nearer, until finally, inevitably, it began. 我现在有了节奏，上下摆动着头，用漫长而狂热的动作吮吸着这根雄伟的肉棒，嘴唇的摩擦让即将到来的爆发越来越近，直到最终，不可避免地，它开始了。
My lips were nestled deep within the tangled nest of sweaty hair when I felt the first hard pulse, and as the body beyond the hole slammed against the wall, I quickly backed off, wrapping my lips firmly about the shaft just below the head. And as I flicked my hungry tongue against the tip, the organ jerked violently, once, twice and the first spurt of hot cum boiled from the spasming cock into my waiting mouth, splashing against my tongue. Quickly then, the second spurt followed and the third, almost as one steady stream, the delicious salty semen shot from the fountain of twitching flesh, filling my mouth to overflowing, the creamy white nectar oozing out the corners of my mouth as I continued to lap and suck. And then, finally, the throbbing subsided and the flowing cum slowed to a dribble, and giving the drained balls a final, gentle squeeze, I pulled my lips from the cock which was beginning to soften, growing heavy in my hand, I savored the feel and taste of the cum in my mouth for just a moment, then swallowed my generous reward. 当我的双唇深陷在那团汗湿纠缠的发丛中时，我感受到第一阵剧烈的脉动。随着洞口那端的躯体猛然撞向墙壁，我迅速后撤，将嘴唇紧紧包裹住龟头下方的茎干。当我饥渴的舌尖轻扫过顶端时，那根器官剧烈抽搐了两次，第一股滚烫的精液从痉挛的阴茎迸射入我等待的口腔，溅落在舌面上。紧接着第二股、第三股几乎连成持续激流，咸涩的美味精液从颤动的肉 fountain 中喷射而出，充满我的口腔直至溢流，乳白的蜜露在我持续舔吮间从嘴角滑落。最终，律动逐渐平息，奔流的精液化作涓涓细滴。我对着掏空的囊袋给予最后轻柔的挤压，将双唇从逐渐软化、在我手中愈发沉重的阴茎上移开。我短暂品味着口中精液的质感与滋味，随后咽下这份丰厚的馈赠。
I sincerely hope you have enjoyed this story, a true account of my initiation to male/male sex. Watch for future chapters, in which I will offer additional details of my long-standing affair with The GloryHole. 我真诚地希望你喜欢这个故事，这是关于我初次涉足男男性行为的真实记录。请期待后续章节，我将详细讲述我与 The GloryHole 之间那段长久的风流韵事。
I offer this freely to all adults who may find enjoyment in he reading, but if anyone is willing to provide me with Login Names and Passwords to Gay Web Sites, I would very much appreciate it. Any data sent to me will be held in strict confidence, and not distributed elsewhere. Thank You. 我将此文免费提供给所有可能在阅读中获得乐趣的成年人，但若有人愿意向我提供同性恋网站的登录名和密码，我将不胜感激。发送给我的任何数据都将严格保密，不会外泄。谢谢。
As with "The GloryHole: Part 1, My First Time", this is a true account of my personal experiences. In Part1, I described my initiation into the world of male/male sex, via the anonymity and freedom of the bookstore "gloryhole". It was 1979, I was single and previously "straight", living in the upper midwest, about 3 hours from Milwaukee, when I encountered my first adult bookstore about 30 minutes away from that city. AIDS was several years in the future yet, as were the ubiquitous "video booths" of today. Peep-show booths ran 8mm silent films instead. Now that you know the background, I hope you enjoy reading about my early experiences, following my initiation. 与《The GloryHole: Part 1, My First Time》一样，这是关于我个人经历的真实记录。在第一部分中，我描述了自己通过书店"gloryhole"的匿名与自由，初次踏入男男性爱世界的经历。那是 1979 年，我单身且此前一直"直男"，居住在中西部上游地区，距离密尔沃基约 3 小时车程。当时我在离该市约 30 分钟路程的地方遇到了第一家成人书店。那时距离艾滋病出现还有好几年，如今随处可见的"视频隔间"也尚未普及，窥视秀隔间里播放的是 8 毫米无声胶片电影。现在您已了解背景，希望您能享受阅读我入门后的早期经历。
PART 2: Further Adventures 第二部分：更多冒险
For several days after my first taste of cock at the bookstore, I was in considerable turmoil. On one hand, my middle-class rural up-bringing made me feel "dirty" and disgusted with what I had done. But on the other hand, I couldn't stop thinking about it, especially as I lay in bed at night. I continually pondered all the details; the sights and sounds, the smells and tastes and most of all, the way it felt to suck cock. It frequented my dreams, and one morning I even woke up to find my sheets soaked with cum: my first and only wet-dream. 在书店初次品尝到阴茎的滋味后，接下来的几天里，我的内心陷入了巨大的混乱。一方面，我来自乡村中产阶级的成长背景让我对自己所做的事感到"肮脏"和厌恶。但另一方面，我却无法停止回想那天的情景，尤其是夜晚躺在床上时。我不断回味着每一个细节：那些画面与声响，那些气味与味道，最重要的是吮吸阴茎时的触感。它频繁出现在我的梦境中，直到有天清晨我醒来时发现床单被精液浸透——那是我第一次也是唯一一次遗精。
Still, there was the stigma of being "a fag". Bi-sexuality was mostly unheard of at the time, and although I remained very much attracted to women, I guess I believed that my homosexual desires made me just plain queer. As we all know, however, absence, and abstinence, make the heart grow fonder or, in this case, hornier. And by the end of the week, I had already decided to make another Saturday pilgrimmage to "GloryHole Mecca". 尽管如此，被贴上“基佬”的标签依然令人难堪。那个年代双性恋几乎无人知晓，尽管我对女性仍充满吸引力，但我想，自己对同性的渴望让我彻底成了个怪胎。不过众所周知，距离——以及禁欲——会让思念更浓烈，或者说，在这种情况下，更饥渴。到了周末，我已经决定再次踏上周六的朝圣之旅，前往“GloryHole 圣地”。
Arriving at the bookstore around mid-afternoon Saturday, my feelings of guilt had me convinced that the store owner, who had been working during my last visit, had silently judged me as a faggot. But when I approached him for change for the peep-shows, he smiled warmly and told me to enjoy myself. 周六下午三点左右到达书店时，内心的愧疚让我确信店主——上次光顾时当班的那位——早已默默将我判定为同性恋者。但当我上前找他兑换窥视秀零钱时，他却报以温暖的微笑，并祝我玩得开心。
Once in back, I found that all but one booth was occupied, which I should have suspected by the crowded parking lot. Entering the available booth, I quickly realized that this booth had no holes. Not knowing what else to do, I seated myself and started watching the movies. It wasn't long, though, before I heard other booth doors opening and people moving about. That's when I began to understand that, because each booth ran 2 seperate movies, and short ones at that, few viewers would stay long in any given booth, and it was perfectly natural to move from one booth to another. Soon, I found myself in a new booth, near the middle of the row of 12. 回到后面时，我发现除了一个隔间外其他都有人了，这本该从拥挤的停车场就猜到的。走进那个空着的隔间后，我很快发现这个隔间没有洞口。不知如何是好，我坐下来开始看电影。不过没过多久，我就听到其他隔间的门开了，人们走动的声音。这时我才明白，因为每个隔间放映两部不同的电影，而且都是短片，很少有观众会在一个隔间久留，从一个隔间换到另一个再自然不过。很快，我发现自己换到了新隔间，位于那排 12 个隔间的中部附近。
This booth, like the one I'd been in the previous week, had holes in both side-walls, roughly 4 inches in diameter. I'd noticed as I entered that the red "occupied" lights were lit above the doors on either side. This posed another interesting situation, as the last time only one adjoining booth had been in use. All I could do was go in and see what happened. 这个隔间和我上周待过的那个一样，两侧的墙上都有直径约 4 英寸的洞。我进门时就注意到两侧门上的红色"使用中"指示灯亮着。这又是个有趣的状况，因为上次只有相邻的一个隔间有人使用。我只能进去看看会发生什么。
Shortly after the first film started, I glanced at both holes and decided to investigate the left one first. A quick peek showed me a non-descript man watching a movie with his hands in his pockets and his pants zipped, so I took a furtive look into the booth on the right, where I saw a youngish looking man doing the same thing with the booth on his right. I resumed my seat, and after a couple minutes I decided to check again. This time, the man was facing the screen, standing to one side (mine) so as not to block the projected movie. He had his cock out of his jeans and was slowly stroking the mostly soft organ as he focused his full attention on the movie. Looking beyond him, I could see through the hole opposite me that the other booth was black inside, so no movie was running. Staying well back from the hole, I could watch the man fondle his cock without being seen...or so I thought. 第一部电影开始后不久，我瞥了一眼两个洞口，决定先探查左边的那个。快速一瞥让我看到一个相貌普通的男人，手插在口袋里，裤子拉链拉好，正在看电影。于是我又偷偷看向右边的隔间，那里有个看起来较年轻的男人，正对着他右边的隔间做同样的事。我回到座位上，几分钟后决定再查看一次。这次，那个男人面向屏幕，站在一侧（我这边），以免挡住投影的电影。他的阴茎从牛仔裤里掏了出来，正慢慢抚摸着那根大部分时间都软着的器官，全神贯注地盯着电影。越过他看去，我能透过对面的洞口看到另一个隔间里面是黑的，没有在放映电影。我远远地站在洞口后面，可以看着这个男人抚摸自己的阴茎而不被发现……至少我是这么以为的。
Opening my pants, I freed my gradually thickening member and continued to watch the masturbation in the next booth. Although the occupant continued his stroking, his cock showed no signs of getting any harder. I was intrigued, and as I watched I found myself speculating about how a flaccid cock would feel in my mouth. I was to find out shortly. 我解开裤子，释放出逐渐勃起的阳具，继续窥视隔壁隔间里的自慰场景。虽然那人仍在套弄，但他的阴茎丝毫没有变硬的迹象。这引起了我的兴趣，看着看着，我不禁想象含住一根疲软阴茎会是怎样的感觉。很快我就得到了答案。
