Cum Drinking Straight Guy
'Cum Drinking Straight Guy'
I'm sure the title of this story got a few chuckles, if not outright laughter, out of many of you. 'That's an oxymoron' is probably a common thought. 'Denial' many of you will say.
... But here's my totally true story anyway.
I have always been attracted to women. When I'm walking down the street my eyes are always seeking out the female form, and guys are close to invisible to me. Not once, ever, have I looked at a guy and thought 'Now that's a cute guy' Sexually, I like women also. I like the way they look, smell, and feel, I like laying down next to their naked bodies, stroking and caressing them, I like kissing women, I like making love to them in all ways, licking their clits till they cum, fucking in any position, getting sucked off by them.
None of these thoughts have ever applied, with me, to men. But since my very early years I have always been obsessed with the thought of a cock in my mouth, licking and sucking it till it spurted a load of cum, and drinking it down.
I first heard about sucking cock at age 8, and couldn't even really understand the concept of cum yet, but the thought still fascinated me. I was already attracted to girls, had been kissing the ones who'd let me, and seeking out others who would do so.
As puberty approached, though, I'd hear more and more about sucking cock and started having fantasies about it. The fantasies were always of having a girl suck my cock, and of me sucking someone else's cock.
At age 12 my cousin, who was 11, was visiting, and he casually mentioned to me that he and a friend had given each other blowjobs. Well, this seemed like a perfect opportunity to me, so a short while later we were in the basement dropping our drawers. My cock at the time was maybe 5 inches when hard, but his dick was still thumb sized. We took turns sucking each other but he was so small and not able to cum yet that nothing really happened, and my dick was really large to him and he gagged and lost interest. We never tried again and the subject was avoided thereafter.
By age 14 I constantly had girlfriends and spent many hours with them doing everything getting blowjobs and fucking. We'd kiss, pet, some of them would let me feel them up or even finger their pussies, and life was fun.
By age 15 I was in a relationship with a low self esteem girl, from a white trash family with a bar slut for a mother, and she'd let me do literally anything I wanted, and almost anytime and anywhere. For the next year I spent entire days fucking, and she would suck my cock for hours on end. It was all very exciting, but I still had a desire to suck a cock myself and get a mouthful of cum to drink.
Logistically, though, it was to prove almost impossible. There were some gay guys who'd come on to me, but they were either feminine type guys or older guys who usually wanted to suck me off..... and I was somewhat repulsed at the thought of doing anything with either. I didn't like guys.
What I really fantasized about was sucking an anonymous cock attached to a faceless straight guy with no other implications. This obviously wasn't going to happen, and though I ran through every possible scenario there was no way I could think of to find a cock to suck without the possibility of anyone I knew finding out about it. And, there were guys in my town who had sucked someone off and gotten outed, and their lives were miserable ever after - they were known as the cocksuckers by all, and treated with scorn and abuse.
With the penalties for even bringing up the subject so extreme, I put my fantasies on the back burner, continued to use them to fuel masturbatory sessions, but more or less gave them up as realities.
Girls were always there, though, and sex was plentiful, so the next few years were spent chasing and indulging in that pastime.
As I headed into my twenties, life was a party, with large crowds always present. On the periphery of the crowd I hung out with was a guy who appeared straight, always had a girlfriend, but carried around persistent rumors that he also liked to suck cock. I generally kept him at arms length so as not to be caught in that association, but one night the two of us found ourselves at the end of a party after everyone else had left, and he asked me for a ride home.
As I was driving him home, he point blank asked me if he could suck my cock, and when we got to his house I parked in a dark area in his parking lot. I honestly had no desire to have my cock sucked by him, but I figured if I let him, then I could suck him off and our silences would be sealed. We sat and talked in the car for awhile, and both of us soon had our cocks out and were stroking ourselves as we talked, and I just reached over for his cock and without giving it much thought leaned over into his lap and took his cock in my mouth.
He was about 6" long and tapered, and though I had fantasized about it for years I had no idea that a cock would be so warm and silky in my mouth and feel so nice. I had no real clue as to technique so I just did what came naturally and gently suckled and licked his cockhead, and after a minute or 2 precum started leaking out and tasted wonderful against my tongue.
I must have been doing something right because as I nursed on his cock he was moaning quietly - and as I sucked, his moaning got louder till he said 'I'm going to cum'. I just made an 'mmmmm' sound around his cock and he grunted and my mouth began filling with his cum as he unloaded himself. The taste and texture were really nice, like nothing I'd ever tasted before, and without giving it any thought one way or another I drank it down and kept sucking and licking till he was completely drained and started becoming soft.
He leaned back and caught his breath, and I leaned back also, waiting to see what would happen next. I didn't really want him to suck my cock especially, but knew that unless he did it I'd be constantly worried about him saying something to someone, but after only a few seconds he leaned over me and began doing to me what I'd done to him, and with the inside of my mouth still sticky and tasting of his cum it only took a minute or so and I blasted my load into his mouth, and he also drank it all down.
Afterwards we just sat there for a few moments in silence, I finally said 'that was cool, thanks.... maybe see you again sometime?' and he said 'I hope so' and got out of the car, and I drove home.
I was still living at home with my parents, and the next day I woke up and lazed around, and towards evening was laying on my bed listening to music when my bedroom door opened, and the guy I'd sucked off the night before came stumbling into my room, having been let in by my mother.
He was already drunk, and started talking loudly about how nice last night had been, and he started getting physically affectionate with me, sat close to me on the bed and put his hand on my arm. I flipped out, told him to please leave, and to never show up at my house again, sober or drunk. He did leave, my parents were wondering what that was all about, and I was back to where I'd started in my quest for cock, except now I'd actually tasted cum and my addiction was set.
I was now back to the girls, and maybe a year later I met my wife, fell in love, and settled down. For the next twenty years or so I was a typical husband, fathered a child, and my thirst for cum stayed in the background. But it never went away.
Years later, I was now in my forties, and two great changes came into my life at around the same time - mid life crisis and the Internet.
Mid life crisis came on with a vengeance and left me with the feeling that there was a finite number of years left to do things I'd always wanted to do before it was too late - and sucking cock and drinking cum were at the top of that list. And with the internet came, in the beginning, bulletin boards where a person could say anything they wanted with another person, yet still remain totally anonymous.
I began to post my desire to suck cock all over the web, and eventually began corresponding with another guy who wanted to be sucked off by a guy. We made arrangements to meet, but when the time came I chickened out and didn't show. But the desire get getting stronger, and eventually I discovered the Yahoo personals, and decided to put in an ad and see what happened.
My ad headline read 'Looking to drink cum' and the ad said 'Married SWM, forty-something and in good shape looking for straight guy to suck off - any race and any age but you must be in decent shape. I'm not interested in affection, a relationship, or reciprocation, just your cock in my mouth and your cum down my throat'
To my surprise I had a torrent of responses, and I answered them all.
The first guy I picked was to be a car meet in the local mall parking lot, and when I pulled into the designated area and turned off the car, he immediately pulled up alongside. I saw that he looked as described, average looking with a short dark beard, so I unlocked the drivers side door and slid over into the passenger seat, and he got behind the wheel.
I was nervous as hell, we both said hi, and he asked 'Do you swallow?'
'Yes, I do swallow' I said, and he replied 'Cool' and undid his pants and slid them down below his knees. I looked around to make sure the parking area was empty, and then slid to my knees on the passenger side floor and leaned over his lap and took his semi hard cock in my mouth. I started sucking and licking, and he soon got hard, but this time I had a better clue what to do so at the same time I slowly moved my lips up and down his shaft.
The cock in my mouth was as silky as the one I remembered, and as the precum dripped out onto my tongue the taste was, again, so cool. He was leaning back in the seat as I worked on his cock, and all of a sudden a strange chemical smell filled the car, and I stopped for a second and looked up at him. He had a tiny jar under his nose and was sniffing it, and when he saw my questioning look said 'poppers'. I had never done it, but had heard of it, of course, so I took his cock back into mouth and kept licking and sucking.
His cock seemed to get even harder, probably from the poppers, and I was now moving my lips up and down his shaft in a steady rhythm as I nursed on his dick, and then he tightened up and I felt a pulse against my lower lip and a large gooey blast of cum hit the roof of my mouth, followed by a second blast, and then a third, and it seemed like my mouth was filling up with his juices. The taste was totally different than I'd remembered from my one previous experience, but I still loved it, and I began drinking it down as the last drops oozed out of the end.
I lifted my head, and avoided looking him in the eye, but he said 'thanks, dude' and pulled up his slacks. He buttoned himself and said 'see you, I'll drop you an email' and got out of the car, and into his own and drove away. I drove myself home, feeling somewhat strange about the whole thing, the taste of cum still strong in my throat when I walked into the house where my wife was waiting.
