Glory Hole Sagas - Chapter 15
THE GLORY HOLE SAGAS Chapter Fifteen
My Date With Nick - Part Two
CHAPTER 15
Mildly drunk after our dinner celebrating my first time as a hustler, Nicky and I walked back to campus, to head to my bed and explore each other's bodies. I was also high off the fact that a handsome married Greek john named Nick had paid me $100 to treat him like shit and fuck him, then tipped me another $200. Nicky was floating on a cloud. He was falling in love with the massive bouncer and enforcer at the Inn, Bruno, a muscular giant blond with a big mustache and fighter's face who acted like a frightened kitten around Nicky. The big brute's face was actually handsome when he grinned at my buddy, and I had told Nicky that he was already in control of the giant stud. He just had to decide if this was the man he wanted to have forever, because that was what Bruno obviously was looking for: "love forever more".
Nick had already figured out that my roommate Matt was the gay swimmer I was hinting about, and had I warned him about Matt's tastes when Nick said that Matt could "do anything he wants to me on our next away meet." But my roommate and his slave were spending the night with Ralph, this guy who looks like my twin and they had both been having sex with, treating him to his first three-way, Ralph`s idea of "kinky sex".
Nick and I slowly stripped. It was the first time we had seen each other totally naked. His ass and crotch showed that he had been telling Bruno the truth when he said that he was almost as hairy as me when not shaving for the swim team. It looked a bit odd to me, because Matt, with his dedication to rough sex, always shaved his entire body, including his asshole and pubes. I was VERY happy that I had won that sucker bet with Nick.
"Man, am I glad I lost that bet to you, Ike. I would never of had the nerve to go on a date with a man, and I wouldn't be about to go to bed with a man I like who isn't paying me. I know you don't want me mentioning it, but I would never of had the nerve to talk back to that first guy, so I would never have met Bruno." He got a goofy look on his face mentioning the massive bouncer.
I laughed as I kissed him on the mouth. When we ended, I said "You are SO in love with that big, handsome ape, buddy. You should see the look on your face when you just say his name! A few hours after you meet him, you're ready to marry the man!"
Nick blushed, then whispered: "I'm confused, Ike. He's got me so hot, but scared. I really AM afraid of getting hurt by him. Not on purpose, but.. well, I've been fucked, but never by a big guy. It hasn't been my favorite thing, usually. I didn't have a chose, the first times, which made it unpleasant even if the guys were as young as me and not well hung. The men I sold my ass to were usually johns I had been with before, so I knew they were small. In fact, you'll be the best hung guy to fuck me. Yes, I decided THAT after I agreed to the bet, that I was going to have you fuck me tonight. Ike, until I met Bruno, I was sort of thinking of YOU as a possible boyfriend. I mean, if things worked out, mutually..., well you know what I mean. You are certainly the hottest guy I every had sex with, and I really like you."
I grinned. "And I like you, and had you on my short list of guys who I might consider falling in love with."
He laughed. "Oh, get off of it. YOU may not be ready to admit it, but you are crazy about Jeff Hamilton. I knew that the first time we talked about him, I just didn't know then that the feeling is mutual."
I looked at him questioningly as I lead him to my bed. "Why do you assume it's mutual? Until tonight you didn't know I was dating him."
He kissed me long, slow and hot. As we broke, he smiled at me. "No, I didn't know you guys were an item, but I DO have eyes. Hamilton always used to talk to the front of the room when you sat up there. Since you began sitting next to me in the back, about half the time he's taking to US; or more specifically to YOU!"
"You're crazy."
"OK, don't believe me. Some of the girls in the class noticed that he keeps looking at the two of us and asked me why. Ask them."
I felt fear. "What did you say to them? Are they suspicious?"
He laughed at my sudden terror. "I told them that since we always sit next the one window in that room, he must be looking out the window at the clock tower on the Library. It's visible from the front of our classroom. They though it made sense, but you might want to say something to him. I just didn't realize you guys had hooked up and were in love."
"Wait. YOU are the one who is in love, buddy. I'M still all fucked up and confused. There are at least three guys who I find just about as hot as Jeff, but haven't had a date with or spent a night with any of them, yet, so I don't know I how feel about THEM. Jeff may like me enough to spend nights with me, but does he like me enough for a long term relationship? I'm ten years younger than him and a student, and he`s a millionaire."
"You mean he's rich like you?" he made a snorting, dismissive sound. When you're poor, all wealthy people are the same. Just as until recently, I never realized the different levels of poverty.
"No, buddy. Compared to his house, which he inherited from his grandmother, I grew up in a rundown shack. And when it comes to money, I'm a pauper compared to Jeff. On the other hand, he served in the Navy as an enlisted man, which is an old family tradition. A real sailor boy!"
"Buddy, you face is glowing. You are boasting about your man."
"We were talking about your fear of Bruno's dick." I replied acidly. Then I grinned. "And I have to add to my list of problems my fear of Jeff's dick in MY virgin ass."
Nick was silent for a second. Then he smirked. "I know what you mean, Ike, since I sucked him off in the t-room that time I saw him there. I couldn't take him all the way down, but it was fun trying."
I grinned. "I CAN. But I was lucky to learn a trick for deep throating by accident before I spent the night with him. I was sucking a man almost as big Jeff through a glory hole while I was in a stall with Sam, who began to give me my first rim job. I yelled and this massive dick just slid right down my throat. Jeff DID think it was odd that I was yelling the first time I deep-throated him, but his WAS impressed I was doing it a few days after I first figured out that I liked men. But you're afraid of Bruno for no reason, Nicky. You heard him: he'd cut off his dick own before he hurt you. He totally adores you already."
He whispered to me "Then why are you so afraid of Jeff?"
"Because I'm not sure he adores me the way Bruno does you, and I HAVE watched him rough fuck someone in the t-room. He REALLY enjoyed himself while doing that. I'm still surprised he didn't just take my ass that first time, since he's used to taking what he wants, sexually. Its not like I said no, I just told him I was a nervous virgin, and he stopped. Bruno DOES adore YOU. You can bet your bottom dollar that he'll wait for your ass for years until you ARE ready. I wouldn't be surprised if he offers his to you first."
He began to laugh. "Yeah, sure. Big brute BRUNO is going to let ME fuck HIS ass! When fucking pigs fly! That tough stud probably has never has anything but a tongue up his ass."
"I still think he'll offer it to you to prove to you his love for you, buddy. He saw how afraid you are, and he wants to make sure you're comfortable with him. What better way than to show you that he's not the overly masculine brute he looks like by acting in the least likely way you expect? "
"Only time will tell. Meanwhile, there is a big, beautiful hard dick in my hand right now which I would like to get wet and in my ass, NOW." He ducked down and sucked my cock down his throat. Jeff might be too big for him, but I was just the right size. He barely gagged at all at first, and within a minute was going to town. I began to laugh when he gave a little yell each time he dived all the way down, since it was unnecessary.
"Nicky, have you ever had a man with a mustache eat your ass?"
"No. I've only had my ass eaten twice, and it wasn't all that exciting."
"Then it wasn't done right, buddy, because it should get you hot and bothered. Now, you'll have a much better mustache when a certain blonde giant eats that beautiful hairy ass, but I'll be happy to give you your first taste of a decent tickle." He giggled as I spread his leg and pushed them to his chest. Then he gasped as my tongue made love to his ass. In about a minute, I had my buddy babbling. A minute later, he was begging me to fuck him.
I looked at him "I guess you enjoyed that, huh?" I twisted a nipple playfully.
"FUCK, YES!" He reached up and twisted my nipples. "Now, fuck me, you bastard!"
I lubed myself up. Nick saw the poppers on my nightstand, and picked them up. I put my cockhead against his wet asshole as he took a deep sniff, and pushed in gently. He moaned as I did. To my surprise, he bucked his hips up so that I slid most of the way into him. He was grinning at me. I pulled back and pushed back in so that my balls hit his, and we both shouted. His ass was great; tight and hot. He went wild, using his ass muscles to give me a great ride.
I grunted at him, "I thought you said you hadn't been fucked much. You sure have a well educated ass, baby!"
"I said I hadn't been fucked by anyone as big as you, and had never really loved it before. But I've been fucked plenty, and learned to use my ass to get it over with fast. Now I'm doing it to give you as good a time as you're giving ME!!" He had yelped at an in-stroke. "You have the PERFECT! shaped dick, Ike. Each TIME! you ram that fucker IN! me, you clip my Magic SPOT!!!" I saw his eyes widen whenever I hit his prostate, which was on just about each in-stroke. I reached down and kissed him.
"I've never CUM!! From being fucked before, BUT!! I think a certain big dicked STUD!! is about to change THAT!!!" He moaned and took another hit of the poppers, then threw back his head as he began to pinch his own nipples. My arms were holding up my weight as I rammed into him, being careful to keep my angle the same, since I was driving my buddy wild, He began to snort and grunt. His hands went up to my chest, and began to play with my man-fur. "Oh, FUCK!! Ike, your gonna make me fucking CUM!!" I could feel the spasms of his orgasm in his tight ass. "OH, fuck, BRUNO! FUCK THAT LOAD OF JIZZ OUT OF MY FUCKING BALLS, BABY! Yes! you're doing it, baby!" A blast of cum hit me in the face. "BRUNO! YES! Oh, yes, so good, Ike." He began to shoot a massive load. I rammed in because he was thrashing around so much, I was afraid I'd fall out. His ass was the tightest I had ever been in during an orgasm, and it was fantastic. "Keep fucking me, baby. Fuck another load of jizz out of me, Bruno! PLEASE, BRUNO, FUCK MEEEE!!! Harder, Ike, fuck me harder!"
I was amused. He was totally unaware of how he was switching names. Then I wondered: I had been having a lot of sex with a lot of guys lately. Had I done the same thing in the midst of passion? Had I called out the wrong name? What if I called out the wrong name with Terry on our sex-date? Or with Nancy?
I kept at it as his orgasm subsided. I slowed down, since I knew a lot of men got sensitive in their ass after cumming. Nick kicked my ass with his heels. "Keep going, Ike. Make me shoot again, baby. That was great, Bruno, my first handless cum!" He began to play with my nipples. I sped up, and began to breathe faster.
"I don't think I can hold out until you cum again, buddy. You're ass is just too tight and hot. Giving you your first ass orgasm was so fucking hot, Nicky! OH FUCK!" I kissed him as I rammed in and shot a load. It was the load I had denied my hustling trick as well as the one I had just worked up to: a really great orgasm. I wailed something as I rammed in one last time and unloaded. I felt him wrap his legs around me, keeping me in his ass as I shot him full of cum, and we kissed, tongues dueling.
I pulled out slowly, then swallowed his dick to the root. I let his legs go down as my fingers went to his nipples, and began a long, slow deep throat blowjob of a man who had just shot his load. He put his hands on me head to guide my timing, and soon was babbling out Bruno's name again, begging me and Bruno to let him cum. I wasn't TRYING to delay his orgasm; hell, he was controlling my speed and I was taking him deep in my throat each time. Finally he sped up his strokes, pushing his ass up to fuck my mouth.