After several minutes of this voyeurism, I suddenly realized that the man I was watching had been very slowly moving closer to the hole, turning slightly as well, and before I knew it, he was leaning against the partition with his still-soft member sort of half-pointing toward the hole. Inexperienced as I still was, I really wasn't sure what to make of this. Was he extending a subtle invitation? Or was he merely leaning for comfort's sake? Finally, I decided that, if he was presenting an offer, he would be aware of my position, but if he wasn't, his location near the hole meant he was unaware of my silent surveillance. So, I slowly inched closer to the opening, just enough so that a vigilant potential partner would notice the move and ionterpret it for what it was: a "counter-offer." Sure enough, as soon as I moved, the guy turned toward the wall, presenting his cock before the hole in such a way that there could be no mistaking his desire. He was in the mood to get a blowjob, and I was the lucky man. 偷窥了几分钟后，我突然意识到那个男人正以极缓慢的速度向洞口挪动，身体也微微侧转。等我反应过来时，他已靠在隔板上，尚未勃起的阴茎半指向洞口。当时我仍缺乏经验，实在不确定这意味着什么——这是含蓄的邀约？还是单纯为了靠得舒服些？最终我判定：若他有意邀请，必然知晓我的方位；若无此意，他靠近洞口的位置恰恰说明他没发现我的暗中窥视。于是我缓缓向开口处挪近，幅度刚好能让警觉的潜在伴侣察觉，并将这个动作理解成"还盘"。果然，我刚一动，那人立即转向墙壁，将阴茎正对洞口——这个姿态彻底昭示了他的欲望。他想要口交服务，而我就是那个幸运儿。
On impulse, I used a gesture which I would later learn is rather universal gloryhole code, putting just the tip of a finger on the bottom of the opening. It had the desired effect, as the flaccid organ advanced to, and through the hole before me. My impulses seemed to be working, so I followed my next one and gently took the spongy, dark tan head between my thumb and finger, massaging the cock which was already showing signs of becoming engorged. Remembering my earlier curiosity about soft cocks, I decided to get this tool into my mouth before it got much thicker, but before I did, I made a quick appraisal of the equipment at my disposal. It appeared that when fully erect, my new plaything would be an inch, maybe two inches shorter than the 8 inch weapon I had devoured the week before, but it was also evident that this tool would expand to a much larger circumference than any cock I had seen before, even in the high school locker room where there were plenty to be seen. And the balls...well, they were of average size, but they hung extremely low in their hairy scrotum. 一时冲动之下，我做了个后来才知道是通用"壁洞"暗号的动作——将指尖轻抵在洞口底部。这招果然奏效，那根软垂的阳具缓缓推进，穿过面前的孔洞。冲动似乎指引着我，于是我又顺从下一个本能，用拇指和食指轻轻握住海绵体般深褐色的龟头，揉搓着那根已显现充血迹象的阴茎。想起先前对疲软状态下阴茎的好奇，我决定在这根家伙变得更粗壮之前将它含入口中。但行动前，我先快速评估了手头这件"装备"：完全勃起时，这个新玩具大概会比上周我吞下的八英寸"凶器"短一至两英寸，但显然其膨胀后的周长将远超我见过的任何阴茎——即便是在能大饱眼福的高中更衣室。至于那对睾丸...大小虽普通，却悬垂在毛茸茸的阴囊里，位置低得出奇。
With no further delays, I opened my mouth and sucked the soft cock into my mouth, enjoying the pliability of the flesh in my hot orifice. Immediately, though, the nature of the organ began to change, as the shaft and plump head became rapidly engorged, filling my mouth so fast that for a moment, I worried that I might have made an awkward judgemental error. Stretching my jaws wider, though, relieved the problem, and soon I found myself attending to my second blowjob. 不再迟疑，我张开嘴将那柔软的肉茎含入口中，享受着它在湿热口腔里柔韧的触感。然而那器官的性质立刻开始变化——茎干与饱满的顶端急速充血膨胀，转眼间就塞满了我的口腔，有那么一瞬间我担心自己做出了尴尬的误判。不过当我将下颌张得更开时，问题便迎刃而解，很快我便全神贯注地投入了人生第二次口交服务。
Certain that I'd never be able to fit this massively thick cock down my throat, I concentrated on sucking and licking around the head, paying special attention to the sensitive area just behind and below the ridge. I began massaging his low-hung balls as I pulled back and took a moment to examine the object of my attentions. Roughly 6 or 6 1/2 inches longer, this handsome tool was fully 7 inches around, and sported the remains of a minimal circumcision; a bit of loose skin just behind the head which kept the veins from being as pronounced as my first cock. The skin, including the head, was of a uniformly deep-tan color, which I found quite attractive, and a thick, short mat of extremely kinky black hair surrounded the base. 确信自己无法将这根异常粗大的阴茎完全吞入喉咙，我专注于吮吸和舔弄龟头周围，特别留意冠状沟下方那片敏感区域。我一边按摩他低垂的睾丸，一边后仰端详眼前的目标——这根漂亮的阳具比之前那根还要长出约 6 至 6.5 英寸，周长达 7 英寸，残留着极简包皮手术的痕迹：龟头后方松弛的皮肤使血管不如我初次品尝的那根明显。通体深棕的肤色（包括龟头）令我着迷，浓密卷曲的黑色阴毛像短绒毯般环绕在根部。
But enough of that, I wanted this tool in my hot mouth, so I began by giving the whole fat head a good tongue-washing. At the tip, I found that the hole was also rather wide, and I spent a good amount of time licking at it with the tip of my tongue, relishing the precum which was beginning to flow. Then, I opened wide and steadily devoured as much of the throbbing organ as I could get in my mouth, licking steadily at the sensitive underside all the while. 但说够了这些，我只想把这根家伙含进我滚烫的嘴里。于是我先用舌头把那饱满的龟头整个舔舐了一遍，发现顶端的马眼竟也张得颇开，便用舌尖抵着那里反复拨弄，品味着逐渐渗出的先走液。随后我张大嘴，尽可能地将那根脉动的肉棒吞入口中，同时持续用舌头抚弄着最敏感的系带部位。
When it became obvious that a good inch or two of the shaft would not fit into my mouth, I firmly grasped the base of the hot shaft in my right hand and began stroking, picking up the rythm with my lips so that I was keeping the entire cock stimulated. The balls in my grasp began to tighten and rise in their sac, as the man behind the wall grew increasingly aroused. Intermittantly, I would stop to suck hard at the tip or lap at the underside of the head. His precum was flowing steadily now, and I lasciviously smeared the salty fluid across my lips. I was stroking faster now, as the massive shaft throbbed insistantly in my sweaty grasp. I briefly took my mouth from the deliscious organ to lap wantonly at the heavy balls, but quickly returned to my sucking as a muffled moan emanated from the next booth. A heavenly, musky aroma surrounded me as the desire mounted, and the steady throbbing of the hot cock became erratic and more intense. I pushed the tip of my tongue hard into the gaping slit and squeezed the swollen head with my wet lips, my hand now racing along the steely shaft as it twitched and jerked out of control. 当明显有一两英寸的肉棒无法完全含入口中时，我用右手紧握住那根炽热阳具的根部开始套弄，同时双唇配合节奏吮吸，确保整根阴茎都受到刺激。掌中的睾丸在囊袋里逐渐绷紧上提，隔墙后的男人愈发情动。我时而停下动作，用力嘬吸龟头，或舔舐冠状沟下方。他的先走液此刻已汩汩流淌，我淫靡地将咸腥液体抹满嘴唇。随着这根巨物在我汗湿的掌中持续脉动，我加快了撸动速度。当隔壁隔间传来压抑的呻吟时，我短暂离开这美味器官，贪婪地舔舐沉甸甸的卵蛋，又立即回到吮吸状态。情欲高涨之际，神圣而麝香的气息包围着我，那根炽热阴茎的规律搏动变得紊乱而激烈。我将舌尖狠狠顶进张开的马眼，用濡湿的嘴唇挤压肿胀的龟头，此时钢硬的茎身在我飞速套弄下失控地抽搐跳动。
And then, the hot balls within my grasp contracted, quickly and hard. I could see the torso above the matted pubic hair straining against the hole, and the cock-head between my lips swelled even more. The firey organ pulsated in my hand and the first hot gush of creamy cum erupted from his balls. The tip of my tongue was pushed firmly against, almost into the cum-slit, as the blast of semen issued forth. The sticky cream squirted around the tip of my tongue, splattering against the roof of my mouth. As I kept up my feverish jerking on the throbbing shaft, I pursed my lips around the gushing hole and sucked, hard, at the pulsing flow of delicious cum which was filling my mouth, shooting down my throat. I lost myself in the sheer wanton lust of the moment, and I briefly wondered if I had also cum, the sensation was so intense. 接着，我掌中那对滚烫的睾丸猛然收缩，又快又狠。我透过凌乱阴毛上方绷紧的腹肌，看到对方正抵着洞口用力，而含在我双唇间的龟头胀得更大了。火热的肉棒在我手中搏动，第一股浓稠的精液从他睾丸中喷涌而出。当精液喷射时，我的舌尖被牢牢顶住，几乎要挤进马眼。黏稠的白浊在舌尖周围飞溅，拍打在我的上颚。我继续狂热地套弄着悸动的阴茎，在喷涌的铃口嘬紧双唇，用力吮吸着填满口腔、灌入喉咙的甘美精液。这一刻我彻底迷失在放纵的情欲里，快感如此强烈，让我恍惚间怀疑自己是否也高潮了。
