For Love of Cum
'Oooohhhhhhh'
A blast of cum splattered against the back of the roof of my mouth, and dripped down my tonsils and into my throat. My tongue was pressed upwards against the bottom of the cock I was sucking, and as the warmth of the sticky load hit my mouth, and the musky taste hit my throat, my cock hardened inside my pants.
A second spurt of goo hit the roof of my mouth, and then the discharge of thick juices turned into a steady flow onto my tongue and my mouth began to fill.
The taste intensified, and I moaned quietly, still sucking softly as I gently massaged the balls in front of my chin, coaxing the last drop out before I started swallowing.
I could feel the heat moving down my throat as the thick globules of cum slid towards my stomach as I gulped it down, and as the warmth spread within me the cock between my lips started to soften, and at the same time so did my own cock.
The cockhead popped out of my mouth and I did a final stroke of the shaft in front of my face from balls to cockhead, and when the last 2 drops appeared at the opening I ran my tongue across the end, then closed my mouth and ran my tongue around the inside and with a final gulp sent the last drop heading down my gullet.
'That was really great, dude' he said as he began to stuff himself back into his pants, and I was back out of the squat I had been in and was leaning back against the booth wall, my heart racing as the energy I'd just received assimilated itself into my being.
The sound of the zipper going up snapped me out of my daze, and for the first time since he'd come into the booth I looked up to see who the person was whose cock had just relieved itself in my mouth. When he'd walked into the booth I'd probably looked up for a quick pass/fail evaluation but it didn't register, and my focus was only on his cock, which had been about 3 inches and cut, but quickly had at least doubled in size inside my hot mouth.
I now saw an average looking guy about 40, dark hair, short beard, and dark eyes.
Whatever.
'Cum again sometime' I said as he left the booth.
I'm really not sure where my obsession for drinking cum came from. But from the first time I'd ever heard of the concept, at a really early age, it was something I'd wanted to try.
But there's never been a single guy in my entire life that I've ever been physically attracted to. All through my childhood, and intensifying greatly at puberty, had been a strong desire to take almost anyone's cock in my mouth and suck and lick on it till they shot their load into me.
As a normal, straight boy, however, I could find no way to accomplish this in a way that was totally discreet. I'd have thoughts about maybe finding a dark place where boys would sometimes go to be boys (there was a long storm tunnel in my neighborhood that was a source for this fantasy) where I could blow someone in anonymity. Or other thoughts about being in the middle of the woods hiking where I'd run into someone I could talk into letting me suck them off. None of these had an ounce of reality to them, and my strong fear of being branded a cocksucker kept me from even touching on the subject with anyone who knew me.
The fantasies stayed totally in my head, but never left.
Years later, long married, opportunities opened up - the Internet, and with it, information about easy sources for cock. There were sites with lists (and reviews) of all the tearooms, theatres, and adult bookstores in my area. Bookstore booths became a home away from home.
He stuck his head in my booth, and I looked up to qualify him. He passed the benchmark, and I even smiled, not because I liked him as a person or found him attractive, but because his cock was a favorite of mine - and always fed me a huge amount of cum. He also liked to leave the door open and have an audience, which I also liked.
He stood sideways to the door to provide a good view for anyone who wanted to watch me blow him, unzipped himself and dropped his pants as I went down into a squat. The cock in front of my face was already semi-hard, maybe 7 inches, with a tapered head. I took it into my hot wet mouth and ran my lips right up to the blonde pubic hair so the cockhead was in my throat, then slowly slid back up.
Stopping my lips at the cockhead, I gently sucked and began flicking my tongue across the piss slit - and then started slowly moving my mouth up and down his shaft with my tongue lapping the underside, knowing it would get this guy going. And it did, because he began to slowly move his cock in and out of my lips as he always does, and I put my hands behind my back and stayed unmoving as he slowly, and gently, fucked my mouth.
From the corner of my eye I saw my audience watching, so I closed my eyes as the cock slid along my lips, barely entering my throat on the in stroke, and I kept up suction and pressure with my tongue..... and my dick was rock hard again.
'Mmmmmmmmmm' I moaned
'Ahhhhhhhhh' he replied
He kept up the same slow steady strokes into my mouth and throat, and I could feel him start to tremble slightly and knew he was close. And when he said 'Here it comes' and pulled back so his cock was almost out of my lips, I opened my mouth and stuck my tongue out, and the first blast of cum skimmed right across my tongue and directly into my throat, and then just began to flow out onto my tongue like a faucet was turned on. I tilted by head back a little so none of the goo would drip back out but kept myself from swallowing, and he left his cockhead resting on my tongue as he slowly stroked himself and his thick hot juices filled my mouth.
I love the feeling as the warm stickiness covers my tongue to overflowing, and the taste permeates everything. And I knew that the guys watching it were loving it, but were grossed out at the same time, as the entire inside of my mouth became a huge pool of thick off-white liquid. And when he finally stopped stroking I closed my lips, and swallowed it down in three large gulps, and then took him back in my mouth to suck out the last few drops remaining in his shaft, as I felt the slimy mass slide warmly down my throat to my belly.
He zipped up as I licked a few stray drops off my lips, and said 'Thanks, as usual' as he left the booth. I sat back on the bench to catch my breath and closed the door partway.
When I used to fantasize about sucking cock, the picture in my mind was always of actually just sucking, like nursing on a bottle or a mother's breast. But when I started actually blowing guys I quickly learned that while suction was necessary, and maybe even the one universal technique I'd use, there were countless other techniques necessary for giving a great blowjob.
I was a good learner, though, and quickly picked up what different guys wanted, and needed, to allow them to feed me the cum I was seeking.
I learned to use my lips in different ways, pressed tight around the cock to allow suction, loose and wet at other times, and sliding them up and down the shaft in different rhythms.