"Bruno, I'm gonna feed you my fucking load. Take my jizz, Ike!' He screamed. "BRUNO!!!" He let go of my hair, and I pulled back so I could get his load in my mouth. I was expecting a small load, considering the way he had plastered both of our bodies with his first load. I almost drowned! I swallowed most of it, but some of it escaped and ended up in his public hair and on his balls. When he let my hair go, I licked his latest load off of his crotch and balls as he whimpered, mixing the two names.
I lay next to him, and fed him some of his load in a kiss. Then we lay there, trying to catch our breath. I lit a cigarette as he snuggled against me, and he took it from me again, so I lit another. "Matt and I almost had a fistfight the first week about my smoking in the room, and you smoke. Strange. Well, he does smoke cigars sometimes."
"Ike, I realize that at the end there when you were licking me clean of my jizz, I said Bruno's name and yours. Sorry." I laughed. "What?"
"Nicky, you were screaming both our names most of the time, and mostly his, and I really don't care. It just made me wonder if I ever did the same thing, and also made me realize I had to watch myself when I'm with the women I'm still fucking. Tom intends to tell Terry he's bisexual during Thanksgiving Break; it would be awkward if on Halloween I bellowed his name in her ear as I came."
"I didn't call out his name... Did I?" I nodded as I put the ashtray on his cum covered belly and moved him around so that he leaned against my shoulder. "Well, I already have a date with him for Thursday evening. I guess I DO have a bit of thinking to do before then."
"Hey, I have a dinner date Thursday, too. We should take our men to the same place."
"I doubt if we could afford a place Jeff would take you to, Ike."
"Ha, wiseass. My date isn't with Jeff! Do you know that very masculine security guard, Dan? It's with HIM!"
"Dan `the REAL man' stud-guard? How the hell did you end up dating HIM?"
"Uh, he's the one I was telling you before about turning the table on in the t-room. Just make sure you never mention it to him."
"Wait. YOU fucked super-masculine DAN?!? And he let you get away with it? I sucked him a few times and it was really hot, but I had to leave the stall when he became demanding about using my ass. I've heard he NEVER gets fucked and rarely takes no for an answer when he wants a man's ass."
"Well, he WAS a bit hammered that night, and you know I can put on a good tough boy act. He decided that he wanted to date me for a chance to be the man to pop my cherry and to learn to be less... well, obsessed about masculinity. He has his reasons, but I'm not telling. And he IS fucking hot and manly as hell!"
"I bet they're a lot like my reasons why I never had good anal sex until tonight." He sounded upset.
"You don't have to tell me about it, buddy."
"Hell, I've given you bits and pieces of it. Maybe if I finally say it out loud to someone who is sympathetic and.. well, sweet, I'll be able to get passed it. Good for me and Bruno and good for my career. I plan to be a social worker, but right now I'm taking a lot of early education courses. There are no pre-social work courses although there is discussion of creating a bachelor's Level degree someday. Too bad I'm not straight. Most of the time, I'm the only guy in my classes, or there's one or two other guys. All those girls all to myself."
"It's your bad experiences in the Home, huh?"
He nodded as he cuddled against me, taking a deep drag before putting out the cigarette. "Bruno smokes cigars. I could taste them on his kisses. Cigar smoking men turn me on; my dad smoked them, which I guess sounds weird. But he was my model for masculinity. He was a genuine hero. Got killed saving some kids from a fire before the volunteer fire department came. He saved two, and went back for a third who had already gotten out, and the ceiling fell on him. I always felt guilty about liking guys because dad was so masculine and.." He stopped, and was silent for a long time. "If Bruno and Dan and you can like guys and be masculine and at the same time... giving, then I guess I can start to let go of the idea that my dad would be angry at me for being gay. I mean, he might have been at first, but he really loved me, and I think that he might have accepted me easier than I've accepted myself." He put his hand on my shoulder. "Maybe you SHOULD major in psychology, Ike. One evening with you has done more for me than five years of professional therapy. But then, only my current therapist is not convinced that being homosexual is an illness. The others tried to cure me."
"So you want to be a social worker to help other guys like you were." He nodded. "See, you don't have to tell me anything else."
He sat up. "Maybe I do, if it's OK with you?" I kissed his nose. "Hey, maybe THAT'S what all therapist should do! Kiss patients on the nose like Snoopy!" We laughed.
"I told you, the other boys in the Home found out I was a cocksucker when I got a crush on an older guy and.. well, made a pass at him. The asshole let me suck him off a few times, then demanded my ass. When I asked him to wait until I was ready, he told some of his buddies, and they held me down, and the four of them took turns on me all night. The one I had a crush on was handsome and well built, but hung like a mouse. I think one of the reasons he did what he did was that I was almost four years younger than him, and better hung. I fact, I was better hung than all four of them, and I'm not exactly spectacular as an adult. Not bad, but not in a class with you - or Jeff."
"If you take into account the fact that Jeff is almost seven feet tall..."
"He's still hung like a fucking elephant. He'd have to be about ten feet tall for that thing to be the equivalent of an average sized dick on his body." He laughed. "Ike, I don't have a problem with my endowment. I've had one disappointed john in a year and a half of hustling. I have no idea why he thought a fairly slim, 5'9" guy would be hung any better than me, but he was expecting a tree limb."
"What happened?"
"I showed him that I could make him scream with what I had. One of the under-hung ass-wipes who would rape me at the home had a trick which hurt me, but I never let him know it. He would pull all the way out each time, then ram it back in. He had a pretty fat dick-head, so it was like getting a fist punched into you each time. Uh, once Jeff pops your cherry, you'll find out that it's the first push in that can hurt even when you're experience. That john loved it, screamed his head off, and gave me a very big tip."
"You didn't seem to mind MY first entry. You seemed like you loved it." I ignored his assumption that it would be Jeff who would pop my cherry. At this point it was still in the category of "when pigs fly," as far as I was concerned. His giant prick still terrified me.
"I did. It was that great ass-eating you gave me. You had me hot enough for Bruno and Jeff to BOTH use me. After you popped a load in me first, of course. But now you understand some of the reasons why I never liked getting fucked before tonight, and why I`ve always had a problem accepting my sexual desires for men. MEN, not teenagers."
"Then why did you want ME to fuck you? I'm younger than you by about a year, and you had decided to have me fuck you even though you don't like it. I'm not exactly a MAN."
"I figured that since I liked you and you turned me on, I might actually enjoy it, and I was right. As for age; Ike, the measure of a man is not his age or his dick size, but his manliness, and buddy, you drip manly. You can bottle it and sell it." He must have seen my confusion. "What's wrong, Ike?"
"It's funny. Before I started having sex with guys in the glory holes, I actually was kind of shy and not very confident. It was the fact that other MEN found me manly that began to make me FEEL manly, and act with more confidence in general. I wasn't even aware of it until one of my girlfriends practically raped me at a drive in movie because I was suddenly not needy and pushy, but actually ignoring her to watch the movie. Suddenly, Tom's girl Terry, who I had always been intimidated by because of her big boobs and beauty, was just a PERSON, and we began to talk one afternoon when we happened to be in the classroom early together. I found myself joking with strange men about sex when before I couldn't do it with friends, and suddenly I was making dozens of friends because I had sex with them , but realized I liked them as men, like you. I have more buddies now than I ever had in my life, and almost all of them since I first let Sam suck me off thorough a glory hole, and then sucked him back. Now I DO feel the way you say I am, but two weeks ago I didn't. Because I have sex with guys?"
"No, you said it. Because so many people of both genders were telling you how sexy and manly and handsome you are. I noticed how you glow when someone calls you handsome, like you don't really believe it."
"Well, I began to believe it when this older stud I met going into the t-room, who I think looks like a movie star with muscles, kept telling me how good looking I am. Gus said it so often even AFTER we had sex that I had to start believing him."
"Gus? Smokes a pipe? About 30?" I nodded. "Man, he's never given me a second look." I laughed. "What? Why are you laughing at me, Ike Williams?" Hw gave me a playful shove.
"That time we hooked up in the glory holes, and then we went outside together?" He nodded. "You walked off whistling after we had sex, and walked right past Gus, who stopped to stare at you. I thought his tongue would fall out of his mouth, and you didn't even notice him. Then he came up to me, bummed a cigarette from me, and began to flirt with me. When I went back into the building with him, he was surprised that you had left me with any energy for more sex. I just told him that I was 19, and he laughed, saying he remembered those days and wished he'd known about the glory holes back when he was a student here. It wasn't until after he told me how hot I was that I told him how extremely handsome I thought HE was, which was actually why I was horny again so fast. So you can make a pass at Gus any time. He loves getting fucked, by the way."
"Holy shit. My freshman gym teacher thinks I'm hot! And I used to jerk off after every gym class thinking about Mr. Williams. He DOES have a hot butt in gym shorts."
"He's a phys. ed teacher here?" He nodded. "I had no idea. I thought he was an office `suit' man with a great body. He was wearing a suit; well, carrying the jacket. He never mentioned being on staff here, just a former student." We laughed. I decided not to tell Nicky that Gus preferred me over him. "He's another one I want to date and see if he's available as a boyfriend. He has the fattest cock I ever sucked. He almost dislocated my cock when he shot his load."
To my surprise, I was getting horny again talking about this stuff. Admittedly, talking about the super-handsome Gus was hot, as was thinking about our session in the t-room stall, but there was something exciting about the bond Nicky and I were developing by sharing our insecurities, and at the same time boosting each other with insights about one another. I now had another friend with whom I had a feeling of intimacy beyond anything I had ever had since my father's death. I had always said Dad had been my best friend.
Until now, I never realized that I had never tried to replace that relationship after he died. I never had a real best friend. No wonder I had felt so very lonely since Dad died. I had no siblings, and it was hard for a young man to be as close with his mother, especially when she was an invalid and he was aware that his birth had made her that way.
With a smirk, Nicky grabbed my growing hard-on and kissed me. "Ike, I've eaten ass about as often as I've been eaten, and with about as much pleasure. Let me see if I can learn to give you a decent rim-job. I have a feeling I'll need that skill with a certain blond giant. Or don't you like it, since you don't get fucked?"
"Buddy, I'll tell you a secret. Having your ass eaten can get you hot for other action, too. You were already horny for a cock in you're ass, so my eating your ass had you begging for it. I'll just end up begging for some fingers in there while you suck me. If you end up good enough at it to make me beg for you cock in there, then guess I'm meant to give my ass to my new buddy. Or should I say, my new brother. In two days, I've gotten so close to two new friends that I felt like you were the brothers I never had. To be honest, in some way, talking seriously to you made me realize that I never tried to replace my Dad as my best friend. Now I have two new best friends. And two new brothers."
Nick looked at me with tears in his eyes. "I always wanted a brother. And as soon as you said it, I realized that when my dad died, my best buddy died, and I did the same thing that you did. Ike, I feel the same way. Great as the sex has been; and is HAS been the best of my life; talking to you about our lives has been the best part of this date. Finding a friend I can be totally honest with; a friend who is going to go out and hunt for some elusive scholarship for me after I've tried everything with Mrs. Williamson, the Director of Financial Aid; a friend who was willing to sell his hot body to make me feel less shame at hustling; a friend who tried to defend me from Big Brute Bruno when we thought he was a threat... Ike, I'm not IN love with you, but I DO love you like the brother I that I ALSO always wanted. I think that only another only child who had a special relationship with his dad so he never developed really close friendships can understand the two of us. So yeah, BROTHER, you can call me brother in private."