But then, finally, it was done. I carefully licked the softening organ clean, savoring the flavor of every laste drop, until the anonymous man behind the wall gently retrieved his satiated member from my embrace, tucked it safely away, and left the booth. For a minute I did nothing but revel in the waning excitement. I found that this was, and always will be, a somewhat difficult phase of my newfound passion, because unlike the recipients of my attentions, whose lust naturally faded with the culmination of their desire, I was left alone at the pinnacle of my excitement. I could have alleviated the tension by hand, I know, but there is the other side of the coin which is just as compelling. That is, I found that I enjoy the sweet torture of unfulfilled desire. It feeds the fires for the next encounter, making me crave it all the more. 但最终，一切结束了。我小心翼翼地舔净那逐渐疲软的器官，品味着最后一滴的滋味，直到隔墙后那位匿名男子将餍足的阳物从我怀中轻轻抽离，妥帖收好，离开了小隔间。有那么一分钟，我只是沉醉于逐渐消退的兴奋中。我发觉这始终是我新发现癖好中最难熬的阶段——不同于那些欲望随高潮自然消退的施与对象，我被独自留在兴奋的巅峰。当然，我可以用手缓解这份紧绷，但硬币的另一面同样诱人：我发现自己享受着未竟欲望的甜蜜折磨。它为下一次相遇添柴加火，让我愈发渴望。
In "The GloryHole" Parts 1 & 2, I described how I came to be initiated in the wonders of male/male sex. It was 1979, and I lived in the upper midwest, several hours by car from Milwaukee. I had recently graduated from high-school, where I had been only marginally successful with the girls, when I discovered an adult bookstore, my first, about 30 minutes from the city. While exploring the peep-show booths at the rear of the store, I learned of the existence and purpose of the gloryhole. Although I was sufficiently shocked to depart the store immediately, I couldn't stop thinking about, then fantasizing about the things I'd seen. Finally, I had no choice but to return and explore the experience for myself. My first taste of cocksucking made an addict of me, and the second sealed my fate. 在《The GloryHole》第一部和第二部中，我描述了自己如何初尝男男性爱的奇妙体验。那是 1979 年，我居住在中西部偏北地区，距离密尔沃基有几个小时车程。当时我刚高中毕业，在学校里与女生交往仅算差强人意。某天我在离城约 30 分钟车程处发现了人生第一家成人书店。当我在店铺后部的窥视秀隔间探索时，第一次知晓了 gloryhole 的存在与用途。虽然当时震惊得立刻逃离了店铺，但那些画面始终萦绕在我脑海，继而成为挥之不去的幻想。最终，我别无选择，只能重返那里亲身体验。第一次口交经历就让我彻底上瘾，而第二次则彻底决定了我的命运轨迹。
I should also mention here, as a bit of pertinent information, that the peep-show booths at that time and place featured 2 separate 8mm, silent, continuous-loop movie projectors which projected the film onto the back of the closed door of the booth. Therefore, no two booths showed the same films, giving rise to considerable "booth-hopping." 我还应该在这里提一下，作为一点相关的信息，当时那个地方的窥视秀展位配备了两台独立的 8 毫米无声循环电影放映机，这些放映机将影片投射到展位关闭的门背面。因此，没有两个展位播放相同的影片，这导致了大量的“展位跳转”现象。
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Part 3, Fond Memories 第三部分，美好回忆
By the weekend following my second encounter, I was well beyond anxious to make the 2 1/2 hour drive to the bookstore, and so I left quite early, arriving at my destination before noon in an advanced state of anticipatory lust. I was disappointed to find the parking lot virtually deserted, but was determined to wait as long as neccessary to indulge my new-found craving. 第二次邂逅后的那个周末，我迫不及待地驱车两个半小时前往书店，出发得极早，不到中午便抵达目的地，心中满是按捺不住的情欲期待。停车场几乎空无一人让我有些失望，但我决心无论等待多久都要满足这份新发现的渴望。
Behind the counter, the owner greeted me with a smile and what I believed to be a glint of recognition in his eye, but he said nothing as he exchanged my ten-dollar bill for quarters. Heading directly to the back, the row of unlit red bulbs above the 12 brown doors indicated that there were no other visitors to the booths as yet, so I selected once more the second booth from the left end, where I had already established fond memories. Feeding coins into the slots, I watched the erotic images and waited. 柜台后的店主微笑着打招呼，我确信他眼中闪过一丝认出我的神色，却什么也没说，只是将十美元换成一把硬币。径直走向后方，十二扇棕色门上方的红灯未亮，表明隔间尚无其他访客。我再次选择了左端第二间——那里已承载着我的旖旎记忆。投币入槽后，凝视着色情画面开始等待。
Almost a half-hour passed before I detected the muted sounds of activity in the corridor. My pulse quickened briefly, but I was again disappointed as I heard a door open and close several booths away. Within minutes, though, more sounds caught my ear, as additional customers entered the dim hallway and quickly selected their booths. And my cock stirred slightly within my jeans when the end booth on my left was among those to be occupied. 将近半小时过去，我才听到走廊里传来隐约的活动声响。我的心跳短暂加速，但听到几间隔间外有门开关的声音时，再次感到失望。然而几分钟内，更多声响传入耳中——又有顾客走进昏暗的走廊，迅速选好了隔间。当我左侧尽头那间隔间被人占用时，牛仔裤里的阴茎不由得微微颤动。
My previous two encounters had given me confidence, and so I wasted no time in kneeling on the concrete floor to peer cautiously through the waiting hole. Within the adjoining stall, the occupant had already freed his swelling member from its confines and was making tentative advances toward the opening in the wall. Positioning myself immediately before the hole, I silently accepted his offer, and within moments I was contentedly nursing on the turgid flesh. Apparently, my anonymous "organ donor" was either rushed for time, or had gone celibate for a while, because within minutes I was rewarded for my efforts with a healthy load of hot cum which I swallowed with satisfaction. 前两次的经历让我信心倍增，于是毫不犹豫地跪在水泥地上，小心翼翼地透过等候孔窥视。隔壁隔间里的人早已将那肿胀的器官从束缚中解放出来，正试探性地朝墙上的开口靠近。我立即在孔前摆好姿势，默然接受了他的邀请，不一会儿便心满意足地吮吸起那勃发的肉体。显然，这位匿名的"器官捐赠者"要么时间紧迫，要么禁欲已久，因为短短几分钟内，我的努力就得到了回报——一大股滚烫的精液，我满足地咽了下去。
On my previous two visits, I had departed almost immediately following the culmination of my endeavors, but I had earlier decided to extend my stay and indulge myself to my heart's desire. And by mid-afternoon I had been the lucky recipient of 3 additional cocks, and their resultant creamy gifts. At one point, I'd needed to replenish my supply of quarters, and in so doing I was pleasantly surprised when the proprieter offerred a warm smile, a wink, and an extra 2 bucks worth of coins. His friendly demeanor was again in evidence as I departed his store that day. It was nice to know that my activities weren't thus far disdained. 在我前两次造访时，都在达到目的后几乎立刻离开，但这次我早决定延长停留时间，尽情满足自己的渴望。到下午三点前，我已幸运地接纳了三根额外的阴茎，以及它们馈赠的浓稠礼物。有次我需要补充硬币储备，店主报以温暖的微笑、眨眼示意，还多给了我价值两美元的硬币，这让我惊喜不已。当天离开商店时，他再次展现出友善态度。知道自己的行为至今未被鄙夷，这种感觉真好。
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I will be the last to state that all blowjobs are alike, that each does not in its own way have an exciting story to be enjoyed in its own right. But the truth is, if I were to continue to detail each experience chronologically, the facts would soon begin to lose their lustful edge and the recounting would become tedious. So instead, I would now like to take a fresh approach to this narrative by submitting for your enjoyment some of my most memorable experiences, as I continued to Worship at the GloryHole. 我绝不会说所有的口交都千篇一律，每一次经历本身都自有其令人兴奋的故事值得品味。但事实是，若继续按时间顺序详述每次体验，这些事实很快就会失去其情欲锋芒，叙述也将变得乏味。因此，我决定转换叙述方式，为您呈现我在 GloryHole 朝圣期间最难忘的几段经历。
Those who have read the first 2 parts of my story may have noticed that I made little mention of my own satisfaction. That is, my satisfaction beyond that gained from sucking all those magnificent cocks. I am of course talking about cumming, achieving orgasm for myself. The truth is, I discovered from the very beginning that I preferred not to cum during my visits to the bookstore. Like everyone else, I suffer an appreciable decline in sexual excitement upon climax, and a good deal of my enjoyment during my sessions at the hole was attributable to the ever-building lust, the insatiable craving which accompanied my encounters. At times, when I found my services in high demand, my level of mind-numbing desire became almost painful, which I came to think of as the "exquisite torture." And leaving the bookstore in such a statefueled my hunger as I relived each sweet blowjob on my drive home, where finally, alone in my bed, I would begin, slowly at first, teasingly to coax myself to mind-shattering orgasm. 读过我故事前两部分的读者可能注意到，我很少提及自身的快感体验——当然，我说的不仅仅是吞吐那些雄伟阳物带来的满足，而是指我自己达到高潮的体验。事实上，从最初我就发现，自己更偏爱在书店"秘密约会"时不射精。和所有人一样，高潮后我的性兴奋度会显著下降，而我在那个小隔间里获得的大部分乐趣，恰恰来自不断累积的欲火，那些邂逅中永难餍足的渴望。有时当服务需求特别旺盛时，那种令人眩晕的欲望几乎化作痛楚，我将其称为"甜蜜的折磨"。带着这种状态离开书店，驾车回家途中回味每一次唇舌交缠的细节，这份饥渴便愈演愈烈，直到独自躺在床上时，我才开始缓缓地、撩拨般地引导自己，最终抵达神魂俱灭的极乐之境。