My tongue was a key element, licking across the cockhead, lapping slowly and wetly all over the dick and the testicles, pressed against the shaft and cockhead as my mouth got fucked, and I even used it to block my throat from aggressive thrusts to prevent gagging.
I learned to take a cock inside my throat without gagging, to get the right angle and be able to take slow thrusts 3 or 4 inches down my gullet, and also to be able to hold a cock inside my throat and tighten the muscles for the guys who liked to shoot their loads directly into the throat.
And finally, I learned that even though it's called oral sex, and the mouth is going to receive the cum, the hands and fingers are frequently a crucial element. Sometimes to stroke the shaft and jerk it off into my mouth, sometimes just providing warmth and friction as my mouth and tongue work on the cockhead, and my fingers learned to softly stroke a guys balls, massage the last few drops of cum out towards the end, rub the spot between the balls and asshole, and to rub across the asshole itself, sometimes slipping inside if they like that.
But the trick is to be able to sense exactly what is required of any cock without being told, to just instinctively know that the particular cock that I've just taken into my mouth is going to want to have the head licked and sucked while I quickly stroke the shaft, while another cock is going to want to have my lips moving up and down the shaft with my tongue pressed against the bottom while I cup his balls loosely in my hand.
Even drinking the cum itself has it's own techniques.....
I was leaning back against the wall of the booth, catching my breath as the last glob of cum was slowly sliding down my throat, and the taste still strong in my mouth. I had closed the booth door, and it now opened and a guy stood in the doorway. I looked up to qualify, but the first thing I saw was a really huge belly hanging over a belt slung very low to accommodate this. Without looking any further, my pass/fail qualifications pointed to fail.
'Thanks, but I need to take a break' I said, and he backed out of the booth.
Back in the fantasy days I always pictured myself on my knees, submitting, with the other guy in control. But once I started sucking cock I realized that control was not always as it appeared.
With women doing the sucking the perception is always that they rarely, if ever, really want to be sucking cock, they're usually doing it grudgingly if at all. Guys know that, and sometimes that's part of the enticement, and there is a feeling of control to that.
But because I really love what I'm doing, who's really in control?
I always make the choice upfront to suck someone off or not, and generally I'm the one in control of the whole experience. The guys might have preferences and I might go along with them as a way to get my mouth filled quickly, but I still decide what my mouth is going to do to their cock.
If a guy wants to fuck my throat I'll probably let him, as long as he's not forcing it violently and making me gag. And if he wants me to use my hand stroking him, or put a finger up his ass, or lick and suck his balls, I'll most likely do that also.
But there've been more than a few times when I've spit out a cock, got up, and walked away. In general I'm the one controlling the sensations he's going to have and how long he's going to hold off before he feeds me his juices.
But if a guy wants to feel like they're in control, and to call me their cocksucking whore, or whatever, while they're fucking my mouth, well, that's all part of the fun for me.... as long as I get my mouthful of cum.
A few minutes later the booth door reopened, and a guy stuck his head in. I looked up, an older guy, late 50's, well dressed, slim - a pass.
'Come on in' I said, and he walked in. I reached over and began to unbuckle his belt, and he took over and finished, unzipped and dropped his slacks, and pulled his boxer shorts down below his knees, releasing his cock.
'Nice' I said, and it was, still soft but already 5", slim, with a fairly pronounced head. I dropped to a squat and took him in my mouth, and got a slight taste of urine as my lips went down his shaft and I got him wet, and then began sucking gently and slowly lapped at his dick with my tongue. He slowly hardened, growing a few more inches, and I began a slow rhythm as I moved my lips up and down his shaft, and kept my tongue working on his cockhead at the outstroke and against his shaft on the instroke.
'Ohhh, that's nice' he said.
'Mmmmm' I replied. He was standing passively as I worked on his cock, and he reached down and gently ran his hand along my cheek, and then his fingers along my lips as I slowly and gently sucked. I slipped my lips off his cock, and replaced them with my hand, slowly stroking the length at an upward angle as I leaned in and ran a wet tongue over his balls, and then gently slurped his right testicle inside my mouth and ran my tongue over it with just a little suction, and then repeated it on his left testicle.
'That feels so good, baby' he said, as I softly suckled his balls, and after a few minutes I switched my mouth back onto his cock and my fingertips onto his balls, and slowly rubbed his saliva slickened testicles and went back to a slow gentle sucking and licking on his cockhead.
'Can I cum on your face?' he said
'I'd rather you didn't', I replied, taking my mouth off for a minute to speak. And I was right back on his cock, still moving my lips in a slow steady rhythm, going right down to the base which put his cock about 2 inches into my throat, and then back to the cockhead, my tongue now pressed tight against the underside. I kept up this same motion, and his cock got even harder in my mouth, and he began to tense up.
'I'm gonna cum, baby, swallow me up' I felt the underside of his shaft pulse and I slid my lips up to encircle just the head, and his sticky load spurted onto my tongue as I sucked and licked. I involuntarily moaned again and my cock got rock hard again as the salty sweet flavor of his cum hit my taste buds, and I began to gently massage his balls softly with both hands as I drank down his hot cum as it was being fed to me, and the warmth slowly flowed downwards in my gullet.
There were no major blasts of cum, nor a heavy flow, but his cum kept steadily emptying into my mouth and I greedily drank it down, swallow after swallow till he was completely drained and began to soften.
I slipped my mouth off his cock, and stroked it from the bottom to the head, twice, and a few final drops oozed out from the end, and then I leaned over and licked off those drops.
'Wow' he said 'that was the best, honey'
'You're welcome' I said and leaned back against the wall to absorb the experience.
'I sure hope I see you again sometime' he said, and I looked up with a small smile as he left the booth.
To me there's almost a mystical component to sucking cocks and drinking cum. While I'm blowing a guy, and doing my magic on his cock, there's a lot of energy being expended on his part. And as he's expending that energy working towards orgasm, I'm getting energized.