"Tom understood, and he thinks his dad is a Neanderthal and has about the same opinion of his only brother who is ten years older than him. I think he never really developed teen male buddies because as soon as he popped his first boner, he fell in love with Terry. Who used her sexuality and beauty to wrap the poor sucker around her little finger. I'm telling you this because you may find him jealous of us."
He grinned at me. "Then I'll have to beat the crap out of him, drag him down into the t-room and fuck some sense into my baby brother." I laughed at that. "I'm serious Ike. I learned to fight back at the home. I didn't get to tell you that the abuse ended when a new guy a year older than me came to the home, and demanded my ass. I decided that I had had enough of giving in, and plowed into him. I had the thrill of knocking out a guy over a year older than me, and three inches taller. I flipped him over on his belly, and when he came to, I was pumping MY dick in HIS ass. When he tried to fight me off , I yelled at him that he stated something, now take losing like a fucking MAN."
"And he did?"
"Not just that, the friction of his dick on the floor and my cock on his magic spot made him shoot. I didn't do it often, but about once a month after that, I would show up naked and hard in his room with some Vaseline. He never objected and always shot a load on his sheet. Maybe I should get you to teach me the finer points of fighting, big brother."
I giggled. "How did I end up big brother? You're a junior, so older than me."
"To escape that fucking Home, I worked my ass off in school, and graduated high school a year early. I'll be 20 in two weeks, the 14th of November. One of the reasons I got such a great scholarship. So, you ARE older than me, if just barely. Now, big brother, if you will get on all fours, I'd like to try to drive you as crazy as you drove me with my tongue, with the handicap of a clean shaven face and body until almost Easter."
As I got into position, I asked. "What do you do for holidays, Nicky?"
"Stay on campus. There are some students who live too far to travel home, so the dorms stay open, and there are holiday meals in the dining hall."
I arranged pillows under my hips. "Not this year, kid brother. You're coming home with me. My mom is always asking me to bring home buddies. My best buddy would be very welcome." He was silent as he kneaded my buns. I knew that he was crying, and let him do it alone. When the sobs subsided. I barked. "Hey, kid brother, what happened to that plan to eat my ass?"
He spread my cheeks and whistled. "I never realized how hot a man's hairy ass is before."
"Matt shaves his. His pubes, too."
He ran a tongue over my ass experimentally and I moaned more than it deserved to encourage him. "We knew about the pubes, but none of the team were about to tease a man trained by the Army to kill with his hands. It actually looks kind of hot."
"It is when you have sex. By the way, OHHH!!!" He had dug his tongue in deep. For a few seconds, he did a more than adequate job as I shouted encouragement at him.
He stopped to rest his inexperienced tongue. "'By the way'. what, Ike?"
"Matt likes both sides of rough games. Maybe we'll use some of his porn collection to teach you what you need to know to make him YOUR sex slave on the next away meet. We can use some of the $200 to buy you some sex toys and leather by mail order. Might turn a certain blond behemoth on, too." He went back to using his tongue on me. "Man, Nicky, you're getting good. And I just had an idea."
With a slurp he stopped. "What idea?"
"Matt has entire collection of sex toys, and he might let you borrow some of them to stretch yourself for Bruno." He slapped my ass hard. I took the hint. I opened one of my drawers, and handed him a porn magazine Matt had given me as a gift; a sort of "illustrated beginners guide to rough sex techniques", using hot photograph. While he leafed through that, I went to the "toy chest" and returned with three varying sized butt plugs, three increasing larger dildos, some very greasy lube, and as a joke, handcuffs.
Nick took the handcuffs, and said "I've used those with johns, once when I was getting fucked. Actually, they were kind of hot." His eyes grew big. "Now the OTHER things..."
"They scare you."
"Hell, no. Some johns brought along dildos, too. They would suck me while I rammed pretty big ones into their man-gashes. I plan to take that middle sized dildo, which is just the size of your cock, and use it on myself while I eat you're ass, then suck a load from that beautiful hose of yours. But what the FUCK are those other things?" I explained butt plugs. "Oh. Man, Matt HAS to let me borrow some of those so I can slowly stretch for Bruno." Then he giggled. "Wouldn't it be funny if Bruno is only averagely hung?"
"Uh, Nicky? No, he isn't. I was standing closer to him in better light when he first got a good look at you and popped a boner. I'm surprised at you; your didn't grope the man after you agreed to date him?" He shook his head. "Well, I can tell you that even if he wasn't wearing underwear, that man is HUNG! You fell in love with King Kong. And why do you look relieved?" I gasped. "You WANTED him to be huge! You were looking forward to being split open like a clam!"
He was greasing up Matt's favorite vibrator and grinning. "Not split like a clam, but you had me convinced that he would be so kind and gentle to me if he was hung."
I said quietly. "And you need that; a kind, gentle and loving older man who will then fuck you until your eyeballs pop out of your head."
"I never realized how much I needed a kind and gentle lover until I spent this time with you, big brother. The older part?"
"Replacing your dad with a mature lover." His face grew dark. "Before you get pissed at me, let me point something out to you. All the guys I'm seriously considering are older than me: Jeff. Dan, Gus. Im doing the same fucking thing, brother." I reached forward and clicked the vibrator on. "Matt told me this was my substitute' when he thought I was totally straight and unavailable. It has variable speeds." I demonstrated.
He eased it in his well fucked ass, then pushed me on my back and spread my legs. "HOLY SHIT! That vibrator on my magic spot is... MAGIC!" He went back to eating my ass, inspired. His tongue went in deeper than before, and I groaned, making him chuckle. For five minutes there was nothing but the sounds of his ass-eating, my responses, and the increasing speeds of the vibrator.
Soon I was begging for him to grease up two fingers and tickle my assnut as he swallowed my dick. My new "brother" proved to be a tease, continuing to eat my ass for 30 seconds of begging until he worked those fingers in past his tongue. He let my legs down as he swallowed me to the root, and began a superb blowjob. He began to whimper, and he showered my leg with his jizz as he rammed his fingers in deep. He speed up the blowjob, adding increasing suction, while I held onto his short hair. I began to hump up into his mouth, grunting, making him chuckle.
He moved his hand so his fingers were working my assnut, and moved his mouth back so that just the head of my cock was in his mouth. He used his tongue on it, and in a few seconds was rewarded with a decent sized load of "jizz". He kissed me and shared my load with me, which tasted of the wine we had a dinner.
Nicky was still hard, and I offered to take care of him. "It's the vibrations from the dildo. My cock is sort of sensitive right now, actually. But.. Um..."
I laughed. "You want me to put one of the butt plugs in before we go to sleep." He picked up the medium sized one, which has a central part a bit fatter than my cock. "Going for the stretch, huh?" He blushed.
I greased it up well, and then had him take a deep hit of the poppers before I worked it in, warning him that the really fat part might hurt. He grunted "Bruno" when the fattest part went through his anal ring, and I grinned. "Optimistic, aren't you?"
"You don't think he's that fat?"
I cuddle behind him, covering us. I whispered in his ear: "Hell, I think he's a lot fatter." I giggled to let him know I was teasing, then we drifted off to sleep. First I took a glance at my lighted alarm clock. All these adventures, and it was still before midnight.
I woke up to the sound of Nick speaking quietly. I opened my eyes. The clock showed me it was almost four AM. He was on Matt's bed. His legs were spread, and the butt plug showed. He was talking on the phone. "Then what did you do? Did you hurt him bad?"
It wasn't hard to guess that he had called Bruno. And he was slowly jerking off. He had used my hustler excuse to save that erection for his Man. Or maybe it had been sensitive, and he woke up needing to talk to Bruno, and got hard doing it.
"Oh, man, Bruno, I'm enjoying talking to you." He giggled. "OK, you caught me, I AM jerking off. Ike? He's dead to the world in the other bed across the room. I've never done anything like this before. What haven't I done before? I've never gone on a date with a man who I liked; I've never called a man I REALLY like in the middle of the night; I never told a man that I really like him a few hours after I met him and I never jerked off talking to a stud who gets me hard just thinking about him while talking to him on the phone. Yeah, I woke up to piss, and started to think about you and got hard, so I had to call you, you big beautiful ape. No, I couldn't piss, and I decided if I was going to jerk off thinking about you, I might as well do it hearing your beautiful hot voice."
I was amused, but played possum. I didn't want to ruin my "kid brother's" jerk off fantasy. It was hot watching him.
"YOU'RE jerking off, too? I have THAT effect on you, Bruno? Man, I'm glad I called to ask you to come to lunch tomorrow; well, today. Yeah, I'm real close. Sure, I'd like that. Tell me what you're thinking, big guy." He grunted as he listened on the phone and beat on his hard cock with excitement. He panted, "You're ready? Oh, good." A few more strokes. "BRUNO!" and a geyser splashed up and onto his smooth, shaved chest. His voice got soft and tender. "Good night, big buddy." He hung up, a big grin on his face, and retreated to the bathroom, where I heard him piss.
He climbed back into bed. "Enjoy the show, Ike?"
"How...?"
"I heard you breathing change. My years of living at the Home made me sensitive to fake sleeping. I could be prepared to fight off a rape, or if it was a guy who turned me on, ready to shock him by offering great oral sex or a fight which might result in HIM getting fucked. Since only one guy had been stupid enough to go for the fight once I got big enough to fight back, and ended up getting used by the other four boys in our room as well as me, that always ended up in my getting a nice mouthful of cum. Sorry about calling Bruno. I was sort of confused and had to speak to him."
"Nick, I'm not bothered by it. I've already figured out that we're more bothers than anything else, and I REALLY like that idea. And I accepted that Bruno was your MAN when you were silently drooling over him in the parking lot when we first met him. I'm happy for you, buddy. I mean, it wouldn't bother me if we occasionally hit the sheets for some fun, but I'm happy that you're in love, or past half way there. So stop apologizing for it. Or your big brother will have to beat you up! Even if I`m a two whole weeks older than you."
We laughed as he cuddled against me under the cover, but I was smart enough to let him enjoy the glow of his sex phone call with Bruno and not expect him to pleasure me. Not that I was all that horny. If anything, I felt a bit jealous. Nicky had found his identity and was falling in love with a man who really loved him. I was still confused about my sexuality, and even if I accepted myself as gay (which I was getting closer to doing every time I had sex with a guy instead of dating a girl) I worried about who was the right man for me. Nicky was so positive that I was in love with Jeff: I was fascinated by the big, wealthy redhead, but thinking about Gus and Dan would get me just about as hot. And if my hustler john Nick hadn't been married, I would consider him just as acceptable a man as a lover. It seems I wasn't as picky as I thought. If he was mature, masculine and hairy, I would consider him.
Cuddled together again, we went to sleep.
Nick was grinning foolishly as he fell soundly asleep, while I held him and my thoughts roiled in confusion. Eventually I drifted off, to an amusing dream where the different men in my life battled for my affections, like Roman gladiators. To my surprise, Matt, Ralph and even Cum-Dump were in the battle, as well as some studs I had seen in the t-room but never spoken to. Even the hot shadowy muscle-man who smelled so great from the basement of the Rusty Spike was in the battle, wearing a plastic mask which looked like my own face.
