I swallow

This is the true autobiography of a man who is committed to swallowing as much sperm from black men that he can get. Standard disclaimers apply.

My curiosity of dicks began as a young teen and turned into an interest, then a desire, and is now a necessity. I am a good looking blonde man with no trouble of getting women's attention. My desire has only been in men and I've never been interested or been with a woman. From the first time I answered the curiosity about men's dick and put my lips around one, I knew that I was meant and destined to suck cock. I extremely loved having dick in my mouth and appropriately, my first was very big. In fact, the first cock I got to suck was a trophy and led me right where I belonged. I went crazy with lust as I devoured that tasty dick. I was 18 then, and started my quest to find more cock to blow.

I lived in Michigan and managed to suck 5 or 6 dicks before I left home and moved to Florida. Down here, I immediately searched and went to the adult book stores. To my joy, I discovered the peep shows down here had gloryholes. My discovery of the holes was the greatest gift I could ever get.

I found work and proceeded to spend as much time possible at the peep shows to get cock in my mouth. Being an attractive young blonde, men were very willing to offer dick for my mouth. I gave head to 3 or 4 guys before I was treated to my first black dick. I always wondered about black men and often saw very tempting black cock in public toilets.

I was in a peep booth of a store and it was unusually bright. Unlike most booths, this one was lit like a normal room. I was the only one in the booths as I waited for a prospect to wander in. not waiting long, I heard the door of the booth next to me. I looked through the hole and saw a black mans' hand. I instantly got excited and as soon as he dropped tokens, I gestured my finger in the hole. He noticed my invite and rubbed his crotch once. I repeated my finger motion and he rubbed his crotch again with more deliberation. I was so anxious I began to feel a little frustrated but I signaled again. He began to unbuckle and unzip. I was getting very excited then. I gestured again, and he pointed his crotch towards the hole and rubbed his underwear. This guy was either reluctant or teasing me. I persisted my invitation and he finally made the move. He stepped to the hole and pulled his tool out and I slowly began to see the first black dick I would get to taste. He slid his limp dick through and I helped pull as it was being offered. After he finally got the whole cock in the hole, I looked to size up the ebony pole. His dick was limp and not as big as I'd hoped, but larger than most I'd sampled. I put the soft cock in my mouth and sucked his flesh through my lips. I gave my best efforts and his dick began to grow and harden right away. Before I knew it, he was so big that I could only get a third in my eager mouth. His cock grew to a hefty 8 solid inches and I was delirious. What I thought was going to be an average cock had turned into exactly what I was hoping for. I sucked his wonderful dick with deep passion. My thoughts were to do everything I could to please him and make him feel how grateful he had made me. I lavished his big dick like I was madly in love with it, which I was. After sucking 8 or 9 white cocks, I knew I had found my life purpose. I was a good looking 18 year old white boy learning the joy of black cock. I sucked as much of his long shaft into my mouth as I could get. I wanted every delicious millimeter of his wonderful dick in my cocksucking mouth. I was giving my all to please that generous stud. He had treated me to my best hardon yet and I wanted him to know that I wanted it with all my heart. As I was worshipping my lovely cock, he surprised me and pulled away. He bent down and asked if he could come to my booth. I said yes faster than a speeding bullet. I unlocked my door and sat back down. He promptly came in and I went right after his belt. He helped me retrieve his dick and I quickly resumed my loyal service of his black delight. He watched his young servant slurp in the well lit sucking booth. He made comments about how young and cute I was. He said I am even cuter with his long hard cock in my hungry mouth. I moaned as I agreed with him. He told me to suck and enjoy his black cock. He asked how many black dicks a young guy like me gotten to suck. I stopped and looked him in the eye and told him his is my first. I went back to sucking and he said wow and I am good at sucking his cock. He asked me if I liked it. I pulled off again and told him I loved it. I added that I'd wanted to try it for a long time and it was incredible. I went back to sucking and he continued his praise and commenting. He said that he was glad that I loved it and I look great with a big black cock in my mouth. He ran his fingers through my blonde hair and cooed as he fed his dick to me. I blew him for 20 minutes occasionally resting my jaw and gazing at his beautiful pole. His moaning intensified and he asked me if he could cum in my mouth. To that point in my life, no guy had ever shot in my mouth and I thought as I sucked. I considered the meaning of his question and realized that I overwhelmingly loved his cock. My intense pleasure combined with the fact that I was grateful he had let me suck him made my decision. I pulled off and looked up at him and with sincere passion in my eyes and heart and I said yes. He smiled big at me and said, "oh yeah baby, you're gonna love my load. It's been over a week since I came and I've got a nice load for you. Suck my big dick and get that big load from me." I resumed sucking as I was thinking about what I had just committed to. With a little reluctance, I kept up my mouth action and I gradually concluded that why not, I really was thankful to him and if he wanted to unload in my mouth, he deserved that from me. I figured that it couldn't be that terrible and went on with my blowjob. I figured I owed him that much.