In the next few weeks I had 2 other similar experiences from guys who'd answered my Yahoo ad, all in the front seat of a car. I arranged to meet them in parking lots, and in every case I let them in my car and dropped to my knees on the passenger side and blew them. And I loved the feeling of their cocks in my mouth, of licking and sucking, and stroking their shafts with my lips while they moaned and finally spurted their sticky hot load onto my tongue, filling my mouth with that taste till I swallowed it down. I was really becoming addicted and thought of little else except sucking cock.
I emailed every one afterwards with a simple 'Thanks for the cum, I'd be glad to drain your cock anytime - let me know' But not one of them ever wrote back for an encore. I realized that most of these guys were as much into the thought of shooting their loads into new mouths as they were into the blowjobs themselves.
But I also had some other different experiences. One was a guy I'd arranged to meet at his house (his wife was away on business) and when I got there I started by kneeling in front of him as he sat on the couch and sucked on his cock as he lay back on the couch. But after a few minutes he said he'd really like to suck my cock also, would I mind?
Well, actually I did mind, but he was somewhat insistent, so we lay down on the floor, on our sides in 69 position, and began blowing each other. He was actually very good at sucking cock but I wasn't much into getting blown, period, so I began working really hard on his cock, sucking, licking, my lips tight against his shaft as I moved my mouth over his shaft in a steady rhythm. Well, we were both quickening the rhythm and I was fighting to not cum, when he bucked and shot a huge blast of thick sticky cum into my mouth followed by another. As soon as my mouth began filling and the taste hit my senses, though, I shot my own load, and we were both draining and drinking each other's sticky juices.
Some of you might think that a simultaneous cum like that sounds really cool, but it wasn't to me.
First of all, it seemed too much like regular sex, a little too intimate somehow.
And second, it was an energy drain - I discovered that generally I didn't get hard or turned on when getting them off orally, and that bringing someone off and the mouthful of cum I'd receive would make me feel energized. Almost like I was getting some of their energy in return for what I was doing to them.
But cumming myself just drained my energy. And finally, it's a control thing, when someone is just standing or lying back passively as I perform my oral magic on them, I'm in control. I'm the one controlling what sensations they're going to be feeling and even, to a degree, when they're going to give me the mouthful of cum that I'm working for.
Another experience I had was with 2 guys I'd arranged to meet and suck off. They were getting a motel room and I was meeting them there. When I got there, they were waiting, and apparently knew each other fairly well. And what they wanted to do, and did, was get naked and lay down side by side on the bed, and kiss and play with each others nipples, as I lay on my stomach and alternately sucked them off.
I took turns going back and forth between their cocks, alternately sucking on one and stroking the other, and when one guy seemed like he was ready to cum I eased off and went to work on the other with intense suction and laving, and finally I finished one off and was drinking down his cum while stroking the other and before he was fully drained I heard the other moan so I quickly moved my mouth over to his cock just in time to receive his load in my mouth. I drank down the majority of his juices, and then went back and forth between them a few times, licking off the last drops and giving them both a final suck to get the last drops out.
The cum loads themselves, two in a row like that, were really kind of cool and a first for me. But after they were done the whole thing again felt kind of strange. While the energy was definitely there since I hadn't even got hard, but the whole situation was a little too intimate again for comfort, and since the whole thing had been their agenda the control thing I liked was lacking.
Most of the answers I'd gotten from my ad, though, were from guys who were really more interested in sucking me or mutual blowjobs.
I met 2 guys like this during the same period and when it was obvious they were more into sucking me I backed out, telling them I'd been clear about being the one who wanted to do the sucking. And a bunch of others I just wasted my time on with emails being sent back and forth before they became honest and admitted they also wanted my cock.
I was drinking a good amount of cum, which I loved, but also wasting a lot of time getting it, a lot of it wasn't in the situation I really wanted, and there was a lot of uncertainty every time I met someone - so I decided to refine my ad in yahoo.
My new headline still read 'Looking to drink cum' but the new ad said 'Married SWM, forty-something and in good shape looking to drink cum - any race and any age but you must be in decent shape. No affection, absolutely no reciprocation, just me on my knees worshipping your cock with my hot mouth and swallowing all the cum you can pump into me. Your place or my car, and if things click, regular cocksucking sessions are desirable'
Again my mailbox was filled with responses. This time, though, I weeded out the ones that were iffy right away, and answered and qualified the rest.
I met some of these guys and discovered an interesting fact - A good majority of the guys who strictly wanted a blowjob without reciprocation were gay, not married and straight. I thought about this for awhile but decided it didn't matter to me as long as their wasn't any intimacy involved - and it seemed like most of the married gays were actually more into sucking cock themselves than not.
I ended up meeting 4 guys in the next few weeks that were to become repeat customers. The first was a gay guy who liked to lay back on his couch with me kneeling between his legs sucking on his cock. He really loved the act of getting sucked, and would lay there moaning as he tried to hold off as long as possible. He had a really nice 7" tapered dick and I taught myself a lot of cocksucking tricks while working on him. I learned to keep my lips really tight, without teeth as I stroked his shaft with them, to work just on the head with my tongue pressed hard and lapping across his piss slit, and I even learned how to deep throat a guy without gagging and could now take a cock a few inches into my throat on each stroke. And when he did finally cum he'd literally scream softly as his cum poured, not blasted, onto my tongue.
The second guy was another gay guy who liked to lie down on his back while I kneeled between his legs and bent over to suck him off. His cock was only about 5" long but was very wide, and I got used to stretching my lips to accommodate that. He also liked to have his balls licked, which I was OK with though it didn't do anything for me, but with him I also learned how to softly stroke a guys balls with my fingertips as I was sucking to heighten his pleasure. He would always shoot his load into my mouth unexpectedly with a loud grunt, and always shot multiple spurts that would hit my tonsils before dripping back on to my tongue.
The third guy was totally straight, and when his wife was at classes one night a week I'd go over his house and blow him. He just simply loved blowjobs, his wife would not suck him off, and some years back he'd had a gay friend ask to suck him off and he'd obliged and found that not only was a mouth just a mouth, but the mouths of guys were usually more talented.
He liked to stand with me kneeling before him (my favorite position), and he'd always tell me about 10 seconds before he shot his load. And as soon as he'd tell me that I'd slide my lips back so they were around the ring at his cockhead and suck hard and when he'd shoot it would just pour onto my tongue with maximum taste and feeling and I'd drink it down as it was being fed to me.
And finally, the 4th was another gay guy with a nice house in the deep suburbs. He'd usually bring me back to this large den with open glass windows facing the woods, and he'd put on a gay male porno tape which he'd watch as I was sucking him. He had a large dick, maybe 8" and medium wide, and he wanted me to kneel with his cock in my mouth, sucking him off as he stood before me.
He'd also try to hold off, but he liked to alternate between me actively sucking his cock and him holding my head in place while he fucked my mouth, pushing his cock in and out of my throat. He wasn't rough about this, and I had gotten used to taking a cock into my throat, and it was actually kind of a turn on and just about the only thing that would give me a hard on while I was sucking.
And when he was getting close to cumming he would open a bottle of poppers and take a few deep breaths, and then he'd hold my head in place, push in, and shoot his load of cum directly into my throat with a groan. His cum was very strong tasting and always in very large quantities, and after his first blast he'd back his cock out of my throat and continue to drain his load onto my tongue.
The other thing he'd do that I really liked was when I came over his place, if it was a nice day and the grass was dry, we'd go out into the center of his yard, which was blocked by trees and foliage from the neighbors. And I'd kneel in the middle of his lawn, sucking him off and getting face fucked, and having my throat filled with his hot load out in the open.
For the next 6 months or so I was blowing these 4 guys on an average of once a week, and also meeting some other guys here and there, and my thirst for cum was getting stronger as time went on, if anything.
But eventually things started changing, the straight guy's wife finished her classes so us getting together became problematic, the second gay guy had eventually wanted to branch out, and kept asking to fuck me in the ass which I wasn't at all interested in so I stopped seeing him.
But mostly I was spending a large amount of time out of the house sucking cocks and drinking cum and my wife was starting to seriously wonder what I was up to for all those hours. So I found myself down to servicing the other 2 regularly and took down my ad from yahoo.
While surfing the web one day I saw mention of a bookstore about 45 minutes from me, and one weekday I was home and took a ride over there at lunchtime. I had never been to an ABS before, and I walked in and asked the counter woman how the booths worked. She told me they took dollar bills, so I got change for a ten, and went back to the booth area.
The booths were in groups of 3, and in the group on the right, out of sight of the front counter, the middle booth was open so I walked in. I immediately noticed that on either side wall there were round holes about 4" across at cock height - glory holes! This was so cool!
So I locked the door and sat. I fed a few singles into the video machine, and when I looked to the right there was an eye looking at me thru the hole. I had read about glory hole etiquette on the web, so when he pulled back from the hole I stuck a finger thru and wiggled it, and right after I pulled back a cock came thru into my booth.
Now this was what I'd really been hoping for all along. I had no interest in guys, just in cocks, and here was an anonymous cock sitting in front of my face waiting to be sucked. I looked at the floor quickly and it appeared clean, so I dropped to my knees in the booth and slipped my lips around the nice, cut, 6 inches of a 7 inch cock that was waiting for me.