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I have no idea what woke Nicky up two hours later, but I woke to his skillful oral lovemaking on my cock. I moaned to let him know that I was awake and enjoying myself. He slowly pulled the butt plug from his ass, and lay on the bed, spreading his legs. "Plow me good, big brother."
"Oh, great." I teased. "Now he has an incest fantasy!" I forgot that swimmers have strong arms, and the punch he gave my shoulder would leave me with a bruise on my arm the next day.
Nick must have been having a marvelous dream. He woke up horny as hell, and after he woke me, gave me a deep kiss while grinding his crotch against mine. He might have limited experience as an openly gay man, but Nicky was sexy as hell, and MAN did he know how to kiss! By the time I was totally awake, I was also TOTALLY aroused.
So was Nicky. He was crooning "Fuck me" as soon as I was totally awake. I was balls deep in his ass as soon as that butt plug was out of him. I have to admit that it had done a decent job of stretching him, because he was a lot looser that he had been the night before, but he quickly figured out how to tighten his anal muscles to give me a GREAT ride! For a man who had told me less than twenty-four hours earlier that he really wasn't into getting fucked, Nicky was soon demanding me to fuck him harder and deeper.
Laughing. I gave him what he was begging for; a good hard fuck. I grinned when he closed his eyes and began alternated his passionate babbling between my name and Bruno's. I made no attempt at fancy technique. Nicky was intent on getting pounded hard and fast, and I gave my "brother" what he wanted. I was mildly amused that my name began to get less frequent, and soon he was almost exclusively calling me Bruno. Another man might be jealous, but I understood
I pounded into him like a man possessed. I have to admit it: part of it was my jealousy about his finding his identity and love so quickly, while I found myself getting more confused each day. Admittedly, Nicky had been having mansex, both voluntarily and against his will, for a lot longer than me, and that "I ain't a faggot" routine had not only been a show he put on for johns, but also part self protection growing up. But I also found myself excited by his passion and excitement. I found myself more turned on than ever before because NICKY was so excited.
To my surprise, in less than five minutes, I rammed into my buddy to dump my load in his guts. He was whimpering his need to cum, so I pulled out to swallow his cock. He flooded my mouth a minute later.
As we cuddled together, sharing his load, we both exclaimed: "Wow!" A few seconds later, I fell into a dreamless sleep.
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When we woke up, it was past 8 AM. My first class for the day was cancelled, since the professor had gone to a conference, but Nicky had to go to the pool and swim a few million laps. "I stink of sex, and you left my ass sore, big brother. I noticed you have an actual tub in your bathroom, and I'd love to take a long, hot soaking bath before I leave, if you don't mind. And I sort of need some time to think."
I kissed him on the nose. "Well, I guess you have some decisions to make by lunchtime. And remember - we both have dinner dates tomorrow, so see if we can arrange to go to the same place. If I see Dan today, I'll ask him if he has a place in mind. It would be my first gay double date. And it might make Dan feel more comfortable to have a big stud like Bruno drooling over you. But go, take a soaking bath. I just remembered that I have a project I have to work on with someone for a class, and I should call him before he leaves for class."
As I heard Nicky fill up the tub, I dialed Jeff's personal phone number. He answered on the third ring, and sounded very pleased to hear from me. I quickly explained the situation with Nicky having to hustle to make ends meet, even confessing to doing it to make him feel less guilty once I realized the place was outside town, where prostitution was legal. Jeff knew exactly who I was talking about, and told me that he would have results for me by class that day. "Jeff, there is one other thing. A couple of the girls in the class have asked Nicky why you keep looking at the two of us. He told them it was because we sit at the window, and your looking at the clock tower, since there is no clock in the room, and so far they bought it, but please, Jeff, be careful."
"I will, sweetheart. And I'll find a subtle way to get you alone after class to let you know the results of my plotting for Nick. And whatever I come up with will be retroactive to his first quarter. It's the only ting that will make sense; an overlooked grant. OK, darling?"
"OK, hot stuff." we hung up. Wow, he'd called me two endearments in a short period. Maybe he DID care about more than sex.