In a short time, he showed the signs of approaching orgasm and his moaning was continuous as he caressed my head with both hands. I knew what was coming and I actually began to get more excited about it. I was already obligated, and my curiosity grew. With anticipation, I renewed my efforts to please him. I slowly and lovingly gave long wet strokes with my lips glued to his dark cock. He responded and his hands gripped my head firmer as he said, "oh yes baby here it comes. I'm gonna shoot. Oh baby, I'm gonna cum in your mouth." The more I heard his words, the more I liked what was happening. I moaned to show him my acceptance and used my hand to jack him as I held an inch or two steadily in my mouth. He started to quake and gripped harder as he forced out, "oh yeah baby take my cum. Eat my load." I felt the first dollop hit my tongue. He was gripping my head very hard and he jerked as the second spurt came. The second shot was like a bullet hitting the roof of my mouth and ricocheting onto the back of my tongue. I had no time to survey his sperm as another massive shot came from his delightful dick. One after the other, he shot 7 or 8 heavy bolts of cum on my tongue. After the dense shots decreased, he continued to ooze lots of slower offerings of nut juice. His ejaculate lasted about 30 full seconds until he completed his wish to pump my mouth with his sperm. He pulled his sensitive cum shooter away and my mouth was now able to evaluate my experience. I absorbed the flavor of his thick cum. As I recognized the taste, I increasingly liked it. I swished his load around my mouth and my tongue became saturated with texture and flavor of my first cum load. The cream was thick and yet smooth. I had always been a big salt eater and his salty cum was quite tasty. I noticed a chlorine flavor but it didn't bother me. I swirled the sperm vigorously while studying its' taste. Instead of being offended or disgusted, I enjoyed every facet of it. The thickness was lessening as I forced the cum back and forth between my teeth. I had thousands or millions of the black guy's tiny sperm cells swimming all around my mouth. I was evaluating the event and was realizing that I loved it. I had studied the cum for a minute or so and I very willingly began swallowing. I wanted his big load of cum in my belly. I was nearly stunned at how incredible I felt while I relished eating his man chowder. I had all the creamy nectar oozing down my throat and I slid my tongue over the surface of my teeth. I got residue on my tastebuds as I sought for more taste of sperm. My eyes were closed as I was lost in my discovery. I was elated at my decision to receive his cum and delighted about the entire event. I looked up at him as he was ready to leave the booth. I smiled and told him thanks. He told me, "sure man, my pleasure. Looked like you enjoyed my cum." I told him, "it was fantastic. I loved it." He promptly left and I did to.

As I was driving home and reliving the experience, I enjoyed the thought more and more. I had found how great it was to suck a hung black guy, and more importantly, I found his sperm delicious. I knew I had elevated from just being a cocksucker. From that day forward, I also wanted to taste and swallow cumloads.

The very next day I went into my cock lusting routine and got to taste my second cumload. The guy was white and although I loved the sperm, I realized I felt less satisfied. I began to figure out that I wanted black cock. When I cruised the following day, I ignored the white guy's and waited in my booth until a black man took the booth next to me. He put his nice dick in the hole and I had a 8 inch black dick again. This guy's cock was uncut and intensified my desire for it. I sucked him with my loving affection and in 15 minutes or so, he shot his load. I was anxious to compare my second black man's cum. I was not disappointed. I was overjoyed again as I dined on his cum. Like I was in another world, I savored the taste and my mind was confirming what I wanted from then on. As I took in the flavor of the second black man sperm, I was aware that I would crave it now. I deliberately took notice of my actions as I tasted and swallowed his cum. I rejoiced in knowing I was getting more sperm from a black dick in my stomach. I then knew that I would seek black men's cum only.