It was hard as a rock, and I began to worship this object of my desire, slowly licking the head of this cock before me, sucking gently, and began moving my lips back and forth a few inches along his shaft as I pressed my tongue against the bottom, stopping just short of the wall itself.
I was transfixed as I got a steady rhythm going and unexpectedly my mouth began to fill as he started unloading his cum into my mouth. As the musky taste hit my tongue I began moaning softly, and I just drank it down as it was still feeding me.
It was like I felt the energy that was being expended to produce the cum for my pleasure had become a part of the cum itself and was being fed to me, to be absorbed into my being. I kept up the suction, and when it was drained it pulled out of my lips with an audible pop and back thru the hole.
I got off my knees and sat on the seat catching my breath and felt all warm and fuzzy, the taste in my mouth permeating everything, as I heard the door open and shut in the next booth. On the left wall was another hole, and I looked thru that and saw only the cock of the guy in the next booth and his hand stroking it. I stuck my finger thru that hole also, and nothing happened. I looked thru again and he was still stroking so I figured he wasn't interested, but before I could move away he stood up and I saw his cock heading for the hole and I backed up a little.
The cock came thru that hole, and this one was a little shorter and wider, and wet looking, and when I slipped it into my mouth I could taste what seemed like a lubricating lotion. But this guy had gotten himself ready and I'd barely started sucking when he erupted into my mouth, shooting a hot sticky load against my tonsils, and I started swallowing that down and soon had him drained and his cum dripping down my throat. He also pulled back with a pop, and I heard him leave the booth a minute later.
I was really pumped, and my energy level was really high, so I put in a few more dollars and waited for the next cock to come thru one of the holes. I would have kneeled there draining cocks all day and night if they kept being fed to me, but lunch hour must have been over because no one else showed up for a half hour and I had used all my singles in the machine. So I reluctantly left and went home.
But having found a real glory hole, which was what I'd really always been looking for, I was psyched - and went to sleep that night dreaming about kneeling at that hole and drinking as much cum as I wanted from an endless supply of cocks coming thru holes in the wall to feed me. I had to work the next 3 days, but the glory hole was constantly on my mind.
On Saturday I got up and did a few chores, made an excuse with the wife, and drove over to the bookstore. I got some singles at the counter, and went over to the same booth I'd been in previously, and went in. Sometime in the last few days the holes had been boarded up. I left that booth and started looking in some open ones in the other groups of booths and they were all boarded up.
Well, I didn't feel comfortable asking the female counter clerk about it, so I just headed home, totally bummed out. I did find out later, though, that the police had told them to either close up the holes or face a major fine, so they boarded up the holes.
Having finally found what I really wanted, though, I began searching the Internet gay sex sites for other glory holes in the area, even within an hour or so drive, but it turned out that the few stores that had started with glory holes had been shut down or the holes boarded up.
Just my luck.
I continued to see my 2 regular guys weekly, but was not meeting any new guys off the Internet due to time constraints. I tried a few bookstores at various times and found them either empty or being closely watched by overzealous clerks - and the few I found that weren't empty had nothing but gay guys or trolls hanging around.
It seems all gay guys are looking for the perfect 20 year old gay guy, regardless of how old they are or what they look like. And all the 20 year old gay guys are looking for other 20 year old gay guys and the number of those types that show up at a bookstore in a given week can be counted on one hand. So most of the time the gay guys in those places are hanging out doing nothing. And the trolls are hanging around looking for anything they can get, and they usually end up pairing off in the booths with other trolls.
Then, about a year ago I was out driving at a little before noon on a weekday and happened to be passing a bookstore I'd tried before with no luck but noticed the parking lot was full so I pulled in. A lot of the vehicles in the lot were work vans and trucks, and when I went inside, bought some tokens, and went into the back room the main booth room was packed and most of the guys looked like working men, quite a few uniforms and work clothes.
The booths were 4 to a side with the doors facing the main hallway, and I picked a booth in the left center section, went in, left the door mostly open, and put a token in and tuned in a female cocksucking video (I wasn't going to put on a gay video, I hate them, but I figured it would still send a message to anyone who looked in).
I had barely settled into the seat when a guy appeared in the doorway. I looked up at him just long enough to see he was wearing jeans and a sport shirt and wasn't a troll and said 'come on in', so he did and closed the door. My eyes were focused totally on his bulge as he unhooked his jeans, dropped his pants to the floor, and pulled down jockey shorts to let loose a soft, cut, 5" cock.
The floor looked rather disgusting and had a few small pools of cum on it, so I dropped to a squat before him and took his soft cock in my mouth. He tasted faintly of urine and had a mild sweat odor, and I softly sucked and licked his dick till he quickly got hard and his cock grew another inch or so and the head mushroomed.
Then I began sucking a little harder, moving my tongue all over his cock head, and when he began to hump my mouth slowly I began to move my mouth up and down his shaft right to the entrance to my throat, matching his rhythm, and began to gently stroke his balls with my fingertips. He quickly started oozing precum, and it didn't take long before he started to tense up and I felt a pulse on my tongue, which was pressed against his shaft bottom and I slid my lips back to the tip of his cock as he grunted and the cum began to pour out of his cock onto my tongue.
As the first splash of cum hit my mouth, and that musky taste filled my senses, I began to softly moan, and I kept gently massaging his balls as he drained himself into my hot mouth. When he pulled back out of my lips I swirled the cum around in my mouth and gulped it down, and the taste filled my throat as I licked my lips and involuntarily let out an 'mmmm' sound. I looked up to see that he had been watching me, and he said 'that was one hell of a blowjob - I've never seen anyone take the pleasure from sucking cock that you do. Thanks, hope to see you again' 'See you' I said, as he unlocked the booth and left, leaving the door open behind him.
I hadn't even caught my breath yet when the doorway was again filled, and I looked up to see another guy, in work slacks and a T shirt, and noticing he wasn't a troll either, nodded him in. He walked into the booth, and said 'do you mind if I leave the door open?' I wasn't really used to having an audience, but the place seemed safe enough so I said 'If that's what you like'. He unbuttoned and dropped his pants, and when he dropped his boxers I saw that he was a little larger than average, maybe 8", medium width, and already hard. Staying on the seat so my face was sideways to the door opening I took his cock into my mouth and started licking and gently sucking on his cock head.
He was apparently very used to having an audience, and he started talking a lot as I was blowing him.
'You love sucking my cock, don't you?'
'mmmmm'
'I haven't cum in a week and have a huge load for you, bet you can't wait'
'mmmmm'
'Lick my balls'
'mmmmm' (as he held up his cock I lapped at his balls for awhile)
'Lick my cock all over'
'mmmmm'
'Take me deep'
'mmmmm'
'You love sucking cock as people watch, don't you?'
'mmmmm'
'You really are a good cocksucker, do you know that?'
'mmmmm'
I'm not really sure why, but I found it a turn on having people watching me get mouth fucked, and the verbal stuff was OK also. When I opened my eyes for a second, I saw from the side that there were 2 guys standing in the doorway a few feet away, watching, with their cocks out and in their hands.
The guy I was blowing had started slowly pushing deeper at this point and on the in strokes was going a full 2 inches into my throat, and I wasn't gagging but my eyes were starting to water a little. And then he said 'Here it comes, take my hot load cocksucker' and pushed all the way into my throat, my nose buried in his pubic hair, and I slowly breathed through my nose to keep from gagging as I felt a blast inside my gullet.
To keep from gagging I pulled back out to the end of his cock, and he hadn't been lying about a huge load, his cock was like a cum faucet as thick sticky goo filled my mouth. I began gulping audibly as I swallowed it down, and eventually drained out the last drops. 'Cool' he said as he pulled out, and I looked up somewhat dazed to see that the 2 guys were still in the doorway watching, and a few other faces had been looking over their shoulders.
The one guy in the doorway was pumping himself frantically and looked ready to shoot so I leaned in his direction with my cum slicked mouth open and he stepped forward and I took him in my mouth and began sucking and licking hard. It wasn't 30 seconds before he groaned and began to spurt, short blasts that hit the roof of my mouth and dripped down onto my tongue, and I kept sucking and swallowing till he pulled out.
The first guy had finished dressing and walked out, and the second guy was pulling up his pants as I leaned back against the booth wall to catch my breath as the cum made it's way into my stomach. I wiped my eyes, which were watering, with the back of my hand, and closed my eyes for a second.
When I reopened my eyes, I saw that the crowd had dispersed, the show apparently over, but there was a guy halfway in the doorway, and when I looked at him he said 'Can I come in?' 'Sure' I said, and he shut the door behind him and locked it.
He started unhooking his pants, and as he was dropping his shorts I said 'My throat's a little sore, I hope you don't mind a soft blowjob' and he said 'My favorite kind. So I squatted down so my lips were cock level, and saw that he had my favorite kind of cock. A solid 6" long, medium width, with a slightly pronounced head. I slipped him into my mouth and began to suck him very gently, running my tongue slowly over the piss slit and around his cockhead.