It seems like it's flowing out of his being and being concentrated in his cock, and thru the saliva bonding us together, is being absorbed by my lips, tongue, and mouth and expanding back out into my being. And as I'm bringing him closer and closer to cumming the energy increases, and reaches a peak as he shoots his load into my mouth.
His warmth, his energy, and some of his power are concentrated within his semen, which flows into me, and his juices fill my mouth and are swallowed and slowly drip down my throat and into my stomach where they are digested and become a part of me.
Maybe this is a fantasy on my part, but after sucking off a guy and swallowing down a load of cum I do feel very high, and slightly dazed and confused for a few minutes. Though with my cum addiction, like any other addiction, there's never enough.
I'd been sitting in the booth for about 10 minutes, and not a single head popped in the door. I was just getting ready to leave, figuring happy hour was over, when the door swung open and I looked up. A fairly young guy, mid twenties, in very good shape.
'Are you into taking on three of us at once?' he asks.
'That depends on who the other two are' I reply, and he opens the door a little wider and I see two other guys behind him. One looked to be a little younger than him; maybe early twenties, and the third guy looked barely twenty one.
All were a pass on the pass/fail scale.
'Squeeze on in' I said, and they did, and closed the door.
'I don't fuck, I just suck' I said, getting that out of the way.
'That's exactly what we want' said the first guy, and the three of them lined up against the long side of the booth and began dropping their pants.
The guy on the left (the youngest) was maybe 6" long and tapered, the middle guy (the guy who asked) was about 5" but very thick, and the guy on the right was the longest, a good 7" and medium width.
I was going to be leaving after these three, and since I had on old jeans and the floor wasn't too bad (at least no pools of cum apparent), and my thigh muscles were kind of tired from squatting for the last 3 guys I'd blown, I dropped onto my knees in front of the middle guy. He was already semi-hard, and I opened my mouth wide and with my lips stretched around his thick shaft slid my lips down to his pubic hair, and moved my mouth up and down his shaft a few times till he was hard and his cock slippery with my saliva.
I wrapped my right hand around his cock and leaned over towards the guy on my left, the youngest one, and took him into my warm mouth. He was already hard, and I got his whole shaft wet, and sucked softly on just his cockhead as I licked around the ring and across the piss slit.
And then I turned to my right to see the last guy was facing in and I slipped my lips down his already hard cock all the way to the base, and had his cock pop into my throat a few inches, and then I was back out to the end, sucking and licking him.
All three were now facing in towards my face, and I began to alternate between them, moving my mouth from cock to cock, sucking, licking, and taking each cock into my throat a few times, and using my hands to stroke any cocks in reach that weren't in my mouth. I figured these guys were probably mostly straight, and as I was sucking them off there was a constant commentary going on.
'Look at that cocksucker go'
'Do you like sucking on my dick, cocksucker?'
'Mmmmmmmm' I mumbled around his cock.
'It's hard to believe someone could do that, especially to three guys at once'
'Do you want to swallow all our cum, cocksucker?'
'Mmmmmmmm' I mumbled again.
'Lick my balls, faggot'
'I have a huge load waiting for you, cocksucker'
"Mmmmmmmm'
I had three wet cocks right by my mouth by this time, and as I was sucking off one, another was being pushed right against my lips and they were stroking themselves now in between my mouth working on them. I could tell they were getting close, and when I took the guy in the middle back in my mouth and moved my lips down his thick shaft he reached over and held my head in place and started fucking my mouth.
His cock was the shortest, so even with his width I wasn't gagging as he thrust in and out of my lips a few times and said 'Swallow my cum, cocksucker' as he thrust towards my throat and blasted my tonsils with his goo.
'Ohhhh, Geez' he said as I kept sucking, and when the taste hit my throat I moaned, as usual.
'Look at his throat moving, he's swallowing all the cum'
'Gross!' said the youngest guy.
'I'm gonna cum any minute' said the guy on the right, and since I pretty much had the first guy drained and swallowed I let him slip out of my mouth and locked my lips on the other guy just in time as he began to spurt onto my tongue. His cum was really thick and tasted kind of bitter, but I like that, and I slurped it down my throat while my mouth was still filling.
'That is so disgusting' said the youngest one, who was now stroking himself
'It's hard to believe that anyone would actually want to do that'
'Mmmmmmmm' I moaned again as I felt the warmth from the bitter juices of the second guy slowly ooze down my throat, and I massaged his balls to get the last drop out.
He pulled out of my mouth and I looked at the first guy who'd cum and saw some drops that were still dripping out, so I leaned over to lick them off, before turning to face the young guy.
He was still stroking himself, so I leaned forward and began to lick at the very tip of his cock while he jerked himself off, and then I opened my mouth, and said 'Cum on my tongue', as I stuck my tongue underneath his cockhead and waited.
'Ohhhh' he groaned, and began shooting his cum right into my open mouth, one large spurt, then another, and another, and it began to pile up on my tongue as the 3 of them watched.
'Look at that'
'That is probably the grossest thing I've ever seen'
I stayed there with my mouth open as he continued to drain himself in my mouth, my tongue was overflowing so I tilted my head back a little and the juices started flowing back into my gullet as a moan slipped out.
'Look at his pants, he's hard as a rock'
'Hard to believe he likes this'
'Hard to believe anyone could be a cocksucker to begin with'
He finally stopped cumming, and squeezed out the last drop onto my tongue. I looked up at all of them, one at a time, with my mouth open and halfway filled with cum and my tongue covered, and then closed my mouth and took a few gulps and felt a large warmth start to flow down my throat. I then got up off my knees and sat back on the bench.
The three of them wordlessly pulled up their pants and zipped up.
'Thanks, cocksucker'
'That was really nasty man'
And the youngest one just shook his head as the three of them left the booth.
What is it about cum?