Perhaps my hunger for having a black man's cum in my stomach is partially mental. Most people see my actions as taboo and like most humans, that inspires my rebellious side. I know that my affection of eating ebony sperm is vastly due to the taste. I absolutely love tasting and feeling their cum on my tongue. I love the taste of white men's cum also, but I think that's where the mental portion comes in. I'm much more satisfied being fed cum from a black cock. I am very much a starved cumpig, but prefer to dine on sperm from black nuts.

Since I realized I was focused on black men, I patiently waited for them as I cruised every day. Being a good-looking blonde white boy, I quickly picked up black guys. I mostly found them in gay hangouts, gay bars, and bookstores. I even got a guy while standing in line at a Best Buy. It was Christmas time in 2001. He saw me checking out his crotch and he started flaunting his bulge to my attention. Realizing I was connecting with this black man, I obviously displayed my interest in his bulging crotch. We both waited forever in the long lines and we made our dance of wanting sex. He got through his line before me and when I was finished, I quickly went to find him in the parking lot. Luckily I caught up with him and as we started small talk, I boldly said I wanted to suck his dick. He casually asked where and I had no ideas. After a moment, he said the bathroom is cool. I agreed and we went back inside. Surprisingly the bathroom was empty and we went into a stall. I impatiently worked out his dick and engulfed it with my cocksucking mouth. By then, I'd become an excellent cocksucker and I used all my talent. I feared our being busted and worked as fast I could on his bone. I gave him head for 4 or 5 minutes and paused to tell him that I wanted him to shoot in my mouth. I added that we needed to hurry before anyone comes in. He said sure as I resumed sucking his dick. Most guy's don't take cum anymore and I think he was surprised that I wanted his. As I worked his cock, he was involved and telling me things like oh yeah keep goin, yeah that's it, suck my dick. We worked him to climax in short time and he pumped his ebony sperm in my mouth. I swallowed while he was feeding me. I was so rushed, I just needed to get his cum in my belly as fast as possible. Nobody came in the whole time I was doing him.

A black stud I hooked up with at the main cruising spot here in town, was working a third shift as a house sitter of a convalescent home. He took me to the home and all the residents were sleeping upstairs. He had left them alone while he went cruising. I didn't care though, all I wanted was to suck a new black dick. We quietly went into the living room and I turned into my slut mode. I was rewarded with a giant 10 inch tool. I sucked his big dick for at least an hour by the light of a muted television. He thought he heard a noise and got up to investigate. When he came back in the room, I couldn't believe my eyes. His dick was hanging nearly to his kneecaps. He stated that he needed to cum and needed a towel. I promptly offered that he could cum in my mouth. He was a little astonished and said, "you sure?" I replied, "yeah it's ok, no problem." We got back into position and I sucked for his sperm. When he got close, he stopped me and got up to turn on a light. I was kneeling and he was jacking and he put his dick to my face. He said he wanted to watch his cum shoot into my mouth. I understood and opened wide and extended my tongue. He said, "oh yeah, just like that" as he pumped his dick. He worked up his load and put his dick close to his sperm target. I anxiously waited to feast on his cum. He started shooting his backed up load right where it belonged. I felt my tongue being densely coated with many lengthy volleys of his ebony baby juice. His shots had a rope type form and nicely covered the length of my tongue as they landed. He pumped a giant load and my tongue was nicely covered with stripes of scrumptious sperm. He finished and watched me explore the wonder of his creamy load. I did my usual enjoyment and savor methods while he commented. He said, "yeah white boy, eat my black cum. Taste that big sperm serving. Show me how you love eatin my black cum." I dutifully did as he ordered. It was my pleasure and honor to be a sperm receptacle for his huge load. I expressed my utter delight and swallowed his tasty treat. He gave me his phone number and I ended up sucking his cumloads every weekend for over a year. A couple times he had a friend over and I drank both their cumloads for the weekend. On one of the weekends, they both worked their orgasm at the same time and I got both in my mouth at the same time. That was the best ever. I had 2 hefty loads of black cum to eat at the same time. I miss him feeding me.