I nursed on his cock like a baby on a bottle after the hunger's past, enjoying the silky feel inside my mouth, and I began to very slowly move my mouth up and down his shaft, lapping at the tip at the end of the upstrokes and pressing my tongue against the underside of his shaft on the down strokes. He was making soft moaning noises the whole time, and I just kept at the same, very slow rhythm, feeling his cock sliding against my lips as I worshipped his cock with my eyes closed.
This went on for a good 10 minutes and I was really enjoying it, as was he, obviously, with his constant soft moans, and he started to gently move back and forth with my mouth stroking his cock, as we matched rhythms. Finally, he said 'Is it alright if I cum in your mouth?', and I just said 'mmmmm' around his cock, and he let out a 'Ohhhhh' and his juices spurted against my tonsils and I moved my lips towards the end and softly sucked as he continued to empty himself onto my tongue, moaning the whole time.
I was swallowing as I sucked, and even after he was drained I kept nursing on his cock as he got soft, and finally I slipped my lips off the end. 'Wow!' he said 'that was absolutely the best blowjob I have ever gotten. Thank you' 'You're welcome' I said 'it was fun for me too'. He buttoned up, and then said 'I really hope to see you here again - have a great day' 'Bye' I replied 'I'd like that.
I sat back and relaxed, catching my breath before the next cock, but when no one else came to the door, I looked out in the hall and saw it was empty except for one other guy, who wasn't heading my way. So I straightened my clothes, licked the inside of my mouth and teeth clean of cum with my tongue and swallowed the little that was still there, and came out of the booth.
The other guy in the hallway was looking at me in a friendly way, so I said conversationally 'This place certainly cleared out quickly' He smiled and replied 'Lunchtime's over - the action won't start again till a little before 5' When I looked at him quizzically, he said 'The straight married types looking for blowjobs are generally only here at lunchtime and on the way home from work - the rest of the time during the day this place is filled with old trolls and after rush hour at night it's mostly gay guys looking to hook up. 'Thanks' I said 'I'll remember that' Apparently I'd just been going there at the wrong times.
Well the place wasn't as cool as a glory hole, but it was as close as I was going to get trying to find cum to drink without any of the other baggage. And with the guys I'd blown today at least it'd been strictly cocksucking without any of the intimacy things. So I headed back to work, the taste of cum still strong in my throat, and finished the day off.
I was working in that general area, so for the next 2 weeks I was heading over there every lunchtime and finding the situation similar to the day before. I was swallowing a minimum of 4 loads every day, on two days 5 guys unloaded into my mouth, and once on a Friday I'd gotten there a little early and had been fed 6 different mouthfuls of cum.
The guys were all straight except for a few who wanted to suck me in return (and were turned down), and every afternoon I'd head back to work pumped up and full of energy. I was drinking as much cum on most days as I'd been getting in a good week previously, and I was avoiding many of the hassles, as well as cutting down on the amount of time spent.
After the 2 weeks I wasn't able to get there at lunchtime anymore, but it wasn't all that far out of the way from home at night so I began stopping by at around 4
in the afternoon instead. The crowd at night was a little different, more businessman types, but still by and large mostly straight guys just looking for a good blowjob before heading home to the wives. A slightly higher percentage of gay and bisexual guys than at lunchtime, but the gay guys mostly avoided me (as I wasn't that 20 year old they were desperately seeking) and I learned to ask the guys what they liked before I let them close the door, and weeded out the bisexual guys looking to suck me that way.There was cock waiting to be sucked every night, though it seemed to be a slightly different crowd on different nights. Some nights were slow but I never found a night that offered me less than 3 loads of cum, but other nights were extremely busy, and since I could stay a little longer if I wanted to, 6 and even 7 loads of cum were not unusual (but to this day I have never sucked off more than 7 guys in one sitting. It's possibly because when things get slow for even 10 minutes I get bored and leave, but for whatever reason, 7 seems to be the benchmark.)
I'd show up after work, get my tokens, take a booth, and get a cocksucking video going (videos of women sucking cock, of course, and besides my personal preference for them, usually more cum filled than the gay ones, and they still got the point across).
And the straight, mostly married guys, would come into my booth one after another and present their cock to me for worshipping. Some of them would like the soft slow blowjobs women like to give (if they do it at all), some would like to be sucked hard and fast, some would like to forcefully fuck my mouth (I'd learned how to keep my tongue in the way and block my throat hole if they got too forceful), and others would like to slowly and gently fuck my lips. The cocks came in all sizes, from about 3 inches hard to 10 inches soft, cut and uncut, and in all colors and widths. And each one would use my mouth to coax out the load of cum that I was waiting to swallow, and as the first spurt from each one landed in my mouth, from a watery flow to thick sticky globs, and the unique flavor of each hit my taste buds, I'd involuntarily let out a soft moan of pleasure as I nursed every last drop out and drank or gulped it down like it was a fine wine.
Over the following weeks I was showing up nightly, and many of the guys I was blowing became regulars who'd show up specifically to shoot their loads into my mouth specifically, not just any mouth.
The two gay guys I'd previously been sucking off on a weekly basis fell by the wayside since it had become a choice to me of either sucking their one cock or coming here instead to suck off a half dozen - there was no contest, and besides, their cocks and the blowjobs they liked from me had become routine.
For about 3 months my whole life had become focused on cock and cum, and I thought of little else. Ten minutes after leaving the bookstore with 7 loads of cum in my belly and the taste still strong in my mouth and throat I was already thinking about tomorrow and the next group of cocks I'd suck off.
My wife was starting to get a feeling that something was going on, partly because I was getting home late every single night, but that feeling was reinforced by my inattentiveness when I was around her, since all I ever thought about was the feelings I'd been experiencing - the feeling of the first blast of cum hitting the back of my throat, the taste spreading throughout my mouth as it filled with cum, and the slow drip down the back of my throat as the cum slowly slid down my gullet towards my stomach.
I had become a seriously out of control cum addict.
Not wanting to jeopardize my marriage, since I did love my wife, I started going out of my way to divert my attention to her. I began to initiate lovemaking with her with more and more frequency, and really did enjoy that for it's own merits, and found myself spending more and more time laying in bed with her, kissing, stroking, and playing - and especially worshipping her clit. Licking and sucking it, taking it between my lips and running my tongue across it, and at the same time using my fingertips to rub that little spot between her vagina and rectum, getting a rhythm going and then, just as she starts to cum, sliding a finger slowly up her ass as she screams in pleasure.......
Anyway.....
Having finally realized my blowjob fantasies, I could not go all the way back to B.C.(Before Cum)
But I have reached a middle ground where I can keep my life balanced. I no longer meet any guys from the internet, not only was it wasting way too much of my time but most of the guys posting there are wannabees or at the least dishonest about who they are, what they look like, and what their intentions are.
And I no longer have any regular guys I meet for one to one suck offs. Once in awhile I'll be in a mall toilet and seeing a guy in the next stall will do an exploratory foot tap, and have a cock fed to me under the stall wall.
And once in awhile, usually on a weekend, I'll be passing a different bookstore somewhere and stop in and find a cock or 3 that need to be drained.
But generally, I'm content with my once or twice a week after work trips to my regular bookstore, where I can stop by for an hour or so, and have my regulars, along with the always present new guys, feed me the half dozen loads of hot sticky cum that I love so much.