Of course I had plenty of opportunties to relieve the pressure in my balls, as offers of reciprocation were extended by my anonymous partners frequently. These offers were invariably, but politely declined. On a few occasions, some persistent would-be cocksucker would practically refuse to take no for an answer. So, I'd agree to feed him my own erect organ through the wall, allowing him to nurse my cock for several minutes before retrieving it, explaining that I had cum just before he arrived and would be unable to do so again for some time. And so, over the 5 or 6 years during which I frequented the bookstore, I probably only came a half-dozen times or so. 当然，我有许多机会释放我睾丸中的压力，因为我的匿名伴侣们经常提出互惠的提议。这些提议无一例外地，但礼貌地被拒绝了。有几次，一些坚持不懈的潜在口交者几乎拒绝接受“不”作为答案。于是，我会同意将我自己勃起的器官穿过墙喂给他，让他吮吸我的阴茎几分钟，然后收回，解释说在他到来之前我已经射精，短时间内无法再次射精。因此，在我频繁光顾书店的五六年间，我可能只射精了大约六次左右。
One of those times is a most unforgettable memory: 其中有一次经历成为了最难忘的记忆：
I had been regularly servicing bookstore patrons for over a year, when one day a man entered the adjacent booth accompanied by an attractive girl. Now, I have never considered myself to be gay; rather than "homosexual", "heterosexual", or "bisexual", I have always thought of myself as simply "sexual". And this young lady was quite my type. She was short, perhaps 5'0" tops, with a nicely rounded ass and firm looking breasts, which were obviously unfettered beneath a tight tee shirt. Plenty of couples had done this before, most leaving the booth upon finding the gloryhole, but a few times they had stayed and seemed to delight in performing for an audience. So when the movie had begun, and the girl had dropped to her knees to perform that act which I relished, I settled in to enjoy the show. 我在书店为顾客服务已有一年多，那天一位男士带着位迷人的姑娘走进隔壁隔间。我从不认为自己是同性恋；比起"同性恋"、"异性恋"或"双性恋"，我更愿称自己为纯粹的"性爱追求者"。而这位年轻女士正合我口味——身高约五英尺出头，臀部浑圆紧致，T 恤下明显未着内衣的胸脯傲然挺立。之前也有不少情侣来过这里，多数发现窥视孔后便离开，但偶尔也有人留下，似乎很享受被人窥视的刺激。当影片开始播放，女孩跪下来进行我钟爱的口交服务时，我便放松身心欣赏起这场表演。
The girl deftly removed the man's handsome organ from his jeans and proceeded to suckle him with a style and tenderness which I admired. Then, after a minute or so of sucking and licking, she abruptly pulled her mouth from the excited cock and turned to look me in the eyes through the hole, and with a seductive smile inquired if I'd like to "share this." Although I was momentarily too surprised to respond, I recovered enough to reply that I would indeed enjoy sharing, at which she quickly stood and left the booth, immediately rattling the knob to mine. Not knowing what else to do, I let her in and relocked the door, before realizing that my own hard cock was openly jutting from my pants. This fact was not lost on her, as she readily grasped my hot shaft in her warm hand, giving it a few slow, gently strokes. 女孩娴熟地从男人的牛仔裤中掏出他英俊的器官，以令我钦羡的优雅与温柔开始吮吸。约莫舔弄一分钟后，她突然将双唇从那根兴奋的肉棒上移开，透过小洞直视我的眼睛，带着撩人笑意询问是否想"共享这个"。虽然一时惊讶得忘了回应，我还是回过神来表示乐意分享。她迅速起身离开隔间，立刻摇动我这边门把手。不知所措间，我开门让她进来重新锁好，这才发现自己的硬挺早已从裤缝中昂然探出。她自然没有错过这个细节，温热的手掌当即握住我发烫的阳具，缓缓撸动了几下。
Dropping to her knees beside the hole, she explained that she had always wanted to suck her boyfriend off along with another guy. So, within moments we were facing each other on the floor, with the pulsing organ framed between our two sets of lips. We set about experimenting with the many possibilities, both enjoying the act immensely as we took turns burying the dripping member in our throats, milking the shaft between our combined lips, and playing a bit of "tongue tag" about the head. And finally, the end approached as the head of the throbbing cock swelled, the heavily-veined shaft twitched spasmodically, and the hot cum began to pump into our hungry mouths. The copious load shot over our lips and chins and tongues, until the flow subsided. Then, sensing the satiated man was watching through the hole in the wall, his lady-friend and I kissed, passionately, smearing the load of cum across our lips. I could only think that the sight must have been incredible. 她跪在洞口旁，解释道自己一直想同时为男友和另一个男人口交。转眼间，我们便面对面跪在地上，那根勃起的肉棒恰好嵌在我们双唇之间。我们开始尝试各种姿势，轮流将那根湿漉漉的阳物吞入喉咙，用交叠的唇瓣吮吸柱身，在龟头周围玩起"舌尖追逐战"，两人都沉醉其中。终于，当跳动的龟头开始膨胀、青筋暴起的茎身剧烈抽搐时，滚烫的精液开始喷射进我们饥渴的嘴里。黏稠的精液溅满我们的嘴唇、下巴和舌头，直到激射渐渐平息。察觉到餍足的男人正透过墙洞窥视，我和他的女伴忘情拥吻，将满嘴精液涂抹在彼此唇间——那画面想必令人血脉偾张。
And then, as I thought the encounter was coming to an end, the lusty young lady informed me that her guy would watch as I fucked her. Before I could respond, she had stood and was shimmying out of her tight jeans, her back to me and presenting me with such a beautiful round ass that all thoughts of declining left me. And leaning forward, she reached back and guided my pulsating member into her dripping cunt. She made it clear she wanted it hard and fast, and I was happy to oblige, pounding my swollen organ into her as she tore her shirt up, over her head, revealing a most lovely pair of high, firm breasts. And in no time at all I was there, pulling my jerking cock from her cunt at the last moment to shoot my simmering load across her quivering ass. 就在我以为这次邂逅即将结束时，那位欲火焚身的年轻女士告诉我，她的男友会在一旁观看我干她。还未等我回应，她便站起身扭动着褪下紧身牛仔裤，背对着我，向我展示那浑圆美臀——所有拒绝的念头瞬间烟消云散。她俯身前倾，反手引导我悸动的阳具进入她湿漉漉的蜜穴。她明确要求粗暴快速的交合，我欣然从命，将肿胀的肉棒狠狠插入她体内。她猛然扯起衬衫甩过头顶，露出一对高耸坚挺的绝美乳房。转眼间我便到达临界点，在最后一刻将抽动的阴茎抽出她体外，将沸腾的精液喷射在她颤抖的翘臀上。
Epilogue: In addition to being the only female I ever had sex with at the bookstore, the young couple, Kim and Randy, were the only gloryhole partners with which I ever developed an outside relationship. They had an apartment nearby, and from time to time I would spend the night with them, regaling them with details of my cocksucking experiences of the day before horniness overcame us all, and the fucking and sucking began. 尾声：除了书店里唯一与我发生过关系的女性外，那对年轻情侣——金和兰迪——也是我唯一在密室游戏外建立交情的玩伴。他们在附近有间公寓，我偶尔会留宿，在欲望席卷我们之前，总爱向他们细述前一日为他人品箫的香艳细节，随后便是翻云覆雨的欢愉时光。
The GloryHole: Part 4 -- More Firsts 《GloryHole：第四部分——更多初次体验》
As I stated in Parts 1 thru 3, my devotion to the GloryHole began in 1979, before AIDS and video-booths. The bookstore I frequented had a single row of peep-shows, each of which ran 2 different 8mm silent films on continuous loops. The store was about 30 minutes outside Milwaukee, and about a 3 hour drive from my home. 正如我在第 1 至第 3 部分所述，我对 GloryHole 的痴迷始于 1979 年，那时艾滋病和录像亭尚未出现。我常去的那家书店有一排窥视秀小隔间，每个隔间循环播放两部不同的 8 毫米无声胶片电影。这家店位于密尔沃基市郊约 30 分钟车程处，距我家约有 3 小时车程。
Part 4: 第四部分：
Within a couple of months of my first, virgin visit to the bookstore, I had become something of a "regular" there. I was there every Saturday for mst of the afternoon, evening, and often well into the next morning. And, I managed to make it about every other Sunday, as well. The distance from my home was something of a mixed blessing; the six hour round trip sucked, but being well away from my hometown allowed me the freedom to behave as wantonly as I desired. 在我第一次以处子之身造访那家书店后的几个月内，我已然成了那里的"常客"。每周六下午大部分时间、傍晚乃至深夜——常常持续到次日凌晨——我都会泡在那里。此外，我还能隔周周日去一次。离家远这件事可谓利弊参半：六小时往返路程令人疲惫，但远离家乡小镇的地理距离，让我能随心所欲地放纵自己。