I have spent over 5 hours at bookstores taking load after load. The most loads I've eaten in one of those days was 7. I got lucky and had a steady flow of dicks to suck. I would gladly swallow twice that many if I could get it. I absolutely love cum on my tongue, sliding down my throat, and filling my stomach.

I have made it my life's mission to feed my need of ebony sperm. I cherish having black men's sperm cells swimming in my belly. I cruise bookstores and gay bars to suck cocks and swallow cum in my leisure time. I estimate I have been drinking cum 3 to 4 times a week over the last 15 years. My thirst has never diminished and is as strong as ever. In fact I'm now probably more appreciative and grateful when I have sperm in my stomach. My maturity has evolved to my respect and worship of the unique liquid. Only one place in the world has man's sperm and it's sacred to me. A man's balls hold the tasty precious liquid I've grown to adore. I am very proud of my position as a gay cum eater and will be who I am until I die. I might have a fetish for sperm, but I need it and can savor it nonstop. I am honored to have black men shoot their sperm in my mouth and will always be this way. I take all regardless of age or looks. I was born for this and I want as much sperm from ebony nuts that I can swallow.

我吞精——基佬跨种族

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这是一个男人的真实自传，他铁了心要吞下他能搞到手的尽可能多的黑人精液。标准免责声明适用。

我对鸡巴的好奇心从刚进入青春期那阵子就开始了，后来变成了一股兴趣，接着成了一种渴念，如今已经成了一件非干不可的事。我是个长得挺帅的金发男人，勾搭女人半点不难。可我这股子欲念，从来就只在男人身上，对女人我从没起过兴趣，也从来没跟女人好过。打我头一回为了解解自己对男人鸡巴那股子好奇、把嘴唇裹上一根鸡巴的那一刻起，我就知道，我生来就是该嘬屌的命，也注定要干这个。我简直爱死了嘴里含着鸡巴的滋味，而且巧的是，我头一根尝到的，就特别大。说实话，我嘬到的头一根鸡巴，简直就是个战利品，一下子就给我指了条该走的路。我吞吃那根美味鸡巴的时候，整个人被淫欲冲得发了疯。那会儿我十八岁，打那起，我就开始四处搜寻更多的鸡巴来嘬。

我那会儿住在密歇根，离家搬到佛罗里达之前，大概嘬了五六根鸡巴。到了这边，我立马就到处找成人书店逛。叫我高兴坏了的是，我发现这儿的窥秀小隔间里都有寻欢洞。发现这些洞，我这辈子再没收到过更称心的礼物了。

我找着了活儿干，跟着就一门心思花尽可能多的时间泡在窥秀场里，好把鸡巴嘬进嘴里。因为我是个招人的年轻金发小子，男人都很乐意把家伙亮给我这张嘴。在我有幸尝到头一根黑鸡巴之前，我已经给三四个男人嘬过了。我对黑人一直挺好奇，也常在公共厕所里瞄见馋死人的黑鸡巴。