After all, I'm just your average cum drinking straight guy
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喝精液的直男 - 同性恋遭遇色情故事 by Gloryhole Junkie - Nifty Archive LGBTQ+ 色情故事
来源： [[https://new.nifty.org/stories/cum-drinking-straight-guy-66610]] 作者： Gloryhole Junkie（2003 年 2 月 17 日） 邮箱： [email protected]
喝精液的直男
我敢肯定，这个故事标题让你们很多人至少会心一笑，甚至直接笑出声来。“这他妈不是矛盾吗？”可能是最常见的想法。“否认现实，”很多人会这样说。
……但不管怎样，这是我完全真实的故事。
我一直对女人有感觉。走在大街上，我的眼睛总是在搜寻女性的身体，男人对我来说几乎是隐形的。从来没有，一次都没有，我看过一个男人然后想“这家伙真帅”。性方面，我也喜欢女人。我喜欢她们的样子、气味和触感，我喜欢躺在她们赤裸的身体旁边，抚摸和爱抚她们，我喜欢亲吻女人，我喜欢用各种方式跟她们做爱，舔她们的阴蒂直到她们高潮，什么姿势都操，让她们给我口交。
这些想法，对我来说，从来没有适用于男人。但从我很小的时候起，我就一直迷恋把鸡巴放进嘴里的念头——舔它、吸它，直到它喷出一泡精液，然后喝下去。
我第一次听说口交是在 8 岁，那时我还不太理解精液到底是什么东西，但这个念头已经让我着迷。那时候我已经对女孩有兴趣了，一直在亲吻那些愿意让我亲的女孩，还在找其他愿意让我亲的。
随着青春期的临近，我听到越来越多关于口交的事，开始幻想这件事。幻想的内容总是让女孩给我口交，以及我去吸别人的鸡巴。
12 岁的时候，我表弟（当时 11 岁）来我家玩，他随口提到他和一个朋友互相口交过。好吧，对我来说这简直是天赐良机，所以没过多久，我们就下了地下室，脱掉了裤子。我那时候的鸡巴勃起时大概有 5 英寸，但他的还只有拇指大小。我们轮流给对方口交，但他太小了，还没法射精，所以实际上什么都没发生，而我的鸡巴对他来说太大了，他呛到了，失去了兴趣。我们再也没有试过，以后也避而不谈这个话题。
到了 14 岁，我女朋友不断，花了很多时间和她们在一起，做所有的事——被口交和操逼。我们接吻、爱抚，有些女孩让我摸她们，甚至让我用手指插她们的阴道，日子过得挺爽的。
15 岁的时候，我和一个自卑的女孩确立了关系，她来自一个垃圾家庭，妈妈是个酒吧荡妇，她真的让我想做什么就做什么，几乎随时随地。接下来的一年里，我整天都在操她，她会连续几个小时给我口交。这一切都让我很兴奋，但我仍然渴望自己去吸一根鸡巴，喝一满嘴精液。
但从实际操作来看，这几乎是不可能的。有一些同性恋男人向我示好，但他们要么是那种很娘的男人，要么是年纪大的男人，通常想给我口交……而我对和他们中的任何一个发生关系都有点反感。我不喜欢男人。
我真正幻想的是吸一根匿名的鸡巴，属于一个没有面孔的直男，没有任何其他牵扯。这显然不会发生，尽管我想遍了所有可能的情景，但我想不出任何办法能找到一根鸡巴来吸，又不会被任何认识的人发现。而且，我们镇上有些男人因为给人口交而被曝光，之后他们的生活就惨透了——所有人都知道他们是“口交佬”，被鄙视和虐待。
由于连提起这个话题都可能付出极端代价，我把我的幻想搁置了，继续用它来助兴打手枪，但基本上已经放弃了把它变成现实的可能性。
不过女人一直在，性爱也很丰富，所以接下来的几年我都在追逐和享受那个爱好。
进入 20 岁以后，生活就像一场派对，总有一大群人。在我混的那群人外围，有一个看起来是直男、总是有女朋友的家伙，但一直有传言说他喜欢给人口交。我一般都和他保持距离，以免被牵连，但有一天晚上，派对上所有人都走了之后，就剩我们俩，他问我能不能搭他的车回家。
我开车送他回家的时候，他直截了当地问我能不能给他口交。到了他家，我把车停在他停车场一个黑暗的角落里。说实话，我真的不想让他给我口交，但我想如果我让他做了，那我也可以给他口交，这样我们俩就都没话说了。我们在车里坐了一会儿，聊着天，很快我们俩都把鸡巴掏了出来，一边聊一边撸自己。我直接伸手过去抓住他的鸡巴，没多想什么，就俯身趴到他大腿上，把他的鸡巴含进嘴里。
他的鸡巴大概 6 英寸长，逐渐变细。虽然我幻想这事好多年了，但我完全不知道鸡巴在嘴里会这么温暖、这么丝滑，感觉这么好。我对技巧完全没什么概念，所以就顺着本能去做，轻轻地吸吮和舔他的龟头。过了一两分钟，前液开始渗出来，在舌头上的味道棒极了。
我肯定做得不错，因为我吸着他鸡巴的时候，他在轻声呻吟——我越吸，他的呻吟声越大，直到他说“我要射了”。我只是含着他的鸡巴发出“嗯——”的声音，他闷哼一声，我的嘴里开始灌满他的精液——他射了。那味道和质感真的很好，跟我以前尝过的任何东西都不一样。我没多想，就喝了下去，继续吸舔，直到他完全被榨干，鸡巴开始变软。
他往后一靠，喘了口气。我也往后靠，等着看接下来会发生什么。我其实不太想让他给我口交，但我知道除非他做了，否则我会一直担心他跟别人说什么。然而只过了几秒钟，他就俯身过来，开始对我做我对他做过的事。我嘴里还黏糊糊的，尝着他的精液味道，所以只过了一分钟左右，我就把精液射进了他嘴里，他也全喝了下去。
之后我们默默地坐了一会儿，我终于说：“挺爽的，谢谢……也许以后还会再见面？”他说“希望如此”，下了车，我就开车回家了。
我当时还和父母住在一起。第二天我醒来后懒洋洋地躺着，傍晚时分躺在床上听音乐，这时我的卧室门开了——昨晚我给他口交的那个家伙被我妈放了进来，跌跌撞撞地进了我房间。
他已经喝醉了，开始大声说昨晚有多爽，然后开始对我动手动脚，坐在我床边，把手放在我胳膊上。我吓坏了，让他赶紧走，再也不要来我家了，不管醉不醉。他走了，我父母想知道这是怎么回事。我又回到了寻找鸡巴的起点，只不过现在我已经尝过精液的味道，上瘾了。
我又回到了女孩身边。大约一年后，我遇到了我的妻子，坠入爱河，安顿了下来。接下来的二十年左右，我是个典型的丈夫，有了孩子，对精液的渴望一直潜伏在背景里，从未消失。
多年以后，我已经四十多岁了。大约在同一时间，我生命中有两个重大变化——中年危机和互联网。
中年危机来势汹汹，让我觉得剩下的时间不多了，必须趁还来得及做那些我一直想做的事——吸鸡巴和喝精液排在清单最上面。而随着互联网的出现，最初有一些公告板，一个人可以对另一个人说任何他想说的话，同时还能保持完全匿名。
我开始在网上到处发帖，表达我想吸鸡巴的欲望。最终，我和另一个想被人口交的家伙开始通信。我们约好见面，但到了时间，我怂了，没去。但欲望越来越强烈，最终我发现了雅虎个人广告，决定发个广告看看会怎么样。
我的广告标题写着“想喝精液”，内容说：“已婚白人男性，四十多岁，身材保持得不错，想找直男给我口交——任何种族、任何年龄，但你得身材还行。我不关心感情、关系或互惠，只要你的鸡巴在我嘴里，你的精液流进我喉咙里。”
令我惊讶的是，我收到了大量的回复，我都一一回复了。
我选的第一个家伙，约在当地商场停车场见面。我把车开进指定区域，熄了火，他立刻停到我旁边。我看到他和描述的一样——长相普通，留着黑色短胡须。于是我解锁了驾驶座门，滑到乘客座位上，他坐到了驾驶座后面。
我他妈紧张得要死。我们互相打了招呼，他问：“你吞下去吗？”
“是的，我吞。”我说。他回答：“酷。”然后解开裤子，把裤子褪到膝盖以下。我环顾四周，确认停车场空无一人，然后滑到乘客座位的地板上，跪下来，俯身在他大腿上，把他半硬的鸡巴含进嘴里。我开始吸和舔，他很快就硬了。这次我对技巧有了一点了解，所以我慢慢地把嘴唇沿着他的茎身上下移动。