By this time, all of my initial trepidation was gone. I felt quite at ease in the environment, and had become friends with Ray, who owned the place. Ray was a thrice-divorced ex-cop, and while I was made to understand that he was strictly "straight", he demonstrated no disdain for me and the handful of other GloryHole devotees who frequented his business. In fact, he was quite willing to let me know that he thought my "activities" in the back room were good for business. I could see it was true, as it was not unusual on a busy Saturday night for numerous horny customers to hang out in the other booths while they waited their turn in the stall next to mine. Ray was strict about his "No Loitering" policy; keep feeding the coin slots in the booth are get the hell out! On the other hand, though, Ray showed his sincerity about keeping me around by charging me a minimal flat fee per day, then keeping me supplied with tokens, which the coin mechanisms accepted interchangably with quarters. 此时，我最初的忐忑早已烟消云散。我完全适应了这里的环境，还与店主雷成了朋友。雷是个离过三次婚的前警察，虽然据我所知他是绝对的"直男"，但他对我和其他几位常来光顾"GloryHole"的熟客毫无轻视之意。事实上，他很乐意让我知道，他认为我在后室的"活动"对生意有好处。我明白这是事实——在繁忙的周六夜晚，常有饥渴的顾客在我隔壁隔间排队等候时，在其他卡座里消磨时间。雷严格执行"禁止逗留"政策：要么持续往投币口塞硬币，要么立刻滚蛋！不过另一方面，雷通过每天只向我收取极低固定费用、并持续供应代币（投币机接受这些代币与 25 美分硬币混用）的方式，真诚地希望我常驻于此。
All modesty aside, I had developed considerable talent at sucking cock, no doubt due equally to repetition and enthusiasm. The "surprises" and new situations which came frequently in the beginning were now few and far between. This is not to imply that things had grown mundane; I continued to enjoy my encounters with rampant lust and desire. If anything, my expanding expertise and confidence added to the quality of my cocksucking experiences. 抛开谦虚不谈，我在口交方面已练就了相当高超的技巧，这无疑得益于反复练习和满腔热情。最初频繁出现的"惊喜"和新奇情境如今已寥寥无几。但这并不意味着一切变得乏味——我依然以澎湃的情欲享受着每次邂逅。若要说变化，日益精进的技巧与愈发从容的自信，反倒为我的口交体验增添了更多品质。
Still, I had become rather unshakable by the day in question. It was getting fairly late, close to midnight as I recall, and things were slowing down. I'd accepted perhaps a dozen tasty loads and was starting to anticipate the drive home, where, in the privacy of my own bed, I would fondly reflect on every last detail of the day as I slowly provided my own release.I was in my "usual" booth, the second from the left end with its two opposing GloryHoles, when the door to the end stall signaled the arrival of a new prospect. Things progressed as normal; the occupant locked his door, fed a number of coins into one of the projector mechanisms, opened his jeans, removed his cock, and proceeded to keep one eye on the movie and one on the hole in the partition, hoping to get an offer. I rubbed one finger along the bottom edge of the four-inch opening, and within seconds a slowly thickening organ emerged. It was, by all standards, a very average, though handsome member. Perhaps seven inches in length, it was cut and nicely proportioned, maybe a bit on the slender side. The head was dark and somewhat heart-shaped, tapering at the tip. 尽管如此，到那天为止，我已经变得相当坚定不移。我记得当时已经很晚了，接近午夜，一切都在慢下来。我已经接受了大约十几份美味的馈赠，开始期待着开车回家，在我自己床上的私密空间里，慢慢回味这一天的每一个细节，同时给自己带来释放。我在我“常去”的隔间里，从左数第二个，有两个相对的 GloryHoles，这时最边上的隔间门响了，预示着新的人选到来。事情如常进行；那人锁上门，往投影机里投了几枚硬币，拉开牛仔裤，掏出他的家伙，一边看电影一边盯着隔板上的洞，希望能得到邀请。我用一根手指沿着四英寸开口的底边摩擦，几秒钟内，一个慢慢变粗的器官出现了。按照所有标准，这是一个非常普通但英俊的成员。大约七英寸长，割过包皮，比例匀称，可能稍微偏细一点。头部颜色较深，有点心形，尖端逐渐变细。
I wasted no time in sucking the swelling tool into my hungry mouth. I just love the feeling of a cock growing hard in my mouth, the veins expanding against my lips and tongue. Within moments the hot organ had expanded to its full size, and I lovingly went about my task. Even with the intervening wall, it is almost always obvious whether your partner desires a hot, fast blowjob or would prefer something slower, more tantalizing and drawn out. And in this case, the latter was definitely in order, so I adjusted my pace accordingly, certain that I was enjoying the act as much as my anonymous partner. It was slightly surprising, then, when after about a minute of nursing, the object of my attention was gently, yet firmly withdrawn. Seconds later, the reason for the interruption was made clear, when a voice softly inquired through the opening if I "ever take it in the ass." 我迫不及待地将那肿胀的器具吞入饥渴的口中。我尤其钟爱阴茎在口中逐渐硬挺的感觉，那些血管在唇舌间鼓胀的触感。转眼间，那炽热的器官便完全勃起，我满怀爱意地开始了我的工作。即便隔着一堵墙，对方是想要一场激烈快速的口交，还是更倾向于缓慢、挑逗而持久的服务，几乎总能一目了然。而这一次，显然是后者更为合适，于是我相应地调整了节奏，确信自己与这位匿名的伴侣一样享受着这一过程。然而，大约一分钟后，当我正专注侍弄时，那物事却被温柔而坚定地抽离，这让我略感意外。片刻之后，隔间外传来轻声的询问，解释了这个中断的原因：“你试过后面吗？”
I must now plead ignorance. I had, of course, been much exposed to the act of anal intercourse, through the countless movies and magazines I'd seen in the previous months. And not too surprisingly, I had occasionally wondered what it would be like to get fucked. But I must admit that it simply had never occurred to me that the GloryHole might be used for that purpose. Now, however, the mechanics of the act computed quickly and I realized that it could work just fine. So, the question now was, did I want it? 现在我不得不承认自己的无知。当然，通过过去几个月看过的无数电影和杂志，我对肛交行为已经相当熟悉。毫不奇怪，我偶尔也会好奇被插入是什么感觉。但我必须承认，我从未想过"GloryHole"还能用于这个目的。不过此刻，这个行为的运作原理在我脑中迅速成形，我意识到这完全可行。那么问题来了：我想要吗？
As little as a month earlier, my answer would have been unequivocally, definitely No. But as I said, I had become quite confident in this place, and so I quickly made up my mind to just go ahead and try it. I explained to my partner in simple terms that I had never done this, but would be willing to give it a try. I honestly warned him that, while I was determined to do my best, I wasn't going to guarantee that I'd be able to see it through to the end. He understood, and also agreed to my insistance on thorough lubrication. I knew it could be had for a price in the store, and briefly wondered what Ray would think when this guy leaves the booth next to mine, buys a tube of K-Y, and returns to the stall. It turned out, however, that my partner was prepared, as he produced a brand new tube of lubricant for my approval. 就在一个月前，我的答案还会是斩钉截铁的"不"。但正如我所说，在这个地方我已变得相当自信，于是迅速下定决心放手一试。我简单向伴侣解释自己从未尝试过，但愿意体验。我坦率提醒他，虽然会竭尽全力，但不能保证能坚持到最后。他理解了我的顾虑，也同意我坚持充分润滑的要求。我知道店里付费就能买到润滑剂，还短暂想象过当这个男人离开我隔壁隔间，买回一管 K-Y 时雷会作何感想。不过事实证明我的伴侣早有准备——他掏出一管全新的润滑剂让我过目。
He may have been concerned that I would change my mind, because he wasted no time in applying a generous coating of jelly to his rampant organ. Wondering if I'd finally gotten in over my head, I stood and turned my back to the wall. Sliding my jeans down around my ankles, I decided that I would benefit from the extra height of the heels on my cowboy boots and left them on, hoping that my pants wouldn't pose a problem. Then, taking a deep breath, I bent at the waist and eased back against the wall until I felt the smooth outline of the hole frame my virgin orifice perfectly. 他可能担心我会改变主意，因为他毫不迟疑地给自己的勃起器官涂上了厚厚一层润滑剂。我站在原地，背靠墙壁，心想自己是否终究还是太过鲁莽。我褪下牛仔裤至脚踝处，考虑到牛仔靴的鞋跟能增加高度对我有利，便决定不脱靴子，只希望裤子不会碍事。随后，我深吸一口气，弯腰向后缓缓靠向墙壁，直到光滑的孔洞边缘完美地框住了我未经人事的私密之处。
I braced my arms against the opposite wall, finding the position to be actually quite comfortable. I was still nervous, though, and I flinched slightly when I felt warm fingers touch my sensitive hole. Slowly, and exceedingly gently, my partner applied generous amounts of lubricant to my ass, sliding his fingers along the crack, gradually increasing the pressure on my puckered anus until finally, I felt him push steadily at the hole with one well-lubed finger. 我双臂抵在对面的墙上，发现这个姿势其实相当舒适。尽管如此，我仍有些紧张，当温热的手指触碰到我敏感的穴口时，我微微瑟缩了一下。伴侣动作缓慢而极致轻柔，在我臀间涂抹了大量润滑剂，手指沿着臀缝滑动，逐渐加重对皱缩肛门的压力，直到最终，我感到他用一根充分润滑的手指稳稳地推入穴中。
I was pleasantly surprised at the minimal discomfort, when my virgin hole finally gave way and his finger entered my ass. Full was the only way to describe the sensation. The finger remained still within the hot confines of my rectum for maybe half a minute, before slowly easing in deeper. When I felt the knuckles press against my crack, the finger reversed, backing out and slowly moving in tiny circles. And as the tip of the finger reached my tight opening, back it went, faster now, until a regular pace was established, and the lube was worked in completely. 当我的雏菊终于屈服，他的手指侵入我的后庭时，那轻微的不适感令我惊喜。充盈是唯一能形容这种感觉的词。手指在我炽热的直肠内静止停留了约半分钟，随后缓缓深入。当指节抵住我的臀缝时，手指开始回抽，退出时轻柔地打着小圈。而当指尖触及我紧绷的入口时，它又再度推进，此刻速度加快，直至形成稳定的节奏，润滑被彻底揉入体内。