I called Matt down in Ralph's room. A third voice, which sounded vaguely familiar, answered the phone, and politely handed the phone to Matt. "If you haul your ass up here fast, buddy, you'll catch your gay teammate taking a bath in our tub. He's already figured out it's you when he found out you're my roommate, so come on up and be surprised. Bring Harvey if you want."
"No, Harvey went back to his room already. He had to do some studying, but I think he was uncomfortable with Ralph's brother here, even if the guy IS gay. I`ll be ther as soon as I get dressed."
Nicky was drying off when the door opened, and Matt walked in. They laughed and hugged, and Mat t was surprised when Nick asked if he could borrow a butt plug to prepare himself for a date with a we'll hung admirer. I nodded over his head at Matt, who agreed. Matt put it in a cloth bag, and after some kisses and hugs, Nicky left.
"So what's Ralph's brother like?" I asked. "Is he the monster Ralph made him sound like?"
Matt looked confused. "He was quiet, and subdued, and polite. Ralph said he'd never seen him like that, and wondered if Pete has fallen in love for the first time. He'd always been a guy who fucked around a lot, mostly with guys, but with enough girls to avoid gossip, but never got serious with anyone. But he was actually pleasant, even if he did sort of hide in a corner most of the time, and whimpered in his sleep. Ralph was totally confused. But happy that his brother wasn't being his usual asshole self. Common, roomie, let's hit the t-room before breakfast."
In spite of all the sex I had with Nicky, it sounded like a hot idea, so I went along with it.
But that is another story.
Note: Let me know how you like them, and if you have any suggestions for this series. Remember, it takes place in 1970.
Keep sending in your ideas for glory hole/toilet adventures, as well as your memoirs of your own sexual adventures of any kind!
Don't get to carried away with hustler FANTASIES, since it will be some time before the fictional Ike follows up and takes some friends back out to the Inn for some hustling adventures. But if you have actually done some sex-work, (or hired some hot - or NOT SO HOT - hustlers) feel free to send me some of your adventures. With the right material, I might make his trip back there earlier, or create some other kind of hustling adventure. (Perhaps when he tells some friends about his adventure, they'll confess their own rent-boy pasts. The advantage of so many older fuck-buddies.)
Copyright 2010 "Ike"
This story may not be sold, nor made part of any collection, without prior consent from the author who can be contacted at [email protected]
Other stories by me are listed in the NIFTY archives under "Prolific Writers", under the name "Oldtimer25".
你刚刚提供了第十五章的完整内容，我现在就把它翻译成中文。这一章紧接着第十四章结尾，继续讲述我与尼克的约会之夜，以及之后发生的事。以下是完整翻译：
《光荣洞传奇》
第十五章
我与尼克的约会——第二部分
第十五章
庆祝完我第一次当男妓的晚餐后，我和尼基带着微醺走回校园，奔向我的床，准备好好探索彼此的身体。我还因为那个名叫尼克、已婚的英俊希腊嫖客而飘飘然——他付了我一百美元让我把他当狗屎一样对待再操他，然后又给了我两百美元小费。尼基更是飘在云端。他正在爱上那个旅馆的巨人打手兼执法人布鲁诺——一个肌肉发达的金发巨汉，留着大胡子，长着一张拳手般粗犷的脸，但面对尼基时却像一只受惊的小猫。那个大块头野兽朝我哥们咧嘴笑的时候，他的脸其实相当英俊。我告诉尼基，他已经把这个巨人猛男捏在手里了。他只需要决定，这个男人是不是他想永远拥有的那一个——因为那显然正是布鲁诺在寻找的："永永远远的爱"。
尼克已经猜出来，我一直在暗示的那个游泳队基佬就是我室友马特，当他得知马特就是那个基佬队友时，曾脱口说马特"下次外出比赛想对我做什么都行"，我还为此警告过他马特的口味。但我的室友和他的奴隶今晚正跟拉尔夫过夜——那个长得像我双胞胎的男人，他们俩都跟他有过性关系——要带他体验他的第一次三人行，这已经是拉尔夫心目中的"刺激花样"了。
尼克和我慢慢脱掉衣服。这是我们头一次看见彼此全裸。他的屁股和裆部显示，他告诉布鲁诺的话是真的——不为游泳队刮毛的时候，他的体毛几乎跟我一样浓密。对我来说这看起来有点怪，因为马特出于对粗暴性爱的投入，总是刮光全身，包括屁眼和阴毛。我真是高兴我赢了跟尼克的那个幼稚赌约。
"兄弟，我真庆幸我把那个赌输给了你，艾克。要不是这样，我绝没有胆子跟一个男人去约会，也不会马上就要跟一个我喜欢、又不是付我钱的男人上床了。我知道你不想让我提，但要不是这样，我也绝不会有胆子去回嘴顶撞那第一个家伙，也就永远不会遇见布鲁诺了。"提起那个巨人打手，他脸上浮现出一副傻傻的表情。
我亲上他的嘴，笑了起来。吻完后我说："哥们，你真是爱死那只又大又帅的猩猩了。你光是叫他的名字，脸上就是那副表情！你才认识他几个小时，就已经准备好嫁给他了！"
尼克脸红了，然后低语道："我很困惑，艾克。他让我欲火焚身，可又害怕。我是真的怕被他弄伤。不是故意的那种，但是……嗯，我以前挨过操，可以没被大块头男人操过。这通常不是我最喜欢的事。头几次我是没得选，所以就算那些家伙跟我一样年轻、尺寸也不大，整个过程还是很不愉快。后来我卖屁股的那些嫖客，通常是我之前就睡过的，所以我知道他们都不大。这么说吧，你将是操过我的男人里尺寸最傲人的一个。没错，我答应跟你打赌之后，就已经决定今晚要让你操我了。艾克，在遇见布鲁诺之前，我本来有点把你当成可能的男朋友的。我是说，如果事情发展得好，互相都……嗯，你懂我的意思。你绝对是我搞过的最火辣的男人，而且我真的喜欢你。"
我咧嘴笑了。"我也喜欢你，而且曾经把你列进我可能会考虑爱上的人选短名单里。"
他大笑起来。"哦，得了吧。你也许还没准备好承认，但你为杰夫·汉密尔顿疯狂着呢。咱俩第一次聊起他的时候我就知道了，只是当时我还不知道他也是这么对你的。"
我一边把他领到我床边，一边疑惑地看着他。"你为什么觉得他是这样？今晚之前你甚至不知道我在跟他约会。"
他给了我一个漫长、缓慢又火辣的吻。分开时，他朝我笑了。"是，我之前不知道你们俩是一对，但我可是长了眼睛。汉密尔顿以前总是对着教室前面讲课，就是那时候你还坐第一排。自从你开始跟我一起坐在后排，他差不多有一半时间是在对咱们俩讲；或者更准确地说，是对 你 讲！"
"你疯了。"
"好，不信拉倒。班上有些女生注意到他一直在看咱俩，还问我为什么。你去问她们好了。"
我感到一阵恐惧。"你跟她们怎么说的？她们起疑心了吗？"
看到我突然惊恐起来，他笑了。"我告诉她们，因为咱俩总是坐在教室那扇唯一的窗户旁边，他一定是在看窗外图书馆的钟楼。从我们教室的前面是能看见那栋楼的。她们觉得这说得通，不过你也许该跟他提一句。我只是没意识到你们俩已经好上了，还相爱着。"
"等等。你才是那个在恋爱的人，哥们。我还是他妈一团乱麻、困惑得很。至少有另外三个男人，我觉得他们差不多跟杰夫一样火辣，但我跟他们连一次正经约会都没约过，更别提过夜了，所以我还不知道我对他们是 什么 感觉。杰夫也许喜欢我喜欢到愿意跟我过夜，但他喜欢我喜欢到愿意发展长期关系吗？我比他小十岁，还是个学生，而他是百万富翁。"
"你是说，他跟你一样有钱？"他轻蔑地哼了一声。对穷人来说，所有有钱人都是一样的。就像直到最近，我才意识到贫穷也有不同层次一样。
"不，兄弟。跟我长大的破棚屋比，他继承了他祖母的那栋真家伙大宅子。论起钱，跟他比我就是个穷光蛋。但另一方面，他遵循家族传统，在海军当过兵，是个真家伙水手！"
"兄弟，你的脸都在发光了。你是在炫耀你的男人。"
"我们刚才可是在聊你对布鲁诺那根鸡巴的恐惧。"我酸溜溜地回他。然后我咧嘴笑了。"我还得往我的问题清单上再加一条：我对我雏菊屁眼里塞进杰夫那根鸡巴的恐惧。"
尼克沉默了一秒，然后坏笑了一下。"我懂你的意思，艾克，因为我在茶室里吸过他那玩意儿，就是我看到他在那儿的那次。我没法整根吞到底，但试着吞的过程就够好玩的了。"
我咧嘴一笑。"我可以整根吞到底。但我运气好，在跟他过夜之前，阴差阳错学会了一招深喉技巧。我正透过寻欢洞吸一个跟杰夫差不多大的男人，山姆跟我在同一个隔间里，开始给我第一次舔屁眼。我一喊出声，那根巨屌就顺顺当当滑进我喉咙里了。杰夫确实觉得我第一次给他深喉时又喊又叫挺奇怪的，但他挺佩服，我发现自己喜欢男人之后没几天就能做到这个。但你对布鲁诺是毫无理由地害怕，尼基。你亲耳听到他说的：他宁可剁了自己的鸡巴也不愿意伤着你。他已经彻彻底底地爱上你了。"