It's hard to describe but there's nothing like having it shoot into my mouth, either in a spurt or just pouring out of the cock between my lips.
Whether it's thick and gooey or watery, it's still always hot out of the testicles, and the warmth is an unbelievable feeling.
The taste is also indescribable but always delicious, sometimes salty with sweet overtones, or spicy and musky, and sometimes even bitter, but every load of cum has a flavor unique to itself.
And the feeling of swallowing it down, to take that juice filled with countless sperm into myself, whether it's sucked down as it's pouring into my mouth, or savored by swirling it around my mouth before swallowing, or held in my mouth till it's a large pool of goo that has to literally be gulped.
To feel the warmth of it as it travels down my throat to end up in my stomach, where it'll mix with my stomach juices, all the proteins, carbs, and fat digested and any remainder passed through to my small intestine where it'll either be pissed or shitted out.
What is it about cum?
I was just getting ready to leave when the door to the booth opened. And looking up I was totally surprised.
Standing there was the youngest guy of the three who had just left, and he looked slightly embarrassed.
'Forget something?' I said?
'Well' he said 'I am sorry about any comments I might have made, but I was afraid to not talk like that in front of the other guys - so I waited till they drove away and wanted to talk to you'
'No problem' I said 'It doesn't mean anything to me, only the cum matters'
'Well, that was what I wanted to talk to you about' he said 'you see, I've always wondered what it was like to suck a cock like you do, and seeing you getting into it like that was driving me crazy'
He stopped and just stared until I finally said 'And?'
'Well, I was wondering if you'd let me suck your cock, it'd be my first time'
I was not really all that surprised, and normally I don't especially like being sucked off by a guy. But I was getting ready to leave anyway, so I said 'What the hell - if you really want to'
'Thanks' he said, and he dropped to his knees on the dirty floor, as I opened my pants and zipper and dropped them to the floor. My cock, which is 6 1/2 inches, medium width, with a nice distinct head, was totally hard from the taste of cum still filling my mouth.
He leaned over and took it into his mouth and began to suck hard on it.
'Softer' I said 'and use your tongue on the head', and he began to lick at the end of my cock and softened his suction.
'Tighten your lips' I said, and he did, then I said 'I'm going to be gentle, but watch what I do, and then try it on your own'