嘴里的鸡巴和我记忆中一样丝滑，前液滴出来滴到我舌头上，味道又一次——太他妈爽了。他靠在座位上，我继续伺候他的鸡巴。突然，一股奇怪的化学气味充满了车厢。我停了一下，抬头看他。他鼻子底下有个小瓶子，正在嗅。看到我询问的眼神，他说：“poppers。”我从没用过，但当然听说过，所以我把他的鸡巴重新含进嘴里，继续舔和吸。
他的鸡巴好像更硬了，可能是 poppers 的作用。我现在正以稳定的节奏上下移动嘴唇，像婴儿吸奶一样吸他的鸡巴。然后他绷紧了，我感觉到下唇上一阵脉动，一大股黏稠的精液射在我口腔上颚，接着是第二股、第三股。我的嘴里好像灌满了他的汁液。那味道和我记忆中第一次的经历完全不同，但我还是爱死了。我开始喝下去，最后几滴从顶端渗出来。
我抬起头，避免看他的眼睛，但他说：“谢了，哥们。”然后拉起了裤子。他系好扣子说：“再见，我会给你发邮件的。”然后下了车，进了他自己的车，开走了。我开车回家，对整件事有点奇怪的感觉——精液的味道在我喉咙里还很浓，我走进家门的时候，妻子正在等我。
接下来的几个星期，我又从回复我雅虎广告的家伙那里有了两次类似经历，都是在汽车前座。我安排和他们在停车场见面，每次都让他们上我的车，我跪在乘客座地板上给他们口交。我爱死鸡巴在嘴里的感觉，爱死舔和吸，爱死用嘴唇抚弄他们的茎身，听着他们呻吟，最后把黏稠滚烫的精液射到我舌头上，灌满我的嘴，直到我吞下去。我真的上瘾了，脑子里除了吸鸡巴几乎什么都不想。
事后我都给他们发邮件，简单一句：“谢谢你的精液，随时欢迎你再让我榨干你的鸡巴——告诉我。”但没有一个人回信要求再来一次。我意识到，这些家伙中的大多数，和想射进新嘴里这个念头本身一样兴奋，而不是对口交这件事本身。
但我也有过一些其他不同的经历。有一次，我和一个家伙约好去他家见面（他妻子出差了）。到了之后，我先跪在他面前，他坐在沙发上，我吸他的鸡巴，他靠在沙发上。但几分钟后，他说他也很想给我口交，问我介不介意。
嗯，我其实挺介意的，但他有点坚持，所以我们躺在地板上，侧身呈 69 姿势，开始互相口交。他口活儿其实很好，但我对被人口交本身没什么兴趣，所以我开始使劲儿伺候他的鸡巴——吸、舔、嘴唇紧紧贴着他的茎身，有节奏地上下移动。嗯，我们俩都加快了节奏，我在努力忍住不射。突然他抽搐了一下，一大股黏稠的精液喷进我嘴里，接着又是一股。我的嘴里一被灌满，那味道一刺激到我的感官，我自己的精液也射了出来。我们俩都在喝对方的汁液。
你们有些人可能会觉得同时高潮听起来很酷，但对我来说不是。
首先，这感觉太像常规性爱了，有点太亲密了。
其次，这会消耗精力——我发现，一般来说，当我在用口交给对方带来快感时，我自己不会硬起来，也不会兴奋。而帮对方射出来，得到那一嘴精液，反而会让我觉得充满能量。好像我在为他们做的事，换来了他们的一些能量。
但自己射精只会消耗我的精力。最后，这还涉及到控制权——当有人只是被动地站着或躺着，让我用嘴施展魔法时，我掌握着控制权。我是那个控制他们感受到什么感觉的人，甚至在某种程度上，控制他们什么时候给我那口我努力得来的精液。
另一次经历是和两个家伙。我安排和他们见面，给他们口交。他们开了个汽车旅馆房间，我去那里见他们。我到的时候，他们已经在等了，显然彼此很熟。他们想做的（也确实做了）是脱光衣服，并排躺在床上，互相亲吻、玩弄彼此的乳头，而我趴着，轮流给他们口交。
我在他们的鸡巴之间来回切换，轮流吸一个、撸另一个。当一个人似乎要射的时候，我就放慢节奏，转而用强烈的吸吮和舔舐去伺候另一个。最后，我搞定了其中一个，一边喝他的精液，一边撸另一个。还没等把他完全榨干，我听到另一个呻吟起来，于是我迅速把嘴移到他的鸡巴上，正好接住他的精液灌进嘴里。我喝下了他大部分汁液，然后在两人之间来回了几下，舔掉最后几滴，每人再吸一下，把最后那点榨出来。
连续两泡精液——对我来说还是头一回，感觉挺酷的。但事情结束后，整件事又让我觉得有点奇怪。虽然能量肯定还在（因为我根本没硬起来），但整个情况又有点太亲密了，让我不舒服。而且整件事都是他们的安排，我喜欢的控制感也缺失了。
不过我从广告里收到的大多数回复，都是那些其实更想给我口交或者互相口交的家伙。
那段时间我见过两个这样的家伙，当发现他们更想给我口交时，我都退缩了，告诉他们我的广告已经说得很清楚，我是那个想吸的人。还有一大堆人，我仅仅是来回发邮件就浪费了时间，然后他们才坦白说他们也想要我的鸡巴。
我确实喝到了不少精液，这我喜欢，但也浪费了很多时间去获取。很多都不是我真正想要的情景，而且每次见陌生人都有很多不确定性——所以我决定在雅虎上改进我的广告。
我的新标题仍然是“想喝精液”，但新的广告内容说：“已婚白人男性，四十多岁，身材保持得不错，想喝精液——任何种族、任何年龄，但你得身材还行。不要感情，绝对不要互惠，只要我跪着用我热辣的嘴崇拜你的鸡巴，吞下你能射进我嘴里的所有精液。你家或我的车，如果合得来，定期口交会面是可取的。”
我的邮箱又一次被塞满了。这次我立即剔除了那些看起来不对劲的，回复并筛选了剩下的。
我见了其中一些家伙，发现了一个有趣的事实——那些严格只想要被人口交、不要互惠的家伙，绝大多数都是同性恋，而不是已婚直男。我想了一会儿，但决定只要没有什么亲密成分，这对我来说无所谓——而且看起来大多数已婚同性恋其实更喜欢给别人口交。
在接下来的几个星期里，我最终见了四个家伙，他们后来成了回头客。第一个是个同性恋，他喜欢靠在沙发上，我跪在他两腿之间吸他的鸡巴。他真的很享受被口交的感觉，会躺在那儿呻吟，尽量延长快感。他有一根很棒的 7 英寸渐变鸡巴，我在伺候他的时候学会了很多口交技巧。我学会了如何让嘴唇保持紧贴，不露牙齿，同时用它们抚弄他的茎身；学会了只专注于龟头，用舌头用力舔舐他的马眼；甚至学会了如何深喉而不干呕——现在每次上下移动都能把鸡巴吞进喉咙几英寸。当他最终射出来的时候，他会几乎轻声尖叫，精液像流淌（而不是喷射）到我舌头上。
第二个家伙也是个同性恋，他喜欢仰面躺着，我跪在他两腿之间俯身给他口交。他的鸡巴只有 5 英寸长，但非常粗，我不得不把嘴唇撑开以适应它。他也喜欢被舔睾丸，这我没问题，虽然对我没什么刺激。但和他在一起，我也学会了如何在口交时用手指尖轻柔地抚摸他的蛋，以增加他的快感。他总是伴随着一声响亮的闷哼，出乎意料地把精液射进我嘴里，总是连续喷出好几股，打在我扁桃体上，然后滴回我舌头上。
第三个家伙是彻头彻尾的直男。他妻子一周有一个晚上去上课，我就去他家给他口交。他就是单纯喜欢口交——他妻子不给他吸，几年前他有个同性恋朋友想给他口交，他答应了，然后发现嘴就是嘴，而且男人的嘴通常更有技巧。
他喜欢站着，我跪在他面前（这是我最喜欢的姿势）。他总是提前大约 10 秒告诉我他要射了。他一告诉我，我就把嘴唇滑到他的龟头冠沟处，用力吸。当他射精时，精液就直接灌到我舌头上，味道和感觉都达到极致，我一边喝一边吞。
最后，第四个也是同性恋，在郊区深处有一栋不错的房子。他通常带我到一间宽敞的书房，有敞开的玻璃窗对着树林。他会放一盘男同色情录像带，我给他口交的时候他边看边看。他有一根大鸡巴，大概 8 英寸，中等粗细。他希望我跪着，含着他的鸡巴，他站在我面前。
他也尽量延长时间，但他喜欢在我主动吸他鸡巴和由他按住我的头操我嘴之间交替——把他的鸡巴在我喉咙里进进出出。他并不粗暴，而我已经习惯了把鸡巴吞进喉咙里。这其实挺有刺激感的，几乎是我口交时唯一能让我硬起来的事。
当他快要射的时候，他会打开一瓶 poppers，深吸几口，然后按住我的头，插进来，伴随着一声呻吟，把精液直接射进我喉咙里。他的精液味道很浓，量总是很大。第一次喷射后，他会把鸡巴从我喉咙里退出来，继续把剩下的精液射到我舌头上。
他还喜欢做另一件事，我特别喜欢——如果天气好、草地干的时候我去他家，我们会走到他院子中央。那里被树木和植物挡住邻居的视线。我就跪在他家草坪中央，给他口交，被他操嘴，在露天之下让他的热精灌满我的喉咙。
在接下来的大约六个月里，我平均每周给这四个家伙口交一次。偶尔也见见其他一些人。我对精液的渴望非但没有减弱，反而越来越强。