And then, suddenly, I was empty. Several seconds passed while I concentrated on relaxing, my legs shaking slightly in nervous anticipation, until a new sensation told me the moment had come. My partner placed the swollen tip of his cock tight against my waiting hole, and gradually, almost undiscernably, increased the pressure until finally I felt my orifice give way, and the smoldering cock slip in. There was an initial twinge of pain as the thick ridge around the head forced me wider, but my partner stopped until he felt me relax, and then continued on. 接着，突然间我体内一空。几秒钟里我专注地放松着，双腿因紧张期待而微微颤抖，直到新的触感宣告关键时刻来临。我的伴侣将他肿胀的龟头紧紧抵住我等待的穴口，逐渐地、几乎难以察觉地施加压力，最终我感到自己的幽径让步，那灼热的阳具滑了进来。当粗大的冠状沟迫使我扩张时，最初有一阵刺痛，但伴侣停下动作直到感知我放松下来，才继续推进。
The first entry is always the hardest, but with patience it can be endured. By the time I felt his coarse pubic hair against my inflamed ass, the discomfort was steadily abating, and an entirely different sensation began to grow. After a moment, the swollen organ began its retreat, sliding almost effortlessly in my well-lubed hole until only the head remained. Faster now, I was again impaled, the sensations now decidedly erotic. Steadily my anonymous friend increased the tempo, and with a start I realized that for the first time, I was being Fucked! 第一次总是最艰难的，但只要有耐心就能挺过去。当我感觉到他粗糙的阴毛蹭上我发烫的臀部时，不适感正逐渐消退，一种截然不同的感觉开始滋长。片刻之后，那肿胀的器官开始抽离，在我充分润滑的穴道里几乎毫不费力地滑动，直到只剩龟头留在体内。此刻节奏加快，我又一次被贯穿，快感已变得赤裸而鲜明。这位无名友人稳步加快抽插频率，我突然惊觉——这是人生中第一次，我正在被操！
Soon I found myself utterly lost in the act, so it was with some surprise that I opened my eyes and found I was being watched through the hole before me. Realizing he'd been "caught", the voyeur pulled away from the opening. I almost regretted losing my audience, until I saw that the GloryHole was once again occupied. The cock that issued from the hole was fully erect, precum oozing from the bulbous head. It was at least nine inches long, and thick, with prominent swollen veins along the full length of the throbbing shaft. 很快，我完全沉浸在这一行为中，以至于当我睁开眼睛，惊讶地发现有人正通过面前的洞口窥视我。意识到自己被"抓个正着"，那位偷窥者迅速从洞口退开。我几乎为失去观众感到遗憾，直到我看见 GloryHole 再次被占据。从洞中伸出的阴茎完全勃起，龟头渗出晶莹的前液。它至少有九英寸长，粗壮无比，跳动的茎身上布满凸起的肿胀血管。
By now, the cock behind me was fucking me hard and deep. My own member twitched and bounced between my sweaty thighs. The lust was all-consuming. Mindlessly, yet deliberately, I opened my mouth wide and dove for the rampant organ before me, impaling myself upon it as the cock behind me pistoned in and out. My tongue played frantically against the steely shaft as I made the cock mine, forcing my head down until the turgid flesh was buried in my throat. Then I picked up the rythm of the pumping organ in my ass, sucking as I worked my lips up and down the cock, lost in the lust of it all. 此刻，身后的阴茎正粗暴而深入地抽插着我。我自己的性器在汗湿的大腿间抽搐跳动。欲望吞噬了一切。我无意识地、却又刻意地张大嘴，迎向面前勃发的器官，在身后阴茎的活塞运动中将自己钉在其上。舌尖疯狂舔舐着坚硬的茎身，我让那根阴茎成为我的所有物，迫使头部下压直到肿胀的肉棒深埋喉咙。随后我配合着后穴抽插的节奏，双唇上下吞吐着阴茎，彻底沉溺于情欲的漩涡中。
I really don't have any idea how long it lasted, so caught up was I in the wanton desire of the moment. Finally, though, as if carefully orchestrated in advance, I felt both tools begin to swell as one, throbbing spastically, growing hotter still, the veins like molten steel. I was now fully participating in the fucking, slamming my hot ass back to meet his strokes, then diving forward to bury the luscious organ in my throat. My tongue lapped feverishly at the cock, which felt as if it would burst, I clenched the muscles of my ass, milking the fiery piston, willing it to cum. And then, with deliscious synchronization, both cocks erupted. Behind me, my partner buried his tool as deep as possible in my ass, the throbbing member pumping spurt after spurt of burning cum into me. And before me, another turgid cock jerked violently in my mouth as it spewed a fountain of wonderful cream into my mouth, down my throat. And finally, just as they had begun together, so they subsided together. I continued to clench my ass around the drained shaft within me, milking it of every drop, while my cum-coated tongue lapped easily at the last of the semen leaking from the softening cock in my mouth. Then it was through. 我真的不知道持续了多久，那一刻我完全沉浸在放纵的欲望中。然而最终，仿佛事先精心安排一般，我感到两根肉棒同时开始膨胀，痉挛般地跳动，变得更加灼热，血管如同熔化的钢铁。此刻我全身心投入这场交合，向后猛顶火热的臀部迎合他的抽插，又向前俯身将那可口的器官深深吞入喉咙。我的舌头狂热地舔舐着那根仿佛即将爆裂的阴茎，同时收紧臀肌挤压着那根火热的活塞，渴望它喷射而出。随后，在美妙的同步中，两根肉棒同时爆发了。身后的伴侣将他的利器深深埋入我的臀缝，跳动的阳具将一股股滚烫精液注入我体内；而面前另一根勃发的阴茎在我口中剧烈抽搐，喷涌出美妙浓浆灌满我的口腔，滑入喉咙。最终，正如它们同时开始那般，它们也同时平息下来。我继续用臀肌箍紧体内那根泄尽的肉棒榨取最后一滴，同时沾满精液的舌头从容地舔净口中逐渐软化阴茎渗出的残液。 然后它便穿了过去。
The GloryHole: Part 5 《窥视孔：第五部分》
This is the fifth part in my series of stories about my experiences with the GloryHole. In parts 1 through 4, I detailed my initiation to the joys of male-male sex beginning with my discovery in 1979 of an adult bookstore just outside Milwaukee, about a three hour drive from my home. At that time, video viewing booths were not yet common, so the "peep-show" booths at this particular store each contained two 8mm silent film projectors running short porn movies, about 10 minutes long, on a continuous loop, which were projected onto the white-painted surface of the booth's closed door. Many of the booths offered one "straight" film and one gay-male film. About half of the ten or twelve booths also featured gloryholes in one or both side-walls, and it was at these holes that I regularly knelt to worship. 这是我关于在窥视孔经历的故事系列的第五部分。在前四部分中，我详细描述了自己如何从 1979 年开始，在距离我家约三小时车程的密尔沃基郊外一家成人书店里，初次体验到男男性爱的欢愉。那时，视频观看亭尚未普及，这家店的“窥视秀”小隔间里各装有两台 8 毫米无声胶片放映机，循环播放时长约 10 分钟的短篇色情影片，投影在隔间关闭的白色门板上。许多隔间提供一部“异性恋”影片和一部男同影片。约半数（十到十二个）的隔间侧墙上还设有一个或两个窥视孔，而我就是定期跪在这些孔前顶礼膜拜。
PART 5: My fondest memories. 第五部分：我最珍贵的回忆。
Just as I am reasonably certain that almost every devoted cocksucker remembers fondly the biggest or most impressive organ around which he ever had the pleasure of wrapping his lips, I am positive that, if he was ever fortunate enough to be presented with a truly massive cock, the memory would be forever engraved upon both his mind and his tongue. 正如我相当确信，几乎每一位忠实的口交爱好者都会深情铭记他们曾有幸用双唇包裹过的最庞大或最令人印象深刻的阳具，我也敢肯定，若真有幸面对一根真正巨硕的阴茎，那段记忆必将永远铭刻在他的脑海与舌尖。
During the years when I frequented the bookstore's Gloryholes, I was fortunate enough to suck and lick hundreds of lusty tools, and among them were numerous cocks whose dimensions were sufficiently impressive to satisfy almost anyone, at least temporarily....I was, after all, a wantonly insatiable cocksucker, and take some pride in the fact. With time, it is unfortunate but true that the memories of all those throbbing shafts and dripping cockheads tend to run together, into a series of vaguely remembered blowjobs. Some, though, were highly unforgettable, and to this day I enjoy closing my eyes and reliving each detail as I stroke my hard cock to eruption. 在我频繁光顾书店"Gloryholes"的那些年里，我有幸吮舔过数百根充满欲望的肉棒，其中不乏尺寸惊人到足以暂时满足几乎任何人的巨物……毕竟，我曾是个贪得无厌的口交狂，并为此颇感自豪。遗憾的是，随着时间的推移，那些悸动的肉柱与滴露的龟头的记忆难免交织成模糊不清的系列口交片段。但有些经历却令人难以忘怀，至今我仍喜欢闭目重温每个细节，同时抚弄自己硬挺的阴茎直至喷发。
And then there was this one cock, a tool of extraordinary size and exquisite beauty, which stands in a class of its own now, in my mind, as though it were yesterday. 然后就是那根阴茎——一件尺寸非凡、精美绝伦的器具，如今在我脑海中独成一类，恍如昨日。
It was pretty much like every other Saturday night, in that I spent all of it either sitting in the booth watching the movies run, or on my knees servicing some anonymous "organ donor" at the hole. Due to the intensity of the encounter I am about to describe, the rest of the evening is memorable only by association, and so I can state with certainty that, by 11