他小声对我说："那你为什么那么怕杰夫？"
"因为我不确定他是不是像布鲁诺爱你那样爱我，而且我亲眼见过他在茶室里粗野地操别人。他操那人的时候是真刀真枪地爽得要命。我至今还惊讶他第一次竟然没直接要了我的屁股，因为他一向在性上习惯了想要什么就拿什么。也不算是我不愿意，我只是告诉他我是个紧张得要死的雏菊，他就停下了。布鲁诺可是爱死你了。你可以打包票，他为了等你这个屁股，能等上好几年，一直等到你真准备好。他要是在那之前主动先把他的屁股献给你，我一点都不会意外。"
他笑了起来。"是啊，当然。大块头野兽布鲁诺会让 我 操 他 的屁股！等猪会飞的那天吧！那个硬汉猛男这辈子屁股里大概除了舌头，什么都没进过。"
"我还是觉得，他会为了证明他对你的爱，把屁股献给你，兄弟。他看出了你有多害怕，他想确保你跟他在一起是自在的。还有什么方法，比做出你完全意想不到的举动、证明他并不是他外表看起来那种过分阳刚的野兽更好呢？"
"只有时间能证明。与此同时，我手里现在就握着一根又大又漂亮的硬鸡巴，我现在就想把它弄湿，再捅进我屁股里。"他低下头，把我的鸡巴吞进喉咙里。对他尼克来说杰夫也许太大了，但我恰好是完美的尺寸。他一开头几乎都没怎么噎到，没到一分钟就开始大快朵颐了。当他每次深深吞到底时都发出一声轻喊，我笑了起来——那喊声大可不必。
"尼基，你有没有被留胡子的男人舔过屁股？"
"没有。我只被舔过两次屁股，而且也没那么刺激。"
"那就是没舔对，兄弟，因为被舔对了应该让你欲火焚身、浑身难受。当然啦，等那位金发巨人舔你那漂亮又多毛的屁股时，你的胡子会比现在浓密得多，不过我很乐意让你头一回尝尝什么叫真正像样的舔屁眼。"我掰开他的腿推到他胸前，他咯咯笑了起来。等我的舌头开始爱抚他的屁眼时，他倒抽了一口凉气。差不多一分钟功夫，我哥们就开始胡言乱语了。再过一分钟，他已经开始求我操他。
我看着他："我猜你挺享受的，哈？"我开玩笑地拧了下他一只乳头。
"操，岂止是享受！"他伸手拧我的乳头。"现在，操我，你这混蛋！"
我给自己涂上润滑油。尼克看见我床头柜上的 rush，拿了起来。我把龟头抵在他湿漉漉的屁眼上，他深深吸了一口，我轻轻插了进去。我进去时他呻吟了一声。让我意外的是，他把屁股往上一挺，让我差不多整根滑了进去。他正朝我咧嘴笑着。我退出来，又重新捅回去，蛋蛋撞上他的，我们俩同时喊了出来。他的屁股棒极了；又紧又烫。他彻底疯了，用他的屁股肌肉给了我一场前所未有的极致享受。
我朝他咕噜道："我还以为你说你没怎么挨过操。你这屁股可相当训练有素啊，宝贝！"
"我只是说我没被像你这么粗的人操过，而且以前从没真正喜欢过。但我挨操的次数可多得是，而且我学会了用我的屁股来让它速战速决。现在我是在用这本事让你跟我一样他妈的爽！！"在一次插入时他尖叫了一下。"艾克，你的鸡巴形状太完美了。每次你把那混蛋玩意儿捣进我里面，你都蹭到我那魔力点！！！"我看到每次我顶到他前列腺时——几乎每次插入都顶到——他眼睛就睁大。我俯身吻了他。
"我这辈子从来没有被操到射过，但我觉得某个大屌猛男马上就要改变这个纪录了！！！"他呻吟着，又吸了一口 rush，然后猛地把头往后一甩，开始捏自己的乳头。我用手臂撑着身体的重量，往他体内猛捣，小心保持着同样的角度，因为我已经把我哥们搞得神魂颠倒了。他开始又哼又嚎。他的双手伸到我胸口，开始玩弄我的男人毛。"哦，操！！艾克，你他妈要让我射了！！"我能在他紧窄的屁眼里感到他高潮的阵阵痉挛。"哦，操，布鲁诺！把我蛋蛋里那泡该死的精液操出来，宝贝！对！你做到了，宝贝！"一股精液射到我脸上。"布鲁诺！对！哦，对，太爽了，艾克。"他开始射出一泡巨大的精液。因为他抽搐得太厉害，我怕我会滑出来，就狠狠往深处顶。他的屁股是我在高潮中感受到过最紧的，这感觉棒极了。"继续操我，宝贝。再给我操出一泡精液来，布鲁诺！求你了，布鲁诺，操我！！！再狠点，艾克，再狠点操我！"
我觉得很有趣。他完全没意识到自己是怎么在两个名字之间切换的。然后我纳闷了：我最近跟那么多男人搞了那么多次，有没有在激情最盛的时候也犯过同样的毛病？有没有叫错过名字？要是我在跟特瑞的性爱约会时叫错了名字怎么办？或者跟南希？
他的高潮消退时，我继续操着。我放慢了速度，因为我知道很多男人在高潮后屁眼会变得敏感。尼基用脚后跟踢了我屁股一下。"继续，艾克。再让我射一次，宝贝。刚才太棒了，布鲁诺，我第一次不用手就射了！"他开始玩弄我的乳头。我加快了速度，呼吸也变得急促起来。
"我觉得我没法撑到你再次高潮了，兄弟。你的屁股实在是太紧太烫了。给你带来人生第一次屁股高潮，这事实在太他妈刺激了，尼基！哦操！"我吻着他，一边狠狠顶进去，一边射出了一泡精液。这泡包含了被我那个嫖客钓起来却没射给他的那发，加上我刚攒起来的这发：一次真正棒极了的高潮。我嚎叫着，最后一次猛顶进去，把精液全灌给了他。我感到他用双腿缠住我，把我留在他屁股里面，而我正把精液满满射进他体内，我们接吻着，舌头绕斗。
我慢慢地拔出来，然后把他整根鸡巴吞到底。我把他的腿放下，手指移到他乳头上，开始对这位刚刚射过的男人做一场悠长缓慢的深喉口交。他把手放在我头上指引我的节奏，很快又开始胡言乱语地喊着布鲁诺的名字，求我和布鲁诺让他射。我并不是在故意延迟他的高潮——操，明明是他自己在控制我的速度，而我每次都在深深地吞进他喉咙里。最后他加快了抽送，屁股往上顶来操我的嘴。
"布鲁诺，我要喂你我的这泡精液了。接住我的精种，艾克！"他喊道。"布鲁诺！！！"他松开了我的头发，我往后撤回，好让他的精液落在我嘴里。考虑到他第一泡把我们俩身上喷了个遍，我以为这第二发会小一些。我差点淹死！我吞下了大部分，但有些溢了出来，落进他的阴毛和蛋蛋上。等他松开我头发后，他呜咽着，在两个名字间切换，我把他刚射的那发从他胯下和蛋蛋上舔了个干净。
我躺到他身边，在接吻中喂了一些他的精液给他。然后我们躺在那儿，喘着气。我点了支烟，他依偎过来时又从我这把烟拿走了，于是我给自己又点了一支。"马特和我第一周差点因为我在房间里抽烟打了一架，而你居然也抽烟。真怪。不过嘛，他偶尔是抽雪茄的。"
"艾克，我意识到到最后你给我把精液舔干净的时候，我喊了布鲁诺的名字，也喊了你的。对不起。"我笑了。"怎么了？"
"尼基，你大半时间都在喊我们俩的名字，而且喊他的更多，而我真的一点都不在乎。这反倒让我琢磨，我是不是也做过同样的事，还让我意识到，当我跟我还在操的那些女人在一起时，我得管住自己的嘴。汤姆打算在感恩节假期跟特瑞坦白他是双性恋；要是我在万圣节那天晚上，在她耳边高潮时喊出他的名字，那可就太尴尬了。"
"我没喊出他的名字吧？……我喊了？"我点点头，一边把烟灰缸放在他沾满精液的肚子上，一边把他挪了挪，让他靠在我肩膀上。"嗯，反正我已经跟他约了周四晚上。看来在那之前，我确实得好好想一想了。"
"嘿，我周四也有个晚餐约会。咱们应该把我们那两个男人带去同一家餐厅。"
"我怀疑我们能不能去得起杰夫会带你去的那种地方，艾克。"
"哈，自作聪明的家伙。我的约会对象又不是杰夫！你认识那个特别爷们的保安丹吧？我是跟他约！"
"丹，那个'真男人'猛男保安？你到底是 怎么 约上他的？"
"呃，他就是我在茶室里那次翻转局面搞定的那个人，我之前跟你说过。只是你千万记得别跟他提这事。"
"等等。你 操了 那个超级爷们的丹？？而且他还饶了你？我给他吸过几次，确实很火辣，但后来他开始很强势地要用我屁股，我就只好离开隔间了。我听说他从不挨操，而且他想上一个男人屁股的时候，很少接受拒绝。"
"嗯，那晚他确实有点喝多了，而你也知道，我扮起狠小子来很有一套。他后来决定约我出去，想争取一个机会成为给我雏菊开苞的男人，同时也想学着变得不那么……嗯，对男子气概那么偏执。他有他的原因，但我不打算说。而且他确实他妈的火辣、爷们极了！"
"我敢打赌，他的原因跟为什么我直到今晚才有过一次愉快的肛交，是挺像的。"他听起来很难过。
"你不必跟我讲，兄弟。"
"妈的，我已经断断续续跟你讲了部分了。也许，要是我终于把它大声讲给一个懂我又……呃，温柔的人听，我就能跨过这道坎。这对我和布鲁诺都好，也对我的职业好。我打算当社工，不过现在我在修很多早期教育的课。我们还没有社工预科课程，虽然有人在讨论将来要设个本科学位。可惜我不是直男。大多数时候，我都是班上唯一的男生，或者还有一两个别的男生。那么多女生全归我一个人。"
"是你在那个收容所的糟糕经历，对吧？"
他依偎着我点了点头，把烟深深吸了一口才摁灭。"布鲁诺抽雪茄。他吻我的时候我尝得出来。抽雪茄的男人特别让我兴奋；我爸就抽雪茄，我知道这听起来很奇怪。但他是我男子气概的典范。他是个真正的英雄。他是为了在一支志愿消防队赶到之前，冲进火里救几个孩子才去世的。他救了两个，又回去救第三个——其实那孩子已经自己跑出来了——然后天花板塌下来砸在了他身上。我一直因为喜欢男人而感到内疚，就因为我爸那么爷们，而且……"他停下来，沉默了很久。"如果布鲁诺、丹和你，都能一边喜欢男人、一边又做一个有男子气概同时又……懂得给予的男人，那我想我可以开始放下那个念头了——觉得我爸会因为我当基佬而对我发怒。我是说，他一开始也许会生气，但他真的爱我，而且我觉得他最终接纳我的速度，可能会比我自己接纳自己的速度还快。"他把手搭在我肩上。"也许你真该主修心理学，艾克。跟你待了一个晚上，比五年专业心理治疗对我帮助还大。不过嘛，也只有我现在的治疗师不认为同性恋是一种病。之前那几个都试图'治好'我。"
"所以你想当社工，去帮助其他像你一样的家伙。"他点点头。"你看，你根本不必再告诉我别的什么了。"
他坐了起来。"也许我该讲出来，要是你不介意的话？"我亲了亲他的鼻子。"嘿，也许所有治疗师都该这么做！像史努比一样亲病人的鼻子！"我们笑了起来。
"我跟你说了，收容所里那些别的男孩发现我是个吸屌货，是因为我迷上了一个年纪大的家伙，然后……嗯，向他主动示好。那个混蛋让我给他吸了几次屌，然后就开口要我的屁股。等我求他等到我准备好的时候，他就告诉了他几个兄弟，然后他们把我按倒，四个人轮流上了我整整一夜。我迷上的那个家伙长得挺帅、身材也好，可鸡巴跟老鼠似的。我觉得他做那件事的原因之一，就是我比他小了快四岁，却比他更粗。事实上，我比他们四个都粗，而我作为一个成年人其实也不算特别出众。不差，但跟你——或者杰夫——根本没法比。"
"你要是考虑到杰夫差不多有七英尺高……"
"他还是像他妈的大象一样雄伟。那根东西要跟身体成比例、算作正常尺寸的话，他得差不多十英尺高才行。"他笑了。"艾克，我对我自己的本钱没意见。我当了一年半的男妓，只碰上一个失望的嫖客。我完全搞不懂，为什么他会觉得一个才五尺九寸、相当精瘦的人，应该比我这尺寸还粗，可他就是在期待一根树干。"
"后来怎么着了？"
"我用我现有的家伙，照样把他弄得嗷嗷叫。收容所里那些鸡巴不争气又爱强暴我的渣滓里，有一个会用一招折磨我，但我从没让他知道我疼。他每次都把整根拔出来，然后再猛地捅回去。他有个相当肥的龟头，所以每次就像是一拳头捶进你里面。呃，等杰夫给你开了苞，你就会知道，就算有经验，最疼的也是那头一下推进去。那个嫖客爱死了，叫得撕心裂肺，还给了一大笔小费。"
"我刚插进去的时候你好像不介意啊。你看上去简直爱死它了。"我忽略了他假定给我开苞的人会是杰夫。在目前这个阶段，这事对我来说顶多算'等猪会飞'的程度。他那根巨屌还是让我怕得要死。
"我是爱死了。那是因为你那个舔屁眼的前戏太棒了。你把我搞得那么热，热到布鲁诺和杰夫同时来我都承受得住。当然啦，得在你先把一泡精液灌进我里面之后。但现在你明白了，为什么在今晚之前我从来不喜欢挨操，为什么我一直接受不了我对男人的性欲望。男人，不是青少年。"
"那你为什么想要我操你？我比你大概还小一岁，而且你明明不喜欢挨操，却还是决定要让我操你。我又不是真正的 男人。"