但最终事情开始变化了。那个直男的老婆结束了课程，所以我们见面变得困难。第二个同性恋后来想拓展范围，一直求我让他操我的屁股，我完全没兴趣，所以我不再见他了。
但主要是，我花大量时间在外面吸鸡巴喝精液，妻子开始严重怀疑我这么多小时都在干什么。所以我发现自己只能定期伺候另外两个家伙，然后从雅虎撤下了广告。
某天在网上闲逛时，我看到有人提到离我大约 45 分钟车程有一家书店。某个工作日我在家，午饭时间开车过去。我从来没去过成人书店，走进去问柜台女店员那些小隔间怎么用。她告诉我投 1 美元纸币就行，所以我换了 10 块零钱，去了后面隔间区。
隔间是三个一组，右边那组，在前柜台看不到的地方，中间隔间空着，我走了进去。我立刻注意到两边墙上，在鸡巴高度有几个大约 4 英寸宽的圆洞——偷窥孔！太他妈酷了！
我锁上门坐下。往视频机里塞了几张 1 美元钞票，当我看右边的时候，有一只眼睛正透过洞看着我。我在网上读过关于偷窥孔礼仪的内容，所以当他从洞口退开时，我把一根手指伸过去勾了勾。我收回来之后，一根鸡巴立刻从洞里伸进了我的隔间。
这才是我一直真正希望的东西。我对男人没兴趣，只对鸡巴有兴趣。现在一根匿名的鸡巴就摆在我面前，等着我去吸。我快速看了一眼地板，看起来还算干净，于是我跪在隔间里，把嘴唇滑到那根漂亮的、割过包皮的、6 英寸硬鸡巴上——实际上是 7 英寸。
它硬得像石头，我开始崇拜这个欲望的对象，慢慢舔面前的龟头，轻轻地吸，然后嘴唇开始沿着他的茎身上下移动几英寸，同时用舌头压着茎身下面，节奏平稳，但快到隔板时停下。
我全神贯注地找到了稳定的节奏，然后毫无预料地，我的嘴里开始灌满——他开始把精液射进我嘴里。当那股麝香味击中我的舌头时，我开始轻声呻吟，一边喝一边吞，它还在继续喂我。
感觉就像产生精液以供我享乐的能量，已经变成了精液本身的一部分，正在被喂给我，被吸收进我的存在。我保持吸吮，当他被榨干时，他的鸡巴从我嘴唇里发出“啵”的一声，缩回了洞里。
我站起身，坐到座位上喘口气，感觉全身暖洋洋、迷迷糊糊的，嘴里的味道弥漫了一切。我听到隔壁隔间的门开合的声音。左边墙上还有一个洞，我从那里看过去，只看到隔壁隔间那家伙的鸡巴和他的手在撸。我也把手指伸进那个洞里，但什么也没发生。我又看了一眼，他还在撸，所以我想他没兴趣。但还没等我移开视线，他站了起来，我看见他的鸡巴正朝洞口过来。我往后缩了一点。
那根鸡巴从洞口伸了进来。这根稍微短一点、粗一点，看起来湿漉漉的。我把它含进嘴里时，尝到了一种像是润滑液的东西。但这家伙已经把自己准备好了，我几乎还没开始吸，他就喷发在我嘴里，把黏稠滚烫的精液射在我扁桃体上。我开始往下吞，很快把他榨干，他的精液顺着我的喉咙流下去。他也带着“啵”的一声缩回去，一分钟后我听到他离开了隔间。
我真的兴奋起来了，精力充沛得很。我又塞了几块钱进去，等着下一根鸡巴从某个洞里伸进来。如果它们源源不断地喂给我，我会跪在那儿整天整夜地榨干它们。但午饭时间肯定结束了，因为半小时内再没人出现，而我已经把零钱全用在机器上了。我只好不情愿地离开，回了家。
但找到了一个真正的偷窥孔——我一直以来真正想要的东西——我简直兴奋疯了。那晚我睡着时，梦里全是我跪在那个洞口，从墙上洞里伸出的源源不断的鸡巴喂给我，我想喝多少精液就喝多少。接下来三天我得上班，但那个偷窥孔一直在我脑子里转。
星期六我起床干了些家务，跟妻子找了个借口，开车去了那家书店。我在柜台换了些 1 美元钞票，去了之前那个隔间。结果前几天的某个时候，那些洞已经被木板封上了。我离开那个隔间，开始查看其他组的空隔间，发现全被封上了。
嗯，我不太好意思问女店员这事，所以就回了家，心情彻底糟透了。但后来我发现，是警察让他们要么封上洞，要么面临巨额罚款，所以他们把洞封了。
不过，终于找到了我真正想要的东西之后，我开始在互联网上搜索本地区（甚至一小时车程内）的其他偷窥孔。结果发现，少数几家曾经有过偷窥孔的书店，要么被关停了，要么洞被封了。
就他妈我的运气。
我继续每周见那两个固定家伙，但由于时间限制，没有再通过网络约新人。我在不同时间去试了几家书店，发现要么空无一人，要么被过度热心的店员严密监视。少数几家不空的，也只有同性恋佬或老色鬼在闲逛。
好像所有的同性恋佬都在寻找完美的 20 岁同性恋年轻人，不管他们自己多老或长什么样。而所有 20 岁的同性恋佬都在找其他 20 岁的同性恋佬。一周内出现在书店的这种类型的人数，一只手就数得过来。所以大多数时候，那些同性恋佬在那些地方只是无所事事地闲逛。而那些老色鬼则到处找他们能得到的任何东西，最后通常会在隔间里和其他老色鬼配对。
然后，大约一年前，一个工作日的午前不久我开车出去，碰巧经过一家我以前试过但没收获的书店，但注意到停车场满了，就开了进去。停车场里很多车是工作车和卡车。我走进去，买了些代币，进入后厅时，主要隔间区挤满了人。大多数家伙看起来像是劳工，不少人身穿制服和工作服。
隔间每排四个，门朝向主走廊。我选了左边中间的一个隔间，走进去，门半开着，投了一个代币，调出一个女人给人口交的色情片（我不会放同性恋片，我讨厌那种，但我想这仍然能向任何往里面看的人传递信息）。
我还没在座位上坐稳，就有一个人出现在门口。我抬头看了他一眼，刚好看到穿牛仔裤和运动衬衫，不是老色鬼，便说“进来吧”。他进来了，关上门。我的目光完全集中在他裤裆的鼓包上。他解开牛仔裤，脱到地上，拉下平角内裤，放出一根柔软的、割过包皮的 5 英寸鸡巴。
地板看起来相当恶心，有几小滩精液。我蹲在他面前，把他柔软的鸡巴含进嘴里。他尝起来有淡淡的尿味和轻微的汗味。我轻轻吸舔他的鸡巴，直到他迅速变硬，鸡巴又长了一英寸左右，龟头像蘑菇一样膨大。
然后我开始吸得用力一点，舌头在他的龟头上四处移动。当他开始慢慢挺动操我嘴时，我嘴唇也开始沿着他的茎身上下移动，直到我的喉咙入口，配合他的节奏，同时开始用指尖轻柔地抚弄他的睾丸。他很快开始渗出前液。没过多久，他就开始绷紧，我感觉到舌头上传来一阵脉动——我的舌头正压在他的茎身下面。我把嘴唇滑回到他龟头的尖端，他闷哼一声，精液开始从他鸡巴里涌出来，灌到我舌头上。
第一波精液打在我嘴里时，那股麝香味充满了我的感官。我开始轻声呻吟，一边继续轻柔地按摩他的睾丸，一边让他把自己榨干进我热乎乎的嘴里。当他从我嘴唇里退出去时，我搅动了一下嘴里的精液，咽了下去。那味道充满了我的喉咙，我舔了舔嘴唇，不由自主地发出一声“嗯——”。我抬头看他，发现他一直在看着我。他说：“这他妈是我遇到过的最棒的口交——我从没见过有人能从吸鸡巴中得到你这么大的乐趣。谢谢，希望再见到你。”“再见。”我说。他打开隔间的锁，走了出去，门开着。
我还没喘过气来，门口又有人了。我抬头，看到另一个家伙，穿着工作裤和 T 恤。注意到他也不是老色鬼，我点头让他进来。他走进隔间，问：“你不介意我开着门吧？”我其实不太习惯有人看着，但这地方似乎足够安全，所以我说：“如果你喜欢的话。”他解开扣子，脱下裤子。当他脱下内裤时，我看到他比平均水平大一点，大概 8 英寸，中等粗细，已经硬了。我坐在座位上，脸侧对着门，把他的鸡巴含进嘴里，开始舔和轻轻吸他的龟头。
他显然非常习惯有观众，开始在我给他口交时不停说话。
“你喜欢吸我的鸡巴，是吧？”
“嗯——”
“我一个星期没射了，给你准备了一大泡，你肯定等不及了吧？”
“嗯——”
“舔我的蛋。”
“嗯——”（他抬起鸡巴，我舔了一会儿他的睾丸）
“把我鸡巴整个舔一遍。”
“嗯——”
“含深点。”
“嗯——”
“你喜欢有人看着你被操嘴，是吧？”
“嗯——”
“你真是个很好的口交佬，你知道吗？”
“嗯——”
我不太确定为什么，但我发现有人看着我被操嘴挺刺激的，那些话也还行。我睁眼一瞥，从侧面看到门口站着两个人，几英尺外，鸡巴都掏出来握在手里。