P.M., or shortly thereafter, I had been the grateful recipient of 5 healthy loads of simmering semen; barely enough to whet my appetite. It had been a busy, tiring week, and I hadn't managed to jerk myself off in several days; I routinely enjoyed this release in my bed at night, frequently dosing off with my cum-coated hand laid against my lips, but the week was so strenuous that I could barely stay awake long enough to get undressed, and thus I found myself in my usual booth that Saturday, with a greater than normal lust throbbing in my jeans and in my brain. The lack of partners to satisfy only increased the need. 这跟其他任何一个周六晚上都差不多，我整晚要么坐在放映间里盯着电影胶片转动，要么跪在"捐献口"前为某个匿名"器官捐赠者"服务。由于接下来要描述的遭遇太过激烈，当晚其他细节只能通过联想回忆起来。因此我可以肯定地说，到晚上 11 点或稍晚些时候，我已经满怀感激地接收了 5 发滚烫的健康精液——这点分量刚够吊起我的胃口。这是忙碌疲惫的一周，我已经好几天没顾上自慰了；通常我喜欢夜里在床上释放，常常带着沾满精液的手贴着嘴唇昏睡过去，但这周实在累得连脱衣服的清醒时间都没有。于是那个周六，我照例来到放映间，牛仔裤和大脑里涌动的欲望比往常更强烈。找不到伴侣来满足，只会让这种需求愈发强烈。I was just beginning to write the evening off as a bust, when the squeaking hinges on the door to the adjoining booth announced the arrival of a new prospect. Waiting the usual 30 seconds, to allow my neighbor time to feed the coin mechanism and, hopefully, open his pants, I dropped to my knees and peered through the opening in the plywood partition, just in time to watch the occupant lower his zipper over a tremendous bulge, and slowly haul out the biggest, most mouth-watering cock I'd ever seen or dreamed of. The monster was flaccid, and sported a generous foreskin which fully covered the head. In the dim glow of the clattering projector I could see that the heavily veined shaft was quite dark of color; not exactly tan, but more of a deep mocha color with a purplish tint. So awestruck was I at first, that it was several long moments before I thought to measure the tool with my eyes, which had become something of an automatic routine for me as I assessed the equipment I would be working with. This cock would obviously set a new standard, and after a moment's evaluation I concluded that the organ in the next booth was at least 14 inches in length...soft. It was a well-proportioned tool, as well, and I speculated that the shaft might swell to almost 3 inches in diameter when fully erect....Which gave way to the possibility that such a cock may not be capable of achieving the steely hardness which I much prefer. I had witnessed, intimately, a number of occasions when larger organs failed to become as fully-engorged as their smaller brethren, and even though they were nonetheless capable of cumming under my manipulations, I found the semi-soft cocks somewhat lacking to my personal taste. Still, I quickly decided, any opportunity at all to service the massive weapon before me could not fail to be satisfying. 我正打算放弃这个夜晚的消遣，认为今晚注定无果而终时，隔壁隔间门铰链的吱呀声宣告了新猎物的到来。按照惯例，我等待了 30 秒，好让邻座有时间投币——但愿他还能解开裤链。我跪下来，透过胶合板隔墙上的小孔窥视，正好目睹那位客人拉下拉链，露出一个巨大的隆起物，然后缓缓掏出我所见过、甚至梦见过的最令人垂涎的巨物。那根巨物尚未勃起，包皮丰厚，完全包裹着龟头。在咔嗒作响的投影仪昏暗光线下，我能看到布满青筋的茎体颜色颇深；并非棕褐色，而更像是带点紫调的深摩卡色。初见时我震撼得呆住了，过了好一会儿才想起要用目光丈量这件工具——评估即将服务的"装备"时，这已成为我的下意识动作。 这根肉棒显然将树立新的标准，经过片刻评估，我断定隔壁隔间里的那根家伙至少有 14 英寸长...还是疲软状态。它比例匀称，我推测完全勃起时茎身直径可能膨胀到近 3 英寸...这让我想到，如此巨物或许无法达到我钟爱的那种钢铁般硬度。我曾亲密见证过多次大型性器未能像较小同类那样充分充血的情况，尽管它们仍能在我的抚弄下射精，但半软不硬的肉棒总让我觉得欠缺些个人偏好的风味。不过，我迅速做出决定——眼前这柄巨型武器，任何服侍它的机会都注定令人满足。
As I continued to devour the cock with my eyes, the organ's owner began to slowly stroke it with one hand, gently working up and down the shaft, alternating sliding it within his grasp and squeezing the hot flesh. A surprisingly sparse nest of black, finely textured hair surrounded the base and first inch of the thick shaft, as well as the low-slung, heavily-laden scrotum hanging below. In proportion to the cock itself, the twin orbs within the loose skin of the sac were the largest I had ever seen, and even though I knew that the size of the balls doesn't reflect the size of the simmering load, I was nevertheless anticipating a hearty mouthful from those succulent nuts....that is, of course, in the event that they were offered to me, which they as yet had not. And THAT possibility was to horrendous to consider, so I moved closer to the hole in the hope that my gesture would initiate a response. 当我继续用双眼贪婪地凝视那根阳具时，它的主人开始用一只手缓缓套弄，沿着粗壮的茎身上下轻柔滑动，时而松开握持，时而紧捏那滚烫的肉体。浓密乌黑、质地细软的阴毛出人意料地稀疏分布在粗壮茎身的根部与首寸处，连同下方低垂饱满的阴囊。与那根巨物本身的比例相称，松弛囊袋中那对睾丸是我见过最硕大的——尽管我知道睾丸尺寸并不代表其中沸腾精液的份量，我仍期待着从那对饱满的肉球中获取满口琼浆...当然，前提是它们愿意赏赐给我，而此刻尚未有此迹象。光是想到可能被拒绝就令我恐惧不已，于是我向洞口更靠近些，期盼这个动作能换来回应。
For a moment or two, I thought that my worst fears would come true, as the occupant next door continued to manipulate his still-flaccid organ, seemingly ignoring my now-obvious presence. My heart actually fluttered within my chest then, when the body began to turn my way, and the tip of the cock grew closer, slowly, almost as if my anonymous friend was teasing me, deliberately torturing me with lustful desire for the magnificent flesh which he controlled. But as agonizing as it was, I was now quite sure that my silent offer had been accepted, and the act would be consummated in due time. Hoping to spur him on with a show of devotion and submission, I reluctantly took my eye from the portal and pressed my wide-open mouth against the edges of the gloryhole, easing my tongue forward and down over my teeth. I was now, essentially, blindfolded. I could no longer see the object of my desire. All I could do was wait, the seconds like hours, for the anticipated touch of his foreskin on my lips or tongue. Until that moment, I honestly hadn't considered my ability to deal with such an immense cock, but as I waited, shaking and sweating on my knees, a wave of panic washed over me as I realized that, if my desires were fulfilled, my previously undoubted skills as a cocksucker would be pushed to the limit. 有那么一两刻，我以为自己最恐惧的事即将成真——隔壁的男人仍在摆弄他那尚未勃起的器官，仿佛对我此刻明显的存在视若无睹。当那具身躯开始转向我，当龟头缓缓逼近时，我的心跳竟在胸腔里剧烈震颤，仿佛这位匿名的朋友正刻意挑逗我，用他掌控的雄伟肉欲折磨着我的渴望。尽管这过程令人煎熬，但我已确信自己无声的邀约被接受了，这场交合终将完成。为表臣服与虔诚以催促他行动，我不舍地将视线从墙洞移开，将大张的嘴抵在"gloryhole"边缘，让舌头顺着齿列向前下方探出。此刻的我如同被蒙住双眼，再也看不见渴望的对象，只能任由秒针如时针般缓慢爬行，等待着那包皮触碰到我嘴唇或舌头的预期触感。 直到那一刻，我从未认真思考过自己能否应付如此巨大的阳具。但当我跪在原地颤抖冒汗时，一阵恐慌席卷而来——我猛然意识到，若欲望成真，自己那引以为傲的口交技艺将面临前所未有的极限挑战。
Then, while my mind raced through the simple mechanics of satisfying this formidable tool, a jolt of electricity coursed through me as the hot, velvety folds of the foreskin met my tongue. I was extended as far as my hungry lips and tongue could reach, so all I could do for the moment was savor the sensations as the cock was fed into my mouth. The moment was excrutiatingly sensual, and exquisitely maddening. It seemed almost as if time stood still, but just as I was beginning to wonder if I was dreaming the entire encounter, the silky skin began to slide further into my waiting orifice, and abruptly the thickness of the still-sheathed cockhead pushed at my lips. After almost a year of devoted sucking in the booths, I had grown very familiar with the feeling of a cock in my mouth, though not the least weary of it. This, though, was entirely different, and I was slightly startled by the newness of the sensations, which were intensified by my inability to see what was happening. The head of the organ was not as yet completely within my mouth, but my lips were already being stretched wide, and my quivering tongue was pressed against my teeth. I slid my tongue back into my mouth, caressing the salty flesh as I did so. This afforded me a bit more room to accomodate the cock, as well as the chance to explore the foreskin within my mouth. It was time for me to be more aggressive in my efforts, and