那天我在一家店的小隔间里，那间屋亮得不比寻常。跟大多数隔间不一样，这间灯火通明，跟普通房间似的。隔间里就我一个人，等着看有没有猎物溜达进来。没等多久，我就听见隔壁隔间的门响了。我隔着洞望过去，瞧见一只黑人男人的手。我一秒就兴奋起来，等他把币一投进去，我赶紧把手指伸进洞里打手势。他注意到了我的邀请，在裤裆上揉了一把。我又做了一个手指动作，他这回揉裤裆揉得更带劲了。我急得不行，心里开始冒火，可我还是又发了信号。他这才开始解皮带、拉拉链。那会儿我简直兴奋得发狂。我又打了个手势，他就把裤裆朝洞口这边顶了顶，隔着内裤揉。这哥们儿不是心里犯嘀咕，就是故意在撩我。我坚持着继续发出邀请，他总算动了真章。他凑到洞跟前，把家伙掏了出来，我也跟着慢慢看见了头一根我能尝着的黑鸡巴。他把他那根软塌塌的鸡巴滑过洞来，我上手帮了一把，把它往里拽。等他总算把整根屌全送进洞里，我就打量起这根黑檀木杆子的尺寸来。他那根鸡巴还软着，比我盼着的要小，可比我这之前尝过的大多数都大。我把那根软鸡巴含进嘴里，用嘴唇裹着，嘬他那团皮肉。我拿出生平绝活伺候它，他那根鸡巴跟着就立马开始发胀、变硬。没等我回过神，那家伙已经大到我这馋得要死的嘴只吞得下三分之一了。他那根屌硬生生地胀到了实打实八寸长，我整个人都欢喜疯了。我原先以为就是根普普通通的鸡巴，结果不偏不倚，正成了我一心盼着的那种。我怀着满腔痴迷，嘬着他那根叫人受不了的鸡巴。我脑子里只有一个念头：但凡能让他舒坦、能让他觉着我心里那份感激的事，我全要给他做尽。我把他那根大鸡巴当成我心肝宝贝，恨不得拼了命地伺候——其实它也真就是。在嘬过八九根白鸡巴之后，我知道我找着了我这辈子该干的事。我是个十八岁长得又好看的白人小子，正学着摸清黑鸡巴有多快活。我拼命把他那根长茎身往嘴里吞，能塞多深就塞多深。他那根要命的鸡巴上，每一寸让我馋死的肉，我都想全吞进我这嘬屌的嘴里。我是在豁出一切，把那个出手大方的壮汉伺候舒坦。他赏我的那根硬鸡巴，是到那会儿我挨过最爽的一根，我要让他明白，我是打心眼里、没掺半点假地想要它。我正这么供神仙似的供着我那根宝贝鸡巴，他倒出其不意，抽身撤了。他弯腰凑过来，问能不能来我这间隔间。我这声“行”，比子弹还快。我开了我这间的门，坐回原处。他麻溜地钻了进来，我上手就去捞他那根皮带。他帮着我把他的鸡巴放了出来，我立马接着干我那伺候他这根黑宝贝的忠仆差事。他低头看着这个年纪轻轻的小仆人，在这间亮堂堂的嘬屌隔间里拿嘴裹着他的家伙吮得咕叽响。他嘴里不住夸我，说我多嫩多招人。又说，我这张馋得要死的嘴里含着他那根又长又硬的鸡巴，看着就更招人了。我闷哼一声，算是应了。他叫我只管嘬，只管好好享他那根黑鸡巴的福。他问，像我这么年轻的小子，已经尝过多少根黑鸡巴了。我停住嘴，抬眼看着他的眼睛，告诉他，他那根是头一根。我又埋头嘬起来，他哦了一声，说我嘬他鸡巴的活儿真是不赖。他问，我喜不喜欢。我又松了口，告诉他我爱死这个了。我又补了句，我想试试这个已经想了好长一阵子了，真真不得了。我重新埋头嘬起来，他嘴上也不停，接着夸，接着评。他说他挺高兴我爱这个，又说，我这嘴里含着根大黑鸡巴的模样，看着真叫漂亮。他手指从我那金发里穿过去，一边拿鸡巴喂我，一边嘴里咕咕哝哝地哼唧。我给他嘬了有二十分钟，中间时不时歇歇下巴，再对着他那根漂亮的肉杆子细细端详一番。他闷哼得越来越响了，问我能不能射在我嘴里。那之前，还没有哪个男人往我嘴里射过，我一边嘬一边在心里盘算。我琢磨着他这句话的分量，明白过来，我是彻头彻尾爱死了他这根鸡巴。这爽到极点的滋味，再加上我心里对他的感激——感激他肯让我嘬他——替我拿了主意。我松了口，仰起脸看着他，眼里、心里全是实打实的骚情，说了句，行。他冲我咧开嘴笑了个满脸，说：“哦操，对，宝贝，你等着尝我这泡货吧，保管美死你。我都一个多礼拜没射过了，给你攒着好大一泡浓货呢。嘬我这大鸡巴，把那泡浓精从我这儿给嘬出来。”我重新一口含上去，一面嘬，一面琢磨着我刚才这是应下了什么事。心里本来还有一点点打退堂鼓，可我那张嘴一直没停，慢慢也就想通了：干嘛不呢，我是真心念他的情，他要想在我嘴里卸货，那是我该给他的。我琢磨着，总不至于就苦到哪儿去吧，跟着就接着给他嘬。我心想，就冲他，我也该做到这个份儿上。