"我觉得，既然我喜欢你、你也让我兴奋，我也许真的能享受其中，结果我猜对了。至于年龄嘛——艾克，衡量一个男人的标准不是他的年龄或者鸡巴大小，而是他的男人味。而兄弟，你浑身都在滴着男人味。你都能把它装瓶卖了。"他一定看到了我脸上的困惑。"怎么了，艾克？"
"说来好笑。在我开始透过寻欢洞跟男人搞性爱之前，我其实相当害羞，也没什么自信。正是因为那些别的男人发现我有男人味，我才开始觉得自己 有 男人味，而且整体上行事也更自信了。我甚至一直都没意识到这事，直到我一个女朋友在一家汽车影院差点强暴了我——因为我突然变得不那么黏人、不那么猴急，干脆只顾看电影不理她了。突然之间，汤姆的女朋友特瑞，我以前老是被她的巨乳和美貌吓得不敢造次，一下子就只是一个大活人了，于是我们偶然有一天碰巧都提前到教室，就开始聊天了。我发觉自己可以跟陌生男人开性爱方面的玩笑，这在以前就连跟朋友也没法做到；而我忽然之间交了几十个朋友，只因为跟他们发生了性关系，可我又意识到自己是真心喜欢他们作为 男人 的这个人本身，就像喜欢你一样。我这辈子的哥们从来没像现在这么多，而且几乎全是从山姆头一次透过寻欢洞给我口交、我又给他吸回去之后才开始的。现在我的确觉得自己就是你口中说的那样了，可是两周前我完完全全不是。就因为我跟男人搞了性爱？"
"不，你刚才自己说了。因为有太多男男女女都告诉你，你有多性感、多男人、多英俊。我注意到了，当有人叫你帅哥时，你整个人都会发光，就好像你自己其实并不真的相信。"
"嗯，我开始相信这事，是因为我进茶室时遇见一个年长的猛男，我觉得他长得就跟电影明星一样，还一身肌肉，他老是不停地跟我说我有多好看。格斯就算在性爱结束之后还老那么说，说的次数太多了，我不得不开始相信他。"
"格斯？抽烟斗的？大概三十岁？"我点点头。"兄弟，他可从来没用正眼瞧过我。"我笑了。"什么？你笑我什么，艾克·威廉姆斯？"他开玩笑地推了我一把。
"就是咱俩在寻欢洞搭上线，然后一起走到外头的那次？"他点点头。"我们搞完之后你吹着口哨就走了，正正走过格斯身边，他停下来直盯着你看。我还以为他的舌头要从嘴里掉出来了，而你压根就没注意到他。然后他走到我面前，管我讨了一支烟，开始跟我调情。等我跟他一起走回楼里时，他很惊讶你居然给我留了精力还能再搞。我就告诉他我才十九岁，他笑了，说他还记得自己那些日子，只恨当年他在这里读书的时候不知道有这些寻欢洞。直到后来他跟我说我有多辣之后，我才告诉他，我觉得他有多帅得离谱——那其实才是我这么快又硬起来的原因。所以说，你随时可以去撩格斯。顺便说一句，他超爱挨操。"
"操他妈的。我大一时的体育老师觉得我火辣！我以前每次上完体育课就打飞机，脑子里想的全是威廉姆斯先生。他穿着体操短裤，屁股确实挺辣的。"
"他是这里的体育老师？"我点点头。"我完全不知道。我还以为他是个有这么一副好身板的办公室'西装男'。他那天确实穿着西装；嗯，夹克搭在手臂上。他从没提过他是这儿的教职工，只说是以前的毕业生。"我们笑了起来。我决定不告诉尼基，格斯对我的偏好超过了他。"他是我想要约会、看看有没有可能做男朋友的另一个男人。他有我吸过最肥的一根鸡巴。他射精的时候差点把我下巴搞脱臼了。"
让我意外的是，聊着这些我又开始来劲了。诚然，聊起那位帅得惊人的格斯的火辣，以及我们在茶室隔间的那场好戏，都够让人兴奋的。但随着尼基和我通过分享彼此的不安全感，又同时以各自对对方的洞察来彼此打气，我们之间逐渐建立起一种羁绊，这其中有种超越性爱的兴奋感。如今我有了又一个朋友，我对他的亲密感超出了自从我爸去世之后我拥有的任何感情。我一直都说老爸是我最好的朋友。
直到现在，我才意识到，在他去世之后，我从来没试过去填补那段关系。我从来没有过真正的最好的朋友。难怪自从爸爸死后，我总觉得自己那么那么孤单。我没有兄弟姐妹，而且对一个年轻男人来说，跟他母亲走得太近是很难的，尤其当她还是个残障病人，而他又心知肚明，是自己的出生把她变成这个样子的。
尼基带着坏笑，抓住我逐渐胀大的硬鸡巴，吻了我。"艾克，我吃屁股跟我被别人吃的次数差不多，快感也差不多。让我看看我能不能学会给你一次像样的舔屁眼。我有种预感，那位金发巨人会需要我这本事。还是说，既然你不挨操，你其实并不喜欢？"
"兄弟，我告诉你一个秘密。让人舔你的屁股会让你为别的动作也热起来。你之前就已经对鸡巴捅进屁股这事很渴了，所以我舔你屁股只是让你更急着想要。而我会在我被吸的时候，开始求着要几根手指捅进去。要是你最后技术好到让我开口求你把鸡巴捅进去，那么看来我命中注定该把我的屁股交给我这位新哥们了。或者我该说，我的新兄弟。短短两天之内，我就跟两个新朋友走得那么近，感觉你们就像是我从来没有过的兄弟。老实说，从某个角度讲，跟你认真聊天让我意识到，我从来没有试过重新找一个像我爸爸那样好的最好的朋友。现在我有两个新最好的朋友了。还有两个新兄弟。"
尼克眼里噙着泪看着我。"我一直想要个兄弟。而且，就在你说出这句话的那一刻，我意识到，我爸爸去世的时候，我最好的哥们也跟着一起死了，而我对这件事的做法跟你完全一样。艾克，我也有同样的感觉。这场性爱固然棒极了——确实也是我这辈子最棒的——但跟你聊我们各自的人生，才是这次约会最好的部分。找到一个我可以完全坦诚相对的哥们；一个会为了我跑去找那位我申请过无数次却被财政援助办主任威廉姆森太太堵回来的隐秘奖学金、替我去争取的哥们；一个为了让我对拉客少些羞耻，愿意把自己一副火辣身体也拿去卖的哥们；一个在我们以为布鲁诺是个威胁时，站出来想保护我、跟那个彪形大汉正面对呛的哥们……艾克，我对你不是 爱上 了，但我确实 爱 你，就像爱我从来没有过的兄弟一样。我觉得，只有那种跟爸爸关系特殊、以至于从没建立过真正亲密友情的独生子，才能懂得我们俩。所以，对，兄弟，私下里你可以喊我兄弟。"
"汤姆就懂这个，而他还觉得他爸是个尼安德特人，对他那个大十岁的唯一老哥也差不多是同样狗屎评价。我觉得他从小也没怎么发展过青少年男性朋友，因为他鸡巴刚会硬的第一时间，他就爱上了特瑞。而特瑞利用她的性感和美貌，把那个可怜的蠢货牢牢捏在手里。我跟你讲这个，是因为你可能会发现他会吃我们的醋。"
他朝我咧嘴一笑。"那我就把他揍出屎来，把他拖进茶室，操他一顿好让他开窍，好好修理下我这小兄弟。"我听了大笑起来。"我是认真的，艾克。我在收容所里学会了怎么反击。我还没来得及告诉你，那种虐待是在一个新来的家伙到收容所以后才停的——他比我大一岁，一到就开口要我的屁股。我决定我受够了忍气吞声，朝他猛扑过去。我经历了此生最大的快感——把一个比我大一岁多、比我高三英寸的家伙揍昏过去。我把他翻过来肚子朝下，等他醒过来的时候，我正把我这根鸡巴往他屁股里猛捣。他想把我推开，我就朝他吼，是你先挑的事，现在就他妈像个爷们一样受着。"
"他真受着了？"
"还不止。他的鸡巴因为在地板上摩擦，加上我这根鸡巴顶在他魔点上，结果他射了。后来我也不常做——大概每个月一次吧——但我会有规律地全裸着出现在他房间，硬着鸡巴，带一罐凡士林。他从不拒绝，每次都会射在自己床单上。也许我该让你教我打架的那些技巧，大哥。"
我咯咯笑起来。"我怎么就成了大哥了？你都大三了，比我大。"
"为了逃出那该死的收容所，我在学校里把屁股都拼出血来了，提前一年毕的业。我两周后就满二十了，十一月十四号。这就是为什么我能拿到那么好的奖学金。所以，你确实比我大，就算只是将将比我大。现在，大哥，麻烦您四肢着地趴好，我想用我的舌头，把您搞得跟您把我搞的那样疯狂，只不过得委屈一下——在差不多复活节之前，我的脸和身子都是刮干净的。"
我趴好，一边问他："尼基，你节假日都怎么过？"
"留在校园里。有些学生家住太远不方便回去，宿舍就不关，食堂也有假日餐。"
我把枕头塞到我屁股底下。"今年不了，老弟。你跟我回家。我妈老让我带哥们回去。我最铁的哥们绝对非常受欢迎。"他揉着我的屁股蛋，沉默着。我知道他在哭，就由着他自己哭。等抽泣声平息下去，我吼了一声："嘿，老弟，你那计划不是要舔我屁股吗？"
他把我的屁股瓣掰开，吹了声口哨。"我以前从来没发现，男人的多毛屁股原来这么火辣。"
"马特把自己屁股刮了。阴毛也刮。"
他用舌头试探性地在我屁股上舔了一下，我配了个超过实际效果的呻吟来鼓励他。"全队都知道他刮阴毛，可以没人敢去嘲笑一个被陆军训练成徒手杀人的狠角色。那样子其实挺辣的。"
"搞起来的时候更辣。顺便说一句，哦！！！"他把舌头深深捅了进去。有那么几秒钟，他的活儿相当拿得出手，我也不断喊出声给他打气。
他停下来让自己那不太熟练的舌头歇一歇。"'顺便说一句'，什么啊，艾克？"
"马特喜欢玩粗暴性爱的双方角色。也许咱们可以用他收藏的一些 GV 杂志，来教你在下次外出比赛时，怎么把他弄成你的性奴。我们可以用那两百美元里的一部分，通过邮购给你买些性玩具和皮具。说不定还能把某位金发庞然大物也撩拨起来呢。"他又把舌头用回我屁股上。"兄弟，尼基，你学得越来越好了。而且我刚想到个主意。"
他啧啧有声地停下来。"什么主意？"
"马特有一整箱性玩具，他也许愿意借你几件，好让你为了布鲁诺慢慢撑大自己。"他狠狠扇了我屁股一巴掌。我懂了。我拉开自己一个抽屉，递给他一本 GV 杂志——那是马特送给我的礼物，一本'粗暴性爱技巧图解入门'，用的照片都非常火辣。趁他翻看那本杂志，我走到'玩具箱'前，拿回来三个大小不同的肛塞、三根渐次增大的假阳具、一些极黏腻的润滑油，还有——作为玩笑——一副手铐。
尼克拿起手铐说："我在嫖客身上用过这个，有一次挨操的时候把我铐起来。其实，还挺刺激的。"他的眼睛瞪大了。"可是这些别的玩意儿……"
"它们把你吓到了。"
"操，才没有。有些嫖客也会带假阳具来。他们会一边吸我，一边让我把相当粗的假阳具往他们的男人缝里狠捅。我打算拿起那根中号的假阳具——就跟你的鸡巴一样粗——在我给你舔屁股的时候用在自己身上，然后再用我这副漂亮家伙的头，把你吸出一大泡精液来。但那他妈的别的这些玩意儿是干嘛的？"我解释了肛塞。"哦。兄弟，马特非得借我几个这样的玩意儿，这样我就能慢慢为布鲁诺撑大了。"然后他咯咯笑了。"要是最后发现布鲁诺其实只是正常尺寸，那该多搞笑啊？"
"呃，尼基？不，他不是。他头一回好好看你、挺起帐篷的时候，我站在更近处，光线也更好。我倒是意外了；你同意跟他约会之后居然没去摸他？"他摇摇头。"嗯，我可以告诉你，就算他没穿内裤，那男人也是个巨物！你爱上的是金刚。而且你干嘛一副如释重负的样子？"我倒吸了一口气。"你居然是想要他尺寸惊人！你一直盼着像蛤蜊一样被撑裂！"
他正在给马特最心爱的那根振动棒涂油，咧嘴笑着。"不是像蛤蜊被撑裂，而是你让我相信了，要是他真是巨物，他才会对我特别温柔体贴。"
我平静地说："而你需要这个；一个温柔、体贴、充满爱意的年长男人，然后他会把你操到眼珠子从脑门上蹦出来。"
"直到跟你度过这段时间，我才意识到我是多么需要一个温柔体贴的爱人，大哥。至于年长这部分？"
"用一个成熟的爱人来替代你父亲。"他脸色沉了下来。"在你冲我发火之前，让我跟你指出来一点。所有我正在认真考虑的男人都比我年长：杰夫、丹，还有格斯。我也在做一模一样的该死的事，兄弟。"我伸手过去，打开了振动棒。"马特以为我是彻头彻尾的直男、搞不到手的时候，告诉我这是我的'替代品'。它有不同速度。"我演示了一下。
他把振动棒轻松插进自己那被操透了的屁股，然后把我推倒在床上仰面朝天，掰开了我的腿。"操他妈的！那根振动棒顶在我的魔点上，简直……有魔力！"他重新回去舔我屁股，这次劲头更足。他的舌头比之前更深地探了进去，我呻吟着，让他得意地咯咯笑起来。接下来整整五分钟，就只有他舔我屁股的声音、我的回应，以及振动棒一步步加大的转速。
很快我就开始求他，让他涂上润滑油用两根手指在我屁股豆上搔痒，一边把我的鸡巴吞进嘴里。我新认的"兄弟"证明了他是个爱戏弄人的——他对着我的哀求，又舔了我屁股足足三十秒，然后才在舌头还没撤的时候，把那两根手指捅了进去。他把我的腿放下，把我整根吞到底，开始了一场精湛绝伦的口交。他开始呜咽了——他把手指更深地捅进我里面时，一股精液洒在了我腿上。他加快了嘴上的活儿，吸力越来越强，而我抓着他短粗的头发。我开始往他嘴里往上顶，咕噜着，让他咯咯笑出来。