summoning my much-practiced skills, I began to flick the tip of my tongue lightly about the flesh within my hot mouth, slipping it into the folds of foreskin, seeking the tip of the plump head within. Immediately I tasted the salty precum which was oozing from the hole at the tip, which I quickly found with the tip of my serpantine tongue, lapping quickly at steady stream of delicious fluid. Deftly, I poked at the gaping hole, which was as oversized as the rest of the monster organ, and found that I could actually penetrate the dripping orifice a little. Loving the novelty of the act, I slipped the last half-inch of my pointed tongue in and out of the hole, fucking the cockhead with my motions. At the same time, I gradually began to lean back, away from the wall, and was pleased to find that the cock was staying with me. I opened my eyes to watch the huge shaft, now visibly thickening, as it came through the hole. I had always found the sight thrilling, but this was beyond anything I ever experienced. The turgid flesh, while nowhere near fully engorged, was even thicker than I had thought it would be, almost filling the well-worn hole in the wall. Fat veins covered the dark shaft like vines, and I wasted no time in grasping the swelling flesh in first one, then both of my trembling hands. It seemed as though the shaft would never stop coming through the gloryhole, but when I finally saw the black pubic hair curled around the base of the shaft, I was just a bit disappointed to see that there was no way for those huge, lovely balls to fit through. My disappoinment was short-lived, though, as the throbbing hose in my hands demanded my attention. 接着，当我的思绪飞速掠过满足这雄伟器具的简单技巧时，那滚烫如天鹅绒般的包皮褶皱触碰到我舌头的瞬间，一股电流般的快感窜遍全身。我竭力伸长饥渴的唇舌，此刻只能任由那根肉棒喂入我口中，沉醉于这销魂蚀骨的感受。这一刻充满近乎痛苦的感官刺激，美妙得令人发狂。时间仿佛凝固了，就在我怀疑这场邂逅是否梦境时，那丝绸般的肌肤突然更深地滑入我等待的唇间——未褪包皮的龟头粗粝地抵住我的嘴唇。经过近一年隔间里的虔诚侍奉，我对口中阴茎的触感已无比熟悉却永不厌倦。但此刻体验却截然不同，视线受阻更放大了这种陌生快感，让我微微惊惶。那巨物顶端尚未完全没入，我的嘴唇已被撑得发疼，颤抖的舌头紧贴着牙齿。 我将舌头收回口中，一边轻舔着咸涩的皮肉。这样不仅为巨根腾出了更多容纳空间，也让我有机会用口腔探索包皮的褶皱。是时候采取更主动的攻势了——我调动多年练就的技艺，开始在灼热口腔内灵巧地挑逗那团软肉，舌尖游走于包皮皱褶间，探寻着龟头饱满的顶端。当蛇信般的舌尖刚触到马眼渗出的咸腥先走液，我便立即捕捉到这股美味汁液的源头，开始快速舔舐持续涌出的蜜露。我娴熟地戳刺着那个与巨根尺寸相称的豁开小孔，惊喜地发现自己的舌尖竟能浅浅插入滴水的甬道。沉醉于这种新奇体验，我将锥形舌尖最后半英寸反复抽插那个小孔，用动作操弄着龟头。与此同时，我缓缓将身体后仰远离墙壁，欣喜地发现那根肉棒正随着我的动作向外延伸。睁眼望去，只见粗壮的茎身正从墙洞中逐渐抽出，肉眼可见地变得更加膨大。 我一直觉得这景象令人兴奋，但这次却超出了我以往的所有体验。那肿胀的肉体虽远未完全勃起，却比我预想的还要粗壮，几乎填满了墙上那个磨损的洞口。深色茎身上布满如藤蔓般的粗壮血管，我迫不及待地用颤抖的双手——先是单手，而后双手并用——握住了那鼓胀的肉体。那根阳物仿佛会永远从淫洞中延伸出来，可当我最终看到茎底卷曲的黑色阴毛时，却略带失望地意识到那对饱满可爱的睾丸绝无可能穿过墙洞。不过这份失落转瞬即逝，因为掌中跳动的肉棒正迫切渴求着我的关注。
Slowly, I eased back, sucking at the cock as I pulled my mouth away. My hands began to stroke the shaft in earnest, with a sensual rythm and light, coaxing squeezes. I could finally relax my jaw for a few moments, and I took the opportunity to examine the object of my attentions up close. With trembling fingers, I gently slipped the foreskin back, revealing the tremendous head of the cock at last. It was even darker than the shaft, and pleasantly tapered. The ridge about the base was wide and pronounced. The tip oozed clear precum, a lengthy string of the fluid stretching from the hole to my lower lip. The whole of it continued to swell, more slowly than any other I'd fed upon, but the swelling showed no signs of slowing, either. I watched, delerious now with lust, as the shaft began to develop a slight upward curve, and the veins became even more pronounced beneath the tightening skin. I went back to work with my lips and tongue, bathing the glistening head with a mixture of saliva and precum, nipping delicately at the sensitive ridge, sucking at the underside of the shaft. I tried once more to fit the monster into my mouth, and with a concentrated effort, managed to work the entire head into my starving orifice. The turgid tool was now fully erect, as hard as any cock can be. The veins pulsed within my caressing hands, and the entire organ began to throb steadily. I increased the speed of my hands, stroking in unison along the heavy organ, my fingers not even close to meeting around the pulsating shaft. My anonymous partner was visibly squirming against the wall, trying to pump his excited tool toward me, but his efforts were in vain. The finale was mine to orchestrate, and I was confident that neither of us would be disappointed. 慢慢地，我向后仰去，一边将嘴抽离一边吮吸着那根阴茎。双手开始认真地抚弄柱身，带着撩人的节奏和轻柔的、诱哄般的挤压。我终于能让下颌稍作休息，趁机近距离端详眼前这个吸引我全部注意力的物件。颤抖的手指轻轻将包皮褪下，硕大的龟头终于完全显露。它比柱身的颜色更深，呈现出赏心悦目的锥形。冠状沟宽厚分明，顶端渗出的透明先走液拉成长丝，从马眼连到我的下唇。整根阳物仍在持续胀大——比我品尝过的任何一根都来得缓慢，但这份膨胀丝毫没有减弱的迹象。我痴迷地凝视着，看着柱身逐渐形成微微上翘的弧度，紧绷皮肤下的血管脉络愈发清晰。我再度用唇舌侍奉起来，用唾液与先走液的混合物浸润发亮的龟头，轻啮敏感的冠状带，吮吸柱身下方的棱线。 我再次尝试将那巨物含入口中，经过一番努力，终于将整个头部塞进了我饥渴的嘴里。那肿胀的肉棒此刻完全勃起，坚硬得无以复加。青筋在我抚弄的手中跳动，整根阳具开始有规律地抽动。我加快了手上的速度，双手同步套弄着这根沉甸甸的肉棒，手指甚至无法在跳动的茎身上合拢。匿名的伴侣在墙上明显地扭动着身体，试图将兴奋的肉棒朝我推送，但他的努力都是徒劳。高潮的节奏由我掌控，我有信心我们都不会失望。
The tempo of the act was almost frenzied now. My hands pumped feverishly at the throbbing cock, and I sucked hard at the oozing cockhead within my anxious mouth. My stroking hand repeatedly pushed the remainig slack of his foreskin against my lips, and my tongue found room to flick against the sensitive underside of the head. The body attached to the monstrous organ was bucking now, against the plywood wall, and the shaft began to swell even further, impossible as it seemed. The rythmic throbbing became spastic, and the rampant cock started jerking hard. My hands were a blur as they coaxed, no, demanded that the beast give up its load. Sweat dripped from my face. I was one with the organ. 此刻的动作节奏近乎疯狂。我的双手狂热地上下撸动着那根勃起的阴茎，饥渴的嘴唇用力吮吸着渗出液体的龟头。抽送的手不断将包皮剩余的褶皱推挤到唇边，舌尖得以探入冠状沟下方敏感地带来回挑弄。连接着这庞然巨物的身躯开始抵着胶合板墙剧烈起伏，粗壮的茎身竟不可思议地进一步膨胀。规律的脉动转为痉挛般的抽搐，怒张的阳具开始剧烈跳动。我的双手快得模糊不清，它们不再诱导而是命令这头野兽交出精液。汗珠从我的脸颊滚落。我与这根器官已浑然一体。
I was sucking as hard as I ever had when the turgid cockhead swelled within my mouth. The delicious, silky skin was stretched to the point of bursting, and the engorged shaft swelled, then jerked violently within my grasp, signaling that we had passed the point of no return. It was time, the beginning of the end. The eruption began with one long, drawn-out throb throughout the entire cock, and a tiny initial spurt of watery semen. A moment's pause followed, and then the flow began in earnest. The organ pulsated, hard, long, steady beats as the simmering cum was pumped up the shaft, and it was only after the third pulse that the wonderful fluid reached the tip, and shot into my waiting mouth. The cum was hot, and as thick as can be. The spurting cock shot the tasty nectar against my tongue and teeth, and deep into my mouth. The throbbing continued, and the quantity was incredible, quickly filling my over-stuffed mouth. I swallowed my prize once, then twice, and finally one more, before the flow began to subside. And as the throbbing shaft grew weary within my loving hands, I took my cum-soaked mouth from the statiated organ and lapped gently at the tip while the last few half-hearted spurts coated my tongue. And when it was through, the depleted cock slowly withdrew, and only then did I close my eyes and slowly swallow the last of my creamy, well-earned prize. 当我竭尽全力吮吸时，那根勃起的龟头在我口中愈发肿胀。美味丝滑的表皮紧绷到几欲爆裂，充血的茎身在我掌中剧烈颤动，宣告我们已越过临界点。终结的序幕就此拉开——整根阳具开始绵长而剧烈的搏动，先是一小股稀薄精液试探性地涌出。短暂的停顿后，真正的激流开始了。滚烫的精液随着器官强劲、持久而规律的脉动被泵送上来，直到第三次搏动时，那美妙的浆液才抵达顶端，喷射进我早已等候多时的口腔。精液滚烫浓稠，喷涌的阴茎将甘美的琼浆射向我的舌齿，直抵喉间。持续的抽送带来惊人的量，迅速填满我已不堪重负的口腔。我吞咽了第一次，第二次，最终在激流渐歇前又咽下了第三次。 当那根悸动的肉棒在我充满爱意的手中逐渐疲软，我将沾满精液的嘴从那根饱足的器官上移开，轻轻舔舐着顶端，最后几股无力的喷射覆盖了我的舌头。当一切结束，那根耗尽的阳具缓缓抽离，直到那时我才闭上眼睛，慢慢咽下最后一口我应得的、奶油般的奖赏。
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I hope you have enjoyed reading about my adventures. Watch for Part 6, cumming soon. 希望你喜欢阅读我的冒险故事。敬请期待第六部分，即将发布。