没多会儿，他就显出快到了的兆头，闷哼声没断过，两只手捧着我脑袋，一下下地摩挲。我心里知道这就来了，说实在的，自己倒开始越来越兴奋起来。我反正已经应下了，那份好奇心也跟着嗖嗖地往上窜。心里有了盼头，我再抖擞精神使劲伺候他。我把两片嘴唇牢牢粘在他那根黑鸡巴上，一下一下慢慢地、满含痴情地给他来那种又长又湿的套弄。他有了回应，两只手把我脑袋攥得更紧了，嘴里说：“哦操，对，宝贝，这就来了。我要射了。哦，宝贝，我要射你嘴里了。”他那番话灌进我耳朵里越多，我对眼下这事就越中意。我闷哼着算是回了他的话，又拿手给他撸着鸡巴，嘴里稳稳地含着那么一两寸。他身子开始打颤，手攥得更紧，硬是从嗓子眼里挤出话来：“哦操，对，宝贝，接住我的精。把我这泡精给我吃了。”我觉着头一坨打在了我舌头上。他把我脑袋箍得死紧死紧，第二股喷出来的时候，他身子猛地一弹。那第二股，活像一枪子打在我上颚上，又弹落在我舌头根上。我还没那工夫细咂摸他的精，他拿根要命的鸡巴又狠狠射了发大股的过来。一下接着一下，他往我舌头上沉甸甸地射了少说七八股浓精。那些稠乎乎的大股过后，他没歇，接着一小股一小股地，慢慢往外淌着更多那黏糊糊的蛋清儿。他那泡精液足足泄了有整三十秒，才算圆了他要拿他的精给我这嘴灌个满堂的愿。他把他那正一碰就受不住的射精家什抽了回去，我这张嘴，到这会儿总算能回过头来品品我这一遭了。我把那泡浓精的味儿好好体会了个透。等那味道在我嘴里泛开，我是越品越喜欢。我把他那泡精在嘴里来回地晃悠，我那根舌头算是被这头一泡精浆的稠滑和味道给浸透了。那泡浓浆，又稠，又滑。我打小就口重爱吃咸，他那泡咸滋滋的精，味道真是相当不赖。我还尝出股漂白水味儿来，可一点都不觉得别扭。我一面猛着力气把那泡精在齿缝间搅过来、送回去，一面仔仔细细品着里头的滋味。那泡浓浆的稠劲儿，被我这么折腾着，开始泄了点。我嘴里，四面八方都是那黑人哥们儿那成千上万、数都数不清的小精虫子在游来游去。我正掂量着眼下这事，心里明白过来，我爱死这个了。我咂摸他这泡精，咂摸了大概有一分钟上下，然后心甘情愿地，开始往下咽。我想把他这泡又浓又多的精全装进肚子里。我一面美滋滋地享用着他那口男人浓汤，一面觉着自己那股子妙不可言的爽劲儿，爽得我人都快懵了。我把那奶乎乎、甜丝丝的精汁一口一口顺着嗓子眼往下吞，舌头沿着牙齿表面来回地舔。想再多尝着些精液的滋味，我就用味蕾去搜刮那点残余的底子。我闭着眼，整个人全掉进我这新发现的宝贝里了。我为自己当初决定接下他那泡精欢喜得要命，也为这从头到尾的整桩事快活透了。我抬起眼看他，他正预备出隔间。我冲他笑了笑，道了句谢。他跟我说：“没事，哥们儿，我爽得很。看着你像挺喜欢我那泡精的。”我告诉他：“简直太绝了。我爱死它了。”他麻溜就走了，我也跟着走了。

开车回家的路上，我把这通经历翻来覆去地回味，越琢磨越觉着快活。我算是明白过来，嘬一根鸡巴够大的黑人爷们儿是件多快活的事，更要紧的是，我发现他那泡精，可真他妈的香。我心里清楚，我这身份算是涨了，不单是个嘬屌的了。打那天起，我还想要再尝，还想再往下吞那一泡一泡的精。