I held his head in place with my hands and very slowly pushed my cock into his mouth till I felt the cockhead push against his throat just a little, and then backed out so only the head was in his mouth.
Then I pushed in again and said 'breathe through your nose' and pushed into his throat till his lips were right against my pubic hair, and he made a slight gagging sound but I pulled right out again. Then I began to very slowly thrust into his throat and right back out again, and got a very slow rhythm going.
And then I stopped and said 'Now, do that on your own'
He slid his lips down my cockshaft till I was in his throat, and back out again, then back into his throat again and back out. It was feeling pretty good, and having a virgin mouth work on me was always a trip. I said 'Very cool, keep doing that, but press your tongue up against the bottom of my shaft as you move in and out' He did that, and I closed my eyes as his warm mouth stroked my dick.
I felt myself getting ready to cum, so I said 'Do you want it in your mouth?'
'Mmmmmm' he said
I reached down and gently held his head in place as I pulled my cock out till only the head was between his lips and said 'Now' as I exploded into his mouth.
He gagged as the spurt went directly into his throat, but he kept sucking on the head as I exploded with blast after blast into his warm mouth. Finally I was done, and I pulled out to see him gulp, and I asked 'Did you swallow it all?'
'Yes' he said
'Well, what do you think?' He just looked up with a huge smile on his face, which said it all.
I normally don't like to waste the energy and pass it on to someone else - but sometimes you have to give a little back.
'Well, I guess I have another cocksucker to give me competition' I said, and I pulled up my pants and left the booth.
Author's Note: I hope you liked the story. And if anyone in NJ wants their balls drained, write me.
为了对精液的爱
"哦哦哦哦哦哦——"
一股精液猛地打在我上颚后方，顺着我的扁桃体淌下来，流进我嗓子眼里。我的舌头正往上顶着那根我正在嘬的屌的底侧，等那股黏糊糊热乎乎的液体一冲进嘴里，那股麝香骚味一冲上嗓子眼，我裤裆里的屌就硬了。
第二股浓浆又打在上颚上，接着那股浓稠的汁水就变成一股不停歇的流，全淌在我舌头上，我嘴里开始被灌满了。
那味道越来越重，我闷闷地哼了一声，一边还轻轻地嘬着，手指轻轻揉着我下巴前面那对卵蛋，哄着最后一滴出来，然后才开始咽。
我能感觉到那股滚烫顺着嗓子眼往下走，那一团团浓稠的精液滑向胃里，我大口往下咽，那股暖劲儿在我身体里散开来的时候，我两唇之间那根屌开始软了，同时我自己的屌也软了。
那颗龟头从我嘴里嘣地弹出来，我最后从卵蛋一路撸到龟头，把面前那根茎身上下捋了一遍，等最后两滴在眼口冒出来的时候，我用舌尖划过顶端，然后闭上嘴，用舌头把嘴里转了一圈，最后一口咽下去，把最后一滴也送下嗓子眼。
"真他妈爽，哥们儿。"他一边说，一边开始把自己往裤子里塞，我也从刚才蹲着的姿势站起来，靠回隔间墙上，心怦怦狂跳，刚才吸进去的那股能量正在往我身子里渗。
拉链拉上的声音把我从恍惚里拽了出来，从他进隔间到现在，这是我头一回抬头看究竟是哪个人的屌刚在我嘴里泄完。他走进隔间的时候我大概也抬头扫了一眼，算是个过不过关的判断，但根本没往心里去，我盯着的只有他那根屌，大概三寸长，切过包皮，但在我滚烫的嘴里很快就至少胀大了一倍。
我现在看见的是个长相普通的男人，四十来岁，深色头发，短胡子，黑眼睛。
无所谓了。
"下回再来射啊。"他出隔间的时候我说。