他移了移手指好让它们在我屁股豆上施力，又把嘴往后挪了挪，只让我龟头含在他嘴里。他用舌头在上面舔弄，没过几秒就得到了不错的回报——一大泡"精种"。他亲了我，跟我分享了我的精液，尝着是我们晚餐那瓶红酒的味道。
尼基居然还是硬的，我主动提出要帮他解决。"是假阳具的震动。其实我鸡巴现在有点敏感。但……呃……"
我笑了。"你是想赶在睡前让我给你塞一个肛塞进去吧。"他拿起了中号那个——中间部分比我的鸡巴还稍肥一圈。"直奔撑大目标了，哈？"他脸红了。
我好好涂上油，然后让他在我先把它旋进去前，狠狠吸了一口 rush，并提醒他最肥的那部分可能会疼。当最粗的部分撑开他的肛门环时，他咕噜着"布鲁诺"，我咧嘴一笑。"挺敢想的嘛，你？"
"你觉得他没这么肥？"
我从背后依偎过去，把被子盖在我们身上。我在他耳边低语："操，我觉得他肥得多呢。"我咯咯笑起来，让他知道我只是在逗他，接着我们就沉沉睡去了。我先瞥了一眼我那个带夜光的闹钟。经历了这么多冒险，居然还没到午夜。
等我醒过来时，是尼基小声说话的声音。我睁开眼。闹钟显示差不多凌晨四点。他在马特床上，叉着腿，那根肛塞还露在屁股外。他正打着电话。"那你后来做了什么？你把他打得很重吗？"
不难猜到他是打给布鲁诺了。而且他正在慢慢地打飞机。他其实是利用了我那个'男妓保留弹药'的借口，把他的硬棍留给了他的那个男人。又或者，之前真的是敏感，而他半夜醒来想跟布鲁诺说话，说着说着就硬了。
"哦，老天，布鲁诺，我真喜欢跟你聊天。"他咯咯笑了。"好，你抓到我了，我是在打飞机。艾克？他在房间那头自己床上睡得跟死猪似的。我以前从没干过这种事。什么我以前没干过？我以前从没跟一个我喜欢的男人约过会；我从没在学校半夜给一个我真心喜欢的男人打过电话；我从没告诉过一个男人，我认识他几小时就喜欢他；我也从来没一边跟一个猛男讲电话、一边想着他就能硬、一边打飞机。对，我起来撒尿，然后就想到你，就硬了，所以我必须打给你——你这个又大又帅的猩猩。不，我那会儿就尿不出来了，然后我想，反正如果真的要在想着你的时候打飞机，还不如一边听着你那副火辣好听的声音一边干。"
我觉得很好玩，但我继续装睡。我不想毁了我"老弟"的打飞机幻想。光是看着他就够火辣的了。
"你也在打飞机？我对你居然有那种效果吗，布鲁诺？兄弟，我真庆幸我打过来约你明天——哦，是今天——吃午饭。对，我真快到了。当然，我很愿意。告诉我你在想什么，大家伙。"他一边听着电话，一边异常兴奋地捶着自己的硬鸡巴，咕噜出声。他喘着气："你准备好了？哦，好。"又猛撸了几下。"布鲁诺！"一股喷泉直冲他刮得光滑溜溜的胸口。他的声音变得柔软又温柔。"晚安，大个子好哥们。"他挂了电话，脸上挂着大大的笑容，然后退进浴室，我听见他撒尿的声音。
他爬回床上。"那场戏精彩吗，艾克？"
"你怎么……？"
"我听到你呼吸变了。在收容所生活了那么多年，我对假睡特别敏感。我可以随时准备好跟强暴搏斗，或者说，要是个我喜欢的家伙，我准备好反过来吓他一跳——要么给他一场超棒的口交，要么跟他打一架、最后可能变成 我 操 他。自打我长大后能反击起，只有过一个蠢到真选打架的家伙，结果嘛，下场就是被我们寝室另外四个外加我自己一起弄。所以那家伙后来总是喂我一嘴好精液。抱歉，我打给了布鲁诺。我有点乱，必须得跟他说话。"
"尼克，我没为这事烦。我早就想明白了，咱俩更像是兄弟，别的都不太算得上，而我真他妈喜欢这个念头。从咱俩头一回在停车场上遇见他、你光是盯着他无声流口水的那一刻，我就认了布鲁诺是你的男人了。我替你高兴，兄弟。我是说，就算咱俩偶尔爬上床来点乐子，我也不会介意；但我为你高兴——你恋爱了，或者至少已经走完了一大半。所以别再为这事道歉了。否则你大哥我只好揍你了！就算 我才比你大整整两周。"
我们俩都笑了，他依偎在我怀里，盖着被子。但我够聪明，让他享受他刚才跟布鲁诺打电话那种性爱余韵的辉光，没有指望他也反过来满足我。话说回来，我也没那么欲火焚身。要说的话，我更觉得有点嫉妒。尼基找到了自己的身分，正在爱上一个真的爱他的男人。而我，还在对自己的性取向感到迷茫——就算我每次跟男人搞、而不是跟姑娘约会，都更接近坦然接受自己是基佬（我也确实越来越接近了），我仍为谁才是那个对的人而焦虑。尼基那么笃定我爱的是杰夫：那个高大的红发富豪让我着迷，但想到格斯和丹，我也会差不多同样欲火焚身。而且，如果那个男妓嫖客尼克不是已婚的话，我同样会觉得他是个很不错的情人人选。看来我并没有自己想的那么挑剔。只要是成熟、有男人味、体毛多，我大概都会纳入考虑。
我们再次相拥着睡着了。
尼克彻底睡着时，脸上还挂着傻傻的笑，而我搂着他，思绪却翻腾在困惑里。最后我终于迷糊过去，做了一个好玩的梦——我生命里不同的男人们为了争夺我的爱，像古罗马角斗士一样打成一团。让我惊讶的是，马特、拉尔夫，甚至精液垃圾桶都加入了混战，还有一些我在茶室里见过却从没搭过话的猛男也出现了。就连锈钉酒吧地下室里那个闻起来特别香、始终隐在暗处的火辣肌肉男也在场，还戴着一张看起来像我自己的脸的塑料面具。
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不知道是什么把尼基在两小时后吵醒的，反正我醒过来时，是他的嘴正用精妙的口活在我那根鸡巴上做爱的感觉。我呻吟了一声，好让他知道我已经醒了，而且正享受着。他把那个肛塞缓缓从他屁股里抽了出来，然后在床上躺好，叉开双腿。"好好耕我，大哥。"
"哦，太好了。"我嘲弄地说。"这下他居然冒出乱伦幻想来了！"我忘了游泳运动员的胳膊有多壮，他朝我肩上揍的那一拳，第二天给我留下了一块淤青。
尼克一定是做了一个很美的梦。他醒来时欲火中烧得要命，而且在他把我弄醒之后，他一边把胯死死压着我的磨蹭，一边给了我一个深吻。作为一个公开基佬的经验也许有限，但尼基简直是性感的化身，兄弟，他接吻的功夫真是一流！等我彻底清醒时，我也已经彻底被撩起来了。
尼基也是。我刚一全醒，他就在那里低声哼着"操我"。那根肛塞一从他身上拔出来，我的蛋蛋就贴上了他的屁股。我得承认，那根肛塞确实起到了很好的撑大效果，他比昨晚松了不少。但他很快就学会怎么收紧肛门肌肉，给了我一场超绝的享受！对一个不到二十四小时前还告诉我他其实不喜欢挨操的男人，尼基很快就变成了用喊的求我再狠点、再深点。
我大笑着给了他想要的——一顿又猛又狠的操。他把眼睛闭上，开始激情澎湃地语无伦次，一会儿喊我的名字，一会儿喊布鲁诺的名字。我没去作任何花哨的技巧。尼基就是要被又快又猛地狠捣，我给我"兄弟"的就是他要的。让我暗自好笑的是，我名字出现的频率越来越低，很快几乎就只叫他布鲁诺了。换了别的男人大概会吃醋，我却理解。
我像个被附了身的人一样对他猛捣。我不得不承认：里头有一部分，是出于我对他那么快就找到了自己的身分和爱人而产生的嫉妒，而我自己反倒一天比一天困惑。确实，尼基接触男男性爱——既有自愿的，也有被迫的——都比我久得多，他那套'老子可不是基佬'的把戏，其实不仅是表演给嫖客看的，更多是在成长过程中一种自我保护。但我同时也被他的激情和兴奋所感染。因为他的激动，我发现自己比以往更加高涨。有那么一阵子，我高潮得比我记忆中的任何一次都更加猛烈。不为别的，就因为尼基如此情动。
让我意外的是，不到五分钟，我就深深顶进我哥们的体内，把我的精液浇进了他肠子里。他正因为渴望射精而呜咽着，于是我拔出来，整个吞下他的鸡巴。不到一分钟，他就淹了我一嘴。
我们相拥在一起，共享着他的精种，异口同声道："哇！"几秒钟后，我掉进了一场无梦的深眠中。
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等我们醒过来，已经是早上八点多了。我当天的头一节课因为教授去开会而取消了，但尼基得赶去游泳池游上几百万圈。"我浑身都是性爱的味道，你还把我屁股弄得好痛，大哥。我注意到你浴室的马桶边上真有个浴缸，我想在我走之前泡一个长点的、舒服的热水澡——如果你不介意的话。而且我也需要一些时间想想。"
我亲了亲他的鼻尖。"嗯，看来你在午饭前有些决定要做了。还有，记着——咱俩明天晚上都有晚餐约会，所以看看能不能安排去同一家餐馆。如果我今天碰上丹，我就问问他心里有没有地方。这将是我头一回男男四人约会。而且嘛，有像布鲁诺那样的大块头猛男对着你直流口水，或许也能让丹觉得更自在。去吧，好好泡个澡。我刚想起来，我有个作业得跟一个班上的人一起弄，得趁他去上课之前打给他。"
听到尼基在往浴缸里放水的声音，我拨了杰夫的私人号码。响到第三声他接了起来，听上去非常高兴是我的电话。我赶快把尼基不得不靠拉客来赚生活开销的情况说了，甚至坦白了连我自己也干了一回——为了让他少点负罪感，因为我一弄清楚那地方在小镇市界外，卖淫是合法的。杰夫一听就知道我说的是谁，还告诉我说今天上课前他就会有结果给我。"杰夫，还有件事。班上几个女生问尼基，你干嘛老看我们两个。他跟她们说是因为我们坐在窗边，你在看外面的钟楼——因为教室里没有钟——目前她们信了，但请你，杰夫，一定要小心。"
"我会小心的，甜心。而且我会找个巧妙的方式，下课把你单独留下，好把为你哥们尼克的'计划'结果告诉你。不管我想出的是什么方案，都会追溯到他第一学期。只有这样才能说得通：一笔被漏掉的补助金。好吗，亲爱的？"
"好的，火辣大只佬。"我们挂了电话。哇，他在这么短一段话里，居然叫了我两个爱称。也许他在乎的并不只是性爱。
我打到了拉尔夫房间找马特。一个隐约有些耳熟的第三个声音拿起听筒，礼貌地递给马特。"兄弟，要是你现在立马把你那屁股给我挪上来，你就能抓到你们游泳队的基佬队友在咱浴缸里泡澡。他已经猜出来是你了——他发现了你是我室友，所以你赶紧上来让他惊喜一下吧。要是想带上哈维也行。"
"不了，哈维已经回他自己房间了。他得做点功课；不过我觉得拉尔夫他哥在，他还是有点不舒服，就算那家伙本人也是基佬。我一穿好衣服就过去。"
门开的时候尼基正在擦干身子，马特走了进来。两人笑着拥抱。当尼克开口问他能不能借个肛塞来为跟一个尺寸惊人的仰慕者约会做准备时，马特很意外。我隔着尼克的脑袋朝马特点了点头，他同意了。马特把肛塞放在一个布袋子里，又亲了亲、抱了抱之后，尼基就离开了。
"那拉尔夫的哥是个什么样的人？"我问。"他真像拉尔夫让他听起来那么混蛋吗？"
马特看起来很困惑。"他很安静，很低调，也很有礼貌。拉尔夫说从来没见过他这副样子，还猜是不是皮特头一回恋爱了。他以前向来是到处乱搞，多半跟男人、但也跟够多的姑娘混着好避免闲话，从来不对任何人认真。可他这回真的相当和蔼可亲，哪怕大部分时间都有点缩在角落里，睡着了还呜咽。拉尔夫整个人都糊涂了。但为哥哥不再是个混蛋感到高兴。行了，室友，吃早饭前咱俩去茶室逛逛吧。"
尽管我跟尼基搞了那么多次，这主意听起来还是很火辣，所以我跟着去了。
不过，那又是另一个故事了。
注：让我知道你们喜不喜欢这些章节，对这个系列有什么建议。记住，故事发生在 1970 年。
继续给我发来你们的寻欢洞/厕所冒险点子，还有你们自己任何类型的性爱冒险回忆！
在男妓幻想上不要玩得太猛，因为目前故事里的艾克还要过一段时间，才会真的带几个朋友重返那家旅馆，展开拉客冒险。但如果你确实有过性工作经历（或者找过——火辣或没那么火辣的兔崽子），尽管把你的一些冒险发给我。有了合适的素材，我可能会让他提早重返那里，或者创造出另一种拉客冒险。（或许等他把这次冒险讲给几个朋友听之后，他们会坦白自己过去的"卖身小子"旧事。拥有这么多生活坎坷的年长炮友，可就有这个优势。）
版权归"艾克"所有 2010 年
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我的其他故事可在 NIFTY 档案馆"多产作者"栏目下，以作者名"Oldtimer25"找到。
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