我正吸着的家伙这时开始慢慢插得更深了，往里面插的时候，有整整两英寸进到我喉咙里。我没干呕，但眼睛开始有点流泪。然后他说：“来了，接住我的热精，口交佬。”他整根插进我喉咙里，我的鼻子埋在他阴毛里。我慢慢用鼻子呼吸，以免干呕，同时感觉到一股喷射在我食道里。
为了不呛到，我退回到他鸡巴顶端。他没撒谎说有一大泡——他的鸡巴像精液水龙头一样，黏稠的液体灌满了我嘴。我开始发出明显的吞咽声，吞下去，最终榨干了最后几滴。“酷。”他说着拔了出去。我有点晕眩地抬头，看到那两个人还在门口看着，还有几个脸从他们肩膀上探过来。
门口其中一个人正在疯狂地撸自己，看起来马上要射了。于是我朝他靠过去，张开我那还糊着精液的嘴。他跨步上前，我把他含进嘴里，开始用力吸和舔。不到 30 秒，他呻吟一声，开始喷发——短促的几股，打在我口腔上颚，滴到我舌头上。我继续吸和吞，直到他拔出去。
第一个人已经穿好衣服走了出去。第二个人正在提裤子，我靠在隔间墙上喘口气，让精液流进胃里。我用手背擦了擦流泪的眼睛，闭了一秒钟眼睛。
当我再睁眼时，看到人群已经散了，表演显然结束了。但有个人站在门口，半截身子探进来。我看着他时，他说：“我能进来吗？”“当然。”我说。他关上门，锁上了。
他开始解裤子。当他脱内裤时，我说：“我喉咙有点疼，希望你不介意我吸得轻一点。”他说：“我最喜欢这种。”于是我蹲下去，让嘴唇和鸡巴高度齐平。我看到他有一种我最喜欢的鸡巴——结实的 6 英寸，中等粗细，龟头稍微有点突出。我把他含进嘴里，开始非常轻柔地吸，用舌头慢慢扫过他的马眼，绕着他的龟头打转。
我像婴儿在饥饿过后吮吸奶瓶一样吸他的鸡巴，享受嘴里丝滑的感觉。我开始非常缓慢地上下移动嘴唇，在上行结束时舔他的顶端，下行时把舌头压在茎身下面。他一直在发出轻柔的呻吟声。我保持同样的、非常缓慢的节奏，闭着眼睛，感受他的鸡巴在我嘴唇上滑动，崇拜着他的鸡巴。
这样持续了足足 10 分钟，我真的很享受，他也显然如此——他一直轻声呻吟着。他开始随着我嘴唇的抚弄轻轻地来回移动，我们的节奏同步。最后，他说：“我能射在你嘴里吗？”我只是含着他的鸡巴说“嗯——”，他发出一声“哦——”，他的汁液喷在我的扁桃体上。我把嘴唇移到顶端，轻轻吸着，他继续把剩余的精液倒在我舌头上，一直呻吟着。
我一边吸一边吞。即使他已经榨干了，我还在吸他变软的鸡巴，最后才把嘴唇从顶端滑下来。“哇！”他说，“这绝对是我这辈子得到过的最棒的口交。谢谢你。”“不客气。”我说，“我也很享受。”他扣好裤子，然后说：“我真的希望再在这里见到你——祝你今天愉快。”“再见。”我回答，“我也希望如此。”
我坐回座位，放松下来，喘口气，等着下一根鸡巴。但没人再来门口。我往走廊里看了看，空荡荡的，只有另一个人，但没朝我这边走。于是我整理好衣服，用舌头舔干净嘴里和牙齿上残留的精液，吞下那一点，走出了隔间。
走廊里另一个人友善地看着我。我闲聊般地说：“这地方清空得真快。”他笑着回答：“午饭时间结束了——下一波大概五点左右才开始。”我疑惑地看着他，他说：“那些来找口交的已婚直男类型，一般只在午饭时间和下班回家路上来。一天中其他时间，这地方全是老色鬼。晚高峰过后，晚上大多数是来找炮友的同性恋佬。”“谢谢。”我说，“我会记住的。”显然我之前只是来错了时间。
嗯，这地方不如偷窥孔那么酷，但已经是我能找到的最接近的了——让我能喝到精液，又不用背负其他负担。而且今天我吸的那些家伙，至少纯粹是口交，没有任何亲密成分。所以我回去上班了，喉咙里还有精液的浓烈味道，完成了当天的工作。
那段时间我在那个区域附近工作，所以接下来两个星期，我每天午饭时间都去那里，发现情况和前一天差不多。我每天至少吞下 4 泡精液，有两天是 5 个家伙射进我嘴里，而有一个星期五我早到了一点，被喂了 6 个不同男人嘴里的精液。
那些家伙除了少数几个想给我口交的（都被我拒绝了），全是直男。每天下午我回到工作岗位时都精力充沛、充满能量。大多数日子里，我喝到的精液量已经相当于之前状态好时一周的量，而且避免了很多麻烦，也减少了花在路上的时间。
两周后，我中午没法再去了。但那里离我晚上回家的路也不算太远，所以我开始下午四点半左右顺路过去。晚上的客流有点不同，更多是商务人士类型，但总体上大多数还是只想在回家见老婆之前好好爽一发的直男。同性恋和双性恋的比例比午饭时间略高一点，但同性恋佬大多避开我（因为我不是他们拼命寻找的那个 20 岁年轻人）。我学会了在让他们关门之前先问清楚他们喜欢什么，并以此筛选掉那些想给我口交的双性恋。
每天晚上都有鸡巴等着被吸。不过不同晚上客源有点不同。有些晚上比较冷清，但我从来没收过一晚少于三泡精液。其他晚上则非常繁忙——而且我可以多待一会儿，所以一晚六泡甚至七泡精液也不算稀奇（但直到今天，我从来没有在一次坐姿中吸过超过七个男人。可能是因为一旦冷清超过十分钟我就会无聊离开，但不管原因是什么，七个似乎是上限）。
我下班后出现，买好代币，占一个隔间，放上一部女人给人口交的片子（当然，这是我个人偏好，而且通常比同性恋片有更多精液镜头，但它们仍然传达了我的意图）。
然后那些直男（大多数已婚）会一个接一个地走进我的隔间，把他们的鸡巴献给我崇拜。有些喜欢女人给的那种轻柔缓慢的口交（如果她们真的给的话）；有些喜欢被用力快速地吸；有些喜欢用力操我的嘴（我已经学会在太用力时用舌头挡住喉咙口）；还有一些喜欢缓慢温柔地操我的嘴唇。鸡巴各种尺寸都有，从 3 英寸硬到 10 英寸软，割过包皮的、没割的，各种颜色和粗细。每一个人都用我的嘴来引出那泡我在等待吞下的精液。当第一股从每人嘴里射进我嘴里时——从稀水般到黏稠块状——每种独特的味道冲击我的味蕾，我会不由自主地发出一声轻柔的愉悦呻吟，像吸吮美酒一样吸出每一滴，然后喝下去或吞下去。
在接下来的几个星期里，我每晚都去。我吸过的许多家伙成了常客，他们会专门来把精液射进我嘴里——不是随便什么人的嘴，而是我的嘴。
我先前每周给口交的那两个同性恋就这样被淘汰了。因为摆在我面前的是选择：要么吸他们一个人的鸡巴，要么来这里吸六个人的——根本没有可比性。而且，他们的鸡巴和喜欢的口交方式已经变成例行公事了。
在大约三个月的时间里，我的全部生活都围绕着鸡巴和精液，几乎什么都不想。每次离开书店时肚子里装着七泡精液、嘴里喉咙里还留着强烈味道，十分钟后我已经在想明天和下一批我要吸的鸡巴了。
我妻子开始觉得有什么事不对劲了，部分是因为我每晚都晚归，但这种感觉又因为我在她身边时心不在焉而加剧——因为我满脑子想的都是我一直体验到的那种感觉：第一股精液打在我喉咙后部，味道在嘴里蔓延，精液灌满口腔，然后慢慢顺着喉咙后部滴下，滑进食道，流进胃里。
我已经成了一个严重失控的精液成瘾者。
我不想危及我的婚姻——因为我确实爱我的妻子——所以我开始刻意把注意力转回到她身上。我开始越来越频繁地主动和她做爱，而且确实很享受做爱本身的美妙。我发现自己花越来越多的时间和她躺在床上，亲吻、抚摸、调情——尤其是崇拜她的阴蒂。舔它、吸它、把它含在嘴唇之间，用舌头横扫它，同时用指尖揉搓她阴道和直肠之间那个小点，找到节奏，然后在她即将高潮时，慢慢把一根手指滑进她屁股里，她尖叫着达到高潮……
总之……
在最终实现了口交幻想之后，我无法完全回到“精液之前”的生活状态了。
但我已经达到了一个平衡点，可以保持生活稳定。我不再通过网络见任何人了——这不仅浪费我太多时间，而且大多数在那里发帖的人都是幻想家，或者至少对他们是谁、长什么样、意图是什么不诚实。
我也不再有固定的单对一口交对象了。偶尔我会在商场厕所里，看到隔壁隔间的家伙会用脚试探性地碰碰我，然后一根鸡巴从隔板下面喂给我。
偶尔，通常在周末，我会路过某个不同的书店，停下来，找到一两根需要榨干的鸡巴。
但总的来说，我很满足于每周一到两次下班后去我的常规书店，在那里待上一个小时左右，让我的常客们以及总是存在的新人喂给我那半打黏稠滚烫的精液——我深爱着的精液。
毕竟，我只是一个普通的喝精液的直男。
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