我还真说不上来我这股对喝精液的痴迷是打哪儿来的。但自从我头一回听说这回事——那还是特别小的时候——我就一直想试试。
可我这辈子，从来没有对任何一个男人动过心。整个童年，到青春期那会儿更是变本加厉，我满脑子都是个强烈的念头：想把随便什么人的屌都含进嘴里，又嘬又舔，一直弄到他们把那一泡全射给我。
但我又是个正常的直男小伙子，根本找不着什么法子能完全偷偷摸摸地干成这事。我倒也想过找个黑漆漆的地方，小伙子们有时候会去那儿当野小子的地方（我家附近有条长长的泄水隧道，就是我这种幻想的好源头），在那儿我能匿名给人嘬。要么就是想着在山林里徒步走到半道，撞上个人，我能说服他让我给他嘬出来。这些半点现实性都没有，而且我实在太怕被人扣上"嘬屌男"的帽子，连跟认识我的人提都不敢提一丁点。
这些幻想完全只在我脑子里转，但从没离开过。
好多年以后，婚都结了老久了，机会来了——互联网，还有随它来的，那些能轻松找到屌的门路。有网站列着我那片儿所有的茶馆、电影院、成人书店的清单（还带评测的）。书店的隔间就成了我第二个家。
他把头探进我隔间，我抬头打量了他一眼。过了我那道门槛，我甚至还笑了笑，不是因为我喜欢他这个人，或者觉得他帅，而是因为他的屌是我特别喜欢的那种——而且每回都喂我老大一泡精液。他还喜欢开着门，让人围观，这一点我也喜欢。
他侧对着门站着，好让想看的人能看清我给他嘬，拉开拉链，把裤子褪下去，我也蹲下来。我眼前这根屌已经半硬了，大概七寸，龟头是细细尖尖的。我把它含进我滚烫湿滑的嘴里，嘴唇一直滑到那片金色的屌毛那儿，让龟头塞进我嗓子眼里，然后再慢慢滑回来。
我把嘴唇停在龟头上，轻轻嘬着，开始用舌尖弹他的尿眼——然后开始用嘴唇沿着他的茎身上下滑动，舌头在底下舔着，知道这一招肯定能把这家伙点着。还真点着了，因为他开始像往常一样，用他那根屌在我嘴唇间慢慢一进一出，我把手背到身后，一动不动，让他慢慢地、温柔地操我的嘴。
我用眼角余光看见我那观众正盯着瞧，就闭上眼，那根屌在我嘴唇间滑进滑出，往里的时候刚好插进我嗓子眼，我舌头一直吸着、顶着力道……我的屌又铁硬铁硬了。
"嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯——"我哼了一声。
"啊啊啊啊啊——"他回道。
他还是用同样缓慢沉稳的节奏往我嘴里、我嗓子眼里抽送，我能感觉到他开始微微发颤，知道他就快了。等他说"来了"，往后一抽，他那根屌都快从我嘴唇里拔出来的时候，我张开嘴，把舌头伸出来，头一股精液嗖地掠过我的舌头，直直灌进我嗓子眼里，接着就跟拧开了水龙头似的，一股股往外淌到我舌头上。我稍稍仰起头，不让一丝浓浆倒流出去，但忍着没咽，他就这么把他那颗龟头搁在我舌头上，慢慢地自己撸着，他那滚烫浓稠的汁水灌满了我的嘴。
我爱死那种感觉了，那股子温热黏糊劲儿盖满了我的舌头，满得往外溢，那味道把一切都淹没了。我知道那些看着我这副样子的人爱看这个，可同时又觉得恶心透了，因为我整个嘴都成了一大片黏稠发白的浆液池。等他终于停了手，我闭上嘴唇，三大口全咽了下去，然后又把他含进嘴里，把他茎身里最后那几滴也嘬出来，同时感觉到那坨滑溜溜的东西热热地顺着嗓子眼滑进我肚子里。
他拉上拉链，我把嘴边溅出去的几滴舔掉，他说："老样子，谢了。"走出了隔间。我靠回板凳上喘口气，把门半掩上。
我当年幻想嘬屌的时候，脑子里那画面永远就只是嘬，跟嘬奶瓶或者嘬妈妈的奶似的。可真开始给男人嘬之后，我很快就发现，虽然吸吮是必须的，甚至可能是我会用到的唯一一个通用手法，但要给人嘬出一场好活儿，还有数不清的其他技巧。
不过我学得快，很快就摸清了不同男人喜欢什么、需要什么，才能让他们把我要的精液喂给我。
我学会了用嘴唇，有好几种法子，紧紧裹住屌好吸住，别的时候又松又湿，还能用不同节奏在茎身上下套弄。
我的舌头是个关键，在龟头上舔来舔去，在整个屌和卵蛋上慢慢湿漉漉地舔遍，在被操嘴的时候紧紧顶着茎身和龟头，我甚至学会用舌头顶住嗓子眼好挡住太猛的冲撞，免得干呕。
我学会把一根屌吞进嗓子眼还不会干呕，找准角度，能让人在我喉咙里慢慢抽送三四寸，还学会了在那些喜欢直接往嗓子眼里射的家伙想射的时候，能把一根屌顶在嗓子眼里，收紧肌肉，让他们射个痛快。
最后我还弄明白一件事，虽说这事儿叫口活，嘴是接精液的地儿，可手和指头常常也是要紧的部件。有时候是捋茎身，把它撸出来射我嘴里，有时候是我嘴和舌头忙活龟头的时候，手单给点热乎劲儿和摩擦，我的手指也学会了轻轻揉捏男人的卵蛋，到最后往外挤那几滴精液，按会阴那地儿，揉屁眼本身，要是他们喜欢，有时候还把指头滑进去。
可这里头的诀窍在于，一根屌用不着开口，我就得觉出来它要什么，凭着直觉就知道我刚含进嘴里这根家伙，是想让我一边舔着嘬着龟头、一边快快地捋茎身，而另一根屌是想让我嘴唇沿着茎身上下套弄，舌头紧紧压着底侧，同时我用手松松地兜住他的卵蛋。
连喝精液本身，都有它自己的门道……
我正靠着隔间墙，喘着气，最后那坨精液正慢慢滑下我的嗓子眼，嘴里那味儿还浓得很。我把隔间门关了，这会儿开了，一个男的在门口站着。我抬头打量，可头一眼看见的就是一个真心大得吓人的肚子，挂在一条低得不像话好迁就那肚子的皮带下头。再往下看一眼都不用，我那过不过关的标准直接指向不过关。
"谢了，我得歇口气。"我说，他就退出了隔间。
当年还在幻想的日子里，我总把自己想成跪在地上的，顺从的，由着另一个人掌控。可真开始嘬屌之后，我才发现，掌控并不总像表面那样。
换女人嘬的时候，那意思总是，她们就算真的想嘬屌，也难得真有那心思，就算有，多半也是不情不愿的。男人都清楚这一点，有时候这反倒成了勾人的一部分，那里头就有种掌控的感觉。
可因为我真心爱死我干的这事儿，到底是谁在掌控？
总是我在一开头就做了选择，要不要给这人嘬，而且一般整个体验的掌控权都是在我手里。那些男人也许有自己喜欢的花样，我也许会顺着他们，好快点把我嘴里填满，可到头来，我的嘴要对他们的屌干什么，还是我说了算。
要是哪个男人想操我的喉咙，我多半会让他操，只要他不是死命往里猛捅、把我操干呕就行。他要是想让我用手给他撸，或者把指头塞进他屁眼里，或者舔他嘬他卵蛋，我也多半会照做。
但可不只一回，我把一根屌从嘴里吐出来，站起身，走了。总的说来，掌控他就要体验到的那些快感的人是我，他得憋多久才能把那泡汁水喂给我，也是我说了算。