也就是第二天，我照着日常那股馋鸡巴的劲头出去巡猎，跟着就尝着了我这辈子第二泡精。那男的是个白人，我虽然也一样爱那泡精，可完事以后，我明白过来，心里那股餍足劲儿差了些意思。我这才开始慢慢琢磨出来，我要的是黑鸡巴。隔天我再出去巡猎的时候，干脆不理那些白人，就守在自己隔间里干等，一直等到一个黑人男人在我隔壁那间坐下。他把他那根漂亮的鸡巴送进洞里，我就这么又得着了一根八寸的黑鸡巴。这哥们的鸡巴没割包皮，把我心里那股馋劲儿撩得更是火上浇油。我拿我那股子痴迷劲儿嘬他，嘬了大概十五分钟上下的工夫，他把那一泡射了。我急着想比对一下，这第二个黑人爷们儿的精是个什么滋味。一点没叫我失望。我又这么享用他那泡精的时候，心里那叫一个欢喜又发狂。我像是掉进了另一个世界里，把那滋味翻来覆去地品，心里头也就此坐实了从今往后我要的是什么。就在我把第二个黑人的那泡精尝进嘴里的时候，我清醒白醒地知道，从这往后，我会一直馋这个东西。我刻意留意着自己尝他这泡精、往下吞的时候，每一步都是怎么做的。就在我明白自己的胃里又装了更多从一根黑鸡巴里射出来的精液的时候，我心里简直乐开了花。我那会儿就知道了，从今往后，我只找黑人的精。

我这份对把黑人的精灌进肚子的饥渴，大概有一半是心里头的念头在作祟。搁大多数人看，我这些事都见不得人；跟多数人一个样，越是见不得人的事，反倒越勾着我心里那股子偏要作对的反叛劲儿。我心里明镜似的，我爱吃这黑檀木味的精，根子大半是在味道上。那泡精待在我舌头上那股又稠又滑的滋味，还有那味儿，我是爱到骨子里去了。白人的精那味儿我也一样爱，可我琢磨着，大概就是在这上头，心里那股子念头掺和进来了。让一根黑鸡巴喂我精吃，我心里那餍足的滋味要满得多。我实实在在就是头饿疯了的吞精猪，可最想吃的，到底还是黑卵蛋里出来的那泡货。

自打我摸清了自己一门心思只在黑人身上，我就天天出去巡猎，耐着性子专等他们上门。我一个模样又俊、一头金发的小年轻白人，没两下就能勾搭上黑人。大多是在那些基佬爱去的场子、基佬酒吧，还有书店里找着的。有一回我甚至在百思买排队，还捞着一个哥们儿。那阵子是 2001 年圣诞节前后。他瞄见我在打量他那裤裆，他就故意把他那鼓包往我眼前晃。我明白过来自己这是跟这黑人搭上线了，也就明晃晃地亮出我对那鼓囊囊一包的兴致。我俩在看不见头的长队里各排各的，一道跳着那场彼此心里有数的、馋那档子事的舞。他比我早结完账出去，等我也完事了，我拔腿就冲去停车场找他。幸亏我撵上了他，我俩先是随口扯了几句淡，跟着我壮起胆，直通通地说我想嘬他鸡巴。他倒是不紧不慢地问在哪儿，可我半点主意也没有。顿了那么一刻，他说厕所就挺好。我应了，我俩就又钻回店里去。巧得叫人想不到，厕所里一个人影也没有，我俩闪进一间隔间。我猴急得不行，扒出他那根鸡巴，拿我这嘬屌的嘴一口整个吞了下去。到那会儿，我早就是个活儿顶好的嘬屌高手了，浑身解数全拿了出来。我怕被人撞破，能多快就多快，狠命忙着他那根骨头。我给他嘬了有四五分钟的屌，中间停了一下，跟他说，我想让他在我嘴里射出来。我又补了一句，咱俩得快，免得有人进来。我重新一头扎下去嘬他鸡巴的时候，他应了声行。如今大多数男人都不肯再接人的精了，我琢磨着他大概是没想到我居然想要他的货。我忙着他那根鸡巴的当口，他也入了巷，嘴里不住跟我说着：哦操，别停，对，就这样，嘬我鸡巴。没多长工夫，我俩就把他送到了顶，跟着他把他那泡黑檀木味的精全射在了我嘴里。他一面喂着我，我一面往下咽。我那会儿实在是赶得太急了，只想能多快就多快把他那泡精全灌进我肚子里。从头到尾我伺候他的那阵工夫，谁也没进来过。