可要是哪个男人就想感觉自己是在掌控一切，管我叫他嘬屌的小骚货，或者随便什么，一边还操着我的嘴，行吧，那一套对我来说也是乐子的一部分……只要我最末了喝到那满满一嘴精液就成。
几分钟后，隔间门又开了，一个男的把头探了进来。我抬头，一个上岁数的，快六十了，穿得体面，精瘦——过关。
"进来吧。"我说，他就走了进来。我伸手去解他的皮带扣，他接了过去，解完了，拉开拉链，把裤子褪下来，又把四角内裤褪到膝盖底下，把他的屌放了出来。
"漂亮。"我说，也真漂亮，还软着就已经五寸了，细长，龟头相当显眼。我蹲下来，把他含进嘴里，嘴唇顺着茎身滑下去的时候尝到了一点点尿味，把他弄湿了，然后开始轻轻嘬，拿舌头慢慢舔他的屌。他慢慢硬了，又长了好几寸，我开始用嘴唇沿着他的茎身，一下一下慢慢地套弄，往外抽的时候用舌头忙活他的龟头，往里吞的时候用舌头压着茎身。
"哦哦，真舒服。"他说。
"嗯嗯——"我回道。我忙他屌的时候他就那么被动地站着，伸手下来，沿着我脸颊轻轻摸，然后手指沿着我嘴唇，一边我还在慢慢地、轻轻地嘬着。我把嘴唇从他屌上滑下来，换上手，把整根往上斜着慢慢撸，自己凑过去，用湿舌头舔上他的卵蛋，然后把他右边那颗卵子轻轻嘬进嘴里，舌头在上头转着圈，只用了一点点吸力，接着左边那颗也照样来了一遍。
"真他妈爽死了，宝贝。"我轻轻嘬他卵蛋的时候他说，过了几分钟我又把嘴换回他屌上，指尖换到他卵蛋上，慢慢揉搓那两颗被唾沫抹得滑溜溜的卵子，重新开始在他龟头上又轻又慢地嘬着舔着。
"我能射你脸上吗？"他说。
"最好别。"我回道，把嘴抽出来一会儿好说话。说完我立马又含回他屌上，嘴唇还是那个缓慢平稳的节奏，一直滑到底，他那根屌就有了两寸插在我嗓子眼里，然后又退回到龟头，我的舌头这会儿紧紧压着底侧。我就这么一直重复这个动作，他屌在我嘴里更硬了，他开始绷紧身子。
"我要射了，宝贝，全吞下去。"我感觉到他茎身底侧搏动了一下，我把嘴唇往上滑，只裹住龟头，他那一泡黏糊糊的浓精就喷到了我舌头上，我一边嘬一边舔。我又不由自主地哼了一声，我自己的屌又硬得跟石头一样，他那精液又咸又甜的味道一撞上我的味蕾，我就开始用两只手轻轻揉他的卵蛋，把他那滚烫的汁喂给我的时候全喝了下去，那股暖意顺着我的喉管慢慢往下流。
没有什么猛喷的大股，也没有冲得要命的流量，可他的精液就这么稳稳当当地不停往我嘴里淌，我贪得无厌地全喝下去，一口接一口地咽，直到他彻底掏空，开始变软。
我把嘴从他屌上滑下来，从根撸到头，两遍，最后几滴从顶端渗了出来，我又凑过去把那几滴舔掉。
"哇，"他说，"真是最棒的，蜜糖。"
"不客气。"我说，又靠回墙上，慢慢消化这场体验。
"真盼着哪天还能再碰见你。"他说，我抬起头，脸上带着一丝浅笑，他出了隔间。
对我来说，嘬屌和喝精液差不多有种神秘的意思。我给一个男人嘬着，在他屌上耍着花样，他那边得费掉老多的精力。他奔着高潮耗掉那些精力的时候，我就在被充能。
好像那精能从他的身子里往外淌，全聚在他屌上，再借着把我们连在一起的唾沫，被我嘴唇、舌头、嘴给吸进去，又往我身子里头漫开来。我把他带得离射精越来越近的时候，那能量就越来越强，等他往我嘴里射他那一泡的时候，就攀到了顶。
他的热乎劲儿，他的能量，还有他一部分的劲儿，全浓缩在他的那泡精液里，流进我身子，他那汁水灌满我的嘴，咽下去，顺着嗓子眼一滴一滴淌进我胃里，在那儿消化掉，成了我身子的一部分。
这也可能是我自己瞎想出来的，可每回给一个男人嘬完屌、咽下一大口精液之后，我真觉得自己飘得厉害，有好几分钟都微微犯晕、恍恍惚惚的。虽说我这吞精的瘾，跟别的什么瘾一样，从来就没够的时候。
我在隔间里坐了大概十分钟，连一个脑袋都没从门口探进来。我正要走，想着欢乐时光大概是散场了，这时门猛地一开，我抬起头来。一个相当年轻的小伙子，二十五六岁，身材练得极好。
"来个一挑三你干不干？"他问。
"那得看另外俩是谁。"我回他，他把门又推开一点，我看见他身后还有两个男的。一个看着比他小一点，大概二十出头，第三个看着才刚刚二十一。
三个在我那过不过关的秤上，全过关。
"挤进来吧。"我说，他们就挤了进来，关上门。
"我不操，我只嘬。"我把话先说在前头。
"我们正想这样。"打头那个男的说，三个人就靠着隔间那面长边墙排开，开始脱裤子。
左边那个（最年轻的）大概六寸长，尖尖细细的，中间那个（来问我的那个）大概五寸，但非常粗，右边那个最长，足足七寸，中等粗细。
伺候完这三个我就准备走了，既然我穿的是条旧牛仔裤，地上也没那么脏（至少没看见明摆着的精液滩），再加上我大腿肌肉给前头嘬过的三个家伙蹲得有点酸了，我索性就在中间那人面前跪了下来。他已经半硬了，我把嘴张得老大，嘴唇撑开来裹住他那根粗茎身，一直滑到他屌毛那儿，舌头来回在他茎身上套弄了几回，直到他完全硬了，屌也被我的唾沫弄滑溜了。
我用右手握住他的屌，侧身朝我左边那小子，就是最年轻那个，把他含进我热乎乎的嘴里。他已经硬了，我把他整根茎身全弄湿，只轻轻嘬他龟头，一边沿着他那圈棱儿和尿眼舔来舔去。
然后我又转向右边，看见最边上那个正朝向我，我把嘴唇滑下去，沿着他那根已经硬了的屌一直滑到底，把他的龟头吞进嗓子眼里好几寸，然后又退到末端，又嘬又舔。
这会儿三个人全朝向我这张脸了，我就开始在三根之间轮换，嘴从一个屌挪到另一个屌，又嘬又舔，每根都往嗓子眼里吞过几回，够得着的屌我的手就撸着，嘴忙不过来的那些。我估摸着这几个家伙多半是直男，我给他们嘬的时候，他们嘴里就没停过评头论足。
"瞧这嘬屌的浪劲儿。"
"喜欢嘬我的屌吗，你这条嘬屌母狗？"
"嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯——"我含着屌含糊地应了一声。
"真不敢相信有人能干出这种事，尤其还是一回伺候仨。"
"你是不是想把我们三个的浓精全喝了，嘬屌母狗？"
"嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯——"我又含糊地应了一声。
"舔我卵蛋，死基佬。"
"我可攒了老大一泡等着你呢，嘬屌母狗。"
"嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯——"
这时候我嘴边已经有了三根滑溜溜的屌，我嘬着其中一根，另一根就直往我嘴唇上蹭，他们在我的嘴伺候不到的间隙，这会儿也给自己撸着。我能觉出来他们快来了，等我把中间那家伙重新含进嘴里，嘴唇沿他那根粗茎身滑下去的时候，他伸出手，把我脑袋按在原地，开始操我的嘴。
他的屌是最短的，所以尽管粗，他往我嘴唇里一进一出狠撞的时候我并没有干呕，他撞了几回，说："全咽下去，嘬屌母狗。"一边说着，一边往我嗓子眼里猛冲，把他那泡浓精全喷在了我扁桃体上。
"哦哦哦，天爷。"我接着嘬的时候他说，等那味道冲上嗓子眼，我跟往常一样又闷哼了一声。
"看他嗓子眼动的，他在往下咽那些精液。"
"恶心！"最年轻那个说。
"我随时就要射了。"右边那家伙说，这会儿我差不多已经把第一个家伙的货全喝干咽净了，就让他从我嘴里滑了出去，把嘴唇紧紧锁在另一个家伙上，刚好赶上，他开始往我舌头上一股一股地喷。他那精液真叫一个稠，味道有点发苦，可我偏偏好这口，我嘴里还在被灌满，就咕噜咕噜顺着嗓子眼往下吞。
"这实在是太恶心了。"最年轻那个说，他这会儿正在自己撸。
"真不敢相信会有人真心想干这种事。"
"嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯——"那第二个人发苦的汁液那股暖劲儿慢慢渗下我嗓子眼的时候，我又闷哼了一声，我揉着他的卵蛋，把那最后一滴也榨了出来。
他从我嘴里抽了出去，我看向头一个射的家伙，看见还有些精液在一滴一滴往外淌，就俯身过去把它们舔干净，这才转过来面向那年轻小子。
他还在给自己撸，我往前一凑，开始舔他那根屌的尖端，他自己撸着，然后我张开嘴，说"射我舌头上"，把舌头伸到他龟头底下等着。
"哦哦哦——"他闷哼了一声，就开始往我大张着的嘴里喷射他的精液，老大一股，又一股，又一股，精液在我舌头上堆了起来，那三个人就这么盯着看。
"看那样子。"
"这大概是我见过的最恶心的事了。"
我张着嘴继续趴在那儿，他还在继续往我嘴里泄，我的舌头满得盛不住，就稍稍仰起了头，那汁水开始往回倒，流进我喉管里，我嘴里漏出一声闷哼。
"看他裤子，他都硬成石头了。"
"真难信他还好这口。"
"真难信有人居然能当嘬屌的货。"
他终于不再射了，把最后一滴也挤到了我舌头上。我抬起头，挨个看了一遍他们仨，嘴巴还张着，里头半满着精液，舌头上全盖满了，然后闭上嘴，吞了几大口，感觉到一大股暖流开始往下淌，顺着喉咙往下走。然后我从地上爬起来，坐回到板凳上。
那三个人一言不发地提上裤子，拉上拉链。
"谢了，嘬屌的货。"
"真他妈恶心，伙计。"
最年轻那个在他仨走出隔间的时候，光是摇了摇头。
精液这东西，究竟有什么魔力？
真没法形容，但再没有比它射进我嘴里、要么是一阵猛喷、要么是从我两唇间的屌里直往外淌的感觉，更妙的了。
甭管它是又稠又黏的，还是水叽叽的，从卵蛋里出来的时候总是滚烫的，那股子热乎劲儿，那感觉简直没法信。
那味道也没法说，但每回都好喝得要命，有时候是咸里带着甜丝丝的余味，有时候是辛辣的、麝香的，有时候甚至是发苦的，可每一泡精液都有它自己独一份的味儿。
还有那种把它咽下去的感觉，把那一泡灌满了无数小蝌蚪的汁水吞进自己肚子里，不管是它往我嘴里涌的时候直接往下吸，还是在咽下去之前先含在嘴里、绕着舌头打转细细地品，又或者是就这么含着，直到积成一大摊浆液，非得实实在在用吞的才行。
那股暖意，顺着嗓子眼一路往下走，一直落到胃里，在那儿跟我的胃液搅在一起，所有的蛋白质、碳水、脂肪全消化掉，剩下没用的部分排进小肠，再从那儿要么尿出去，要么拉出去。
精液这东西，究竟有什么魔力？
我正要走，隔间的门开了。抬起头来，我彻彻底底吃了一惊。
门口站着的，是刚才那三个人里最年轻的那个，他脸上带着点难为情。
"忘东西了？"我说。
"嗯，"他说，"要是我刚才说过什么不中听的话，我得跟你道个歉，可当着那两个家伙的面我不敢不那么说话——所以我就等到他们车开走了，想跟你谈谈。"
"没事，"我说，"那对我什么也不是，只有精液才要紧。"
"嗯，我就是想跟你说这个，"他说，"你看，我一直都想知道，像你那样嘬屌是个什么滋味，刚才看你那么陶醉的样子，把我弄得快疯了。"
他停下来，就那么盯着我，直到我最后还是把那句"然后呢？"说了。
"嗯，我想问问，你愿不愿意让我嘬你的屌，这是我头一回。"
我其实也没真觉得那么意外，而且一般我也不怎么喜欢让男人给我嘬。不过反正我也准备走了，就说"管他呢——你要是真想的话。"
"谢谢。"他说，说完就跪在那脏地板上，我解开裤子，拉开拉链，把裤子褪到地上。我那根屌，六寸半，中等粗，龟头漂亮分明，嘴里的精液味儿还没散，已经硬得不行了。
他俯过身来，把它含进嘴里，就开始使劲猛嘬。
"轻点，"我说，"用舌头去弄龟头。"他开始舔我屌的末端，嘬的力道也放轻了。
"嘴唇夹紧。"我说，他照做了，然后我说"我会轻轻地来，不过你先看我怎么做，然后自己试着来一遍。"
我用手把他脑袋固定住，非常慢地把我的屌往他嘴里送，直到感觉到龟头刚刚顶到他的嗓子眼，然后退回来，只剩龟头在他嘴里。
接着我又往里顶，说"用鼻子喘气"，顶进他嗓子眼，直到他嘴唇正贴到我的屌毛上，他发出轻轻一声干呕的动静，可我立马又往外拔了出来。然后我开始非常慢地往他喉咙里挺进，又马上退出来，就这么找到了一个非常慢的节奏。
然后我停下来，说："行了，照这个你自己来。"
他把嘴唇顺着我的茎身滑下去，直到我进了他的嗓子眼，又退回来，再进到嗓子眼，再退出来。这感觉真是相当舒服，能有个处女嘴伺候我，次次都够刺激。我说"真他妈棒，就这么来，不过你往里出的时候舌头往上顶住我屌底。"他照做了，他那热乎乎的口腔一下一下套弄我屌的时候，我闭上了眼。
我觉得自己快来了，就问："你想让我射你嘴里吗？"
"嗯嗯嗯——"他应道。
我伸手下去，轻轻按住他的头，把我那根屌抽出来，只剩龟头在他嘴唇间，说了声"来了"，就在他嘴里爆开了。
那一下喷直直冲进他嗓子眼里，他干呕了一声，可他还是一直嘬着龟头，我一股接一股地在他那热乎乎的口腔里炸开。等我终于完事了，我把屌拔出去，看着他大口一咽，我问："全咽了？"
"嗯。"他说。
"那，你觉得怎么样？"他光是抬起头，脸上挂了个老大老大的咧嘴笑，那就说明一切了。
一般来说我不喜欢把能量浪费掉再传给别人——可有时候，也得往回给一点。
"得，我瞧我这又多了一个给我添堵的嘬屌同行。"我说，提上裤子出了隔间。