镇子上这个最热门的巡猎场里，我勾搭上过一个黑壮汉。他正给人看房子，是家疗养院，值第三班夜班。他把我带到那地方去，楼上睡着里头住的人。他溜出去巡猎的时候，把他们全撂下了。可我他妈才不在乎，我满脑子只想嘬一根没尝过的黑鸡巴。我俩悄没声地钻进了客厅，我脸一变，就成了那骚货样。老天也没亏我，赏了我一根十寸长的大玩意。我借着静了音的电视那点光，嘬他这根大鸡巴，少说嘬了有一个钟头。他像是听见了点什么动静，站起来过去查。等他回到屋里那一下子，我简直没法信我这两只眼珠子。他那根鸡巴，晃晃悠悠都快挂到膝盖骨上了。他开口说他得射，得找条毛巾。我赶紧就把话递上去，说他可以射我嘴里。他多少有点犯愣，问了句：“你当真？”我回他，“啊，没事，不要紧。”我俩又摆回那架势，我嘬着他的鸡巴，等他那一泡精。等他快到了，他截住我，站起来，开了盏灯。我在地上跪着，他自己撸着，把他那鸡巴凑到我脸上。他说他就想亲眼看着他的精往我嘴里射。我明白过来，就把嘴大大地张开，把舌头长长地伸着。他说：“哦操，对，就这么着，”一面手上撸着自己的鸡巴。他捋出了他那泡存货，把他那鸡巴凑近要挨他这泡精的地方。我急不可耐地等着享他那泡精的口福。他这就开始把那存了好些日子的浓货，一下下全射在了它该去的那地方。我觉着我那根舌头上被好几大股又稠又长的他那黑檀木味的子孙浆，厚厚地盖了一层。他那一下下射出来的货，跟一条条绳子似的，一根根落下来的时候，匀匀地铺满了我那根舌头的全长。他灌了满满一大泡浓精，我那根舌头上，也叫那一道道馋死人的精液条子，给裹了个遍。他完事了，就那么看着我细细品他那泡奶糊糊的浓精里头的妙处。我照着自己平常惯了的那套爱怎么享用、怎么咂摸的法子做着，他一边在边上说。他说：“对，小白男孩，吃我这黑人的精。尝尝给你备的那老大一份精。让我好好看看你是怎么爱死了吃我这黑精。”我规规矩矩照他吩咐的做。能当他那老大一泡精的接精盆子，那是我的福分，我的脸面。我亮明了心里那份欢喜得要发狂的劲头，把他那泡馋人的好东西全吞了下去。他给我留了他的电话号码，后来有那么一年多，我每周末都去嘬他的精吃。有那么几回，他叫了个朋友过来，那个周末我就把他们俩的精全喝了。有一个周末，他们俩凑在了一块，一块儿到了顶，我同一时候把他们俩的精全接在了嘴里。那是打头顶头最棒的一回。同一时候，我有两个黑人老大一泡的浓精可以吃。我真想他再来喂我。

我在书店里一泡就是五个多钟头，一泡接一泡地接精吃。那阵子我最多的一天，接过七泡。我是走了运，鸡巴接连不断地上门给我嘬。要是弄得到手，再翻它一倍我也乐意往下咽。我简直爱死了精液在我舌头上、顺着嗓子眼往下滑、再把胃全灌满的滋味。

我已经把它当成了我这辈子的使命，来填饱我这张馋黑檀木精的嘴。我肚子里装着黑人爷们儿的精虫在里面游来游去，这是我心头一件宝。闲着没事的时候，我就去书店和基佬酒吧巡猎，嘬鸡巴，吞精。我估摸着，过去这十五年里，我一个礼拜总要灌那么三四回精。我这股瘾从没退过，到如今还跟当初一样旺。说实话，如今我肚子里装着精的时候，反倒比从前更知足、更念着人的好了。我岁数大了，也修成了对那独独一份的液水的敬重和巴结。这世上只有一个地儿出产男人的精，这玩意儿在我心里就是圣物。那对卵蛋，装着我这些年供上了心尖的那又香又稠的宝液。我对自己当个爱吃精的基佬这身份，得意得很，到死也还是这么个人。我这大概算是好精那口瘾，可我离不了它，也吃不腻它。黑人爷们儿把他们那些精射在我嘴里，这是我的脸面，到什么时候都还是这么回事。我不挑，多大岁数、长什么样，照单全收。我就是为这个给生下来的，只要是黑卵蛋里出来的精，我能吞多少，就想要多少。